Remarried Wife Slave: Mr. Qin, please sign

"Okay, if you really want me to leave here, then I'll leave right away, I just hope you don't regret your own decision, because once I leave, I may never come back. "

Qin Han spoke softly to me, his tone full of sadness, I don't think he was joking with me, just like I wanted to force him away from here, and I wasn't joking with him at all.

A voice in my heart kept shouting to me, it never stopped, it became more intense every time, it was telling me, don't let Qin Han leave, catch him, right now!

It is telling me that you must not let Qin Han leave so easily. If he leaves today, then you will regret it in the future, you will regret what you did today, and you will regret letting him go so simply. Get out!
But even though the voice was so obvious, so clear, and so loud, I still had to go against my heart, turned my head and didn't dare to look at Qin Han again, and just uttered a seemingly emotionless sentence.

"I know, and I didn't expect you to come back, you go, it's best to leave now."

When Qin Han said these words, I could even hear my heart dripping blood. It curled up in pain, moaned, and looked at me full of resentment and hatred.

This voice rang again, telling me again and again, why am I so stupid, why do you treat Qin Han like this, why do I want to hurt the relationship between us again and again.

But what can I do?If possible, I certainly don't want Qin Han to leave. After all, I love him so much, and I can't leave him at all, but everything in reality can destroy all beautiful love.

The Qin family is so important to me, but the crimes the Qin family committed against the Chen family are equally heavy to me.This is like a shackle, which is severely branded on my body, making me breathless, and I have no time to take care of other things.

So no matter how much I love Qin Han in my heart now, the things I can't do are the things I can't do, and this doesn't change anything.

And after I said this, Qin Han didn't react too much.He just remained silent for a long time, and asked me softly again, as if he still didn't want to believe me even though I had said it so many times.

"Chen Ci, have you thought it through? This is the most sincere thought in your heart. Do you really want me to leave here, and are you sure you will never regret it?"

"If you are reluctant for me to leave, then I will definitely stay here with you. And when the day you need the truth, I will definitely tell you.

So I ask you to think carefully about whether it is good or not, and don't make such an indifferent decision, which will only hurt you and me. "

I understood that even though I had already expressed my attitude to Qin Han very directly, judging from Qin Han's current situation, he still would not directly choose to leave, he still wanted to stay and try To make me take my thoughts back.

Maybe in Qin Han's heart, he didn't know it at all, but I knew it very well, whenever he was like this.When he spoke to me in a soft tone to persuade me, I would somewhat soften my heart, wondering whether I had gone too far, whether I should forgive Qin Han, and think about it carefully.

So as long as Qin Han said more, I would be overwhelmed by his words after I had managed to build up a firm confidence. This made me hesitate again and again, and began to doubt whether I was doing the right thing.

However, I was struggling in my heart. Qin Han didn't know about all this. The more he tried to persuade me to stay, the more I felt reluctant to give up. This made me suffer more and more. Finish.

So at this moment, when I gently turned my head to look at Qin Han's gaze, when there was a persuasion and pleading for me in his gaze, why didn't I treat him the same way?
So I smiled softly at Qin Han, and then I saw something sparkling in his eyes, which burned instantly.

This made me understand that Qin Han probably misunderstood, because then I slowly shook my head at him again.

"No need, Qin Han... We really don't need it anymore, don't you and I really understand that it is impossible for us to go on anymore.

What happened in the past is really unforgettable. I will get back as much as you Qin family has done to our Chen family.After today's farewell, we will meet again from now on, we will never be lovers again! "

I think at this moment, in Qin Han's eyes, I was probably very cold-blooded. No matter what words he said to keep me, the answer he gave him was only the same, that is, I would never agree again. This thing goes on and on.

To put it simply, when he walked out of this room today, I have nothing to do with him from now on.

