He is like hell

The cold wind from the suburbs was blowing on my face and body. I couldn't help shivering and tightened my clothes.

"Pa-ta," something fell on the ground, because it was all grass, and if I didn't listen carefully, I couldn't hear it at all. It took me almost half a minute to react.

Looking down, the red book is very obvious on Luther's grass. Although the moon has quietly climbed up the branches at this time, I can still see it clearly through the moonlight.

"Forget it." There was a helpless smile on the corner of my mouth. Anyway, I have already planned to leave this world full of right and wrong, so I don't want to bring so many things around me.

The little red book lying quietly on the ground seemed to remind me of the absurdity of all this.

"It's over, it's over." I took a long breath, and looked at the small river not far away with emotionless eyes.

Before I came here, I had already thought about it. The water flow here is fast and the water flow is also large. In addition, the mountain road downstream is rugged and the rocks are jagged. Once a person falls into this place, there is no possibility of surviving.

"Goodbye, this world." I thought in my heart, closed my eyes, and walked in directly.

Because there is already some autumn, although the leaves on the trees have not yet turned yellow, the river has become icy cold at this time, and a biting chill gradually spread from the soles of my feet to the heart.

My ankles, calves, and knees felt cold and went up inch by inch, and my whole body trembled uncontrollably.

So be it.

I felt a meng wave coming towards me in the distance. If it really came, I knew that I would probably be buried in this not-so-big river.

I tried my best to raise the corners of my mouth, hoping that my final appearance would be smiling.

"Girl, don't be overwhelmed." I closed my eyes and prepared to meet my last moment, but suddenly I heard a man's voice not far away.

"Don't save me, just let me go." I really felt that there was nothing worthy of my nostalgia in this world. Thinking this way, I jumped up and let myself go down with the water.

But the body was pulled.

"Oops," I yelled, and at this time a wave rushed towards me again, but I subconsciously followed the force that pulled me and avoided the wave.

At this moment, I knew that I never wanted to die again.

No matter how things will turn out, isn't it just a divorce? Even if Lu Yan never gave me a straight look from the beginning to the end, even if all my actions made him absolutely disgusted, so what?
At that moment, I seemed to see my father smiling at me. He opened his mouth. Although he didn't speak, I knew he meant to let me live a good life.

A smile formed on the corner of my mouth.

Yes, to live well, this is the wish of many people, but here I easily give up my precious life for a person who is not worth it.

"Girl, what happened, why are you so overwhelmed?" A man's voice sounded from behind me, with a very sincere tone.

I heard this voice, why is it so familiar.

"Who?" I turned around suddenly, but saw a familiar face.

I searched hard in my mind, "Zhang Yuzhuang?" After a while, I called out in surprise.

The other party looked at me and looked up and down, his eyes changed from doubt to surprise, "Shen Ruolin, is it you?"

It wasn't until I nodded that the other party let go of my hand, "You, why are you here?" He looked behind me while thinking.

I don't know how I am feeling now. I always have a strange feeling in my heart when I meet my high school classmates on such occasions and situations, or classmates who have witnessed so many "glorious deeds" of mine.

As if feeling my embarrassment, Zhang Yuzhuang coughed, "By the way, Ruolin, I haven't had time to introduce you yet, this is also our classmate at that time, Tongtong."

"Tongtong?" My heart tightened, and I began to search for that name carefully in my mind.

But helpless, until I saw that girl, I just felt a little familiar, and I didn't recognize it for sure.

But Zhang Yuzhuang's Ruo Lin directly pulled my thoughts back to that time.

I smiled wryly.

Originally, I wanted to end the bad relationship of that period, but now I was rescued by the old man at that time by accident. It seems that God is reminding me that it cannot and will not end so easily.

Thinking about my popularity at that time was also good, no matter if it was a boy or a girl, they all liked to make friends with me very much.But after I met Lu Yan, I never took my eyes off him. Even after he became inseparable from Su Wanyan, I never changed my mind.

"Shen Ruolin?" The girl also recognized me and called out in surprise.

"What's the matter with you, you've caught a cold? Come, give you my coat." He took off his coat as he said that, and put it on me without waiting for me to refuse.

