Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama

Emotions are gradually getting out of control.

Even if Mu Shihuan didn't want to admit it.

Li Jingyan looked at her, remained silent for a few seconds, then said heavily: "I know."

The voice is difficult.

Seeing that there seemed to be mist floating in her eyes, he subconsciously raised his hand, gently brushing the corners of her eyes with his fingertips, denying her guess in a low voice: "I didn't want to prove how good I am by saying this. For your sake."

"Mu Shihuan, no."

He knew she wouldn't believe it, but he continued: "It's just this, I have to tell you, you have the right to know, and I have an obligation to tell you, that's all."

That's all...

What a fluffy sentence.

But it was this sentence that quietly pushed Mu Shihuan's already out-of-control emotions to the edge of a cliff.

She looks at him.

What a close distance, as long as he lowered his face a little more, and he raised his face again, they could touch each other intimately, just like the sweet moment at that time.

It's not that I haven't had such a posture before.

Looking at it, the mist accumulated uncontrollably in front of her eyes, and the inexplicable emotion that was only lingering in her chest had already spread to every corner of her body at this moment.

Crazy, hit hard.

tortured her.

I don't know when my hand was clenched into a fist, and the manicure that Mrs. Shi took to make was pinched into the palm of my hand little by little, and the imprint gradually appeared, combined with the dull pain.

But Mu Shihuan couldn't feel it.

Her whole body is on the edge of a cliff like her emotions, and even the air can push her down.

Not to mention, there is him in front of him.

Her lips moved.

Finally, she spoke, still in a tone without warmth and emotion: "Have pity on me?"

She didn't look away from him.

The two looked at each other.

Li Jingyan's chest became more and more dull, as if it was blocked by everything that could block it, and it was difficult to breathe.

Unable to break free.

He denied again: "No, I..."

"No?" Mu Shihuan pulled his lips, and interrupted him with a chuckle, "You knew that I was not in the right mood, since I stabbed the knife into your body that night, you knew that I Something is wrong, sick."

"Didn't Jiang Wu and Rong Xiuhan tell you? Didn't you doubt it?"

The nails pinched into the palm of the hand seemed to have withdrawn a little, and the force loosened.

Mu Shihuan looked at him: "You have an obligation to tell me, don't you just want me to know that I can end the past and end the so-called knot?"

The brain is actually a bit chaotic, as if there are many other sounds that are messy, and it seems that there is no sound at all.

She didn't know what she should say most to hurt the man, she just instinctively said what she had to say.

"What is it not to pity me?" She asked back.

She didn't know, but Li Jingyan could clearly see that her emotions were still out of control.

She is waiting for his answer.

His eyes darkened, his voice was hoarse, and he asked, "Then are you sick?"

He threw the question back at her.

Mu Shihuan's eyes were red, and the red spread little by little.

The two still maintain a hugging posture, and they seem to be very close.

But, it just looks like it.

She didn't speak, but Li Jingyan started to ask, as if forcing her: "Are you sick?"

The tone of voice seemed to have cooled down, and there was no more warmth.

Her eyes became redder.

Li Jingyan watched, suddenly couldn't bear it.

"Since you insist that I'm pitying you and making up for your mistakes, then so be it," he said, "that means I'm pitying you, and I need to see you well, otherwise I won't be able to pass that hurdle."

"Is that all right?" he asked her.

The dialogue seemed to be at a stalemate, but in fact, it had been a stalemate from the very beginning.

She repulsed him and was in a stalemate with him.

Absolutely, don't give him a chance.

A sour feeling surged quietly, Mo Shihuan stared at him without blinking his eyes, and his body also maintained a stiff and tense posture for a long time without changing.

No one spoke.

Time passes quietly by minute by minute, and what quiet brings is not silence, but depression.

Finally, Mo Shihuan blinked his eyelashes because he couldn't bear the sourness.

Then, she spoke, her emotions seemed to be restrained, and she regained her composure: "A long time ago," she looked at him, and spit out the rest of the words, "I didn't love you anymore."

Time seemed to stand still for two seconds.

Li Jingyan's pupils shrank slightly, and his throat seemed to be strangled.

He heard her say--

"Li Jingyan, I don't love you anymore."

Every word fell into his ears, and it seemed to be deeply engraved on his heart.

She said, do not love.

Whether it was true or not, that was what she was saying at the moment.

Mu Shihuan still looked at him: "Let me think about it, when was it a long time ago, maybe it was when you first lied to me, maybe it was the moment I was bumped into the river, or maybe..."

She paused, without any major emotional fluctuations: "It was when I was lying in the hospital dying, and my originally healthy body was like a disabled person."

"It's not because you sent me away that I no longer love you. It's been a long time. Maybe I loved you very much in the past, but it's all consumed. I don't love you anymore. Can you understand?"

