Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama

Li Jingyan looked at her and continued: "Mu Shihuan..."

"Shut up!" Mo Shihuan snapped loudly.

She was short of breath, her chest heaved, and her hands hanging down beside her were clenched into fists. She stared at Li Jingyan, full of resentment.

After every word, she almost jumped out from the depths of her throat: "Why, do you want to say that I am stupid, and I don't know people well, and I was deceived and used by others, right?"

Li Jingyan pursed her thin lips tightly, Jun Mo's face was expressionless.

"No," he denied, reminding, "Let's not talk about the past, the time when he appeared by your side a year ago is too coincidental."

He paused.

"Mu Shihuan, there are no coincidences in this world. If there are too many coincidences, they are deliberate. You can tell the difference."

you can tell...

The last sentence is sarcasm.

Listening to Mu Shihuan, she felt that every cell in her body was laughing at her.

"You're wrong, I can't tell the difference," she looked at him, and laughed at herself, "How can I tell the difference? If I could tell the difference, how could I be deceived by you? Once or twice, don't you just treat me as a A fool who can't tell?"

Her eyes were already scarlet, looking terrifying.

"Don't think about it," trying her best to restrain herself, she forced herself to say calmly, "There's no need to recover any so-called missing memories, even if what you said is true, it's just me being stupid."

She stared into his eyes and paused every word: "Because you are stupid. When you were Lu Ye, I was used by you and cheated by you. In your story, you refused first and then again. Dare you say that it was not to take advantage of me. Get the news you want?"

She didn't give him a chance to refute at all.

"Because of being stupid, when you were Li Jingyan, I was still deceived and used by you again and again, and almost died because of it. Look, there are so many coincidences, aren't there?"

She gave him back all he had said.

She has already made up her mind.

No matter how much she said, it was useless, Li Jingyan knew better than anyone else, let alone her emotional instability at the moment.

But in the end I couldn't bear it.

"What you did before is to force me to divorce. You and I know it well, Mu Shihuan, and now I don't disagree," he said, "As long as it's not Yu Linshang, I won't object."

These words entered Mu Shihuan's ears word for word.

She would not listen.

She just wanted to fight against him, so she sneered: "Is it useful if you object?"

Four eyes facing each other.

One is full of hatred, and the other is dark and gloomy.

Mu Shihuan didn't want to stay any longer.

She is leaving.

With that in mind, she turned and left without hesitation.

Finally, I can move my feet.

"It's too late, I'll let Senior One and Senior Two take you back," Li Jingyan said while looking at her back, and blocked her words forcefully before she could speak, "Or, I'll send you."

Mu Shihuan bit her lip tightly and said nothing.

Li Jingyan half-closed her eyes, raised the corners of her lips, and said in a hoarse voice, "At nine o'clock tomorrow morning, I will wait for you at the Civil Affairs Bureau to sign the divorce."

……

Chilling wind.

Li Jingyan watched Mo Shihuan get into the car, watched the car start, and finally couldn't see him anymore.

Tang Yu is still there.

After getting out of his car, he put out his cigarette butt and asked hoarsely, "How are you... with her?"

Li Jingyan didn't answer, just asked: "Is there any smoke?"

Tang Yu had a meal.

Finally, he silently took out the cigarette case from his trouser pocket and took out two cigarettes, one for each of them.

ignite.

The flames danced, but there was no warmth to speak of.

Li Jingyan took a deep breath, her gaze was still in the distance, and she couldn't take it back no matter what.

"I told her," he said lightly, looking very calm, "what she wants to know, I kept it from her, our past, I told her."

Nicotine has long been unable to produce stimulation.

He smoked the cigarette one after another, letting the smoke blur his face: "She hates me, whether it was before or now, maybe she will always hate me, and there will be no day of reconciliation."

Every word is very calm.

However, Tang Yu heard other meanings from it.

"Reluctance?" He asked hoarsely, "Then keep her by your side, even if you hate her forever?"

Li Jingyan paused.

Suddenly, he pulled his lips: "Reluctance."

It seemed to be an answer, but Tang Yu knew that it was definitely not the same as his own meaning——

It's not that Li Jingyan is reluctant to let her go, but rather that she is in pain.

……

The night is getting deeper and deeper.

The whole journey was like a walking dead, and Mu Shihuan returned to the apartment.

Li Yan was already waiting at the door.

"Shi Huan!" Seeing her expressionless appearance, Li Yan quickly walked up to her and grabbed her hand, worrying beyond words, "What's wrong with you?"

Mo Shihuan's eyelashes trembled.

"It's okay." She said calmly.

How could Li Yan believe it?
"It was Li Jingyan who informed me that I was afraid that something would happen to you," she confessed, but at the same time she was tough, "Don't let me go, I'll stay with you tonight, if you don't want to talk, I won't force you, and I won't disturb you."

"Shi Huan, let me stay with you, okay?"

Mu Shihuan opened her mouth, and finally, she nodded.

"it is good."

The two entered the apartment.

