Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama

Li Jingyan...

That face became clearer and clearer in my mind.

past, present...

Even including the undercover period, they are all incomparably clear, as if they are right in front of them.

All the screens are him, and all the memories related to him.

The indifference in the past, the vicious bullying in the past, the tit-for-tat aversion in the past, and then...

Frame by frame, scene by scene.

In the end, the picture freezes on the rare tender moment between her and him before being sent away.

He kissed her, and she temporarily dropped everything to respond...

The apex of the heart seemed to be stabbed.

Mo Shihuan blinked her eyelashes, her face seemed a little wet, and she raised her fingers a little stiffly, only then did she realize that she was actually crying.

she cried.

I couldn't tell why I was crying, but I just couldn't help it.

Drop by drop, it slipped from the corners of her eyes and completely wet her cheeks.

Mu Shihuan's expression became more and more dazed, and in this daze, Li Jingyan's face was always clear.

Unconsciously, she clenched her fingers little by little.

She didn't want to admit it, but she had to admit it. At this moment, it turned out that she missed him.

Miss him by his side.

I really want to.

My eyes became more and more blurred, and there was a voice in my heart reminding me that my situation was wrong, and Mu Shihuan knew it well, but it seemed that I couldn't control it, so I could only let myself be drowned.

Gradually, more and more tears.

She wanted to wipe it off, but she wiped more and more. After an unknown amount of time, she finally stopped.

Sucking her nose, Mo Shihuan slowly lay down, clutching the pillow with her loosened fingers, and buried her face in it, she closed her eyes tightly, tried hard to shake off the picture in her mind, and tried hard to fall asleep .

Trying...to stop thinking about him.

The bedroom was quiet, only her breathing that hadn't calmed down was obvious.

In the end, Mu Shihuan bit his lip and tried his best to restrain himself.

I don't know how long it took, maybe because restraint was useful, or maybe it was for other reasons, she finally fell into a sleep.

It's just that I didn't sleep well at all.

She has nightmares.

Mu Shihuan is very clear that she is having a nightmare, and also knows that the way to escape is to wake up in time, but no matter how hard she tries in the dream, she is still helpless.

He could only watch helplessly as he was surrounded by nightmares, even swallowed.

In the dream, there was the cry of a baby, the gunshots of her and him confronting each other, and the blood on his body that she dreamed about a while ago...

Too much, she can't bear it.

The feeling of powerlessness filled her whole body, and she wanted to shake off and wake up.

"Miss Mu, Miss Mu?"

When her heart beat faster, she vaguely heard someone calling herself.

who is it?

"Miss Mu?"

One after another.

Mu Shihuan finally opened her eyes, the fog in front of her eyes cleared, and she finally saw the person who called her clearly.

It's Gao Jia.

Not the one she was expecting in her dream.

Mu Shihuan opened his eyes, thinking slowly, still in a trance.

Suddenly, a warm towel wiped her face.

It was Gao Jia who was wiping her face, wiping away the tears on her face.

Mo Shihuan blinked her eyelashes stiffly, seeing Gao Jia's worry, struggling, she wanted to sit up.

"Miss Mu, I'll help you." Gao Jia quickly supported her with sharp eyes.

"Thank you." Mu Shihuan's voice was hoarse.

Gao Jia couldn't hide her words, she was worried about her situation: "Miss Mu, are you having a nightmare?"

Mu Shihuan opened his mouth.

After a while, she admitted, "Yes, Gao Jia."

"Miss Mu?"

"Can you call Gao Yi in for me?"

Gao Jia nodded subconsciously: "Okay."

After thinking of something, she pulled up the quilt for Mu Shihuan again.

After a while, Gao Yi came in.

"Miss Mu, what do you want from me?" Gao Yi said respectfully, he could no longer call her wife in front of her, for fear of irritating her.

Mu Shihuan seemed to hear his voice after a while before returning to his senses.

"High school."

"exist."

Mo Shihuan's lips moved, but after she called out, her throat seemed to be blocked.

There was no reminder in the first year of high school, and I waited quietly.

a long time.

Mu Shihuan turned her head and looked in the direction of the balcony, as if mustering up all the courage left, she finally couldn't help asking in a low voice: "How is he?"

Of course he was referring to Li Jingyan.

Gao Yi was taken aback.

This is the second time she has taken the initiative to mention President Li after being here for so long, and Gao Yi thought about the fact that she was sure she was pregnant today.

I'm afraid...

Can be tangled in the first year of high school.

For a long time, no one spoke.

Mu Shihuan finally realized something.

"You can't tell me," although it was a questioning tone, but it was affirmative, "He told you not to let me know the domestic situation, his, Yanyan's, Yu Linshang's, right?"

She already guessed.

Gao Yi hesitated to speak: "Miss Mu..."

The heart seemed to be tightly clenched, it hurt, and it was stuffy.

Mu Shihuan felt that it was difficult to breathe, and everything in front of him gradually became blurred again, but his face was still clear in his mind, including him in the dream.

She heard her hoarse voice: "Did he also say that you don't need to tell him any news about me?"

She couldn't feel it herself, but Gao Jia, who was closest to her, could hear a vibrato keenly, even though she tried her best to restrain herself.

