Remarried Wife Slave: Mr. Qin, please sign

All the beautiful and memorable things I once had from him are all gone now, they are like bubbles under the sun, colorful, but it will burst into countless water drops in a short time,

Until eventually everything will disappear, leaving no trace.

I no longer have to suppress the sadness and sadness in my heart, I can vent all this out loud.

So I was suddenly powerless, and then fell to the cold ground.This time, no one will lift me up, and no one will care what I am doing.

The only thing I know is how ridiculous and sad I am now, no one will treat me like Qin Han again, I have lost him...

From now on, there will never be another person named Qin Han by my side...

Qin Han left, and he left in the end. He didn't do it voluntarily, but was forced to leave by me.

The house my father left me is not very big, but when I am alone in it now, no matter how I look at it or how I feel about it, it still seems too lonely after all.

I think half of this loneliness comes from the fact that there is no one around me who can accompany me, and more from the loneliness and loneliness in my heart.

After all, before that, there were so many people by my side, they all cared about me, protected me, and never wanted to hurt me.But I forced them away from me one by one.

At first, it was Lin Xun and Chen Tang. I used all the cruel words I could say to drive them away, to disappoint them, to the point of complete despair, so that they would never care about me again.

Then there is Qin Han, the person I love so deeply and cannot live without, but because of the grievances of the previous generation and his deception to me, I cannot tolerate it, and I will never tolerate it any longer.

So I also spoke coldly to Qin Han, and I also said all the cruel things I could say to him, and I even told him to get out of this room and told him that from now on we'd better never met.

Obviously Qin Han hesitated before, even when he asked me to stay, all this can be redeemed.

I can see that he doesn't want to leave me, and I know very well that I don't want to leave Qin Han, I don't want to lose him, and I don't even know how to live after I lose Qin Han.

I obviously want to be with him forever, and to be by his side for a long time.

But because of too many reasons, I couldn't let myself do this. I pushed him away, hurt him severely, and let him leave in front of me with blood dripping all over his body. It was all my fault .

Even though I knew that it was possible for him to leave, when we met from now on, we would never be able to smile gently at each other as before, and we would never reach out to touch each other's faces, but I still did it without hesitation.Do it very decisively.

For me and Qin Han, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Instead of the two of us suffering like this, it is better to end these things earlier, which is the best choice for me or Qin Han.

I can't do what he said, the grievances of the previous generation have nothing to do with us.In my opinion, no matter when something happened, we, as the younger generations, should bear it, and we should all be obliged to get back everything that belongs to us.

So I clearly know that one day, Qin Han and I may stand in the opposite direction, so I would rather draw a clear line with him now, in case the two parties will be more painful and inseparable from each other.

Therefore, when Qin Han left, even though I tried my best to keep him, I still held back.

I just burst into tears after he left, and my crying echoed throughout the room, but no one would come to comfort me.

In their view, everything I'm doing now is just self-inflicted.The relationship between Qin Han and I could have been consummated and had a good ending, but I ruined it all by myself.

As for not regretting later, I can't give a clear answer now, because there are too many things I have to do.

After Qin Han left, I started to cry loudly. I didn't know how long I had been crying, but I felt as if all the strength in my body had been emptied, leaving only tears overflowing from my eyes.

Now no one will gently wipe the tears from my face again, even I don't care about myself, it slowly blurs my eyes, climbs up my cheeks, and finally makes me into a mess.

I don't know how long I have been crying, but at the end I felt like my head was about to explode, and my whole body seemed to explode. I couldn't help moaning in pain, and then I fell asleep unknowingly.

But for me now, falling asleep may be the best choice, because only in my dream, I will not think about these heartbreaking, hopeless and sad things.

Because I was the only one in the whole room, I didn't know how long I had been in a coma. The reason why I woke up was because there were constant knocks on the door.

At first I was still in my sleep, and I even thought that the knock on the door might have come from a dream. In the dream, Qin Han came back again, and I happily walked forward to open the door for him, but after opening the door, the door was empty. Alone, it turns out that everything is just my fantasy.

It made me so sad that I almost cried again in my dream, until another knock on the door brought me back to reality.