She spoke calmly, as if she was dissecting, as if she was trying to let him understand, and she said that their past relationship was over and over with the attitude of others.

Originally, she didn't want to see him or talk to him, but now, she seemed to have a lot to say.

Well, let's say it all.

"I hated you. I was lying in my hospital for a year. I just wanted to divorce you and have nothing to do with you. So when I came back, no matter what Yu Linshang hinted at, I really hated you at that time."

Fist released slightly, she blinked.

"It's gone now," she said in a very soft tone, but her determination was invisible. "It's too much effort to hate someone, I don't want to, and..."

Li Jingyan suddenly had a feeling, and behind it were words he didn't want to hear, although he knew what she would say.

really--

"Without love, there is no hate."

It coincides with what he thinks in his mind, and the words coincide.

He wanted to say something, but his throat was blocked by something, and no sound came out.

He just looks at her.

And Mu Shihuan was also looking at him.

"I'm doing fine now, as long as you don't show up and you show up, that's how stupid I was before," she said sincerely, "I have a new life, it's peaceful, it's what I want."

What she wants, without him.

With a new life, maybe as Shi Tingzhou said, there will be new feelings.

Li Jingyan understood what she meant.

And she continued: "Don't bother me again, it's your best compensation for me, I don't want to see you."

"You love me, don't you?"

Suddenly.

Like the previous sentence, Li Jingyan could also guess what she wanted to say.

This time, he said it for her: "If I really love you, I should set you free, I shouldn't disturb you, I should fulfill you?"

The overhead light poured down, clearly illuminating the expressions of the two of them, but it seemed unclear.

Both of them seemed to be wearing masks.

"Yes." Mu Shihuan nodded slowly under his gaze.

Li Jingyan approached calmly: "If I bother you, it means I don't love you enough, and I don't really love you?"

Mu Shihuan still nodded: "Yes."

She didn't hide, she still looked at him.

The chest became more and more stuffy, and an indescribable pain ran through the body, Li Jingyan restrained it.

After a long silence, he suddenly pulled his lips.

"The person who kidnapped you and your father was A Zong." He said.

Mu Shihuan's body, which he thought would never be tense again, became tense again, and his breathing was even more unprepared.

It's like... the mood that thought to be calm and calm down fluctuated again.

Step by step, he walked towards the edge of the cliff uncontrollably.

Or maybe, the calmness and tranquility she did was just her illusion from the beginning to the end, because she had lost control to the extreme, she thought it was normal.

Li Jingyan found out, and immediately noticed the change in her mood, even though she could hardly see it clearly.

He paused.

The heaviness in her chest varied with her emotions, and she was extremely depressed.

She wanted to hug her tightly and comfort her, but there was still repulsion in her eyes, towards him.

His Adam's apple rolled, and Li Jingyan looked at her: "He bit him to death because what he did has nothing to do with Yu Linshang. The incident has been going on for a long time, and the evidence has long been destroyed. It is impossible to prove whether it really has nothing to do with Yu Linshang. A Zong has been punished by law .”

The nails pinched into the palm of the hand again uncontrollably, with great force.

But Mu Shihuan still didn't feel anything strange.

She looked at him and wanted to say something impulsively, but she couldn't express those words and emotions in her throat.

Li Jingyan's hand resting on the sink moved.

Think more, hug her, think more, wipe away the tears gushing from the corners of her eyes with your fingertips.

He did not.

"Your father left the safe at the bank," he said. "I can accompany you to the bank whenever you want to take it back."

Mu Shihuan's eyes became redder, and his breathing gradually became heavier.

Li Jingyan kept looking at her.

When he spoke again, the voice was visibly tense and hoarse: "The cat you rescued back then was called Xiaoqi. It has grown up a lot, but it doesn't kiss me, and it might still like you. Do you want to see me? I'll let Gao Yi send it over."

"Aunt Xu asked about your current situation. She has been thinking about you and wants to hear your voice." He seemed to suddenly not know what to say, so he just said, "It's convenient, and Aunt Xu, give me a call."

She did not speak again.

Li Jingyan's hand was silently clenched into a fist, and the towel was tightly grasped by him, without realizing it.

"By the way, there is also Little Xingxing. She asked you before." His throat became more and more rough, and his voice became more difficult. "She misses you very much, but she still can't speak now."

"she……"

The rest of the words were blocked at once, blocked in the throat, and could not come out again.

Because, she cried.

Like a river bursting an embankment, tears could not stop sliding down the cheeks, and finally sank into the neckline.

Her eyes were red, her chest heaved violently, and her clenched hands were tightly clenched.

"Li Jingyan."

When he heard her voice, his heart fell uncontrollably.