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"What happened a few days ago...?" Zuo Jin deliberately pretended not to understand. He also lost control of his emotions a few days ago. Now that he thinks about it, he feels a little embarrassed. There is no need for Chu Yu to apologize to him. , he also wanted to apologize to Chu Yu for his loss of control two days ago.

"You know what's going on...I was a little impatient because of Xiao Niannian being kidnapped these two days, so my attitude towards you was a bit too much, so I'm sorry..." Chu Yu has never quarreled with Zuo Jin for so many years , so I don't know how to apologize to Zuo Jin, and I feel a little incoherent when I say these words.

"No, no, it's me who should say I'm sorry, I was impulsive..." Zuo Jin couldn't pretend anymore, what happened in the past two days was quite embarrassing for both of them, Chu Yu was always gentle, Getting angry at her and asking her to apologize to herself, she must be quite wronged.

"Okay, okay, since the two of you have talked about it, there is nothing more to do, let's stop here and turn over the matter." It is really meaningless for two people to apologize to each other, Chu Yu made this topic Terminator, what happened in the past two days is indeed something that neither of them wants to talk about.

"What about you, you want to find me because of this, right? Why?" Chu Yu asked Zuo Jin again.

"Yesterday I locked myself in the room for a whole day, and I wanted to understand a lot of things, about feelings, about family, about us, but now I don't know where to start, how to express my meaning to you..." Zuo Jin paused for a while, and then slowly opened his mouth. He did have deep feelings for Chu Yu, but if this feeling became a burden for Chu Yu, then he really didn't know that he still had feelings for Chu Yu. There is no need to continue.

"How do you say it?" Chu Yu's heartbeat suddenly accelerated. She vaguely seemed to know what Zuo Jin wanted to say. The relationship between the two of them should have been open and honest. Personally, no one wanted to open that mouth first, so they dragged on here. Now that Zuo Jin took the initiative to talk, she also had a lot of things she wanted to tell him.

"Chu Yu, if you think you still have feelings for Qin Yize, just stay with him, I don't blame you..." God knows how determined Zuo Jin was to say this, his mind is blank right now , Force yourself not to think about this problem again, let go is to let go.

"What?" Although Chu Yu was already mentally prepared, she didn't expect Zuo Jin to be able to speak to such an extent. She asked in shock. She knew how much Zuo Jin hated Qin Yize. Jin can actually say the words of giving her to Qin Yize, is Zuo Jin crazy?
"As you heard, I decided to let go." Zuo Jin stopped, looking at Chu Yu with a smile in his eyes, but Chu Yu was panicked, and her mind was like a It was a mess, everything was mixed together, only Zuo Jin's words echoed in her mind: "Let go... let go..."

"Zuo Jin, did I hurt you?" I don't know why, Chu Yu should be happy to hear the news that Zuo Jin let go of her, but now she is more emotionally flustered, and their relationship is like this After procrastinating for three years, she was already used to the relationship between the two of them, but Zuo Jin suddenly wanted to let go. Chu Yu's first reaction was whether she had hurt Zuo Jin.

"No, you think too much, I just can't bear to see you in trouble, I still love you, I used to think that my love for you can protect you from wind and rain, but now slowly, my love has become yours A kind of burden, if this is the case, I might as well let you go and give you freedom. You have a more stalwart body around you now. Although I don't want to admit it, I have to admit that it is the truth. After leaving me, Qin Yize can also protect you Zhouquan, so... I think it's time for me to let go."

Zuo Jin tried his best to make his giving up posture not so ugly. When he said these words, he still had a familiar smile on Chu Yu's face, but this made Chu Yu even more sad. In her opinion, Zuo Jin was just When I forced a smile on my face, the guilt in my heart became stronger.

"It's not like this. I didn't rekindle my old love for Qin Yize. You think too much. I am very satisfied with my current life. Why do I go to Qin Yize to live the life I used to have? In my mind, you are indispensable like a family member." Few exist, far more important than an 'ex-husband', why did you push me to Qin Yize..."

Chu Yu didn't know what she should do now, she just kept telling Zuo Jin that he was very important to her, and when she heard that Zuo Jin wanted to give up on herself, Chu Yu felt that she was going to be abandoned by her relatives. He is already an existence that is not a relative but is better than a relative. How could Chu Yu accept such words suddenly.

