The Nth Disappearance of My Wife

Tian Xiaoxiao holds the camera in his arms every day, and the portable robot follows behind him.

"Agent, what is there to film? Life is not an idol drama, so I don't think there is anything to film." Tian Xiaoxiao knew that the agent and the others wanted sweet idol dramas, but everyone was busy.

"It's true that it's plain, you wait slowly anyway, it will show up anyway, and you can't go out now and be thrown rotten eggs and banana peels." The manager patted Tian Xiaoxiao on the shoulder.

"But I really don't think there is anything good to shoot with Micah, Lin Muxing, Mu Yixuan, and Ye Zhe." Tian Xiaoxiao also tried to take a good shot, but everyone either went to catch up with the announcement or rushed to the company. Ji Tian smiled at an idler.

"You just haven't found the beautiful eyes. If you find them, you will know that your life with them is very sweet, just like an idol drama." The agent put Tian Xiaoxiao on a Totoro doll costume.

"Why am I wearing stuff?" Tian Xiaoxiao looked confused. Is she going back to the time when she was wearing a doll costume and handing out flyers?
"If you put on this doll costume, no one will recognize you. You wear a camera and see the world with your own eyes. Now it's popular to use a camera to record photos. Come on, I'm looking forward to your vlog." The manager pushed Tian Xiaoxiao out of the door. a push.

Tian Xiaoxiao was walking around wearing Totoro's clothes and saw a group of junior high school girls bullying a girl, punching, kicking and verbally violent.

"Hey, you guys go away! How dare you bully people in broad daylight!" Tian Xiaoxiao straddled the chubby chinchilla between the perpetrator and the victim.

"Do you dare to take care of someone who breaks the leaflets? Sisters go up." The eldest sister among the perpetrators picked up a swing stick as if to lead the charge.

Tian Xiaoxiao picked up a beer bottle and smashed it to the group of hairy kids, "Come on, I've never been afraid, you little brats haven't graduated from junior high school, have you? You know how to bully people, come on, let's see who dares to bully you!" Come."

Seeing that Tian Xiaoxiao was so kind, those junior high school students scattered.

Tian Xiaoxiao used her lens and eyes to see the little girl who had been bullied by the school come over and stare at her in a daze.

"Are you Totoro? It's very cute. I used to have a Totoro." The little girl has beautiful eyes, but unfortunately she has no feelings
"Why didn't you tell your parents and didn't resist when you were bullied? Next time you are bullied, you must resist." Tian Xiaoxiao rubbed the little girl's head and said.

"I'm used to it. Didn't the adults say that you can't slap me? Then they bullied me because I was wrong." The little girl lowered her head and pursed her lips, looking like a porcelain doll without emotion.

"Nonsense, why are you thinking so much at such a young age? You are not wrong, you have to know that the victim is not at fault, so don't keep thinking about it." Tian Xiaoxiao held the little girl's hand and said.

"Really, but I'm poor at study, and my parents don't like me either. I don't seem to be good at all." The little girl raised her head with tears in her eyes.

"It's not necessarily good if you say you're good, so it's not necessarily good if you say goodbye to yourself. You're still young, why do you think so? When you reach my age, you will think about everything, and you will find out that in fact Your parents also love you very much." Tian Xiaoxiao fumbled for a candy in his pocket and handed it to the little girl.

"Mom said you can't take candy from strangers." But the little girl still caught Tian Xiaoxiao's candy and threw it into her mouth, "But mother didn't say you can't take candy from sister Angel."

Tian Xiaoxiao knew that if he wasn't wearing a doll costume now, the little girl would definitely be able to see that she was blushing now, and he was praised as an angel.

"Can I add you on QQ?" the little girl asked.

"Yes." Tian Xiaoxiao took out his phone.

Tian Xiaoxiao watched the little girl leave and continued her journey.

She saw a beggar looking for a little old man selling candied haws.

"Can you sell me one for two yuan and five dollars? My brother's 40th birthday is today, and I want to buy it for him." The beggar looked distressed with embarrassment on his face.

The bright red candied haws are very lovely, in contrast to the dry beggars.

"It's not easy for everyone to come out. No one will give you any less. I can't sell you. If everyone comes to me for a discount, then why should I sell it?" There is a human touch.

"Can you just give me half of it? Just half..." The beggar still refused to give up and retreated again and again.

"The boss is here to string candied haws." A guest came.

"Come on, everyone who has eaten candied haws in my family agrees." The little old man who sold candied haws suddenly had a smiling face, and started selling melons.

Seeing a guest coming, the beggar immediately walked away for fear of blocking his business.

"Boss, give me a bunch too." Tian Xiaoxiao also wanted a bunch, and caught up with the beggar.

"Hi, I'll sell you half of it. I have bad teeth and can't eat sweet ones." Tian Xiaoxiao broke off one with her hands and left all the rest for the beggar. She took the one that was full of dirt and oil. Money didn't hold anything back.

"Thank you, girl, thank you." The beggar seemed to be about to cry, "There is true love in the world, and a good person's life is safe." Tears fell in strings.

"Why are you crying, Uncle, please remember to wish me and your brother a happy birthday." Tian Xiaoxiao handed the beggar a tissue.

After watching the beggar walk away, Tian Xiaoxiao continued to walk forward.

