Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

He in my eyes gradually became blurred, and he was getting farther and farther away from me. That blurredness was extremely clear, and a deep stinging pain invaded my heart inadvertently.

If I knew later that it would be the last time I saw him in this life, I would definitely see him clearly, engrave it in my heart, and never forget it.

I was led to the Palace of Qinzheng, everything was an all-too-familiar scene, but I was stunned by the dazzling golden waves on the glazed tiles. I was in the red wall of the palace. I stood there stupidly and looked around, as if I was looking for something, but I didn't know what I was looking for.

Walking into the plum grove in a trance, the plum blossoms are just blooming, and clusters of crimson are dotted on the leaves, fragrant and fragrant.But it feels like the world is spinning around, green, pink, red, gold, countless bright lights are shot into the eyes, almost fainting.

"I know you will definitely beg me." In the silence, the words startled my ears.

Looking at the man in front of him, a feeling of sourness flashed through his heart, and it shattered into bitterness and strangled in his chest.

With no choice, I bent my knees and knelt on the dust and stones among the plum forests, "If I beg you, will you really let the prisoner go? The end is settled, will you really change?" For half a sentence, I don't know whether to ask him or myself.

But the world has just been settled, and the most important thing is to stabilize the court. If the remnants of the southern kingdom are not killed, if they rise up one day, it will be a thorny trouble for the court.

Liancheng Yanping is not stupid, on the contrary, he is calmer and wiser than Xiao Jincheng.

"I can."

"Why should I trust you?"

"You can only choose to trust me."

I can no longer utter a single word with just a few words, and now I am begging him, even if he repents, so what can I do?

People are in his hands, whether the ending is good or bad is up to him.

Liancheng squatted down, his eyes lingered on my face for a moment, the coldness in his eyes faded away, and slowly became softer, "I will let children under the age of ten and the elderly over 60 years old, as well as Xiao Jincheng, Xiao Zuo , Zhao Zhirui, Mu Tianyan, I will also let it go. The rest will be beheaded for public display."

I slowly breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, if he can really do this, it would not be in vain for me to beg him.The old, weak, women and children in the prison are indeed pitiful, but those officials who have enjoyed all the glory and wealth on weekdays but are now greedy for life and afraid of death are indeed hateful.

The reason why I came to beg Liancheng was only for those old and weak women and children. They should not be victims of war.

"Then what do you want me to do?"

"Be Xiaoxue'er's mother, Liancheng Yanping's concubine Yue."

My head seemed to have been hit hard with a sledgehammer, and I was buzzing.

Him, what is he talking about, Liancheng... Yanping's concubine Yue?He's crazy!

I was suddenly excited, got up suddenly, and wanted to leave.

Seeing my figure about to leave, he didn't stop him, just brushed his dragon robe, got up and said to me lightly, "Why, don't you want to save those children and the elderly? The world! It turns out that he is also the kind of person who will not save himself."

I stared straight at him with cold eyes, and my voice was cold, "Liancheng Yanping, do you really want to force me like this?"

"Everything is up to you to choose, I never forced you."

His eyes like the clear sky were peaceful, and he was not affected by my emotions. He stood quietly among the plum trees and looked at me, "You know, I can still pray for his life, you are not sacrificed for him Everything?"

He, Xiao Jincheng, can he really let Xiao Jincheng go?
Does Liancheng Yanping really think that Xiao Jincheng will accept such a 'kindness'?

Maybe he doesn't understand Xiao Jincheng, but I know that Xiao Jincheng is already ready to die, so I stayed beside Xiao Jincheng without saying a word, and I was already ready to die with him.

But why did Liancheng Yanping force me again, forcing me with the lives of innocent people.

Suddenly, I laughed, "Liancheng, why are you doing this? I used to be Yeluhuan's concubine Yue, and you are forcibly taking over your sister-in-law, do you know that?"

"I promised my eldest brother that I would take care of you, so this is just fulfilling my cousin's wish."