"No, no, no, you think too much. What I mean by letting go is not breaking up the relationship. I will still treat you as well as before, but you don't need to feel the pressure. If you have someone you like, you can talk to him without any scruples." Together, you don't have to worry about my existence, even if that person is Qin Yize, I can accept it, but forgive me, maybe I won't smile to bless..."

Seeing Chu Yu's panic, Zuo Jin knew that her understanding of this matter might be a little off, so he quickly supported her by the shoulder and told her what he was thinking. He just didn't want Chu Yu to be between himself and Qin Yize. It's just embarrassing, if you let go now, the posture will not be so ugly.

"No, that's not the case. I don't have any feelings for Qin Yize anymore. Why do you keep pushing me to him?" Chu Yu heard Zuo Jin keep mentioning Qin Yize, and wondered in his heart whether it was because of himself in the past two days. Xiao Niannian had too much contact with Qin Yize, that's why Zuo Jin had such an illusion.

"Xiao Yu, don't escape your true feelings. I know who the person you like now is far better than you. Maybe you don't even know the way you looked at Qin Yize when he was injured yesterday in front of his hospital bed. How affectionate, Xiaoyu, you have never looked at me like that before..."

Zuo Jin couldn't help expressing his grievances. He took care of Chu Yu for three years without complaint or regret. He told himself that this kind of love was something he was willing to give, and he didn't expect anything in return. He was used to it, but After returning to the country, seeing the way Chu Yu looked at Qin Yize, his heart still hurt. It turned out that he was not that great, and he wanted Chu Yu to look at him like that, but she never had it... …

"What do you mean? You also went to the hospital yesterday?" Hearing Zuo Jin's words, Chu Yu felt a little relieved. It seems that Zuo Jin should have gone to the hospital yesterday, and happened to see the scene where he was in front of Qin Yize's bed. For a moment, Chu Yu's heart was also very complicated, and he didn't know how to face Zuo Jin.

"I went because I knew that Xiao Niannian was back. Qin Yize wanted to go and have a look because he was injured because he saved Xiao Niannian, but I didn't expect you to be there. Seeing you in a hurry, I think that place might not be there. I don't need me, so I'm back..."

Zuo Jin talked lightly about what happened yesterday, without mentioning how devastated he was after he came back from the hospital. Now he is calm as if he is talking about something that is not his own.

"That's not the case, Zuo Jin, you really misunderstood, Qin Yize was injured because of saving Xiao Niannian, I should have been there to take care of him, not to mention that Uncle Qin hadn't come over at that time, so I could only stay in the There, even if the person lying on the hospital bed yesterday was a stranger who saved Xiao Niannian, I would have done the same thing, so you are really overthinking."

Chu Yu hurriedly explained to Zuo Jin what happened yesterday, although she herself didn't know why she had to explain this to Zuo Jin.

"Then what about the hug you had two days ago? Is it the same hug you would give to strangers?" Zuo Jin didn't want to talk about these things at first, but after talking about them, he lost his grace at all, making himself seem to be questioning his wife. Does Zuo Jin have a cheating husband, but Zuo Jin knows that he is nothing, and he is not qualified to ask Chu Yu these things, but he still can't help but open his mouth.

At that time, the hug between Qin Yize and Chu Yu that he saw through the double pane of glass in the coffee shop and the car window was a hurdle in his heart that he had been unable to overcome for the past few days. Chu Yu was very resistant to his hug, so he hugged her this morning. She was still stiff all over, but when she collapsed, she leaned on Qin Yize's arms with peace of mind, which made Zuo Jin really unable to let go of it for a long time.

"What hug?" Chu Yu was asked by Zuo Jin again, and what Zuo Jin said now made her feel baffled, maybe she herself had forgotten the hug Qin Yize gave her when she collapsed.

"It's okay, it's fine if you don't know, but Chu Yu believes in me, you are just resisting Qin Yize with your mouth now, maybe you have already accepted him in your heart, so...don't lie to yourself anymore, since If you still have feelings, don't let go, after these years, Qin Yize should know how to treat you well."

Zuo Jin didn't want to argue with Chu Yu about that hug. Once many things are discussed, no matter what the result is, it will hurt both of them, so Zuo Jin chose to let it go.

"Zuo Jin, although I have forgotten when I hugged Qin Yize, I didn't just say that I couldn't accept him like you said. I had already let go of him, and because I let go, I treated him as well. There is no resentment or resentment, and now he can't accept it because he just thinks that we two are not suitable, and he doesn't want to talk about feelings anymore."