The Nth Disappearance of My Wife

Some things I want to try, although I don’t know if I can do it well or if I can complete it, but maybe I should do what I want to do in life, because life is to move forward amidst constant challenges.

Tian Xiaoxiao made a decision, that is to become a street writer. Although it was his first attempt, he still wanted to do this job well. This time Tian Xiaoxiao did not reveal his identity and chose to come to The place where the dream begins - Xiaoxiang Academy.

But the writers who rushed to the street found that they couldn't even pass the contract, but every time they read the books of those people, they always felt that I could actually do it too.

However, the fact is that it is very heart-wrenching. There is a chain of contempt in any circle, and so do web writers.

At that time, when I quarreled with others, the other party always said, "It's been so long and I haven't signed a contract, I'm really weak and really scumbag!"

So Tian Xiaoxiao was speechless for a moment, and he didn't know what reason to say.

At that time, Tian Xiaoxiao wrote a youth novel. The male protagonist was a beautiful boy with a standard fantasy of a beautiful girl, but the female protagonist was as sensitive and clumsy as Tian Xiaoxiao.

Some people say that the writing has the shadow of the author, so the heroine of the first novel is also a little bit similar to Tian Xiaoxiao, so the final ending is a tragedy.

It was a story about summer, and she finished writing that story in the third summer of back and forth, drawing a perfect end to the story of that summer.

However, the novel has a full stop, but Tian Xiaoxiao, the author of this book, does not have a full stop.

Tried again and again, rejected again and again.

Will I be thinking, is it really as painless as they say, the main line is not obvious, the protagonist is not clear, the ending is not enough, and the characters are thin?
But how can a tragic person write a good comedy? He is already a person who can groan without pain. How can he not write the groan without pain in the eyes of others? The main line is not obvious enough, um, I know,

It doesn't matter if you can't tell the protagonist, everyone has her story, which is worth recording.

So at first Tian Xiaoxiao planned to write group portraits, just to record the story about Xia Tian from the perspective of the heroine.

The characters are thin, I admit.

Bad writing, I admit.

The story isn't he enough, I admit.

The name of the heroine in the story is midsummer, probably because summer is Tian Xiaoxiao’s favorite season. Although it is hot and dry, it is beautiful enough. The girl who smiles like a flower under the sun and the boy who is like a breeze come to midsummer as scheduled.

The name of the hero in the story is Nanfeng, because Tian Xiaoxiao likes a line of poetry, Nanfeng knows what I mean, and blows his dream to Xizhou.

And Tian Xiaoxiao likes the summer wind the most, it is gentle enough and refreshing enough, so he decided to use this name.

Nanfeng knows what I want, so Tian Xiaoxiao hopes that Nanfeng can save the clumsy, inferior and sensitive midsummer. Maybe in reality Tian Xiaoxiao also hopes to meet someone to redeem her soul. If she can't wait, then Just write a south wind to save midsummer.

The title of the book was originally "Cool in Midsummer and the South Wind Blows", because it feels very summery, but the editor later gave it a title of "I would like to send the south wind in midsummer", but this is all for later.

I don't know which one is better, probably when Tian Xiaoxiao finished writing her own story, the story about Midsummer and Nanfeng will be seen again.

But the reality is always skinny, so Tian Xiaoxiao, who was deeply shocked, decided to switch to novels from the male perspective. Later, Tian Xiaoxiao habitually wrote this article from the female perspective. can't pass the threshold.

This time Tian Xiaoxiao was thinking, can I do nothing?
Self-denial again and again, to envy the achievements of others, but luck will not fall from the sky, nor will it suddenly become popular, nor will suddenly many people read books. .

What gave Tian Xiaoxiao the confidence to write male videos?Probably because when I was the most embarrassed and couldn't find a job, I once helped someone write a male-language article, and I didn't know what happened, so I was inexplicably confident to try it.

Originally, if I didn’t write my own essays, I could actually earn money by helping others write, and satisfy my desire to write.

But the hard written things became someone else's in a blink of an eye, just like a child born in October, giving it away with his own hands is as painful.

Why do the male-language articles write so quickly that they can’t even meet the threshold of signing a contract? It’s probably because female writers automatically use women’s colors and perspectives to describe male-language articles, and they don’t pay much attention to coolness. The plot progresses slowly, anyway. All kinds of bad.

I remember at the beginning I asked the male channel on Baidu Tieba how to sign a contract. If I didn’t pass 10,000+ words, I would have no chance. I met a male author.

After showing it to him, he sent Tian Xiaoxiao a sentence:

"No plot, no style of writing, no fun, what do you want!"

These words once again hit Tian Xiaoxiao's self-confidence, is it really that rubbish?

But the fact is that it is worthless from the perspective of male readers, and it can't even pass the threshold of signing online articles.

It was a fast-travel fantasy novel about rings. Tian Xiaoxiao wanted to write a very powerful and connotative novel. In fact, he wrote that book because of Jinhe's "Wukong Biography".

