Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

If I had given him a little more time when I received the call, the one who saved me from the fire... wouldn't be Xiao Jinyu.

Then, will I be able to leave simply?
……

I got in the car and reached out to wipe away the tears.

In my current state, the bodyguards were very careful to accompany me, and they didn't even dare to speak loudly, "Young Madam, are you going back to the villa now?"

villa.

Xiao Jinyu.

There was a burst of resistance in my heart for no reason, Xi Jinrong's sentence "His parents killed your parents, do your parents want to see you entangled with Xiao Jinyu" pierced my heart firmly like a sharp knife.

I know that everything he said is true.

All right.

If it was in a book, maybe I wouldn't care about it, after all, it's illusory, but when the reality is like this, I really can't accept it.

I shouldn't maintain the current marriage relationship with Xiao Jinyu at all, and I shouldn't be entangled with each other at all. He can't abandon his parents, and I can't let go of the death of my parents...

"Just turn around, I don't want to go back now."

I said lightly.

I'm afraid to go back and face Xiao Jinyu's goodness.

"Yes, young lady."

So, the driver drove around along the highway, starting from the suburbs to the urban area, and slowly circled along the most prosperous areas...

I leaned against the car window, staring blankly at the receding scenery outside.

In fact, I wasn't planning to die together at the beginning, but they were forcing me step by step.

But I didn't die, and I couldn't avenge my revenge. For me, the future is at a loss, and I can't see the way out...

Everything seems to have returned to the time in the original book. As An Huaixin, I lost everything and left Xiao Jinyu in a daze. But at that time, Xiao Jinyu forced me, so I hated him.

But in reality, they became his parents.He was so nice to me, I couldn't find any excuses.

It was getting late, and the sun had dyed half of the city's sky red. It was already dusk, and the driver had nowhere to turn around in the city. He asked respectfully, "Young Madam, go back."

Glancing at the sky outside the window, I nodded, "OK."

The car slowly drove into the Xiao family's territory.

I have been leaning against the car window, looking out blankly, and the villa gradually came into my sight.

I got out of the car and walked into the gate of the villa step by step. Every step was heavy and depressing.

Maybe in the past two months or so, I've gotten used to pretending. As soon as I stepped into the gate of Xiao's villa, I really wanted to change into another face, a face that Xiao Jinyu liked...

I stiffly raised the arc of the corner of my lips, but I couldn't lift it no matter what.

In the hall, only maids in twos and threes were cleaning and chatting.

I walked towards the elevator, pressed the arrow button, walked in with my foot, and was suddenly grabbed by a hand. The moment the elevator door closed, I was forcefully pulled out of the elevator...

I opened my eyes wide in shock, I was already pressed against the wall by a pair of strong hands, Xiao Jinyu stood in front of me, staring at me with burning black eyes, lowered her head and kissed my lips fiercely.

"Well……"

Xiao Jinyu was very crazy, she held my small face with both hands, and her thin lips blocked me tightly...

It hurts.

A bloody smell filled their mouths.

He bit my lip.

I subconsciously wanted to resist. I raised my hand halfway, and my gaze caught on to his pair of deep and complicated black eyes, and my hand slowly dropped...

I was in pain, but Xiao Jinyu didn't seem to know that he had bitten me, and he still kissed me desperately...

His hand lifts my chin.

Forced me to cater to his kiss even more...

Several maids looked over here one after another.

A trace of bright red blood oozes from the corners of the two people's tight lips...

I leaned against the wall, frowning in pain. He didn't look like a kiss, but more like an attack. I couldn't do anything. After a long time, until I was numb to the pain, Xiao Jinyu moved his lips back.

He lowered his eyes, clasped my chin with one hand, locked his eyes on my bright red lips forcefully, rubbed his fingertips, and wiped a smear of blood.

In the next second, Xiao Jinyu hugged me forcefully into his arms, so tight that he wanted to strangle me in his arms.

"I thought you left with him."

he said, in a humble voice.

Just like the scene in the book, I finally left myself and fell into the arms of that person.

It was his nightmare, his worst fear.

"..."

My eyes glaze over, and my heart aches.

It turned out that he thought Xi Jinrong and I had left...

I raised my hand to climb his back and comfort him, but Xi Jinrong's words "His parents killed your parents, do your parents want to see you entangled with Xiao Jinyu"...

I raised my hand twice, but finally it still fell down.

I really... don't have the guts anymore.

Xiao Jinyu hugged me, and suddenly, he reached out and desperately pressed the arrow button to open the elevator door.

I was dragged in by him.

As soon as I entered the elevator, Xiao Jinyu's kiss came down again forcefully, completely ignoring my bloody mouth, he held the back of my head with one hand, controlled me, and forced me to meet his kiss...

The elevator stops to the 5th floor.

The elevator door opens.

Xiao Jinyu kissed me and walked out, fanatical and eager, I was so dizzy from the kiss, my eyes were dizzy, if it wasn't for him hugging me, I might have fallen...

"boom."

I was thrown on the soft big bed by him.

