Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

With a glance, there are many familiar faces among them, as well as many family members of officials, young children, and elderly parents. They look embarrassed and miserable.

Oh, why didn't I think that the Southern Kingdom was defeated and all the officials of the Manchu Dynasty were captives of Khitan, so many people will face death soon.

I just never thought that Liancheng would not spare even children and the elderly.

Many of these officials were once his aides. In comparison, isn't he very familiar with these people?
At this moment, I finally understood why Liancheng was so sure that I would beg him... But, I don't want to soften my heart again, I want to be selfish again.

Maybe it was because I felt in my heart that I would definitely not die, and Xiao Jincheng would be fine, so I calmly sat back beside Xiao Jincheng again, and he stretched out his strong arms to embrace me, as if he was afraid that I would disappear if he let go.

I thought he would ask Liancheng why he wanted me, but he didn't ask, he just hugged me tightly.

"Why didn't you ask me what I said to Liancheng Yanping?" I looked up at him slightly, my forehead touched his chin, and I felt a slight pain and itching from the beard stubble.

"The important thing is that you are back, nothing else is important anymore." Now his mood is much better than when he first entered the prison, and his smile gradually appeared, but he couldn't hide the loneliness in his eyes.

I looked back, leaned on his shoulder, and closed my eyes suddenly, but what I heard was Zhao Zhirui's bitter laughter, "Is her name Mu Zhiwu, what a nice name? It's Grandpa who has troubled you all." , I want to accompany my father to die together."

"Father, don't say that. As the descendants of the Zhao family, we feel very honored. We are the children of generals, and we will never show the slightest fear in the face of death." It was Zhao Ziyan who said this, her voice was sonorous Powerful, and the momentum of his words is comparable to that of a man.

Yes, she is indeed the heroine I was looking for at the beginning, if not for my inexplicable intrusion, she and Xiao Jincheng are really a good match.

"But we don't want to die!" Suddenly a voice broke in, and the whole sky prison was boiling, and the sound of whimpering came endlessly.

"My father and mother are old, they are not guilty, why should they die with me..."

"My child is only four years old, he doesn't understand anything, I really don't want to hurt him..."

"I don't want to die, I really don't want to die..."

I turned my head and buried a little deeper in Qiyou's shoulder again, not daring to open my eyes to look at the bleak scene at this moment, and unconsciously clutching the front of Xiao Jincheng's chest, I thought of Du Mu's "Ti Wujiang Pavilion" , couldn't help murmuring, "The victory and defeat of the county is unexpected, and you are a man who bears shame and shame. The children of Jiangdong are so talented, and it is unknown if they will make a comeback."

"Xin'er, do you know what you're talking about?" Xiao Jincheng was taken aback suddenly, and his volume increased a lot, but it seemed extremely low amidst the sobbing and noisy voice of the sky prison.

I didn't answer, and asked with a low laugh, "If you can escape this disaster, will you make a comeback?"

"There are warriors who are exhausted from the war and mourn, and the Central Plains will never recover from the defeat. Although the children of Jiangdong are here today, they are willing to come back for the king." He only used Wang Anshi's "Wujiang Pavilion" to answer my question, "Xin'er, I If it was Xiang Yu, he would have chosen to commit suicide in the Wujiang River, and he would never cross the river."

Finally, I opened my eyes and stared at him with tears in my eyes, "Then I will be your Concubine Yu?"

Xiao Jincheng looked at me deeply, speechless for a moment, suddenly he shook his head and said, "No, if you can save your life, don't leave with me. I am not qualified to drag you to be buried with me. I owe you so much in this life." Too much, I didn't expect to owe you in the end."

I bowed my head sadly, held his cold hand, just laughed, but didn't speak.

There are mixed feelings in my heart. Has Xiao Jincheng forgotten what he said to me at the beginning, "Life is life, and death is death"?He actually wanted me to live alone?
"Why are you crying!" Zhao Zhirui yelled angrily, and glanced at the crying men, women and children around him with his bloodshot eyes, "They are all cowards, they are not worthy to be the people of my southern country."

"Father, forget it, everyone has his own choice." Mu Tianyan's words of "father" made Zhao Zhirui's face soften in vain, and tears flashed in his eyes, "You...you call me father?"

"I have owed this to my father for a long time, and now it has reached this point. If I don't pay it back, I'm afraid I will regret it for life." Mu Tianyan held Zhao Ziyan's hand through the gap between the sky prison, and said affectionately Tenderness hides infinite affection.

How deep is their relationship?

And Zhao Ziyan, who was already in tears, broke into a smile, holding Mu Tianyan's hand back with one hand, and tightly hugging the child in her arms with the other, "Father, Yue'er told you a long time ago, Tianyan is not you The imaginary monopolization of power and harm to the court. Now, can you believe it?"

"Yeah, Dad already knew it. It's just that I can't get rid of my old face and reconcile with him! I'm talking about your previous relationship...that's all, that's all...you can say anything now..." Zhao Zhirui sighed, and finally turned to Mu Tianyan It also relaxed her heart, Zhao Ziyan suddenly laughed out loud, enjoying herself, and she could actually see such a scene in the sky prison.

