Qin Shao's exclusive ex-wife

The words Chu Yu said were sincere, and she really didn't think there was any possibility of her and Qin Yize getting back together, but no matter what she told Zuo Jin, Zuo Jin would always smile and shake his head, with the sadness in his eyes It almost made Chu Yu suspect that Zuo Jin knew what she was thinking better than she did, which drove Chu Yu crazy.

"Chu Yu, you are still explaining to me until now. I said, the two of us were not together in the first place. Whoever you like is your freedom. Don't feel sorry for me. I'm just afraid that you will think so." , I was afraid that my feelings for you would become a burden for you to love others, but I didn’t expect that what I was worried about happened.”

Zuo Jin felt very helpless for Chu Yu's explanation. In fact, if two people have lived together for three years but haven't been together, they probably really are not suitable. In fact, the decision to let go today is because of Giving Chu Yu freedom is also giving yourself freedom.

"Zuo Jin, you are still blaming me for what happened two days ago, right?" Chu Yu couldn't listen to what Zuo Jin said now, her heart was full of guilt towards Zuo Jin, she felt that she had no conscience , to be more ruthless, even like a white-eyed wolf that Zuo Jin raised for three years.

"Chu Yu, be sober and listen carefully to what I have to say. I really don't blame you..." Zuo Jin was very helpless, "If you insist on me telling the evidence, it will be embarrassing for both of us. , please leave me with the last bit of dignity, okay?"

"I'm sorry..." Chu Yu also felt that today was a bit too much. Zuo Jin's words made her feel extremely uneasy. She had experienced too many things recently and was already exhausted, so facing Zuo Jin almost Yu begged, but in the end she didn't ask any further, and said sorry to Zuo Jin uneasy about this matter.

"You really have nothing to be sorry for me. I also feel very happy during the three years you lived with me, especially Xiao Niannian. These three years are enough for me to recall 30 years later. The previous years of my life Thirty years have never been as happy as these three years, really, Chu Yu, you don’t have to feel sorry, I want to thank you instead.”

Zuo Jin paused again to calm down his emotions, and then continued: "You know my family situation since I was a child, so I am very eager to have a family of my own. It’s like stealing it, I’m also very happy, you and Xiao Niannian also let me experience the warmth and beauty that a family should have, so thank you and Xiao Niannian.”

What Zuo Jin said was true. He never felt that he had been wronged in the past three years. It was just that Chu Yu always felt sorry for him, and he himself felt that last year was too much for him. It's beautiful, so she has been reluctant to let go of Chu Yu, but now the person Chu Yu is destined for has appeared, and it's time for her to return to the life she should have.

"Don't say thank you. I am the one who should say thank you. Anyone with a discerning eye can see how much you have helped me in the past three years. How can I have the nerve to let you say thank you to me? I am sorry for you, you are the one who treats me For me, you already exist like a family member, your status is far more important than a lover, you are really important to me..."

Chu Yu knew that no matter how much he said, he would not be able to change Zuo Jin's current mind, so he simply stopped wasting words. Zuo Jin's temperament is gentle and gentle, but also tough, and what he is determined to do is usually changed by others. No, and if I think about it carefully, I don't know why Zuo Jin changed his mind. His letting go like this is actually a good thing for both of them. Chu Yu felt that he was probably shocked by this sudden news. Dizzy, forget to think.

"That's great." Hearing Chu Yu's words, Zuo Jin smiled and said these two words: "I don't seem to have any regrets after hearing you say that. I can let you say that I am more important than my lover. The sadness in my heart is finally a little less..."

Zuo Jin said these words with a smile. He was afraid that he would leave a bad impression in front of Chu Yu, so he said all the words today with a smile. He wanted to retain the last bit of his dignity. Zuo Jin, who pretended to smile, made Chu Yu feel even more uncomfortable.

"Okay, don't be so sad and sad, make it like a farewell to death, I will still be by your side in the future, I just tell you now, if you have someone you like again in the future, you can discuss feelings again If that's the case, you can go there boldly, even if that person is Qin Yize, no one will say anything."

