He is like hell

Chapter 41 I Don't Want To Die

My thoughts went back to that summer. It was clearly that I rescued Lu Yan under the eyes of everyone, and I was the one who dragged him to the hospital. In the end, I was the one who waited on him indiscriminately. When I saw it, I was indifferent. Now that it has reached people's ears, why has it become a different set of rhetoric?
I was so angry that I turned over angrily.

"Could it be?" A bold idea slipped through my mind.

"It must be because of Su Wanyan taking care of him, Lu Yan felt sorry after waking up, and the two of them were together." Zhang Yuzhuang's words still echoed in my mind.

"If Lu Yan woke up, it was me, or if he knew that I saved him, what would he think in his heart?" Thinking of this, I was almost a little excited.

But soon, I shook my head, how is it possible?
Even if the two of them came together because of gratitude, now that such a long time has passed, let alone no one would believe it, even if they did, the two of them will always have more feelings after such a long time, saying Maybe if I say it, I'm just asking for humiliation and humiliation.

Thinking of this, I tried to shake my head.

There was a helpless smile on the corner of his mouth.

Shen Ruolin is Shen Ruolin, after so many things, do you still have so many fantasies in your heart?Haven't you seen enough of these days of humiliation and so much disdain?Do you have to smash yourself to pieces?

I couldn't sleep, so I turned on all the lights in the room and looked at myself in the mirror.

"Don't you understand, even after such a long time of dedication, even if you only have him in your eyes all these years, even..." I looked at the already haggard self inside.

"Forget it," I shook my head, "You have worked so hard for so many years, and your silent companionship for so many years may be worthless in the eyes of that man. Shen Ruolin, Shen Ruolin, if you are sensible, get out of here. "

Thinking of what I did this afternoon, I couldn't help feeling a little scared in my heart.

but?The next moment I couldn't help but think, just let them go like this?I'm gone, and the two of them are officially married tomorrow.

No sleep for one night.

When I got home the next day, there was a person sitting on the sofa.

I didn't expect someone to be in my house, and subconsciously exclaimed, "Who are you?"

The man reflexively looked over.

"Lin Yuan?"

"Shen Ruolin?" The man was taken aback, he didn't even bother to put on his shoes, and ran over directly, "It's really you? Shen Ruolin, are you okay?"

I have some Zhanger monks scratching their heads, "I have something to do? What can I do?"

"You still said, I haven't contacted you all night. I searched many places and found nothing. I was so anxious." Lin Yuan's seriousness was full of worry, and my heart warmed up, and I was also a little scared.

If I hadn't met those two people yesterday, today, no, maybe when I found me again in a few days, it would be a dead body.

"You came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau and didn't let me follow you. You said you would go home early at night, but I couldn't contact you at night, so I went to your house and waited."

Lin Yuan was still rambling on, I took out the phone from my pocket, only then did I remember that I simply turned off the phone yesterday in order to let myself go more easily, and it has not been turned on, which is very bad for Lin Yuan.

"Dingling." Lin Yuan's words were interrupted by the ringing of her mobile phone, and she glanced at the caller ID and hurriedly answered it.

"What's going on with you? I still haven't found it. It's been twelve hours. Let's go to the police." Before Lin Yuan could speak, the man on the phone said a series of words.

Because I was close, I heard it too, and burst out laughing.

The other side finally felt something was wrong, "What's going on? Lin Yuan, what are you laughing at? What are you talking about? I'm at the gate of the police station right now, why don't I go in first."

"Stop, you're just expecting me to lose it, Qiao Nancheng, can you expect me to order?" I quickly answered the phone and smiled at Lin Yuan.

"Shen Ruolin? Is that you? Ruolin? You didn't lose it." There was obviously a big sigh of relief.

I laughed, and when he learned that both of us were at home, he hung up the phone, and Qiao Nancheng appeared outside my door ten minutes later.

But before that, Lin Yuan had a very serious conversation with me.

"Tell me, what did you do last night?" She looked at me seriously.

My heart tightened, knowing what Lin Yuan wanted to ask.But I also know that I can't tell the truth so that she won't worry about me, anyway, I'm back now.

"Um, what else can I do, just go out for a walk." I tried my best to avoid the serious, "Why did you find Qiao Nancheng?"