Zhao Zhirui is very lucky, there was only such a daughter and son-in-law before, and now there is another granddaughter, and he was able to receive this comfort before he died, and he really died without regret.

Seeing this, my tears fell quietly, the scene in front of me made me envious, no, it seems more appropriate to say jealousy.Xiao Jincheng seemed to see why I was crying, stroked my hair, and said softly, "Don't cry, you still have me."

The heartache and tears that I had endured for many days poured out in an instant. I threw myself into his arms and burst into tears. My crying sound was very small mixed with so many whimpers. Cry loudly, "Why do people always know how to cherish when they are about to lose..."

Zhao Ziyan and Mu Tianyan, Xiao Jincheng and I...

It seems that this book is really coming to an end, and we are all waiting for our respective endings...

That was the last sentence I said. Since then, I have been sitting blankly by the cold corner, with an undetectable mocking smile at the corner of my mouth, silent with Xiao Jincheng, and watching the miserable scene in the prison together. scene.

Three days later, I finally said a word, "Jincheng, I still only have you in my heart, can you believe it?" Xiao Jincheng seemed to realize something, his blurred eyes returned to the sharpness of the past, and he stared at me as if Can see through everything.I looked back firmly at his cold and unfathomable gaze, as if I wanted to say a thousand words, but I didn't know where to start.

The short silence ushered in the heart-warming steps, and the breathless but tense air condensed in the air, "Concubine Yue, the sweaty servant came to pick you up."

Everyone in the prison looked sideways at the messenger, including Xiao Jincheng.

Looking at the man's tone, Liancheng seemed sure that I would beg him, but I have to say that Liancheng really knows me very well.

I got up in front of everyone and saw Zhao Zhirui's doubts, Mu Tianyan's astonishment, Xiao Zuo's gloom, Zhao Ziyan's strangeness, and the puzzlement of the people around him, but Xiao Jincheng's face was as cold as ice, and his eyes had no warmth.

His indifference stung my heart. He must be blaming me for breaking my vow to live with life and die with death.

However, An Huaixin can only do this, because I am no longer the author of this book, and I cannot decide the fate of any of them, including myself.

Perhaps, An Huaixin is really a bad heart, not worthy of happiness, because An Huaixin is born to be a woman who makes wedding dresses for others.

"You are a woman, you have endured gossip and insults, everyone scorned you, you have saved the southern country, you have saved those who abused you, you have done enough, now, what do you want to do?" Before stepping out of the prison door, Xiao Jincheng's deep voice came, the voice was erratic and unreal, which made my whole body freeze there, and I used a lot of strength with my left hand holding the iron rod of the prison door.

"An Huaixin is such a fate, no wonder others."

An Huai Xin, doesn't the original intention of this name mean to have the world in mind?

"If you leave just to save everyone in the prison, I advise you not to, no one will be grateful to you."

The people in the prison seemed to realize why I had to leave, kneeling on the iron railings, staring at me expectantly and shouting, "Concubine Xian, we will be grateful to you, as long as you save my family of seven go out……"

The begging voice resounded throughout the prison, deafening.

I looked back slowly, looked at Xiao Jincheng with a gloomy face and smiled, "Look, many people are grateful to me."

"Concubine Xian, what good is it for you to save this group of people who are greedy for life and afraid of death?" Zhao Zhirui's expression changed, and he suddenly shouted at me, his voice overshadowed the begging voices of the crowd, "Shut up, shut up! "He pardoned the group of people who begged me, bordering on madness.

"General Zhao, the advantage of me saving them is that I can save my own life, and I don't want to die." I said this firmly, and I happened to smile when I met the disbelieving gazes of Mu Tianyan and Zhao Zhirui.

Turning to look at Xiao Jincheng's cold eyes, "Xin'er can't be Yu Ji, and I don't have the courage to swing a sword in front of Xiang Yuqi to kill herself. So, don't compare yourself to Xiang Yu. Losing doesn't mean that everything you did before was in vain , Live your life like an ordinary person."

I slowly stepped back a few steps and finally left the dungeon, while Xiao Jincheng was always sitting in the corner, staring at me leaving motionless, with clear traces in his eyes, and the lines on his face became more stern.

His eyes are unusually cold... It seems that my departure has nothing to do with him.But I saw his clenched fists and the tears slowly falling from the corners of his eyes, crystal clear.

Fool, big fool, An Huaixin's fate should be like this, An Huaixin and Xiao Jincheng can never be together... This is An Huaixin's fate, and also, Xiao Jincheng's fate...

He in my eyes gradually became blurred, and he was getting farther and farther away from me. That blurredness was extremely clear, and a deep stinging pain invaded my heart inadvertently.

If I knew later that it would be the last time I saw him in this life, I would definitely see him clearly, engrave it in my heart, and never forget it.