Let Tian Xiaoxiao see a tragic unrivaled hero, the Monkey King Monkey King who is the strongest in the world but still wants to escape into the abyss, a typical romantic idealist, but he completely reveals the truth that he never noticed before. Dissect it completely.

Tian Xiaoxiao wants to be such a person, but she is just an ordinary person, but why can't ordinary people save the world, why can't they save the common people in the world?

So Tian Xiaoxiao wrote a book "The Lonely Ring", which means the lonely ring.

When the male protagonist Lin Xin obtained the ring that travels through time and space and changes history, the unwilling souls wanted to unleash that bondage one by one. Even the legendary Monkey King who defeated the Buddha also wanted to obtain the ring to change history and change the path of his journey westward.

The unwilling soul fights against the gods and Buddhas. Lin Xin is a very good-for-nothing ordinary person. He has become an ordinary young man from the strongest in his previous life. He had no intention of helping those people, but when the Monkey King in the old dream appeared In front of the hero Lin Xin, Lin Xin still stood up.

However, the ending of Tian Xiaoxiao's plan was as sad as Wukong's biography, but he stopped after writing 13 words.

Even the male author who asked me before said, "Your introduction is too nonsense, do you understand if you have to be cool? What we want to read is cool articles. If you change from a poor dick to the number one in the universe, what will you do?" It's cool! If a girl is bullied by a villain, you go up and save her, that's cool too!"

Is being cool really that important?maybe.

You can't be complacent about being a human being, what they say may be really useful, or maybe it's really hurtful. Anyway, Tian Xiaoxiao was very low-key during that time, and always felt that he was very useless. In fact, it seemed that he was really useless.

With the mentality of giving it a try, I submitted a female channel article on the female channel of this website.

Later, others said that the first time was not good, so they changed it to the third person.

From daytime to midnight, she couldn't help but want to pull her eyelids off, but she still believed that everything would be fine!

Later, I came to the current website and successfully signed a contract. In the blink of an eye, it was more than 100 million words.

However, the author Latian Xiaoxiao who had a good relationship with her once went to a group of authors, saying that she could promote the book, Tian Xiaoxiao resolutely went there, because no one read her book.

The worst time was 1 click a day, but Tian Xiaoxiao clicked that one by himself. Seeing that the data of those writers were better than his own, Tian Xiaoxiao didn't dare to post a link to promote it.

But Tian Xiaoxiao thought, if I don't publicize, how can I have good data?
I sent a link and asked several authors to help me take a look.

"How should I put it, I can't stand it after reading a few chapters!"

"I think you write novels like you keep a diary, what are you doing today and what will you be doing tomorrow."

Tian Xiaoxiao could only "hmm", and had nothing else to say.

Is it really that bad?She comforted herself, it wasn't that bad, but after thinking about it, they all said I was bad, is it really not good enough?
The big sister who made friends with the author is a very powerful person, which made Tian Xiaoxiao want to be as good as her in the future. That big sister's novel is the top three on the hit list, and she is also a Kunqu opera actress. These are Tian Xiaoxiao's thoughts Do what you can't do.

The eldest sister showed Tian Xiaoxiao the novel of the Great God, Tian Xiaoxiao read it, and found it difficult to learn from it, because what Tian Xiaoxiao is writing now is the current words and the article she gave her is an old saying, but it can still be used for reference. .

However, Tian Xiaoxiao couldn't help getting angry, and couldn't help arguing with that person. One of the authors said: "Your connection is not smooth. If you write like this, it will be much better, although my writing is not good. It's just that I'm fluent."

Then Tian Xiaoxiao explained at the beginning, "This novel of mine was No.1 at the beginning, and it was changed to the third person later, so it may not be smooth."

As a result, the author said, "No.1 pronoun can also be changed to third person pronoun."

Later, I didn't know what happened, Tian Xiaoxiao said directly, "My God, please enlighten me!"

However, after Tian Xiaoxiao had quarreled with the author, he guided a wave of writing techniques by the way, repeating what the previous big brother said.

As a result, the people under Tian Xiaoxiao's guidance had better data than Tian Xiaoxiao. Can data represent everything?

But good data can prove that your book is good, someone reads it, and someone likes it.

Life is still so bad, and the web articles written are still lacklustre, but Tian Xiaoxiao still persists, even if this website has more authors than readers, so what?It doesn't matter if you can be seen by others, even if only one person sees it, then stick to it,
However, some people are very funny. After all, everyone has different views and different aspects.

Tian Xiaoxiao said her novel was to save the world, but it turned out to be nonsense.

The other party stepped on it and said, "It's still mine, it's true and reliable!"

Tian Xiaoxiao scolded this person over and over again in his heart, it was really too bad, but the most in this world is that he likes to step on and pull him up, and always thinks that he is the best.

Tian Xiaoxiao will work hard to be seen by others, she believes that she will definitely be seen by others in the near future, that day will not be too far away, come on!

This is the story about the street writer Tian Xiaoxiao. It’s really not great at all, but I still insist on it, even if no one reads it, it will be more and more, because I believe that someone will read it later, although it’s definitely not when I read it. Now.

Come on, work hard, persevere.