Didn't even close the door.

Xiao Jinyu's kisses fell densely...

But I was not as hot as him, only cold all over my body.

……

Night is coming.

After the passion, I lay quietly on the big bed, the warm and soft quilt covered my body, revealing the hickey mark on the collarbone, very vivid...

Xiao Jinyu was lying on my side, propping her face gracefully with one hand, and holding my little hand with the other, putting it to her thin lips, and kissing them lingeringly one by one.

This is his favorite action, he always does this kind of thing repeatedly after two people are lingering...

I shuddered, and my eyes didn't open.The whole body's senses are concentrated in the fingers, feeling each finger being kissed by him, feeling the warmth of his lips...

"I, I have a question, can I ask?" I said suddenly, there was still a touch of blood on my soft lips.

"it is good."

His voice was hoarse like him.

I didn't say what I wanted to ask, and he agreed, but there was a silent understanding...

I slowly opened my eyes, and what came into my sight was a pair of eyes without light, and the agility, occasional cunning, and light of smiling were gone.

I stared at the ceiling, blankly.

My hand is still in Xiao Jinyu's palm.

"You...you already knew everything?" I asked, actually, I had the answer in my heart, but I just wanted to prove it...

"Yeah." Xiao Jinyu held my hand, his voice was rough, "I knew it when I went back last time."

It turned out to be the case.

Fortunately, he didn't lie to me.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked dryly.

"I don't want to lose you," he said, bowing his head and kissing my fingertips,
The voice is deeper.

"Xiao Jinyu." My voice was choked with sobs, "Why did we go back to that ending again, why? If it's fake, I can, but I know this is reality, I'm so scared, I'm afraid they won't forgive me. I can't pretend, I can't lie to myself!"

Lying in the same bed with the son of the murderer of his parents.

If my parents were still alive, wouldn't they want to strangle my unbelievable daughter to death...

Tears fall.

I was hugged more and more tightly by Xiao Jinyu.

I finally couldn't hold back the emotions that had accumulated for a long time. I leaned on his chest and cried wantonly, asking helplessly, "What should I do? What should I do... What can we do?"

What shall we do...

"Leave it to me." He hugged me, his voice was low and hoarse, "An Xin, be good, you be good, leave it to me."

I don't understand what he means by handing it over to him.

All I know is that I can't force a smile anymore, I can't lie to myself...

"..."

In his arms, I wailed, tears wet his chest.

Xiao Jinyu hugged me and let me vent. I cried very loudly, wishing to cry out all my internal organs, and collapsed due to weakness.

He listened to my hoarse cry and knew that I was walking on the verge of despair.

Like I said, I can't take it anymore.

He hugged me like a wandering soul, without any weight.

He hugged me even harder, his ears were full of my crying, and he slowly closed his eyes, with the pain that no one knew about.

His chest was so painful that he couldn't feel it.

Don't worry, leave it all to him...

I leaned on him and cried until I lost oxygen and passed out.

This is the first time I have vented like this since I woke up from the hospital bed.

……

I don’t know if it’s because I’ve never cried like this before. After waking up, apart from a headache, my head is no longer in chaos...

I raised my hand and touched my eyes, it was very swollen.

Some of them couldn't keep their eyes open.

"..."

The room was empty, and I was the only one. I put on my pajamas and lifted the curtain to get out of bed. At a glance, I saw the wedding photos hanging on the wall, which were photos taken underwater.

Under the clear blue water, fingers intertwined.

In fact, for a person like Xiao Jinyu, if it wasn't for such a ridiculous dream and such a ridiculous reason, it would be hard for me to understand that he would take a group of wedding photos in such a coordinated way, and pose in a coordinated way. For a person like Xiao Jinyu, I I don't know what attracted him...

I don’t know, is this fate or resentment between us!
"woke up?"

A deep and sexy voice came.

Hearing Xiao Jinyu's voice, I covered my eyes subconsciously, not wanting me to see myself like this, with swollen eyes and crying, I must be so ugly that I have become a different person.

"Go brush your teeth, wash your face, and eat." Xiao Jinyu said.

I turned my head and saw Xiao Jinyu wearing white home clothes, elegant and dignified, with a tray in his hand, on which were several dishes and rice.

"Why did you bring breakfast upstairs?"

I was startled.

"Go brush your teeth and wash your face." Xiao Jinyu glanced at me, frowning slightly, and her tone was somewhat commanding.

"..."

I obediently went to wash my face, and was startled when I saw myself in the mirror.

More than just a changed person.

I look like a ghost now, with messy long hair, red and swollen eyes, and tear stains all over my face, so ugly...

But I really don't have the mood to dress up.

After brushing my teeth, I leaned over, scooped up cold water and splashed it on my face to wake myself up. My ghostly appearance and crying last night... must have made Xiao Jinyu uncomfortable.

If I am like this, I am tormenting Xiao Jinyu at the same time.

If I spend my whole life like this, will Xiao Jinyu be driven crazy by me... Even if we have a happy ending, it's probably not normal.