Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

Xiao Jinyu played for a long, long time.

He wraps his arms around me and I can feel his warmth.

I turned my face away and stared at his face quietly, staring at his outline, my eyes were astringent, but I didn't even dare to cry, I didn't want him to worry.

Finish playing a song.

"Does it sound good?" Xiao Jinyu looked down at my face.

"..." I nodded stiffly.

"You haven't fulfilled what you promised me. Let's stay together, okay?" Xiao Jinyu said suddenly, her voice was deep and humble, with an indescribable humbleness.

This is the second time I've heard such a humble tone from him.

The first time, also here.

He begged me, he begged me not to leave.

"..."

I moved my mouth and wanted to say something but was interrupted by the vibrating sound of my phone, blocking what I wanted to say...

I take out my phone.

The words "Xi Jinrong" jumped on the screen of the phone.

Until now, I still don't understand why Xiao Jinyu is always listening to my calls to Brother Xi... Actually, I didn't want Xiao Jinyu to know what kind of person Irene is.

But it seems to be fine now.

Xiao Jinyu is very calm, calmer than I imagined.

Originally, a man like him could take on things better than me.

I looked at the phone screen, then looked at Xiao Jinyu, Xiao Jinyu stared at me, his handsome face was expressionless, I couldn't see whether it was allowed or not...

I answered the phone.

"Hello?" I whispered.

"It's me, Xi Jinrong." Xi Jinrong said on the other end of the phone, his voice was hoarse and gloomy, "I know you've been discharged from the hospital, come out and see me."

"..."

I didn't speak, I hesitated in my heart.

"I'll text you the address." Xi Jinrong hung up the phone after speaking, not giving me a chance to refuse.

The next second, I received a text message on my phone.

I turned off the phone screen and sat silently in front of the piano with a pale and haggard face.

I did not speak.

Xiao Jinyu didn't speak either.

The piano room was eerily silent.

After a while, Xiao Jinyu let go of his arms around me, stood up from the piano, looked at the front indifferently, stretched out his hand to undo a button that tied his neck, and said indifferently, "I'll send someone to take you there."

I was stunned.

"Xiao..."

I turned around, only to see that Xiao Jinyu had left the piano room without even leaving me behind.

Between us... how did it become like this.

Lowering my head, I looked at the black and white keys in front of me, raised my hand stiffly, and stroked the keys above. The sound flowing from my fingertips was not pleasant, but a series of simple sounds——

How did we become like this, why are we like this...

I bit my lip, stretched out my hand to cover the piano cover, and lay on it weakly, my face buried in the crook of my arms, my eyelashes were wet, and my heart was beating over and over again.

……

The row of wooden house restaurants by the sea is very unique in style, the kites hanging above the restaurant are blown up by layers of waves in the sea breeze...

The sports car stopped at the door of the restaurant.

The bodyguard got out of the car and opened the door, and I got out of the car. The female bodyguard immediately picked up a windbreaker and put it on me.

Xiao Jinyu didn't send Xiao Xia to accompany me, as if he didn't want me to think that he sent someone to follow me.

Now I can't see the hope of living, and I don't dare to easily reject Xiao Jinyu's kindness. This makes me struggle, and I don't know what to do anymore.

I went up the wooden ladder and walked into the dining room.

The restaurant with unique decoration style is very quiet, there are no guests, only Xi Jinrong is sitting there on the wooden table by the window, he is not wearing a suit, but a long windbreaker, he is black and very mature, his hair is blown by the wind from the window He was a little messy, fixed his eyes on the lighter in his hand, and kept pressing and closing it.

The flame flickered on and off.

"I'm sorry, miss, the restaurant is occupied today." A waiter came out and said apologetically.

I looked at Xi Jinrong.

The waiter understood and said quickly, "Miss, this way please."

I walked towards Xi Jinrong, and my eyes fell on the small cluster of flames on his lighter.

In that fire, I failed to avenge my parents, but I also destroyed my adoptive parents.I know that their injuries will not be too light, so they must have paid the price for my parents...

Xi Jinrong didn't know what he was thinking, and he only noticed me now, and his expression eased. It's rare, the unwillingness before was gone in his eyes when he looked at me, and it was rare that he regained his previous calm.

I sat down in front of him.

I'm here to explain clearly what's going on between us.

After all, Xi Jinrong not only represents himself, but also represents Xi's parents who have always taken care of me like my biological parents...

It is a natural instinct for any parent to have no hesitation in the face of saving their son.

Xi Jinrong looked at me with deep and melancholy eyes, "You know, in my eyes, you have always been a timid but brave little girl. I really didn't expect you to commit murder and arson."

"..."

My eyelashes trembled, and I looked up at him.

The bloodshot eyes in my eyes made Xi Jinrong's chest tremble.

"What do you think?" Xi Jinrong said, his tone more resembling helplessness towards me than blame.

what do i think.

I just want to end the grievances and grievances of 20 years ago, and also end myself.