His voice was calm, and he walked towards me slowly, his eyes were deep and hard to fathom, but there was always a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

"What a grand reason to take care of me on behalf of Ah Huan?"

I stood up suddenly, and smiled sarcastically, "You kept saying that it was for you, A Huan, if A Huan stood in front of me at this moment, he would definitely forgive me to live and die with Xiao Jincheng, and would never force me like you do. "

He took a step forward, suddenly tightened my shoulders, pressed against the plum tree, but pressed his lips hard against me.The leaves of the plum tree fell and fell between us.

I tried my best to resist and struggle, but he tightened his grip, his hot lips cut my lips, and he panted heavily like madness.

I closed my eyes in despair, tears fell silently, silently, and wet his lips.

If Anhuai's life should be like this, then I admit it, the second female is still the second female after all, it's worth sacrificing me for so many lives, isn't it?
It took a long time before he calmed down his inexplicable madness, and pulled me into his arms, "It doesn't matter if it's an excuse or selfish desire. If this is a sin, I want you to bear it with me!"

His hoarse voice floated gently into his ears, "Since I can't get your heart, then I will imprison you in Zhaoyang Palace and never let you go."

I stared blankly at Xueer beside me, and smiled with tears in my eyes.

Sin, if it is my fault, I will.

If this is An Huaixin's fate, then I accept my fate.

I originally thought that I could control the life and death of everyone in the book, but in the end I realized that I am already a person in the book, and my fate is not up to me!
Xiao Jincheng, although I can't die with you, I will live with you here, okay?
Today is the day of my wedding, when I canonized Liancheng Yanping's concubine Yue, it seemed to be snowing outside, but I was not as excited as before, and I didn't even open the window.

Recently, the number of guards at Lanxiangju has increased a lot, except for Xueer, the rest of the servants have also increased by a dozen, wedding cakes, wedding candles, wedding tents, hi handkerchiefs, blood red everywhere, which shocked me.

On the table are all dazzling gold and silver jewellery, golden lotus crab hairpin, nasturtium bonsai hairpin, double positive bead pendant, dish phoenix, court beads, silver powder makeup basin...the dazzling array is extremely eye-catching.

Liancheng Yanping said that on the day I canonize him, he will release them. Xiao Jincheng, Xiao Zuo, Mu Tianyan, and Zhao Zhirui will be taken into a mansion and let them live here for a long time.Presumably Liancheng has already released him, he is the king of the world, he can't count his words.

Liancheng was indeed very thoughtful. It was impossible for the old and the weak, women and children to rise up, and the leaders were imprisoned in the mansion, let alone endangering the court. The rest of the capable officials were all beheaded. In this way, he didn't have the slightest worries.

Served by Xue'er and the other servants, I put on the windy silk wedding dress in a numb manner, and stood in front of the dressing table and let them paint my eyebrows and make up the whole outfit with their hands.The mirror was blank, and I couldn't even see my own face clearly.

This is my first time getting married?Looking at the bright red in the mirror, I raised the corners of my mouth sarcastically.

On the day of her wedding with Xiao Jincheng, the whole Zhaofeng Palace was the same, with red tents all over the sky.He canonized me as the holy imperial concubine, and he also rewarded me with a lot of things like Liancheng, which made me dazzled.

Everyone says: One woman does not serve two husbands.There are also some women who set up nujie memorial archways for Yuan's loyal daughters to her husband.Then a woman is married three times, all of whom are emperors, and she is in such a high position. How will people in the world treat her? Sexually slandering its canon...it's really complicated, I'm afraid even I can't figure out the inextricable relationship.

In a daze, the scene of the big wedding day with Xiao Jincheng was instantly shattered, and the gorgeous face I depicted appeared in my eyes.

Looking at myself in front of me is like watching a joke.

Unexpectedly, An Huaixin's ending was like this!

"Marshal, you can't go in...Marshal..." The maid guarding the door called anxiously, seeing that all my thoughts were disrupted.

The sound of footsteps approached, I got up from the dressing table in doubt, only to look back, the door of the bedroom was pushed open heavily.

