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I don't know how I got home, opened the door, lay on the sofa, closed my eyes, like a puppet, and was carried by my only reason to finish these things.

I thought I would cry like I broke up with Lu Songze, but I lay very quietly, my mind seemed to be hollowed out, empty.This feeling is like having a long, long dream and finding that there is nothing, the only feeling is that I am very tired, very tired.

I sat up, turned on the TV, and the movie channel was showing Zhou Xingchi's "A Chinese Journey to the West". I tuned other channels, but after changing a circle, I tuned back. I opened my hands, suddenly wanted to laugh, smiled and cried, tears dripped on the back of my hand, I looked up at the ceiling, put the tears in my eyes, quickly picked up the paper towel on the table and wiped them away .

I don't know when I fell asleep, it was the gurgling sound of my stomach that woke me up, I rubbed my stomach, stretched my waist, went to the kitchen and looked around, looked in the cabinet I was stunned, thinking of the way he looked at me eating instant noodles with distaste and stubbornly eating them, he smiled slightly.

I closed the cupboard and walked out of the kitchen.

When I went out, I wanted to find something to eat near the community, but after wandering around, there was nothing I particularly wanted to eat. I stood at the crossroads, watching the traffic lights constantly changing roles, watching the crowds of people coming and going, Standing there for a long time without moving.

I still turned back to the community, walked downstairs and saw a familiar car, I hid aside.He got out of the car, leaned against the car door, and looked out the window of my house.He looked at it for a long time, and finally lowered his eyes with disappointment.

He walked slowly along the community, passing by our most beautiful places, standing by the swing, stroking the rusted ropes, and sighed deeply.

His eyes were very confused, originally he was only moving gently, but suddenly there seemed to be a fierce fire in his eyes, he was watching the swinging swing closely.I watched him tightly grip the rope, and I could feel that there must be a deep impression of the rope on his palm.

He quickly left the swing and drove away.I hailed a taxi and followed him.

The route he drove was very familiar, and he stopped in the video game hall.Walking into the video game hall, seeing him beating the groundhog hard, I remembered that I used to vent in the same way when I was broken in love. I wished I could smash the groundhog. I think he thought the same way. So hard, so ruthless.

I walked out of the video game hall and leaned against the wall, the night was already dark, my heart should calm down with the night, but I couldn't calm down when I thought of him.

I am hurting you time and time again, and I am no longer entitled to your love.It's too wrong, so let's separate.

When I regained my composure, I looked at the video game hall again, but he was nowhere to be seen.I ran in and looked for him in the crowd, but I searched around one by one, but still couldn't find him.

I walked out of the video game hall in a daze, the wind blew away the tears from the corners of my eyes, and I smiled.

I lost you, and I also lost my heart.

I came to the river where we had been, quietly looking at the quiet river under the moonlight, but my heart could not be calm.I picked up the stones on the ground and started paddling.

At that time, I couldn’t do any of them, except the time he taught me by hand, I thought about the posture he taught me, and threw it into the river, with a "plop", under the silent moonlight, it seemed like It hit my heart, it hurts.

I've tried several times and failed, and I sigh, I still can't do it without you.

My heart sank suddenly, bottomless, I wanted to touch it, but I couldn't.

It turned out that I had lost him.

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My stomach began to growl desperately, I still went to Zhang Ji food stall, where I have the best memories of him and me, it was also this season, and it was the original scene, but I was the only one who got off the bus.

I took two steps and stopped. I thought I had lost him, but the familiar figure not far away was still sitting there quietly.

I took a step forward, maybe if I explain everything to him, we can go back to the original point, but——

I looked at the beautiful woman sitting beside him, took the wine glass from his hand, persuaded him, and hid behind the tree.

My heart tugged a bit, tears flowed from my eyes, and I grabbed the bark tightly with my hands, wanting to feel the existence of my heart.

They sat there for a long time, Yin Zihao kept drinking wine, glass after glass, while Xia Jing who was sitting next to him was consoling at first, but then just sat quietly beside him, with Looking at him reluctantly.

My heart is shaking, my head is stuffy, and I want to step forward, but am I still qualified to do so?

Yin Zihao stood up, shook it, my heart also shook, stretched out his hand, but what he grasped was only air.Xia Jing wanted to support him, but he let go of Xia Jing's hand and walked staggeringly. He was getting closer and closer to me, and he supported the tree where I was hiding, and my heart trembled in fright. With his back against the bark, he dared not look at him.

He was really drunk, didn't notice me, and walked straight in the direction of his car.

