Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama

He recovered all his memories, and remembered that the woman he loved deeply was her, only her from beginning to end, but she still didn't think of him.

She forgot about him.

Or, in her subconscious mind, she didn't want to think of him at all.

Li Jingyan took a puff of cigarette.

Looking at his dark complexion, Rong Xiuhan couldn't hold back and asked, "You and her...what happened to your past? Why didn't you tell her all the truth, why didn't you tell her..."

"She's right, it's true that I cheated and used her," Li Jingyan interrupted him, "Even though I hesitated, those things really existed, and she almost died because of me, and it's true, I can't shirk it."

They once asked him, once Mu Shihuan knew the truth, how would he end up?
How did he answer at that time?
By the way, he said that he wanted both the fish and the bear's paw, and he swore that Mo Shihuan would not know, and at that time subconsciously he also believed that he would not let her know, even if he knew, he would have a way to solve it.

But now...

It is precisely because those things were true in the past that the so-called explanations are so pale.

Now, she hates him.

As for his past with her...

It's not that Li Jingyan didn't think about telling her, or testing whether she really didn't think about it, or just pretending to torture him to play with him, but looking at her eyes, he knew that she really forgot him.

The most important thing is that he is sure that once he remembers the past when he first met, with her personality, Mo Shihuan will only hate him more and will never love him again.

After all, back then...

"There is no need to explain." Finally, he said indifferently, as if he didn't care.

But the more it was like this, the more Rong Xiuhan could feel the powerlessness in his heart, he had never seen Li Jingyan like this, it was the same and different from Mu Shihuan's accident a year ago.

No one can comfort him or untie his knot.

Apart from……

Mu Shihuan.

Mu Shihuan has a heart knot, so why not Jingyan.

It's all because of each other, so we can only untie each other, and no one else can help.

"Give her some time..." Finally, Rong Xiuhan patted his shoulder to comfort him.

Li Jingyan didn't say anything, just smoked silently.

The cold wind blowing brought chills, and the loneliness and silence enveloped him, as if no one could approach him.

On the side, Tang Yu's smoke was already burning to the point that it burned his skin.

He suddenly woke up.

"Old Li," he said, his voice full of hoarseness and tension that cannot be ignored, "Can you let me meet Mo Shihuan, I owe her an apology."

Rong Xiuhan looked at him.

Tang Yu didn't respond, but just stared at Li Jingyan for a moment.

"Old Li..."

"No need." The word of indifference means rejection.

Tang Yu was not surprised at all.

But even with mental preparation, he still didn't feel well, or in other words, from the time of the accident to the present, he was living in torture every moment.

He also needs redemption.

Although it may be an extravagant wish to be clear, everything is his own doing.

"Old Li, this is a matter between me and Mu Shihuan, and it has to be resolved," he added, "Even if you don't let me see her today, I will see her in the future, and I believe that Mu Shihuan is willing to see me Whether it's the breaking of the past, or... Li Yan."

……

Tang Yu finally met Mu Shihuan, and Mu Shihuan seemed to have expected it, so he paid Li Yan ahead of time, and asked her to buy it under the pretext of wanting to eat.

As soon as she left, Tang Yu came in.

Mu Shihuan leaned back against the pillow, looked at Tang Yu's expressionless face, and suddenly smiled: "I still remember the time when I was kidnapped and rescued from the hospital. Why did Shi Huan throw up when he smelled blood, and you want me to turn around so that she can appear as soon as possible."

She paused: "Now, what do you want to tell me? Accusing me of being a scourge? Or use me to threaten Yanyan to return to you, or... come here for Li Jingyan."

As if he didn't notice her taunt, Tang Yu asked calmly but in a hoarse voice, "Have you recovered your memory?"

Mo Shi laughed happily: "Yes."

Tang Yu's Adam's apple rolled, and he stared at her: "Since the memory has been recovered, who saved you when you were kidnapped by the surname Huang, do you remember?"

How smart Mu Shihuan is.

"You want to tell me that it was Li Jingyan who saved me?" She asked with interest.

"Yes."

"Oh." Mu Shihuan just responded lightly.

"You were dragged by the surname Huang to jump off the roof together. It was Lao Li who appeared in time and grabbed you. It was very dangerous at the time. You were confused, but the surname Huang was sober. He was crazy and wanted to die with you, yes Lao Li saved you desperately, and got injured because of it."

Four eyes facing each other.

One quiet, one clear.

After listening, Mu Shihuan smiled: "Then, do you want me to thank him?"

Her eyes narrowed slightly, and before Tang Yu could speak, she continued leisurely: "But have you forgotten that I am innocent, why should I be involved in his company's affairs, the struggle between him and the Li family?"

