Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama

Jiangcheng.

Late at night, cold and windy.

The lights in Nanshan Villa were brightly lit, and deathly silence enveloped them.

Mu Shihuan still maintained the original posture, her body was already stiff and tense to the extreme, as if she could no longer move because of the same posture for a long time, even if she tried hard to move.

But, it's just in vain.

One step away, Li Jingyan looked at her.

"What I'm talking about is our first meeting, our past, we knew each other before, I am Lu Ye, and you are Shi Huan." His dark eyes looked at her deeply, and almost every word he said was from the beginning. Popped out from the depths of the throat.

Very difficult.

The atmosphere became more and more strange, and the air pressure seemed to have already reached the bottom.

Mu Shihuan's whole body was cold, and his blood no longer circulated.

She looked at the man in front of her.

Suddenly, she smiled, there was no warmth at all, and some were just mocking: "So, you want to tell me that you are an undercover agent?"

Her teeth were chattering, and the hands hanging on both sides of her body had long been clenched into fists, and her nails were embedded in her palms, leaving one terrifying mark after another.

However, she felt no pain.

"Really?" she pressed.

Li Jingyan's throat was hard.

"Yes." he said.

Silence spread.

The smile on Mu Shihuan's lips became more and more obvious, but it still didn't reach his eyes.

"What about me?" She still smiled, "You said undercover, what am I? A drug dealer?"

There seemed to be something rampant in her body, but she couldn't tell what it was, and she couldn't even explain what she was feeling or feeling at this moment.

Her lips squirmed, she wanted to say something, and the cold air poured in.

Her eyes were inexplicably sore and hot, she stared at Li Jingyan, and laughed again: "Did the undercover fall in love with a drug dealer? Should I be proud? Proud to be a drug dealer and fall in love with an undercover agent? Or..."

Sharp pain spread from the apex of the heart.

She endured it stubbornly, unwilling to show the slightest bit.

Mu Shihuan was still laughing: "Still, it's you who is proud, you see, no matter before or after I amnesia, no matter you are Lu Ye or Li Jingyan, I have fallen in love with you so stupidly and been used by you. "

Her feet seemed to be conscious, and she took a step forward.

Close at hand.

"Snapped--"

Raising her hand, there was a clear and heavy sound, and she waved it on his face.

Li Jingyan didn't hide.

His expression did not change at all, there was no ups and downs, even if Mount Tai collapsed in front of him, his expression did not change.

But the more he was like this, the more Mo Shihuan felt the hatred and another emotion in his chest became more obvious.

Dull, suffocating pain.

She can't seem to breathe.

"Do you think I will believe your story?" Without blinking, she stared at Li Jingyan with hatred, "Do you think I will still be so stupid to be fooled by you!"

In the last sentence, she almost squeezed it out between her teeth through gritted teeth.

Even though she knew she shouldn't lose her composure, she should be calm, she shouldn't be influenced by him, let alone show it, but she couldn't control it.

The atmosphere is stalemate.

Li Jingyan's fingertips trembled slightly, wanting to hold her hand and hug her into his arms, but he couldn't.

Even if she could, she wouldn't give him a chance, it would only make her lose control of her emotions even more.

"I didn't lie to you," he said, looking into her eyes full of hatred, "every word I said is true, not a story, but something that happened in real life, and it is the memory you lost."

He paused for two seconds.

"Mu Shihuan," he called her name, "it's no longer necessary for me to lie to you. You and I have reached this point, what can I do if I lie to you? You won't soften your heart, will you?"

The more calm and calm he was, the more Mo Shihuan hated him.

It's just hatred, even if she tried her best to look away and restrain herself, that strong feeling never let her go.

She just hated him, hated in the past, hated now, and will do so in the future.

Won't stop.

Why couldn't Li Jingyan see it?
But she didn't know that the suffocation and dull pain in his heart were no less than hers.

"You are not a drug dealer," he whispered back to her question, "you should be an undercover agent like me. If you can’t find out, someone is deliberately destroying or concealing your information.”

Even though he didn't want to tell her some things, Li Jingyan knew that she had the right to know, and it was for her own good.

"You had a nightmare. You were afraid of water. In the dream, a man with a scar on his face held your head and pushed you into the water, wanting you to die. He said you betrayed the boss, remember?"

What responded to him was only Mu Shihuan's eyes of resentment and rejection.

Li Jingyan could see clearly.

He continued: "The man with the scar is called A Zong. He is the most trusted person around Second Brother Qin. He has extraordinary skills and protects him. If you were a drug dealer, they would not treat you like this, let alone chase you down. you die."

scar man...

Ah Zong...

Brother Qin...

want her to die...

Every sentence, even every word, was unfamiliar to Mu Shihuan.

She looked at Li Jingyan without looking away, and the mocking smile on her lips increased little by little.

