Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama

The all-too-familiar face was close at hand, but it seemed that she hadn't looked at him properly for a long time.

They missed too much and wasted too much time.

"These years," Mu Shihuan was in a trance for a brief moment, she said softly, "I let myself be trapped in resentment and couldn't get out, and I refused to let myself go, and you are the same, right?"

The hand touched his face involuntarily, and the tip of her nose became sore again: "I tortured myself, and so did you. Are we going to continue with this kind of life?"

Li Jingyan suddenly grasped her hand tightly, his throat was extremely congested, and his voice was also extremely hoarse: "I want you to forget the past and be happy."

It may be difficult, but he keeps trying.

Mu Shihuan's tears suddenly fell down again in a futile manner, his voice trembling all the time: "I know, I know..."

She knew it all, but she didn't want to admit it, let alone face it.

The warm fingertips covered her face again and wiped her tears gently, and she couldn't help but also grabbed his hand.

Even if there are no words, but at this moment, they are trying to untie their knots and face each other again. Both of them understand that only by letting go of themselves can they face the present and the future with the best attitude.

Even if they don't say it, they all understand.

"In the future..." Mo Shihuan looked at him with teary eyes, and unconsciously softened his tone as if he was acting like a baby back in the past, "You have to make up for me and treat me better."

Li Jingyan laughed, and her voice trembled slightly: "Okay."

Tears were wanton, Mo Shihuan stared into his eyes: "Love me more than before."

"it is good."

The apex of my heart is sore and warm. From the second I cried tonight until now, the only remaining heaviness on my heart has finally disappeared.

"Not just to make amends, but to love me," she continued.

"I know," Li Jingyan held her hand and kissed her palm, there were tears in Li Jingyan's eyes, "I will love you more than before, and love you purely and wholeheartedly."

The chest was filled with emotions, and Mu Shihuan's voice seemed to be hoarse: "No matter what happens in the future, you must not hide anything from me, no matter how big or small."

"I promise you," Li Jingyan agreed, even more so to appease her, "I won't lie to you, I won't hide anything from you, under any circumstances."

There was joy and tenderness in his eyes.

Mu Shihuan noticed that her heart was gradually softening, and she held his hand tightly, expressing another regret and resentment between them: "My child..."

Before the words fell completely, she clearly felt his body stiffen.

She still held his hand: "I blamed you, but I also blamed myself. At that time...my mind and body were not suitable for having a child. He has no fate with us."

Li Jingyan's eyes turned red instantly.

"It's my fault," he looked at her, his voice was so hoarse that it was indescribable, "the child will not blame you, he loves you as a mother very much, in the future...he will come back to us at the right time."

She knows, knows...

Listening to his words, the sourness was so strong that Mo Shihuan couldn't help but shed tears: "I know, but you have to promise me that you will wait for him to come back like me."

The knot between them needs to be untied, hers, his, theirs together.

"Okay," Li Jingyan promised her, "Listen to you."

The eyes suddenly became more hazy, and the heavy part in the bottom of my heart was much lighter. Mo Shihuan knew that they would not forget him, and they would remember him together.

"Stop crying." Seeing that her tears seemed to burst again, Li Jingyan leaned over and kissed the corner of her eyes involuntarily, coaxing her with a more gentle tone, "The eyes will be uncomfortable."

But it seems that it's okay not to comfort her, but once she comforts her, she can't control her emotions.

Tears slipped down drop by drop, eyes blurred, Mo Shihuan cried uncontrollably, with the same feeling in his heart, Li Jingyan restrained himself, kissed her face again, and gently kissed away all her tears one by one.

"Don't cry." He coaxed.

Mu Shihuan really wanted to nod, but the remaining emotions needed to be vented too much. After all, she didn't restrain herself, but chose to indulge herself.

Li Jingyan understood her and didn't stop her anymore, just stayed by her side and coaxed her to comfort her until she was tired of crying and no more tears.

"I'm going to get a towel." He coaxed her and said, going back and forth, he wiped her gently and meticulously as before.

Mu Shihuan looked at him without blinking, and at this moment, he never wanted to look away, even if it was only an inch.

Li Jingyan felt it.

After wiping, put the towel back to its original place, he held her hand again, hugged her, leaned over and kissed her eyebrows and eyes, it had nothing to do with lust, just wanted to kiss her.

After kissing his brows and eyes, he didn't go deep, and separated a little bit to get up, but his eyes were glued to hers unexpectedly.

"Sleep, I'll be with you, don't go." His heart was softer than ever.

Mo Shihuan nodded and looked at him: "Okay."

After a while, she closed her eyes again, and slowly, her breathing became steady and long.

Li Jingyan always maintained the posture of hugging her, not wanting to let go, even more reluctant.

His mood hasn't completely calmed down yet, he understands what she said just now, but after all, he caused her sadness these years, and he doesn't want to let himself go so easily.