Zuo Jin looked at Chu Yu who was so sad now that he couldn't laugh or cry. Girls are always easy to hurt the spring and the autumn. He really wanted to reach out and hug Chu Yu, but after thinking about it, he still controlled it. Since he decided to let go, Don't leave any more illusions for yourself. There may be many people who can hug her in the future, but it won't be me.

"Then how am I going to explain this to Xiao Niannian..." This is another issue that Chu Yu is concerned about. Xiao Niannian is a genius, and the atmosphere between Zuo Jin and herself has changed. Can't you feel it?

"Xiao Niannian... she will understand when she grows up, and she doesn't understand now. Anyway, we both want to behave like before. As long as we don't have any problems and behave as usual, Xiao Niannian Nothing will happen, and there will be no surprises."

Regarding this point, Zuo Jin is very open. He and Chu Yu are no longer living together, and there is no much intimacy. It is estimated that in Xiao Niannian's cognition, the relationship between parents should be like this , Now she may not understand what kind of relationship parents should have. When she understands it later, she will understand what she is doing now.

"Okay..." Now that Zuo Jin has said that, Chu Yu has nothing to say, and just agrees, maybe it is really like what Zuo Jin said, his letting go is important to both of them. The good thing is that although the way she gets along with Zuo Jin hasn't changed in any way, Chu Yu still feels a mess in her heart. It feels like losing a very important friend, but it's more complicated than that feeling. Chu Yu couldn't tell either.

"Be more happy, I can let it go, there is nothing you can't let go of." Zuo Jin saw that Chu Yu still had a small face drooping, feeling unhappy at all, he didn't want to make the atmosphere so stiff, so Use as light a word as possible to break this deadlock.

"I just feel sorry for you..." Chu Yu thought about it and said these words to Zuo Jin again: "You don't need to tell me that you don't need to feel sorry, just listen to me." Chu Yu knew what he said Zuo Jin will definitely have to say something else after coming out, so he hastened to add: "Maybe you think the relationship of these three years is a burden to me, but it's not like that to me."

"When I was most isolated and helpless, you came to me and told me that you were with me. You even let go of everything here and went to a completely strange place with me. These are all your love for me. I am very moved, this love is not a burden to me, I am too late to be grateful, and now I hear you say that, I feel very uncomfortable."

"You appeared in my life like a ray of light, very eye-catching. After all, the joy when I was young was too immature, so when Qin Yize appeared in my life later, he told me what love between adults is like, Later, when I fell in love with Qin Yize, you appeared in my life again, maybe this is the real good fortune."

"Later, I went through a series of things. Because of the breakdown of my relationship with Qin Yize, and because of my pregnancy, I ran abroad with you. To me, you are really like a knight sent to me by heaven. I have already passed through being a princess. Dream age, but I still can't help but think how lucky I am to have you."

"You said that what you have harvested in the past three years is a family, a perfect family that you dream of, and it is not the case for me. I have lived a happy life in the past three years because of you and because of Xiaonian Read it, I feel happy."

"Also, do you know why I don't want to accept your relationship? I was hurt too deeply in the last relationship, and I don't want to discuss feelings anymore. The second is that I have grown up, the more I understand more and more that my feelings for you are not between a man and a woman, it is a kind of dependence, a kind of trust, but it is not love."

"You said it's okay to be with you, but if it's out of gratitude for you and guilt for you, that kind of relationship will expire sooner or later, and by that time, there will be more and more differences between the two of us , there will be more and more estrangements, and when it really comes, how should we deal with ourselves?"

Chu Yu didn't know how Zuo Jin felt when he heard these words, but she really said these words to him today with all her heart and soul, and she had kept these words in her heart for a long time, and she never said them out. It feels better to say it now.

"Today, you can be considered to have spoken out your heart for a long time. It's good to be honest with each other. When everyone talks about it, some things are easier to accept. So, Chu Yu, you and What I said, I accept."

Hearing Chu Yu's words from the bottom of his heart, the emotions that Zuo Jin felt aggrieved because of Chu Yu in the past two days suddenly became less intense. Perhaps after so long, what he cared most about was that Chu Yu could let go of his guard against him. He talked about the true thoughts in her heart, instead of adoring him with a grateful heart all the time. What he wanted most was Chu Yu's attitude towards himself.