Her emotions have long been out of control.

"Aren't you an undercover agent? You are the one who betrayed you. You said I was with you. Why didn't you implicate me, frame me, and make them think that I was the leaker?" She laughed lightly.

no soul.

As if thinking of something, she laughed more wantonly, but there was still no trace of warmth, only disgust and hatred for him.

"Shouldn't the story you tell be centered on you? Why do you know everything about me in your story and in your memories, including my psychology, my sadness and sadness? Li Jingyan, who are you lying to? "

Li Jingyan was not surprised that she would ask such a question.

"After we were together," he explained, but it was difficult to say, "Before the accident, you and I had a very good relationship. It was you who told me the feeling of liking me and the sadness after being rejected by me. So, I know."

Mu Shihuan didn't believe it, she didn't want to believe it, and she didn't want to believe it.

But looking into his eyes and listening to his words, there was another voice in her heart that had been hidden for a long time, saying that he didn't lie to her, what he said was true.

The voice said again, if she had no faith, no doubts, how could she ask such words?
Asking, it means that the balance in my heart has actually been tilted.

The nails dug into the palm again.

It hurts too much.

This time, she felt it.

There seems to be pain in the heart, either sharp or dull.

No one spoke.

In the huge living room, it was eerily quiet, as if a needle could be heard falling on the ground.

Time passed by every second.

He kept looking at himself, never moving his eyes away, never dodging.

Suddenly, Mu Shihuan felt a pain in his head that he couldn't suppress, as if something was going to explode.

She tried her best to restrain others, but her emotions seemed to be carrying her to the brink of collapse.

Amidst the severe pain, scenes flashed through my mind like watching the lights on horseback——

The scene of being brought back to Jiangcheng by Mu Jingzhou and seeing Li Jingyan for the first time, the scene of her ignoring him to marry her, his loathing for him, her inexplicable deep love for him, and then she disappeared.

She fell into the icy river, and her body hit a huge rock. She lay on the bed and endured physical and mental torture. She was declared critically ill several times...

He lied to her so many times...

Mu Shihuan wanted to turn around and leave.

She didn't believe him, not a word of it.

But the fact is, she heard herself ask: "And then? Your story is only half told, and then? What's the ending?"

Words without emotion.

Li Jingyan looked at her and said: "We were ready to take action to close the net in that transaction, but the operation was not completely successful. In that transaction, both you and I were seriously injured and lost that memory."

"Did I almost die at my hands?" Mu Shihuan asked like a walking dead.

Li Jingyan didn't deny it, just admitted it.

"Why?" Mu Shihuan asked again.

This time, Li Jingyan didn't tell any more, he just looked at her and said: "I only know that there is a misunderstanding between you and me, and you need to think about the rest."

Needs her to remember...

Mu Shihuan suddenly laughed again.

"You still want to lie to me now?" She looked at him coldly, her eyes filled with hatred.

Li Jingyan pursed her thin lips tightly.

In the end, he asked back: "What's the benefit of lying to you? Stop the divorce? If I agree to the divorce, I won't go back on my word. I will wait for you at the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow morning."

The supposedly calm temperament was also a little out of control due to the waves at this moment.

She has never been the only one with this ability.

There are many things I want to say, but at this moment, Li Jingyan doesn't know what else to say.

The relationship between him and her has reached a deadlock, divorce is the only way, but now, her emotions are obviously wrong, no matter how much she says, she will not believe it.

The Adam's apple rolled hard, Li Jingyan looked at her, and finally said: "Be careful of Yu Linshang."

An unexpected topic change.

Mu Shihuan mocked and retorted almost without thinking, "Because he is my boyfriend now?"

"No." Li Jingyan quickly denied.

He was silent for only a moment.

"Yu Linshang is very likely to belong to Second Brother Qin," he told her truthfully, "We have analyzed that there is a mysterious person behind me targeting you and me, remember?"

The white teeth clenched the tender flesh in his mouth, and Mo Shihuan looked at him coldly, without responding.

Li Jingyan looked at her: "We can target you and me together, except for what happened in the past, we have no other intersections, it is impossible for the Li family, and it is impossible for Mu Sinian."

"Because you and I are both 'undercover agents'. Second brother Qin died after that transaction, and his influence disappeared. This is the reason for their revenge. If you want to die, you want to die as well."

He said very calmly: "At first, that mysterious person imitated my voice to call you. The first and second graders were also deceived, but there was no trace, so I asked the first and second graders to check the situation of Nanshan Villa, and found that there was An unfamiliar car comes in and out, and there is a villa under the name of a mysterious person surnamed Yu, Yu of Yu Linshang."

"You fell into the river in an accident a year ago. He saved you by such a coincidence. Do you still have any memory of how he saved you?"