half year later

In the past six months, I left C Magazine.When I handed over the resignation letter to Lu Songze, he just looked at me blankly and didn't do much to keep me.

But I also know him. He is a very well-hidden person who never reveals his thoughts to others.

In the past six months, my mother still didn't wake up, and my father's illness began to recur due to too much work. Fortunately, it was not a serious problem to be rescued in time.

Since Fangfang hung up on my phone that time, she seldom talked to me. Every time she came to visit my parents, she would sigh and give me a blank look, which made me very nervous.

There was no news about Yin Zihao in the past six months. He seemed to have disappeared from the world suddenly. If he searched for news about him, there was not even a single search.He went so thoroughly that the only thing I can think of him is our memories.

Love is actually okay, time can more or less dilute it, just seeing things and thinking about others, often walking alone in places we are familiar with, missing him, laughing or crying.

After going back and forth between the hospital and home for half a year, my father's condition began to improve. Looking at his parents lying on the hospital bed, he quietly closed the door.

I stood at the gate of the hospital, picked up my mobile phone and prepared to call Didi Taxi, when Dr. Lin came to my side.

"Yun'er, where are you going?"

I glanced at him, and smiled at him: "Fang Fang and Li Qin had a fight, how about trying to persuade them?"

"Do you want me to see you off?" Dr. Lin glanced at me, then looked into the distance.

"No, I've been bothering you all this time. I've already called Didi Taxi."

Dr. Lin wanted to say something else, the driver called me, I said "goodbye" to Dr. Lin and got in the car.

When I arrived at Li Qin's house, Fang Fang had already cried a lot, her eyes were red and swollen, and Li Qin was just sitting on the sofa with her chest in her arms.Fangfang couldn't help crying when she saw me.

I glanced at Li Qin, pulled Fangfang into the room, sat on the edge of the bed, and handed her a tissue.

"What the hell happened?"

"He, there's someone outside him." Fangfang couldn't help crying as she spoke.

"You tell me exactly what happened."

Fangfang cried and said, "That day I went to C magazine to find Li Qin for dinner, but I accidentally saw a little girl from their company talking non-stop around him, still, still—" Fangfang choked up as she spoke.

"What's the matter?" I held Fangfang's hand, and her hand was trembling.

"Still holding his arm, it's really like a couple."

"Then how does Li Qin explain?"

"He only said he was a colleague, and he was shocked when the woman did this."

"Maybe Li Qin didn't mean that at all? You're thinking too much." I patted Fangfang's shoulder that was trembling from crying.

"I thought I was thinking too much, but—" Fangfang hesitated to speak, and began to cry, covering her face.

I knew that she would be even more sad if I continued to ask, so I helped her lie on the bed and covered her with the quilt: "You should rest for a while, don't get too excited."

After leaving the room, I walked up to Li Qin's side. Seeing him sitting there with his head buried, I tapped his shoulder.When he looked up, he saw the bloodshot eyes in his eyes. If Fangfang hadn't called me and said that he wanted to break up with Li Qin, maybe I really thought they were just a small episode between lovers, but then I saw the eyes of the two were full of tears. Although they were sad, they were also relieved, after all, they both had each other in their eyes.

"What's going on? Fangfang is really sad." I sat across from him and asked.

"Esa has always admired me, but I have made it clear to her that I have a girlfriend. I don't know why she did something that Fangfang misunderstood, and what I don't know is that she actually asked Fangfang to confess. Let Fangfang leave me." Li Qin touched his head in pain, "You know Fangfang doesn't want to listen to my explanations when she gets angry. I've told her many times, but she still thinks we have something wrong. .” He swallowed, and continued, “Actually, I have already resigned today.”

"Did you tell her?"

He shook his head: "What I want to say is that you see her crying as soon as she comes. I can't talk at all, and even said that I want to break up. How can you make me feel better? "

"Say the word break up, it's really not ordinary uncomfortable." I murmured, "Maybe the two intersecting lines will become the beginning of parallel lines."

I went to Fangfang's room and heard her sobbing in bed, and sat beside her: "Actually, Li Qin loves you, you should know better than anyone else, Esa is just a troublemaker, Li Qin Qin didn't take it to heart at all, even if she came to you to confess, no matter how much she loves her, as long as Li Qin has you in his heart." I glanced out the window, and the sound of autumn rain beating On the glass window, people feel a touch of sadness.

"Don't say the word break up easily, maybe you will lose the person you love for the rest of your life."

"But—" I heard a muffled voice hiding under the quilt.

"He has already resigned. Doesn't such a move reassure you of him?"

Fangfang lifted the quilt abruptly: "He, he resigned?" I nodded.

"Then why didn't he say anything?"

I smiled: "Have you ever given him a chance?" I patted Fangfang on the shoulder: "I don't care about the next thing, I'm an outsider."

"Thank you, Yuner."

I stood up, took a tissue on the table and put it next to her: "Wipe your face, and talk to him. You can't let a mouse poop ruin a pot of soup."

When I got home, I sat on the sofa and watched the latest TV series, but I couldn't watch any of the content. When I remembered what I said to Fangfang, I unconsciously twitched the corners of my mouth.

The more you understand these words, the more wrong you do them.