But she was willing to take another step towards him, but it was the greatest redemption for him.

They can't do without each other.

Many pictures flashed in my mind, sometimes chaotic and sometimes sober, and finally all of them turned into people in my arms.

"Shi Huan..." He lowered his head and kissed her eyebrows and eyes again, slowly and gently, kissing the tip of her nose, kissing her cheek, and finally landed on the corner of her lips, restraining himself from tossing and rubbing gently.

"I love you." The low and vague voice fell in this quiet bedroom.

After an unknown amount of time, a faint vibration came into her ears. Afraid of waking her up, Li Jingyan temporarily put her down, and quietly left the bedroom to find the beeping cell phone.

It was his, it was Xiaochen who opened the phone.

He connected: "What's the matter, little minister."

Xiaochen opened his mouth and asked, "Dad, is Mom asleep? I called Mom first, but she didn't answer."

Li Jingyan glanced at the closed door subconsciously, and lowered her voice: "Well, Mom is tired and has already fallen asleep, what's the matter?"

"It's okay," Xiaochen shook his head, "I want to say goodnight to Mom and Dad. Since Mom is asleep, Dad, don't wake her up, let Mom sleep."

"it is good."

The father and son chatted for a while, and at the end of it, Xiao Chen suddenly said: "Father."

"Ok?"

"Come on!" Putting on a pose of cheering, even though Dad couldn't see it, Xiaochen still cheered enthusiastically, "You have to work hard, don't give up lightly."

Li Jingyan felt warm in his heart: "Father knows, thank you Xiaochen."

"Good night, Dad."

"Good night."

After hanging up the phone, Li Jingyan went to another room and took out her change of clothes to take a quick shower, then went back to the bedroom and hugged the sleeping Mu Shihuan again.

Mu Shihuan slept very deeply this time, as if it was the only time in these few years that she slept so deeply and so peacefully. In her sleep, she could clearly feel the familiar aura beside her.

Surround her and give her peace of mind, long-lost peace of mind.

She knew it was Li Jingyan.

……

the next day.

When Mu Shihuan consciously woke up, she subconsciously wanted to touch her phone to see what time it was, but when she moved her hand, she was grasped tightly reflexively, and she slowly opened her eyes and raised them.

I saw the man sleeping next to her, with his chin buried in her neck, holding her in both hands, and holding her tightly with one hand, in an extremely intimate gesture.

He is not awake yet.

They hadn't been this close for a long, long time.

Mu Shihuan was in a daze, and when she came back to her senses, she belatedly realized that her other hand, which was still free, had been raised, and the fingertips were about to touch his face.

She paused, her fingers subconsciously curled up.

For some reason, at this moment, she felt a sense of familiar yet unfamiliar tension, as if... I really wanted to be intimate with him for the first time when I was undercover.

Her heartbeat was so fast that she couldn't control it at all, she swallowed her throat, her eyes fell on his face and she couldn't bear to take it away.

After a while, her curled fingers loosened, and slowly, her fingers moved closer to his face little by little.

Finally, came across.

Her fingers trembled, and then, as if she couldn't help but instinctively, her fingers began to slowly move and trace along his outline.

From bottom to top, caressing his brows, and finally all the way down to his lips.

Unknowingly holding her breath, she looked at it for a long time, her fingertips felt hot for no reason, and she wanted to take it back.

Suddenly, the finger was caught, and the scorching temperature spread along the way.

Mu Shihuan's heartbeat immediately missed, she was stunned, forgot to breathe, just looked at him without blinking, and when she realized that she wanted to escape, her palm was pressed against his face.

He grabbed her and stroked his face, and the silent warmth flowed.

"Morning." She heard his hoarse voice in the morning, magnetic and sexy.

A blurry picture suddenly flashed across his mind, like scenes from the past, coming towards her with familiarity, Mo Shihuan looked at him, and finally did not run away.

"Morning." She said too.

The four eyes met, his eyes were extremely hot, and there was a lot of affection in them, even more tender and affectionate than before.

Without waiting for her to do anything, his hand suddenly took hers and continued what she had just done, drawing along his outline again.

The movements seemed deliberately slow, creating an indescribable numbness. Mu Shihuan's heart and fingertips were trembling uncontrollably, and he wanted to take it back inexplicably, but he held it very firmly.

Suddenly, the movement stopped.

She breathed a sigh of relief, but in the next second, her heart rose directly to her throat, and her breathing also stopped.

—he kissed her fingertips.

The trembling feeling invaded her skin instantly along the fingertips, and then spread to her limbs, making her froze, although she couldn't tell why it happened.

She blinked.

And in the next second, a shadow suddenly fell, and the handsome face slowly approached.

Mu Shihuan's breathing became stagnant again, and his heartbeat suddenly became frantic.

It was at this moment that warm thin lips covered hers.