Gao Jia was anxious, and quickly winked at Gao Yi.

But in the first year of high school...

"Miss Mu..."

"Forget it." Mu Shihuan interrupted him, not knowing whether to convince him or himself, "I'm fine, I'm not... not looking for him, nor wanting to know his situation, I don't want to know."

She hinted to herself over and over again that she didn't want to, she didn't want to know anything about Li Jingyan.

What can I do if I know?

The knot between her and him is still inseparable, even if there is a child with him in her stomach now.

"You go out." She spoke again.

The words were spoken to the first year of high school.

Gao Yi sighed inwardly, but there was nothing he could do.

"Yes, Miss Mu, call me if you have anything to do. I'll be outside." He said.

This time, Mu Shihuan didn't answer.

No one noticed that one of her hands that had fallen under the quilt quietly clenched into a fist.

Soon, Gao Yi left, and the bedroom became quiet again.

Gao Jia looked at Mu Shihuan and became more and more worried.

"Miss Mu..."

"I want to drink water."

Gao Jia was shocked: "Okay, just wait a moment."

She quickly poured a glass of warm boiled water and handed it to her.

Mu Shihuan took it, and drank it in small sips, very calmly.

She drank a lot.

After drinking, she blinked her eyes and lowered her voice: "Gao Jia, can you... stay with me."

How could Gao Jia refuse?

"Of course!" she responded, "Miss Mu, can I talk to you for a while? Or do you want to rest now?"

Mo Shihuan lowered his eyes: "I want to watch a movie, so here it is."

This villa has everything, and of course the home theater.

"Okay." Hearing this, Gao Jia quickly found a tablet computer.

Mu Shihuan casually mentioned the name of a literary film, and Gao Jia searched for it before handing it to her.

The floor lamp next to it renders a warm halo of light, and everything seems to be just right.

However, although Mu Shihuan's eyes fell on the screen, her heart was not there. She didn't know what she was thinking, but a voice told herself to find something to do.

But she also understands that she has to sleep, even if she doesn't want to, the baby in her stomach needs to rest.

Baby……

Mu Shihuan was in a daze, and then his eyes fell on his lower abdomen.

"Suddenly I don't want to watch it anymore, I feel sleepy." She handed the tablet back to Gao Jia, and said apologetically, "Sorry."

It's too late for Gao Jia to be happy, as long as she is willing to sleep.

"Miss Mu, what are you saying sorry for?" She took the tablet and exited the movie screen and put it on the bedside table, then carefully helped her to lie down, "Go to sleep, I will stay with you on the sofa."

"Thank you."

"Miss Mu, you are welcome."

Gao Jia helped her to lie down. Thinking of her nightmare, she adjusted the floor lamp and saw her eyes closed before returning to the sofa.

Her movements were very light throughout.

Mu Shihuan was originally lying flat, but slowly, she turned over with her eyes closed.

She tried not to think about anything, tried to relax, and followed the doctor's advice to try to keep her body and mind happy.

but……

She still thought of Li Jingyan.

She couldn't help thinking, couldn't help complaining, why could he be so cruel?

Sending her here, she could understand that he wanted to deal with Yu Linshang alone, so that she would not be in danger, she could understand, after all, she went to him with the same idea that night.

But why... He can cut off all connections decisively.

Don't let her know anything.

His chest was stuffy, unconsciously, Mo Shihuan bit his lips tightly.

But she seems to understand that she has no position and no reason to blame him for being cruel, isn't she the same?
When she broke her leg before, she told Gao Yi not to let him know, not to tell him anything.

What is the difference between myself and him?

But even so clearly, Mu Shihuan found that he still couldn't understand.

Her fingers gripped the pillow tightly, and she never let go.

That night, Mu Shihuan slept very restlessly again.

……

Outside.

Gao Yi stayed in the small living room, sitting on the sofa, the phone vibrated, and it was Gao Jia who sent a WeChat message.

"Cousin, are you really not allowed to contact President Li? Are you really not telling him about Miss Mu's pregnancy? Miss Mu had a nightmare before you came in, and I seem to have heard her call President Li's name."

"Ms. Mu is very fragile now. Even if Mr. Li can't be with her, it's fine to say a word. Ms. Mu can take the initiative to ask Mr. Li's situation, which shows that she cares about Mr. Li. Maybe she just wants to tell Mr. Li that she is pregnant. thing."

A long sentence.

Gao Yi frowned after reading it, feeling more and more entangled in his heart.

Why doesn't he know?
From refusing to tell Mr. Li about anything and not wanting to know about Mr. Li, to taking the initiative to mention Mr. Li, even if it's just because of the pregnancy, at least it proves that his wife has Mr. Li in her heart.

but……

Gao Yi thought of Mr. Li's instructions and determination before coming here.

But after thinking about it, he thought of what Gao Jia said to the doctor when he came back, and the advice of the female family doctor a month ago.

And what happened to my wife this month...

Gao Yi hesitated.

Perhaps, he should contact Mr. Li and tell Mr. Li about the situation here, otherwise his wife...

Finally, the first year of high school made a decision.

He called the sophomore successor to stay here, and he walked back to his room and called President Li...