I went back to the room, sat at the desk, and looked at my account book. I have spent hundreds of thousands of dollars in the past six months. I am jobless, so I should find a job and make up for the lost money.

In the past few days, I went to several media companies, big and small, and I didn't reject them one by one. I thought it was because of my lack of ability. During the interview at the last company, I accidentally met the interviewer and listened to the interviewer's words. My heart, I finally understand, I have to ask her if I want to find a job in the news industry.

I couldn't laugh or cry, I ran downstairs to her company, seeing her and Lu Songze being intimate, I stood directly in front of them.There was a trace of astonishment on Lu Songze's face, but he quickly put away his expression.On the contrary, Fang Chenyao didn't feel that my appearance was a big deal at all, but walked past me directly holding Lu Songze's arm.

I grabbed Fang Chenyao, with anger in my eyes: "It's the companies you're looking for that won't let them admit me?"

"What? Do you want to settle accounts with me?" Fang Chenyao shook off my hand, "You are just a money-hungry person."

"..." I was at a loss for words for a moment, but I couldn't think of how to reply, after all, I was already that kind of person.

"But it's okay, you can see your sincerity with just such a small amount of money. I'm really happy for my brother." Fang Chenyao saw that I was silent, and a smug smile appeared on her face.

"Brother?" I smiled secretly, "You still call me very kindly?"

"You don't know how well Yin Zihao and Xia Jing are living abroad. I heard that they will come back soon, and the two families may be talking about marriage." Fang Chenyao smiled and kept her gaze on me.

I clutched the corner of my clothes tightly, is he going to get married?My heart was half cold, and my whole body was trembling.

Seeing that I was silent, Fang Chenyao walked up to my ear and whispered, "You know that I asked Lu Songze to put the paternity test on the table for you to see, and I deliberately provoked you to ask you to find Fang Yuan. Yes, because Fang Yuan already knew my identity." She chuckled in my ear, "What I didn't expect was that you were willing to give up Yin Zihao for money, but I'm quite happy with the ending."

I took two steps back, looked at the smile on Fang Chenyao's face, and then at Lu Songze's calm look.I laughed out loud suddenly, Fang Chenyao was taken aback by my laughter, and pulled Lu Songze away quickly.

I thought I was smart, I thought I could understand other people's voices, but I have always been a pawn in their hands.

The raindrops fell on my body, icy cold, just like my current mood, icy cold.I wanted to find a place to hide from the rain first, but my feet still stopped. This kind of rain made my mind start to clear up, and my heart began to clear up.

……

When I came to the hospital, I looked at my parents on the hospital bed, my eyes were blurred.I rubbed my eyes and tried to open the door, but I still retracted my outstretched hand. I sat in the long corridor, buried my head in meditation.

Lin Fei brought me a cup of coffee, I looked up at him with a smile on my tired face.

"Thank you, Dr. Lin."

"Why don't you go in?" Lin Fei sat beside me.

"Hey" I sighed, didn't answer Lin Fei's words, just clutched the coffee cup in my hand.

"Don't worry, they are doing well now. Uncle can take care of aunt now."

"Thanks to Dr. Lin for his help." I took a sip of coffee and looked out the glass window.

The rain outside the window still hasn't stopped, sometimes big and sometimes small, sometimes urgent and sometimes slow, just like my current mood, irritable, but I don't know what to do.

The clear ticking sound of raindrops hitting the glass is as cold as hitting the heart.

I thought that the passage of time would make me no longer sad, I thought that as long as there was no news of him, I would not think too much, I thought that I could live a good life when I was busy and tired, but in fact it was all I thought, my heart was still I can't lie to myself. When I heard the news that he was going to get married, I still felt something in my heart. It was so cold that I shrank unconsciously.

"Is it cold?" Lin Fei looked at me.

I smiled: "Autumn is here, and winter doesn't feel far away. One autumn rain and one cool, the mood seems to change with the change of seasons."

"what happened?"

"Autumn is so bleak, with yellow leaves falling, flying all over the sky, autumn rain, and strong coolness. My mother has been in a coma for more than half a year, and my father is like this, sometimes I really feel very tired."

I'm really tired, so I speak incoherently what I didn't intend to say.

"Didn't I say that uncle and aunt are in good condition, you don't need to worry too much. Auntie will definitely wake up."

"I have always said to myself that my mother will wake up. It seems that I have been waiting for a long time, and I am still like this. It's not that I am pessimistic, but now I have to be pessimistic." Tears flashed in my eyes, I stood up and walked to the window forward.

Lin Fei also stood beside me, looking at Qiu Yu outside the window, and said lightly: "If you feel tired, I am willing to lend you my shoulder."

I glanced at him beside me and laughed to myself.

Once upon a time, someone said this. He flew all the way to Hong Kong to comfort me for me. At that time, I was very helpless, but what I didn’t know was how scared he might be on the plane.

I said "thank you" to Lin Fei and walked out of the hospital.

I don't need to lean on other people's shoulders anymore, I don't need it, and I don't want to.

The person I would lean on my shoulders has hurt me deeply.

At the gate, looking at the lines of the rain, I stopped there without taking a step.

Suddenly I miss him so much.

……

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