As if remembering something, she smiled brightly: "Thank you for reminding me. By the way, when I was tied to the rooftop, he said on the phone that my life and death have nothing to do with him."

"That is……"

"He said it," Mu Shihuan interrupted him, not wanting to continue the topic, she pulled it away directly, "If you came here just to tell me about this, then you can..."

"sorry."

A bland sentence, but it seems to be restraining thousands of emotions.

Mu Shihuan wanted to mock him, but the moment the words came to her lips, she felt that it was extremely boring, so what if she mocked him, it would only make them feel that she cared a lot.

But she didn't care anymore, and she wouldn't care.

"Okay, I accept." She said casually.

Tang Yu's pupils shrank heavily!
The calm and breezy tone was clearly meaningless. What she wanted was a divorce. She could accept his apology, but she still wanted to divorce Lao Li.

"What happened back then had nothing to do with him, it was me..."

"Tang Yu," Mu Shihuan interrupted him again, "I think I'm one of the very few people who can say I'm sorry from you, shouldn't I feel honored?"

Tang Yu never took his eyes off her face.

It wasn't until this moment that he really felt that Mu Shihuan had regained his memory and became the same Mu Shihuan back then, but because of Lao Li or him, she was still different.

"That's not what I meant." For the first time, he explained in a tense voice.

"That's good," Mu Shihuan raised his lower lip perfunctorily, "Since that's not the meaning, and since the apology is over, then the grievances between you and me will be like this for the time being."

She paused: "Tell me about Yanyan."

Tang Yu pursed her thin lips tightly.

When Mo Shihuan saw it, his smile inevitably deepened, but it was full of sarcasm: "Do you love Yanyan?"

Tang Yu didn't make a sound.

He never expressed his feelings for Li Yan in front of anyone.

"Love or not, it's hard to answer?" Mu Shihuan said to himself, "Could it be that you can't tell the difference in your heart? Think about it too. If it's love, how can there be other women? But if you don't love, how can you show the appearance of deep love again and again, even the woman you are looking for is so similar to Yanyan."

She can be calm about her own affairs, but when it comes to Li Yan, the only person she cares about now, she is still a little out of control after all.

"This is what you call love," she pulled her lips, "He and Li Jingyan really deserve to be good brothers."

Tang Yu remained silent because he couldn't explain.

Mu Shihuan didn't need his explanation either.

She looked at him, and her tone of voice was light, but her aura was strong: "Tang Yu, you don't deserve to love her at all. Now that I'm back, I will never give you another chance to hurt Yanyan."

I don't deserve to love her...

The heart curled up, and Tang Yu couldn't breathe for a while.

He is well aware of Mu Shihuan and Li Yan's concern, if she can say that, Li Yan must think so too.

He didn't speak.

And Mu Shihuan also knew that although he didn't say anything, what was on his mind, in fact, she knew that he wouldn't do nothing because of his two words, otherwise he wouldn't be Tang Yu.

But so what.

Yanyan is her only remaining family member, her most concerned girlfriend, no matter what she does, it is impossible for Tang Yu to hurt her.

When she comes back, divorce is one aspect, and protecting Li Yan is equally important.

"Go out." After finishing what she wanted to say, she gave the order to evict the guests.

Tang Yu didn't move.

He still has something to say: "About Lao Li..."

Mu Shihuan looked at him quietly.

Hearing this, a shallow and cold smile appeared on her lips, and she said the rest of the words for him: "Don't tell me, apologizing is not the main purpose, nor is talking about smoke, but you want me to forgive him? "

She really wanted to laugh, but in fact, after saying this, her smile deepened a lot. It looked bright and seductive, but it was actually chilling deeply.

"Tang Yu," she looked at him and said, "Just now you apologized to me, and I said accept, did you not understand, it's just acceptance, not forgiveness, I didn't forgive you."

"I won't even forgive you, so how can I forgive him? Do you, or all of you, think I'm so stupid, that I don't know that all of you are lying to me? He calculated that I lied to me, you guys Why not? Even if it doesn’t help, at least it’s a bystander.”

"Do you want me to forgive? Do I have the face of the Virgin?"

The words were thin and cool, and clearly penetrated into Tang Yu's ears.

He didn't make an excuse, nor was he qualified to explain. Rong Xiuhan was right, except for Lao Li, no one could untie Mu Shihuan's knot.

"Okay," so he said, "I'm sorry, I'm going."

After the words fell, he turned and left.

Mu Shihuan would not keep him, and when his figure disappeared, when the door was closed and she was the only one left in the ward, the smile on her lips finally disappeared.

In a quiet environment, only the sound of her breathing is slightly clear.

Mu Shihuan opened his eyes, just looking at the ceiling without focus.

until……

The phone rang.

It was Yu Linshang calling.

"Hey……"