Gao Yi didn't answer right away.

But with this brief hesitation, Li Yan guessed something. After all, in the year when Shi Huan disappeared, Li Jingyan sent her to protect her in the first and second grades of high school, and she somewhat knew the temperament of the two of them.

Her heart trembled violently, and when she spoke again, her voice was a little anxious: "What happened? Tell me."

After the words fell, she found that Gao Yi's eyes were red.

"Senior freshman!"

Gao Yi raised his head and met her eyes.

"Madam, she..." He opened his mouth, his throat was blocked, and the rest of the words were forced out almost with all his strength, "I found out that I was pregnant after coming here for a month, but..."

Li Yan froze.

"...the child is gone?" She heard her own tense voice.

Gao Yi nodded stiffly.

In an instant, Li Yan only felt her body go cold, and waves of coldness gushed out from the soles of her feet and spread to her limbs and bones.

Obviously the weather is very hot, obviously not cold at all.

Suddenly, she thought of something and turned to look at Tang Yu who was following her.

She clearly saw the shock in his eyes too.

She immediately understood that Li Jingyan didn't know about it, whether Shi Huan was pregnant or had no child, he didn't know.

But she still couldn't help asking, holding the last hope.

"Where's Li Jingyan? Does he know?" She looked at Gao Yi again for a moment.

as predicted.

Gao Yi shook his head slowly.

Li Yan's breathing stopped suddenly, and the hands hanging on both sides of her body clenched into fists.

She couldn't tell whether she was more angry, more happy when she was distressed, or more uncomfortable.

She couldn't describe it at all.

"Where's Shi Huan?" She heard her hoarse voice, and every word was extremely difficult.

Gao Yi replied in a hoarse voice: "Madam is still taking a nap, I don't know if she has woken up, Madam doesn't know that you and Tang will always come over."

Li Yan couldn't wait any longer, and quickly ran towards the stairs.

Tang Yu frowned, his eyes full of emotion, and hurriedly followed.

Li Yan walked quickly.

I don't know if it was too hasty, or she didn't pay attention to the stairs under her feet, and when she stepped on the air, her body staggered, and she was about to fall.

"Be careful!" Tang Yu quickly supported her with sharp eyesight.

Li Yan stood firm.

In the past, she was the No. 1 girl in Jiangcheng, her calmness and elegance were synonymous with her, and the two years of avoidance made her more calm and calm, but at this moment, she lost control.

When she looked at Tang Yu, she thought of Li Jingyan, and Shi Huan...

Of course Tang Yu understood what she was thinking.

He subconsciously wanted to explain: "Old Li, he..."

"Don't tell me," Li Yan interrupted him, trying his best to restrain himself, "It's not me who needs his explanation and explanation. You don't need to say anything, and I don't want to know."

In fact, she knew even if he didn't tell her. After all, she knew what had happened in the past few months.

But it's one thing to be clear, it's another to understand and forgive.

What's more, she is not Shi Huan, no matter what she has no position and qualifications to forgive Shi Huan.

"Thank you." Forcibly suppressing those out-of-control emotions, she took her hand out of his palm, and then Li Yan walked upstairs quickly.

Tang Yu's body was slightly stiff, his Adam's apple rolled, and finally he followed her silently.

Li Yan soon saw the sophomore who was waiting in the small living room.

The second year of high school also saw Li Yan, and he subconsciously stood up, but he noticed that something was wrong with Li Yan, the closer he got, the more obvious the redness of her eyes became.

He instantly understood that Miss Li knew about it.

"Miss Li..." He called dryly, thinking of something, before she could ask, he said, "The wife's room is over there, I'll take you there."

Li Yan was speechless and silently followed behind him.

Her fist was clenched so hard that her nails dug into her palm, but she didn't feel it.

Soon, she followed to the bedroom.

Gao Yi gently knocked on the door.

After a while, the door opened and Gao Jia walked out sideways.

"Where's Shi Huan? Is she awake?" Li Yan asked impatiently.

Gao Jia shook her head: "Miss Mu is still sleeping."

Li Yan felt uncomfortable as if her throat was blocked.

"How long has she been asleep?" she asked in a low voice, trembling uncontrollably.

"Over an hour."

"She sleeps for so long every time she takes a nap?"

Gao Jia nodded.

Li Yan's eyelashes trembled, and she suppressed her discomfort: "I'll go in and see her."

Gao Jia opened the door for her.

Suppressing his emotions, Li Yan took a deep breath, and walked in.

The bedroom was very quiet, and there was a faint smell of incense in the air, which she could tell was soothing incense.

Li Yan smelled it and felt an indescribable tightness in her chest.

She approached step by step, and finally sat down gently by the bed.

When she saw clearly Shi Huan lying on the bed, she almost couldn't hold back her tears.

I haven't seen her for a few months. Shi Huan has lost weight, which is actually not obvious, but she has a strong feeling when looking at her whole body, and even if she closes her eyes, she can still feel the fragile aura emanating from her body.