"Yanyan," Mu Shihuan said with downcast eyes, "I want to take a bath, give me some time, okay?"

Li Yan only felt that his heart was being grabbed by something, and it hurt a lot.

In my impression, Shi Huan has never said such a thing since he realized it, let alone looked so vulnerable.

"Okay." That's all she could say.

Letting go of her hand, Li Yan watched her walk towards the bathroom step by step with her back straight.

She stood there, not moving for a long time.

……

Mo Shihuan went into the bathroom.

She stared at the bathtub without blinking.

There was rejection, panic, and fear in her heart, and even her nerves tensed up the first time she saw the bathtub.

dare not approach.

However, there was another voice in her heart.

She wants to take a bath, she wants to try it.

She thought, she shouldn't be afraid, why should she be afraid, how can she have a weakness?

water only.

Will not drown, will not kill her like icy river water.

She has to get over it.

Perhaps, if she overcomes it, she will be able to recall her past memories.

With this in mind, she approached step by step until she stood still in front of the bathtub.

Bending down, she releases the water.

Very hot water.

She thought that as long as it was hot enough, it would not be cold.

Little by little, she watched the bathtub from empty to full, and finally the water was about to overflow.

Mu Shihuan turned off the tap.

Heat rises, and the water ripples.

Mu Shihuan's breathing became tighter, and his body became stiff uncontrollably.

want to escape.

But she didn't allow herself to do so.

She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, began to undress, and then stepped into the bathtub.

The water was actually a little hot, but she didn't notice it.

The body immediately rejected it, but she forced herself not to back down.

She stepped in and lay down.

The water was up to his neck, and he was holding the edge of the bathtub tightly with both hands. Mo Shihuan closed his eyes again, not allowing himself to open them, forcing himself to feel what was going to happen next.

Her body was very stiff, all her nerves were tense, the blood seemed to stop flowing, and instead, there were bursts of indescribable things rushing wantonly.

Crying to rush out.

That thing, like a demon, was laughing at her and wanted to devour her even more.

Mu Shihuan tightly closed his eyes, his fingers holding the edge of the bathtub already refuted, and his breathing became even more rapid.

coming.

Those fearful memories that she rejected came, like the rising tide of the sea, drowning her.

Mu Shihuan wanted to scream, but she couldn't make a sound.

The feeling of suffocation became more and more intense, and she breathed heavily.

uncomfortable.

It was like dying.

But she can't die, absolutely can't, she still has so much to do.

Her memories, her past, her father's death, her master's little brother, her divorce, and...

too much.

One piece, one pile.

Mo Shihuan told himself over and over again that he could not be defeated.

However, Li Jingyan's face suddenly appeared in her mind, and it became more and more clear.

Everything from the past, sweet, bitter, or tormented, all emerged one by one, including the story he told tonight.

"pat-"

A drop of tear falls on the surface of the water and is quickly mixed.

After that, the tears burst and I couldn't control it anymore.

Drop by drop.

She obviously didn't want to cry, and she couldn't cry, but Mu Shihuan just couldn't help it.

The strength of the hand holding the bathtub gradually became loose. In the end, even Mu Shihuan didn't realize when it was. She cried so hard that the grief in her chest couldn't be relieved no matter what.

She restrained and endured, but after all, she couldn't stop the shock she suffered tonight.

Why……

With tears in her eyes, her mind went blank.

Only that devastating pain hit her wave after wave.

outside the bathroom.

Li Yan stood there waiting for a long time, but she couldn't hear the voice inside, but she had a strong feeling that Shi Huan was crying.

Emotions seemed to empathize with her, Li Yan felt that she was almost out of breath.

"Om-"

There was a sound, and the phone vibrated.

Restraining herself, she took out her phone and found that it was a text message from Tang Yu. She wanted to delete it directly, but she couldn't tell why, so she clicked on it anyway.

"Looking at Mu Shihuan, she knows something about the past, and her mood may be wrong, take care of her."

Nothing else.

Li Yan put away her phone and didn't reply.

She glanced at the closed bathroom door, feeling very worried.

……

Nanshan Villa.

The living room was still brightly lit, and there was no trace of popularity.

Li Jingyan was sitting on the sofa, in the ashtray, there was a pile of cigarette butts, and there was still a cigarette between his fingers, smoking one after another.

There was no trace of superfluous expression on his face, as if he didn't care about anything.

The smog was lingering, adding a bit of sadness to him.

It was night, and he was sitting in the living room without closing his eyes or falling asleep.

……

The next day.

On a warmer day in winter, the weather was fine, the sun was shining brightly, and the sky was blue.

Li Jingyan, who hadn't slept all night, took a shower, shaved his beard, put on a high-end tailor-made suit, took the required documents, and ordered Gao Yi to drive to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

Fifteen minutes before nine o'clock, the black Bentley stopped on the road opposite the Civil Affairs Bureau.

At the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Mu Shihuan was already standing there.

They are about to divorce, and there is no legal relationship after that.