The cold wind of winter snow outside hit my face, blowing up my untied hair, and it was tangled together one after another. Heart."

Seeing him here suddenly, seeing his complicated and hesitant appearance, my heart suddenly suffocated, and my heart beat violently.

"An Huaixin... Xiao Jincheng... is dead."

These words fell like a bolt from the blue, I stared blankly at the man in front of me with a tangled but regretful face, the red curtains floating all over the palace turned into scarlet blood before my eyes, splashing all over the floor.

My legs went limp, and I sat back heavily on the cold stool.

The ending, this is how the book ends...

The gate of the palace was closed tightly, leaving me alone sitting on the side of the makeup, staring at the mirror, there was not a trace of tears in the shining eyes, only a faint smile.

I thought of something again in a trance, I immediately got up, pushed open the vermilion window, heavy snow flew into the window like goose feathers, and poured on my body and face.

I evoked a faint smile, caught a few snowflakes, and what Lian Po said to me came to my ears.

"After you left the prison, he committed suicide."

"Khan blocked all the news, I'm afraid you will be overwhelmed."

"The reason why I told you this is because I admire his first name."

"I shouldn't hide this from you, you have the right to know."

The decaying grass bears the frost and snow in the distance, and the depression has not melted away. I look up at the white snow that covers the entire sky. I still remember that it snowed on the day I married him.

Back then, it was Yeluqi who carried me on the sedan chair...Who is going to carry me on the sedan chair now, and who will accompany me to finish this road that I tried my best but couldn't finish...Back then, I indirectly killed him Xiao Yiran... You want me to promise you not to be polluted by this bloody harem, and you can go as far as you can, but after ten years of walking, I still stay where I am, in this cold-blooded palace... Xiao Jincheng, you Do you still choose to be Xiang Yu?

Xiao Jincheng, why do you have to go first, why can't you live with me.

I have given up my original world for you, accepted the fates of the characters in the book, and accepted their fates, but you left anyway?

I leaned weakly on the window sill, looking at the plum grove in front of me, a faint smile appeared on my face, it was sweet, happy, sad, and painful... Plum, which bears many of my dreams.

Taking a deep breath of the faint fragrance of plum, mixed with a touch of coldness, my eyelids gradually closed, and the first meeting with Xiao Jincheng flashed in my mind... Xiao Jincheng gave up the throne for me for the first time... Xiao Jincheng wanted me to be his only My wife...Xiao Jincheng's use and harm to me...Xiao Jincheng's laughter and anger towards me...Everything that happened was like a dream. Xueer finally couldn't bear it anymore and pushed open the door of the bedroom, "Madam, I can't delay any longer... Khan is in the main hall with all the ministers..." The door creaked open, her voice stopped silently, and she froze on the spot. Obsessed with me.

She choked and said tremblingly, "Ma'am, your hair!"

I looked back and smiled at her, my voice was vague and illusory, and I couldn't hide my self-mockery, "He died, why didn't anyone tell me. I'm still going to be his concubine of the moon, and I'm going to enjoy lifelong wealth and glory... "

Xue'er's tears made the ground drip, like a spring flooding, nothing could stop it.

The north wind slipped in through the window, blowing my loose hair from behind, and a few strands fell on my chest.With trembling hands, he gently stroked a strand of hair that had turned gray at some point, and muttered to himself, "It turns out that this is the white hair and the beauty."

The oath of the vicissitudes of life has finally come true.

Forget it, forget it, since his ending is over, then the rest is mine, I don't know, can I go back to my world!
Xiao Jincheng, Xiao Jinyu, you are the same person?

There was a painful convulsion in the chest, and the disgusting smell of boasting me rose to the throat, and a mouthful of bright red blood sprayed out, and the eye sockets were covered with blood that could not be washed away.In an instant, the whole person was hollowed out, and his body swayed, falling to the ground as gracefully as plum blossoms that had been torn by the north wind.

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At the same time, in another world.

"Come on, come on! The patient is awake, she is awake!!!"