I felt grateful in my heart.

"Let's go, the car is over there, it's warmer inside." Zhang Yuzhuang and Tongtong looked at each other and said to me with a smile. Of course, at this time Tongtong already had Zhang Yuzhuang's coat on her body.

I wasn't polite either, and just followed them into the car.

Now that I don't want to die, I have to learn to protect myself.

I sat in the back seat of their car, and the three of them chatted.

It turned out that they had been together for a long time, and even married.I came here today and wanted to camp outside, who knew that I would meet me by such a coincidence.

Talking about the past together, Zhang Yuzhuang felt a little emotional.

"Shen Ruolin, do you know that at that time you were actually the goddess that boys fantasized about." He looked at me and smiled embarrassedly, but the next second he said to Tongtong, "But it doesn't include me, I've noticed you since then."

The three laughed together.

"At the beginning, you would still play around with everyone. At that time, whoever can say a word to you can be happy for days." Although I know that there must be exaggeration in it, but after hearing it I still couldn't help feeling relieved in my heart.

"Who knows what happened later, you started ignoring these people. At that time, people still complained, saying that you were cold, who knew that you liked Lu Yan later, so I didn't know Is it real."

Zhang Yuzhuang said inadvertently, my heart tensed when I heard that name, but I forced myself to calm down, because I knew that it was over.

In the moonlight, I saw Tongtong gently touch his arm.

The three of them were embarrassed for a while.

I took a deep breath and knew that the best way to deal with the past was to face it. Seeing the gossiping expressions of the two, I became more honest.

"Yeah, I liked him at that time."

"Oh, Ruolin, we really feel worthless for you." At this time, Tongtong said first, "You don't even know that Lu Yan fell in love with a girl who is not as good as you in terms of looks or family background, because That girl saved him once."

"What?" Although I had forced myself to calm down, I couldn't help being excited when I heard this. I tried my best to lean forward and stared at the two people.

Perhaps because of my curiosity, Tongtong became more interested.

She looked at me mysteriously, and said to me in a noncommittal tone: "Let me tell you, is it strange if you say it is strange? Many people passed by that river that day, and only that Su Wanyan saw the road. Yan, go down and save him."

"I heard that Lu Yan had been in a coma for a long time at that time. Even the doctor shook his head when he saw it. It was Su Wanyan who insisted on resuscitating, but she still kept guarding half a step. She took care of her for a long time before she woke up. The fee was paid by that girl first."

"I don't know if someone will do the same if I am like this." Zhang Yuzhuang said sourly before she finished speaking.

"Look at you, why are you so narrow-minded now." Tongtong laughed and beat him, and the two of them made a fuss.

But my mood was immediately messed up.

Falling into the water in high school?Inseparable care?Advance medical expenses?Aren't these all made by me?Why did it all belong to her, Su Wanyan?
"I reckon that's why Lu Yan likes that girl." The two of them had laughed enough, Zhang Yuzhuang summarized like this while nodding his head.

"Let me tell you girls, boys will really easily like girls who take care of him when they are sick. Boys are very fragile when they are sick. Anyway, I am like this. If there is someone who can take care of me, haha. "

Before he finished laughing, "Oh, take it easy, my little ancestor." Tongtong smiled and twisted it on his ear, and the two of them laughed together again.

"I said, I didn't take care of you before, did I?"

Tongtong looked at me, as if thinking of something, and said solemnly: "By the way, Ruolin, if you want me to tell you, you don't know how to find time. If you were the one who saved Lu Yan at that time, this Isn't it you who is with him now?"

Tongtong is also a straightforward person, she said it without thinking.

I smiled wryly and ignored her.

How could she know that that person was actually me at the time.

The two of them originally decided to spend the night here, but because of me, there was no extra tent, so they planned to rush back to the city overnight, because it was too late, the three of us found a nearby hotel, thinking about going first one night.

If it was before, I would definitely pick and choose, but today I just walked around the gate of hell, and on the contrary, I look down on these external things a lot.

Lying alone on Simmons' mattress, I couldn't help falling into thoughts.