She couldn't help thinking, how did Shi Huan get here these few months, especially after the child was gone?
She couldn't help blaming herself for not being by her side.

Li Yan wanted to hug her very much, but was afraid of waking her up.

She stretched out her hand in the air, but in the end, she took it back, her fingers clenched into fists one by one.

She didn't do anything, just looked at her.

After an unknown amount of time, Shi Huan still didn't wake up, and Li Yan's chest became more and more stuffy. Finally, she got up and left the bedroom gently, just as she didn't dare to make a sound when she came in.

After walking out, she closed the door.

When he raised his eyes, they met Tang Yu's worried eyes.

"How is she?" Tang Yu's voice was hoarse as he moved his lips.

Li Yan was unwilling to answer him.

"Go over there." She turned to Gao Yi and motioned them to the small living room.

Gao Yi nodded.

In the small living room, Li Yan still didn't look at Tang Yu, but asked Gao Yi in a low voice, "Tell me about Shi Huan's situation, from the time she came here to..."

She paused.

Those words seemed unspoken, she turned her face away.

After a while, she tried hard to say the rest: "Including the situation after she has no children."

It seems calm, but it is actually difficult.

Gao Yi was silent for a few seconds, and when he spoke again, his voice was hoarse and tense.

Soon, he told Mu Shihuan's situation from coming here to the present in detail, and Gao Jia, who took care of her, would make up for the situation at night.

The voices of both of them were very low, and they could hear the unbearable and self-blame.

And every time they heard one more sentence, even one word, the dullness in Li Yan's chest became more intense, as if being pressed heavily by a stone, unable to breathe smoothly, even almost suffocated due to sadness.

Her hands were still clenched into fists, getting tighter and tighter, and even the force with which her nails were digging into her palms became heavier inadvertently.

It was obviously a little painful, but she couldn't feel anything.

The only thing I can feel is my distress for Shi Huan.

Gradually, her breathing became difficult, and her face was extremely ugly.

Tang Yu was standing beside her, and immediately noticed her change.

Inexplicably, he had an indescribable feeling.

It's like, she feels the same about Mo Shihuan's miscarriage, but there is nothing in this world that feels the same, unless she has experienced the same thing.

same thing...

"Li Yan." He called her subconsciously.

Li Yan did not respond.

She still looked at them in the first year of high school, and when Gao Jia finished talking about some things Shi Huan would do during the day, she asked with a trembling voice, "Show me."

Gao Yi's voice also trembled.

"Yes." He nodded, then walked ahead and led her towards the children's room.

The children's room is the room with the best lighting except Mu Shihuan's bedroom.

Gao Yi opened the door for her, and said in a low voice: "Although the wife doesn't say anything, we can all see clearly that the wife likes this children's room very much. Everything in it is personally selected and bought by the wife."

Li Yan walked in.

At a glance, she saw that the decoration style of the whole room was girlish, and everything she could see was for girls.

Gao Yi said: "My wife should be hoping..." He choked up a little, "I hope that the baby born will be a girl, and most of the selections are for girls to wear."

Li Yan saw it.

Whether it's the bed, the toys, or the clothes, they are all pink and tender, so cute that people can't bear to take them off just by looking at them.

Li Yan couldn't help reaching out to touch the crib.

There seemed to be a picture of Shi Huan choosing this bed before her eyes, what was she thinking at that time?

Li Yan thought, she must be looking forward to this child very much, perhaps, this child came at just the right time, which gave her comfort when she was alone and lost here.

Perhaps this child is here to make up for her regrets, or perhaps it is also an important bond to ease the relationship between her and Li Jingyan.

perhaps……

So many possibilities.

But the child is still gone.

How sad should Shi Huan be?

Li Yan lowered her eyes, trying her best to hide the emotion in her eyes.

"After you said that there was no child, Shi Huan looked normal?" Her trembling sound became more obvious.

Gao Yi's throat was blocked.

"Yes," he said guiltily, "there was silence for two days at first, and then my wife slowly returned to the way she was when she was pregnant."

"Then do you think she was in a normal mood when she was pregnant?"

Suddenly, everyone present was silent.

It wasn't until this moment that the first and second graders seemed to realize the seriousness of the problem.

Gao Jia just came to take care of his wife, but they stayed with his wife for much longer than Gao Jia. What did the wife look like at first, then the wife who had been missing for two years and had amnesia, and then the wife after the accident.

And finally now...

Where is the same?
The first year of high school was especially upset, and he blamed himself to the point of shortness of breath.

Obviously, he himself had told his wife about this, but in the end he was the one who couldn't see through, and they allowed his wife to cover up until now.

How could the wife be the same after losing the child?
But they...

Gao opened his mouth, wanted to say something but couldn't make any sound, as if blocked by something.

His eye sockets were getting redder.

At this time, Gao Jia ran in quickly——

"Miss Mu, she..."

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