"Miss Mu is awake!" Gao Jia was a little excited.

Li Yan turned and went out without saying a word.

When she reached the door of the bedroom, she stopped suddenly, closed her eyes, took a deep breath to adjust her emotions, and then opened the door and entered.

Mu Shihuan was staring out of the window in a daze, when he heard the sound, he thought it was Gao Jia leaving and returning, so he didn't turn his head, but said in a low voice, "Gao Jia, please pour me a glass of water."

No one should.

Mu Shihuan didn't pay attention until the cup was handed to him.

She was slightly taken aback.

It's not Gao Jia's smell, Gao Jia doesn't like to use perfume.

Yes……

His eyes trembled, he held his breath unconsciously, Mo Shihuan turned his head a little stiffly and in disbelief.

Eyes meet.

"I'm here." Li Yan sat down on the edge of the bed, tried her best to raise a smile, and handed the cup to her lips, "Drink water first."

Mu Shihuan was stunned.

She felt as if she was dreaming, so she was completely fed by the person in front of her, and everything seemed to follow her instinct.

Until, the temperature of the pulp came from the lips.

Li Yan wiped off the water drops for her, her heart was trembling, she restrained, coaxed her softly: "What's the matter, are you unhappy to see me? I came to see you."

she smiles.

Mu Shihuan finally had a reaction.

"Yanyan?" She said hoarsely.

Li Yan pursed her lips, suppressed her sadness, and responded, "It's me."

She reached out and hugged her gently.

"Shi Huan, here I come."

The temperature is real, and so is the breath.

Mo Shihuan moved, and finally reached out to hug her.

"Yeah." Thousands of words, only this word at the moment.

Li Yan hugged her tighter.

So did Mu Shihuan.

But Li Yan could clearly feel that compared to her excitement, even though she was restrained, Shi Huan was truly calm.

In other words, it was eerily quiet.

She thought of all the things she said in the first year of high school, and in an instant, her chest became more stuffy, and she felt more distressed.

"Shi Huan..."

"Yanyan, are you here to take me back to Jiangcheng?"

The two exited at the same time.

Li Yan temporarily let go of her and looked at her, feeling her extreme calm even more.

"Hmm." She nodded.

Mu Shihuan also nodded, looked at her, and asked, "Is the matter over?"

Li Yan felt uneasy.

It was Shi Huan's state that worried her.

"Shi Huan..." She couldn't help holding her hand, "If you..."

Mo Shihuan's eyelashes trembled.

"I'm fine." She shook her head lightly, and even tried her best to smile slightly, "Yanyan, I'm fine, don't worry about me."

Obviously don't want to mention it.

Li Yan knew it well, but it was because she knew it too well that she was more worried.

This kind of Shihuan is different from the one who came back on New Year's Day, and she is so distressing at this moment.

"It's over." Finally, she chose to answer her question first.

Mu Shihuan was in a daze.

"About half a year," she seemed to be recalling, "half a year is over, it seems to be shorter than I thought."

After finishing speaking, she paused.

After drooping her eyes and thinking for a while, she spoke again: "Then, let's go."

Li Yan didn't react for a while.

"What?" she asked subconsciously.

Mu Shihuan pursed his lips, looked into her eyes and said in a low voice: "Go back to Jiangcheng, Yanyan, I want to leave, I don't want to stay here, I want to go home, can you take me home?"

Her voice was so soft, it was almost inaudible.

"I want to go home," she repeated.

How could Li Yan refuse?

She couldn't say no at all, she just felt that Shi Huan in front of her made her feel distressed.

Her heart was sore and uncomfortable, she asked, "Now?"

Mu Shihuan nodded.

"Well, now, I want to go home." She held Li Yan's hand instead, "Yanyan, let's go."

Li Yan finally nodded.

"Okay, then I'll let Gao Yi and them pack up your things."

Mu Shihuan shook his head, "No, I don't want to take anything here."

Li Yan was stunned, realizing something.

"...Okay, let's change clothes then." She didn't want to make her sad.

Mo Shihuan pursed his lips and tried to smile at her.

Li Yan only felt very sad, she tried her best to restrain herself, went to the cloakroom to find some comfortable clothes for her, and when she changed into them, she wanted to help her go out.

"I'm fine," Mo Shihuan shook his head, "Don't treat me as a patient."

With just this sentence, Li Yan understood that she knew she was pregnant and had a miscarriage, but she never mentioned it.

She can only not mention it.

"Hmm." She didn't want to treat her as a patient, so she could only follow her wishes.

Door open.

Several people waiting outside the door looked over.

Li Yan glanced over, and tried hard to speak calmly: "Go back to China."

Gao Jia subconsciously wanted to tell her to pack her things, but Gao Yi said first: "Okay, I'll arrange it, wait a minute."

Mu Shihuan didn't say anything, Li Yan held her hand and said, "Go downstairs first and wait?"

"it is good."

So the two walked towards the stairs, and Gao Jia followed closely after recovering.

The first year of high school wanted to arrange to return home, but Tang Yu, who had been silent all this time, stopped him.

"Boss Tang?" He was puzzled.

Tang Yu glanced at Mu Shihuan's back, then shook his head towards Gao Yi.

……

In the middle of the night, Mo Shihuan finally got on the plane back home.