Lin Yuan didn't pay any attention to what I said, she stared at me without moving her eyes.

I laughed twice, "That Lin Yuan, what do you want to eat, can I order a takeaway?" Then I took out my phone again.

Lin Yuan directly grabbed my mobile phone and threw it on the sofa not far away. I was a little apprehensive looking at her serious eyes, trying desperately to find words in my heart, trying to figure out how to escape this time.

Okay, I don't know you yet, I can tell from your appearance that I didn't think of anything good last night. "Suddenly, she tapped me on the shoulder, just like before.

My cold and hard heart was instantly melted by this smile.I could only shake my head helplessly, and roughly said what happened last night.

"What's the matter with you?" Qiao Nancheng kept talking to me as soon as we entered the door: "Do you know that Lin Yuan and I are terrified and have been looking for you all night, lest there be any accidents that you can't figure out."

The tired expression on the face can't deceive anyone. I looked at the two of them, and Lin Yuan's expression had returned to normal, but his face was still full of exhaustion.I couldn't help feeling guilty and apologetic.

"I, isn't it all right?" I defended myself in a low voice.

"Okay," Qiao Nancheng wanted to say something more, but Lin Yuan pulled me over, "Okay, Ruolin is fine now, so don't say so much."

While speaking, Lin Yuan looked at me with some concern.

"Then the two of us looked for her so anxiously last night, and we just wanted to dismiss her today by saying that I'm fine?" Qiao Nancheng, who didn't know where the childish temper came from, grabbed my arm and said coquettishly.

Looking at his appearance, I was amused for a while.

Lin Yuan pulled Qiao Nancheng over and whispered a few words. I looked at Qiao Nancheng's expression at first in disbelief, but then became surprised.

"How is it possible?" He stared at me with wide eyes, "No way, Ruolin, what are you doing?" After all, he still didn't say the following words.

I swallowed, not knowing how to explain it.

Do you want to say that I almost jumped into the river yesterday because of a man?Could it be that I really couldn't bear such pain and suffering and wanted to walk away?No, this is not my style.

"Hurry up and persuade Ruolin?" Lin Yuan didn't know what to think, and pushed Qiao Nancheng over, and went to the kitchen to help us pour water.

"Insider." Qiao Nancheng suddenly became shy and restrained when he really talked about serious things. He looked at me carefully, as if he had made a lot of determination, "I, I really didn't mean it. You, are you okay?"

For some reason, looking at his current appearance, I couldn't help thinking that the first time I saw him was in the ward of the hospital, and he was so cautious at that time.

"Don't worry." I breathed a long sigh of relief, and talked to him in as relaxed a tone as possible, "I couldn't think about it yesterday. It's true, and you all don't know."

I took a look at Lin Yuan coming over with a cup, wanted to adjust the atmosphere, and said in an exaggerated tone on purpose: "When I was holding that little red book yesterday, my heart felt like ten thousand knives exploded."

I knew in my heart that when I could really say these words in a relaxed tone, it was all over for me.

"However, God still doesn't want me, and wants me to harm you two here."

"The water in the river is really cold. Actually, I regretted it when I went down, but there is no other way. I made my own decision, and I can't run away halfway, you know?"

"When I heard someone's movement, don't mention how happy I was, and I was afraid that they would not see me, so I deliberately made a particularly loud noise, so that I was saved."

I looked at the expressions of the two of them, and I was also nervous.

"When the water wave rushed over at the end, I really thought I was going to die, so I dodged subconsciously. It was also at that moment that I understood that I couldn't just leave for no reason."

Although I knew this truth before, but when I really faced life and death once, I would know that it was not an act.

I take a deep breath.

"It was true that I was weak before. If I really left like this, who would be really happy?" I looked at the two of them.

"My father is dead, my child is gone, and my love has been snatched away. If I just leave like this, wouldn't my enemy be the happiest?"

"Don't worry, I've figured it all out now, even if I'm allowed to go, I have to clean up those two people, otherwise, even if I die, I can't compare to the eyes. What's more."

Having said that, I let out a long sigh of relief.

He took a sip of the water brought by Lin Yuan, "What's more, people who have already died once are not afraid of anything. If you want to defeat me now, it will not be so simple and easy."

My eyes were fixed on a piece of ceiling above my head, and I thought of a brilliant idea in my heart.

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