I slowly turned around and looked at the back. Xia Jing still supported him and walked side by side with him. Tears still flowed down my eyes.

He got in the car, Xia Jing walked to the driver's door, and glanced in my direction, my eyes just met her, I lowered my eyes unnaturally, didn't look directly in that direction, and listened to the sound of the car starting Only after hearing the voice, I raised my eyes and looked in the direction where the voice disappeared.

your happiness is the sun in my world.

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After that night, I fell ill and lay on the bed for three days and three nights. I was always in a daze, as if I was dreaming, as if it was real, and the corners of my eyes would always shed tears uncontrollably.

Dad came back and asked me to go to the hospital to hang water. I murmured "I don't want to go to the hospital" and fell asleep again.

When I woke up, I found that Dr. Lin was beside me.

I smiled at him with what little energy I had, and fell asleep again.

When he woke up again, the person beside him was still him.

"How long have I been asleep?" I said weakly.

"It's been a long time," Dr. Lin said.

"Oh." My mouth was dry and bitter, "I want to drink some water."

Dr. Lin poured me a glass of water and put it in my hand.I sat up slowly, but the strength in my hand was weak, and it softened as soon as I exerted force.Dr. Lin put down the water glass in his hand, and very gently helped me sit up.

"I haven't eaten for a whole day, so I have no energy." He put the cup back into my hand, "Why don't you go to the hospital?" "I don't like the smell of the hospital."

He smelled his clothes, and the corner of my mouth moved as I watched.

"I just want to smell if I smell like a hospital, in case you don't like it."

I hooked the corner of my mouth slightly and took a sip of water.

"There is porridge, how about some?" Dr. Lin said.

"I can't eat, I still want to take a rest." After finishing speaking, I lay down again.

Dr. Lin didn't say anything, just sat beside me. I don't know how long I sat there, but when I opened my eyes again, he was gone.

Well, no need to force a smile anymore.

I didn't have any strength in my body. I wanted to get up and look for something to eat, but I found that there was nothing. I walked back to the bed and closed my eyes. If I didn't think about anything, I wouldn't be hungry.

Sure enough, I fell asleep again.

I don't know if this is real or a dream, I ran anxiously at the airport, searching for his figure in the crowd, but it was still in vain, he left, and never came back after leaving.

I don't want him to leave, I miss him very much, miss him very much.

Looking at his back, I want to grab him forward, but why is he getting farther and farther away from me even though I am running hard?Sorry, don't go!I yelled heartbreakingly, but he didn't look back.

I tried with the last of my strength to catch him, but he was long gone.

I stretched my legs and panted non-stop, and howled with grievance.

Hearing the sobbing sound of my heart, I raised my eyes suddenly, breathed a sigh of relief, and found that it was a dream, but the lingering fear in the dream still exists to this day.

That scene was so real as if it was right in front of my eyes. I touched the corners of my eyes, but they were still wet.I laughed self-deprecatingly.

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I was really hungry, so I went to the kitchen, took a pack of instant noodles from the cabinet, boiled some water, and cooked a bowl.The phone rang suddenly.

"Zhao Yun'er, what's the matter with you? Do you know that Yin Zihao has gone abroad?" Fangfang's anxious and scolding voice almost made me choke.

"We are separated." I said lightly.

"How is your heart made? How can you speak so calmly as if it's none of your business?" I was poked by Fangfang's words. "What should I do? I proposed it. Are you still begging him to say I'm wrong?" I put down the chopsticks in my hand. I couldn't eat the noodles. I walked to the sofa and curled up. .

"Do you know who he went with?" "It's not my business."

"Xia Jing. Xia Jing announced to the media yesterday that she is temporarily retiring from the entertainment industry."

"Okay. She was originally a man and a woman."

"You—" Fang Fang was probably driven mad by my careless words, and didn't know what to say.

"Isn't this ending better?" I said.

Hearing the sudden "beep beep" sound on the other end of the phone, I sneered, picked up the phone, browsed the news, saw the photo of him and her, and smiled with tears in my eyes.

"I'm relieved to have her by your side."

I walked to the balcony, the sunlight outside was very dazzling, I closed my eyes and opened them again, folded my arms around my chest, and looked into the distance.

Today's weather is really good, the visibility is extremely high, and you can look far away.I looked up at the sky, the sky was blue and blue, and the clouds were as thin as gauze.

A plane crossed my line of sight, leaving a long white line that lasted for a long time.

With your departure, I will no longer have my own happiness.Fortunately, you left me with the best memories.

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