After saying these words to Qin Han, an inexplicable feeling suddenly surged in my heart.This feeling is extremely painful, as if something is being torn apart alive, but I can't cry out, because when I cry out, it will be more painful than before.

My current behavior is torturing myself and Qin Han, but I can't help it.This is the only thing I can do now, the only way to separate myself from Qin Han.

And when I said this, Qin Han still looked at me with disbelief, for a long time, until finally he looked at me full of sarcasm and absurdity, as if after he hesitated for so long , he finally got a final answer from me, but this answer still didn't satisfy him.

But just for a moment, Qin Han, who hesitated for a long time, looked at me, his eyes were full of disbelief, but more of it was the deep and powerless despair after hope was burned to ashes.

Qin Han seemed to understand what I said, so he nodded slightly towards me.He finally no longer chooses to struggle, perhaps because he has understood from me, the most real feeling in my heart.

Even for me, everything I express now is against my will. I don't want Qin Han to leave at all, and I don't want to make a clean break with him at all.

But from Qin Han's point of view, my disguise may have succeeded in the end. I successfully deceived him, and even almost deceived myself.

Qin Han still nodded slightly towards me, he didn't say anything, just when I couldn't help but want to ask him, and Qin Han finally gave a response.

"Chen Ci, if what you are saying now is all your thoughts, you really don't want me to stay, you want me to leave, then I will do as you wish."

As I wish?
When I heard Qin Han say these four words, it made me feel both funny and sad.

If it is really what I want, I don't want him to leave at all, but it is clear that I let him leave.However, Qin Han really doesn't know what I want in my heart?

He just didn't want to say it, just like me.

At this moment, my heart was so painful that it was bleeding, but I still pretended that I didn't care at all, and smiled at Qin Han, at least I couldn't see my sadness at this time from my face.

"If you can really think that way, of course it would be great."

I responded to Qin Han with a smile, with a hint of satisfaction on my face.I think this expression is enough to make Qin Han feel extremely disappointed in me, so that he can leave and won't continue to torture me.

"Then since you understand everything, let's stop talking about some things. You leave here today and don't come back again. Just pretend that nothing happened between us.

That way, it's the best outcome for you and me. "

"Chen Ci, I've known you for so many years, it's not that I don't understand you, but I never thought that today, just because of the grievances of the previous generation, you can deny the relationship between me and you so easily?

If this is the case, then maybe I really care too much..."

While talking, Qin Han shook his head lightly, then he sighed softly, looking at me with a bit of helplessness and deep despair.

"Now that we've made everything clear, it's just like what you said, there's no need for me to stay anymore, I'll leave now, and you should take good care of yourself."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for me to respond, Qin Han immediately walked around me and walked towards the door.

The moment he passed me by, my heart suddenly ached, as if someone was holding it tightly, but I had no choice but to watch it being destroyed.

At this moment, I couldn't even suppress my feelings. If it wasn't for the nails of my hands that were deeply embedded in the flesh, trying to use the pain to clear my mind, I think I might be in the next second. Couldn't help crying loudly.

I really want to look back at Qin Han, and want to know how he is feeling now, but I dare not ask him, nor am I qualified to ask him.

The only thing I could do was to force myself to pretend I didn't care, and stood there motionless until I heard the sound of the door opening not far away.

However, the door opened quietly for a long time, but there was no more sound, which made me a little puzzled, wondering whether Qin Han had left or not.

However, just when I was about to turn around to investigate, Qin Han's voice suddenly came to my ears, which shocked me, but at the same time made me feel like a knife pierced my heart.

"Chen Ci, I really have to leave, so you must take care of yourself, I won't be with you anymore..."

Qin Han's words were soft, but I heard every sentence in my ears, and finally there was the sound of closing the door behind me. At the moment it closed, my already scarred heart was dealt a fatal blow , it completely shattered.

I understand that after closing the door this time, Qin Han will never come back, I will never see him in this room again, and he will never show me gentle eyes or raised mouth corners.