I woke up suddenly, opened my eyes and looked out the window, and the scene outside was exactly the same as when I was asleep, it was still daytime, and it was still gloomy.

This made me suddenly a little dazed. Did I just wake up after falling asleep, or was it the next day?
However, there was no extra time left for me to think, because just when I couldn't figure it out, there was another knock on the door from the direction of the door, and each time it was more urgent than the first time, and the sound became more violent.

This made me startled, my body trembled slightly, and then I looked in the direction of the door. Before I could stand up from the ground, there was an anxious voice outside the door.

"Xiao Ci, are you in? Are you in the house right now? If you don't say anything, I'm going to call the police later. What's the matter with you? Why don't you come and open the door for me? Come here quickly!"

"What exactly happened? Why didn't you answer the phone all day yesterday? Do you know how worried Xu Yi and I are? You open the door for me now, hurry up, or I'm going to call the police!"

The voice from outside the house woke me up suddenly, and I knew very well that the person standing outside and yelling at the house was Lin Xiangtian, but why did he come here, and why did he think it would happen to me? Danger?

While I was thinking, my body supported by my hands wanted to get up from the ground, but just when I wanted to stand up, I fell to the ground hard. It turned out that because I kept the same position for too long, my legs Already unconscious.

The pain of kneeling on the ground again made me groan, and Lin Xiangtian outside the house seemed to hear it too, he paused slightly, and then the sound of knocking on the door became urgent again, even more intense than before.

"Xiao Ci, what's wrong with you, what's the matter with you now? I heard your voice, what happened to you, let me go in quickly, and I'm worried about you."

"Come here, I'll open the door for you right now, don't be too anxious..." In order to reassure Lin Xiangtian for the time being, I could only rub my calf while yelling in the direction of the door.

After Lin Xiangtian heard what I said, the sound of knocking on the door finally stopped for a while, but I knew that this did not relieve his worry.

So after ensuring that I would not fall again, I stood up from the ground with my body supported. My calf still felt a little numb, but it didn't affect my walking anymore, so I limped and jumped towards the door. Open the door for Lin Xiangtian.

It wasn't until I was beating that I realized that my head was a little dizzy. I thought it must be because I had been kneeling on the ground for too long, so I had caught a cold.

But now I don't care about so much at all, because if I don't open the door again, Lin Xiangtian's mood will be even more agitated than before. I don't want to wake up all the other residents in broad daylight.

So I could only quickly walk to the door and take another look at the cat's eyes, and after confirming that the person standing outside was Lin Xiangtian, I opened the door for him, and he finally saw me, and the worry in his eyes became more obvious.

Seeing the worry in Lin Xiangtian's eyes when he looked at me, and the slightly relieved expression after ensuring that I was safe and sound, I just felt puzzled and frowned at him.

"What's the matter, Lin Xiangtian, why did you come to me all of a sudden? Did you ask me for something? Why did you knock on the door so hurriedly just now? Do you really need something urgent to find me?"

Lin Xiangtian didn't answer me right away, he just gave me a meaningful look, then sighed slowly, walked around from me into the room, closed the door, and walked towards the living room.

Seeing Lin Xiangtian walking towards the living room without saying a word, I was very puzzled, but there was no way to make him speak out, so I could only follow his steps and walked into the room together.

I watched him sitting on the sofa, but in his eyes looking at me, there was more worry and concern.

In order not to let Lin Xiangtian notice the strangeness, even though my calf was still a little numb, I could only slow down my speed as much as possible, and walked to the sofa as if nothing had happened, wanting to sit down with him.

But as careful as Lin Xiangtian, even though I tried my best to pretend, maybe if I were Lin Xiangtian, he would not have noticed the details, but he paid special attention to them.

Because before I sat on the sofa, Lin Xiangtian suddenly frowned when he looked at me. He looked me up and down for a long time, and finally set his eyes on my calf.

"Xiaoci, why are you walking a bit wrong? What's wrong with your calf? Is it injured? Come here and let me have a look."

While speaking, Lin Xiangtian had already stretched out his hand towards my calf, which shocked me a bit, so I hurried back two steps, Lin Xiangtian stopped when he saw me back, and looked at me suspiciously.

"what happened?"

He asked me softly, as if he didn't think there was anything wrong with what he was doing.