She just glanced at the scenery outside and then retracted her gaze.

"Yanyan." She leaned her head on Li Yan's shoulder.

Li Yan held her hand: "I am here."

Mu Shihuan closed his eyes: "I'm a little tired and want to sleep, can you call me when I get there?"

Li Yan suppressed the sadness in her heart.

"Okay." She coaxed her, "Have a good sleep."

"Ah."

Afterwards, Mu Shihuan really seemed to have fallen into sleep, and he didn't speak again, and gradually, the sound of steady and long breathing came.

Li Yan could hear clearly.

But the more this happened, the more worried she was, and the more she felt sad and blamed herself.

She blamed herself for not being there for Shi Huan when she needed her most.

If only she could have come sooner, if...

But she also knew very well, what if in this world?
All she can do now is to accompany Shi Huan.

Li Yan closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she unexpectedly met Tang Yu's gaze.

She chose to move away calmly.

……

The long plane journey always seems to be tiring, obviously not very sleepy, but Mu Shihuan really fell asleep after closing his eyes.

She felt very, very tired.

The body is tired, and so is the heart.

The only consolation is that she didn't dream again during this rare sleep.

When Youyou woke up, she was in a daze for a while before realizing that the plane had landed smoothly.

However, the scenery outside the window is not Jiangcheng.

She moved.

"Are you awake?" Li Yan noticed it immediately and asked her in a low voice.

Mu Shihuan belatedly realized that he had been leaning on Yanyan's shoulder the whole time.

"Does it hurt?" She was a little annoyed.

Li Yan laughed, and said in a relaxed tone: "It hurts, so you have to make it up to me."

Mu Shihuan also laughed, and finally he was no longer so reluctant.

"Okay." She nodded and subconsciously said, "Then let's go."

She said getting up.

"Shi Huan." Li Yan took her hand.

"Ok?"

Li Yan hesitated to speak.

At this time, Tang Yu appeared.

"Go somewhere first." He looked at Mu Shihuan and said.

Mu Shihuan was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly thought of the scenery outside.

She asked, "Where is this?"

"Overseas," Tang Yu said the name of a country, looked her in the eyes and said, "Lao Li is here."

Finally, the name was mentioned.

Even though Mu Shihuan kept avoiding him, he couldn't escape after all.

But she refused to answer.

Tang Yu could only say: "Something happened to Lao Li, and he is currently receiving treatment in this country. I will take you to see him."

Mu Shihuan's hand clenched into a fist little by little.

She looked away.

As if thinking of something, she looked at him again, and said calmly and firmly, "I just want to go back to Jiangcheng."

She still couldn't mention his name.

She doesn't want to see him.

Tang Yu moved his lips, and his breathing sank slightly: "Go and see him."

There is a vague sense of pleading.

Mo Shihuan looked at him steadily.

Tang Yu wanted to persuade her again: "Old Li..."

"Is he dead?"

The words stopped abruptly.

Tang Yu's throat was blocked.

After a while, he shook his head.

"But old Li..."

"I won't go to see him." Mu Shihuan interrupted him.

Silence spread.

After a while, Tang Yu spoke again: "Are you blaming him?"

Blame him?
Mu Shihuan was in a daze, and asked back, "Why should I blame him?"

"He sent you away without paying attention." Tang Yu looked into her eyes, as if he wanted to look into the depths of her heart through her eyes, to see clearly what she was thinking.

Unfortunately, to no avail.

"If you think I'm blaming him, then so be it." Mu Shihuan didn't argue with him, let alone explain, "But now, I just want to go back to Jiangcheng."

Tang Yu was unwilling to let go.

In his heart, he wanted to take her to see Lao Li.

"Mu Shihuan..."

"Go back." Li Yan said at this moment.

Tang Yu looked at her.

Li Yan didn't avoid his gaze, but said: "If he still wants to see the person he wants to see, he will be fine, why rush at this moment."

Tang Yu suddenly felt powerless.

In fact, long before receiving Mu Shihuan, he had expected whether Mu Shihuan would be willing to come to see Lao Li, but he didn't think so.

really.

She doesn't want to.

"Okay." After a long silence, Tang Yu finally let go.

But seeing the determination in Mu Shihuan's eyes, he couldn't help but say a few more words: "Lao Li is because of..."

When the words came to his lips, seeing Mu Shihuan's movement of turning his face away, he swallowed it back again.

"Sorry," he said instead.

This time, Mu Shihuan didn't say anything more.

Li Yan got up and held her hand, trying to pull her to sit down.

Mo Shihuan lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "I want to wash my face."

"Okay." Li Yan took her hand and led her there.

When she arrived at the bathroom, she didn't follow, and Mu Shihuan went in alone.

There were brand new toiletries, she took them, squeezed the toothpaste slowly and prepared to brush her teeth, and then washed her face.

Throughout the whole process, she was very calm, as if nothing had happened, and she hadn't heard anything.

only……

Occasionally my heart hurts.

There was a brief pain, the short time was like an illusion, it passed away in a flash, but after she recovered, it was a new round of pain.

There are sharp stabbing pains and dull pains.

It spread along the nerves to every corner of her body.

She thought of Tang Yu's words, he said that Li Jingyan was being treated in this country.

What to treat?

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