"At the beginning, Irene wanted to push Jinyu Group to the Chinese market, and Xi's was their stumbling block, so she came up with this method. It just sacrificed some innocent people." Speaking of the death of my parents, my body Still can't help but tremble.

Although they didn't raise me, their death made me unacceptable!

"The American Xiao family? Heh..."

Hearing this, Xi Jinrong sneered, "They actually targeted Mrs. Xi at such an early stage... and they used such despicable methods."

Ironically, at first he had a good impression of Xiao Jinyu's mother.

After a long time, the husband and wife are not good people, and they are all staring at Xi's Group.

"Brother Xi, are you willing to believe me?" I was a little surprised.

Xi Jinrong's smile froze on his lips, he looked at me and asked, "Why didn't you tell me when I asked you before?"

"..." There are some things that I don't want to hurt Xiao Jinyu.

"So you're going to kill them to avenge your parents?"

Xi Jinrong looked at me and said.

"They're not dead." I twisted my sleeves with my hands, "They were transferred by Xiao Jinyu, especially his mother, I can't find her again."

It is impossible for me to take revenge.

My parents died in vain...

"Then when will you leave Xiao Jinyu?" Xi Jinrong said, straight to the point.

"..."

I was stunned, and my face became paler and paler.

"You won't tell me that you still want to stay by Xiao Jinyu's side." Xi Jinrong frowned tightly, and smiled wryly, "Did he tell you that he didn't know anything? Let you believe him."

"..."

Xiao Jinyu never mentioned to me what happened 20 years ago, even after the fire, he knew that I knew everything, and he didn't mention it.

He just took care of me all the time, taking care of me in every possible way.

He is kind to me, double good, desperately good.

"Let me tell you, he knew everything about it a long time ago. If he didn't know, he wouldn't have justifiably annexed Xi's and forced us into a corner." Xi Jinrong sneered, "Humans...will inherit the behavior of their parents."

The final goal is achieved.

"do not talk."

I do not want to hear.

"..."

Xi Jinrong was silent.

"he treats me well."

I lowered my head and kept my voice low.

is great.

So I dare not mention it, I dare not mention anything, I can only bear Xiao Jinyu's love numbly.

But I also clearly know that there are so many things between the two of us, and I want to kill his mother, between us... it is impossible to go back to the past.

"Did I treat you badly before? Why are you always so stubborn? Do you care about Xiao Jinyu, or what you owe Xiao Jincheng in the book?" Xi Jinrong turned his head, looked at the sports cars and bodyguards outside the window, and said , "These people are protecting you on the surface, but in fact they are watching you for Xiao Jinyu. Do you still want to deceive yourself? He hasn't changed, he hasn't changed at all. He is still the high-ranking Xiao Jincheng! Such a him, do you really think Is he nice to you?"

She doesn't even have freedom.

Is it good to be imprisoned?
"..."

I don't want to hear it, I resist to hear it.

"An Xin, I don't understand your logic." Xi Jinrong looked at my pale face puzzled, "You can have the idea of ​​killing his mother, but you don't want to be separated from Xiao Jinyu."

"..."

"Don't forget, his parents killed your parents, and your parents don't want to see you entangled with Xiao Jinyu." Xi Jinrong said, every sentence was mature and rational.

"..."

I understand, in fact I understand.

Irene's simple decision ruined my family, my biological parents died because of it, and my adoptive parents were punished for this matter.The culprit is Irene, Xiao Zhentian, and the Xiao family.

But I... How should I mention it, how should I propose a separation in front of Xiao Jinyu... I once promised him that we would have a happy ending, but am I breaking my promise?
And even if I mention it, Xiao Jinyu will definitely not let me go, so why should I hurt him again.

I stood up, lowered my eyes, and said plainly, "Brother Xi, I'm leaving first."

Xi Jinrong knew he was talking too much.

"Oh." Xi Jinrong laughed at himself, "Stop doing stupid things, you know, I...we will worry about you."

"..."

I froze.

I look at him.

After a long time, I heard him add, "It's not necessary to pay for anything with your life." At least, it shouldn't be her life!
Hearing this sentence, my nose was completely sore.

Xi's father, Xi's mother, and Keke, our relationship for so many years, I actually hurt them because of this incident, almost cut off contact with them, they must blame me, but listening to what Brother Xi said, I know, they didn't blame Me, on the contrary, they are worrying about me too!
That's enough, enough!
"thanks, thanks."

I bowed my head, my throat choked, a little excited, a little out of control, and then I left, and the moment I turned around, tears fell down.

"..."

Xi Jinrong sat by the window, staring at my back as I fled in a hurry, sucking hard on the cigarette in his mouth, a gloomy look appeared in his eyes.

Fool.

If he believed me when he received the call, then it would not be Xiao Jinyu who rescued me from the fire.

Then, would I be able to leave more simply? If I had given him a little more time when I received the call, the one who saved me from the fire... wouldn't be Xiao Jinyu.

Then, will I be able to leave simply?
……

I got in the car and reached out to wipe away the tears.