Seeing that the person handing out leaflets was handing out leaflets, but no one picked up his leaflets along the way, Tian Xiaoxiao took the leaflets smoothly.

Then go forward, go to a place where the person can't see and throw the flyer into the trash can.

Going forward, I saw the uncle and aunt who were really dancing in the square.

One of the aunts accidentally fell to the ground while dancing, and Tian Xiaoxiao helped the aunt up without thinking about it.

Passers-by looked at each other and said, "Now there are still fools who dare to help the elderly?" "Why are you pretending to be a good person?" "This aunt must be extorting money."

Tian Xiaoxiao helped his aunt up and said, "Auntie, you have to be careful."

The aunt took a sip of water and said, "Thank you, there are not many kind-hearted little dolls like you. Are you a male doll or a female doll? Why do you look like the little piggy Peppa my grandson likes?"

Tian Xiaoxiao quickly explained, "I'm Totoro, not Peppa Pig. Can a pig be the same as a cat?"

Auntie can't control so many Mandarin words with that accent, "Isn't that all the same? My Neighbor Totoro, what is that thing on your chest? I saw it on TV."

Tian Xiaoxiao held up the camera and explained, "This is called a camera that can take pictures. It can take pictures of you, your sisters, and the uncles."

The aunt came and asked interestedly, "Can you take pictures of us old men and aunts?"

Tian Xiaoxiao nodded and said, "Of course."

The camera freezes a group of lovely old boys and girls.

Every age has its own fun. Tian Xiaoxiao doesn’t feel ashamed to dance in the square, nor does he think it’s old-fashioned for grandparents to know new things. In the next few decades, their generation will become the next generation of children What an old-fashioned country bumpkin.

On the contrary, the smiling faces of grandpa and aunt are quite cute and simple. Will I become a happy little old lady like them?Tian Xiaoxiao thought, yes.

How many years of memories are blown away by the wind, no one can stop the time, everyone will be old one day, some people are not willing to accept and others face it calmly, but no matter what, we will turn into such an insignificant dust in this universe .

In the bustling street, Tian Xiaoxiao was in a state of debauchery, but he didn't know where the dimly lit place mentioned in the text was, Tian Xiaoxiao fell into a daze.

"Are you Totoro?" It was a child who pulled his mother over.

"Yes." Tian Xiaoxiao dragged her chubby doll costume and walked over.

"Can I take a photo with you? I have always liked Totoro." The little boy asked timidly.

"Yes." Tian Xiaoxiao readily agreed.

After taking pictures.

"Totoro, will I see you next time?" the little boy asked.

"Yes, you can see me as long as you turn on the TV, remember to study hard." Tian Xiaoxiao took out another candy from his pocket and handed it to the little boy, then waved goodbye to the little boy.

Back to the apartment where I lived with the QTQ boy group.

Tian Xiaoxiao picked up Mu Yixuan's Apple laptop and started cutting videos, a lot of them.

Suddenly the phone rang, and it turned out to be the little girl I met today. She said, "Maybe I have to learn to relax."

Tian Xiaoxiao replied, "Come on, the future will get better and better."

There is such a passage in the little girl's QQ zone:

I was born to be human and just want to be treated gently by this world. I am gentle to everyone but it has backfired. People say that the most important thing is inner kindness.

But how many people take appearance as the criterion?Words do hurt But people often say I forgot, is there such a thing?Being young and ignorant is not a reason for you to hurt others, and someone's abuse of another person is not a cover for you to hurt again.

I have worked very hard to reconcile with this world, including now, I have been born with low self-esteem and gloom, I have tried to be optimistic, I can't choose to forgive the hurt, maybe I can only choose to face it.

People who are optimistic at the beginning probably don't understand how difficult it is for marginalized people to yearn for life a little bit, and how difficult it is to try to make friends.The subconscious sensitivity even almost became a flattering personality, but fortunately, I have worked hard, after all, I still love this world, and I hope that being the sun will make people around me not like me.

In every dark corner of the world, there must be many people who have been hurt by vicious words, but I still feel that the victims are innocent.

Ugly is not evil but incomplete. You have to rely on yourself to get out of the quagmire. It is better to choose to face it calmly than to choose to forget the people and things in the past that will open your wounds again one day.

People's words are terrible, hope everyone knows.We have different views but I choose to respect every individual, you can choose to hate her but you have no right to hurt her.

Tian Xiaoxiao clicked a thumbs up without hesitation.

Everything will be fine, it will be.

After the vlog is cut, it is sent to the agent for acceptance, and then sent to Weibo, station b, circle of friends, station a, in short, all major video and social platforms.

It's rare for her agent to praise her, "The aesthetics are good, and the editing is also good. I finally have a pair of eyes that discover beauty. Not bad."

To Tian Xiaoxiao, the sound outside seems not that important.

Some people say she is a show, some say she is kind, some say she is a mistress, some say she is green tea, but she is not what others say, she is a complete person.

Tian Xiaoxiao also once thought about giving up her life, she gave up her dream, she can give up almost everything.

But... There are still many people in this world who like her and care about her.

When I think of this, it seems that life is worse than death.

What the future holds is unclear.

But as long as you follow the light in your heart, you will not be confused.