First Marriage and Trial Love: The Doting Wife of Hundreds of Billion Lovers

Li Ling remained silent and didn't make a sound. Let's see what kind of tricks this little girl is playing!
The little girl pulled out the chair next to her legs and sat opposite Li Ling.A very proud look!

"Looking at you, you seem to have something on your mind. Would you like to talk to me about it?" The girl had such an accident, it seems that she might not have really come to listen to the story. At least, that's what Li Ling thought in his heart.

"Haha, the willingness that can make a man feel lost is nothing more than accomplishing nothing and having nothing." Li Ling picked up his glass and looked at the generation of whiskey in front of him.
Under the illumination of the light, the unique color of whiskey and ice cubes of different shapes.
"The wine is aged, and it has passed through the precipitation of time, but with this kind of lighting, no impurities can be seen at all." Li Ling's words hurt the girl opposite him.
The original innocent appearance, but such accidental words and deeds, even raised his legs as if he was showing off his slender thighs to Li Ling.
Li Ling pursed his lips and smiled slightly.It seems that this woman did not meet my expectations!At this moment, Li Ling was secretly complacent.That's right, I really know women too well,

Not to mention the weak girl in front of me, even Xue Lan has to be fascinated by me!

The little girl's lips rose slightly. She probably heard too many words like this. It's just that Li Ling hit the nail on the head and was straightforward.
"Haha. I don't want to be like this either, but I need money. As long as I have money, I can have everything." Once upon a time, Li Ling thought the same way.
Li Ling lowered his head slightly after hearing what the woman said.Perhaps Li Ling is well aware of this woman's situation.Didn't I have this kind of feeling before?
But I am not Xue Lan, if she wants to use her, then this woman is really naive!Is it possible to think of yourself as a fool?
Li Ling stared at the woman in front of him intently, and the woman also stared at Li Ling intently. The two looked at each other, and they seemed to be speculating about each other in their eyes!

However, Li Ling needs such excitement and freshness.If Xue Lan knew what happened tonight, the consequences would be unimaginable.But it is absolutely impossible for Li Ling to let Xue Lan know!
I have been excellent in everything since I was a child. Although I am not a genius child prodigy, all the achievements of friendship are my own efforts. If I work hard like this from the beginning to the end, as long as I choose the right direction, God will be good to everyone. To be fair, success is certainly within reach,
But now, I seem to be living worse than a dog. No matter how much money I have, it seems that I can't get that kind of success and pride, and there is also a kind of joy of conquest.
Li Ling had too many things on his mind, but it was so hard to tell. The little girl in front of him was really like a fusion of himself and Lin Xiaoxiao.
With Lin Xiaoxiao's youthful appearance and his ugly heart, Li Ling suddenly felt that this woman was terrible.
It's scary, like looking in the mirror for the first time, and there is a self that has never been seen in the mirror. It is true, whether you are willing to accept it, whether it is beautiful or ugly. It cannot be changed.
It's like knowing that I'm already living like a walking corpse like a dead body, but I can't find my lost soul. All the illusory and spiritual things can only be anesthetized with alcohol.
"Brother doesn't seem to like talking very much." The little girl saw that Li Ling had been in a daze and didn't respond to her accosting, but she still sat opposite her, as if she was going to eat Li Ling tonight. She wouldn't let go No. I have to squeeze oil and water out of him before I give up.
Ever since the little girl saw Li Ling for the first time, she felt that Li Ling was not like an ordinary person.He also felt that Li Ling had some strength, so he took the initiative to go forward.

"No, you remind me of someone." Li Ling finally opened his mouth. He was really too depressed. Telling his own story should be told in someone else's identity. It seems to make people feel safe, even The response is also so real.
It was none other than Lin Xiaoxiao.This woman looked extraordinarily innocent, and the situation tonight was very similar to the time when she was with Lin Xiaoxiao in the past!Nothing else, Li Ling just couldn't help it.

"Is that so, is that your first girlfriend?" Most men like this kind of dialogue to describe how infatuated they are, to deceive girls' sympathy,
Although the little girl understood what Li Ling meant, she didn't expose it.The so-called play on the spot.If there is a show, you have to watch it!
Of course Li Ling is not such a vulgar person. He is talking about himself, not Lin Xiaoxiao.
"No, it's a man." Li Ling was a little drunk. But only slightly, I don't know why I drink so much tonight, maybe I have been walking all the time, and the alcohol has evaporated along the pores.
"Oh? That's really interesting." The little girl suddenly didn't know how to respond to Li Ling's words.
"Just like you, he always thought that in this world, if you have money, you can have everything." Li Ling's face was reddened by this little wine, but now Li Ling's words are even reddened to the root of his neck after he blurted out the words. .
"I don't have much experience. Relationships are all playful. I have lived in City C since I was a child. My parents divorced when I was a child. They both love to gamble. I can only live with my grandmother. Although life is very poor, grandma is doing her best." When the little girl talked about grandma, the gentle eyes in her eyes must not be lying, although she may have told this story thousands of times. But The truth of the story cannot be discredited.
Obviously, Li Ling's story didn't make the little girl feel curious or interested, and she even felt that there was no need to continue listening, so she started a new story and started telling her own story.
"Then you're quite sensible, and you know how to come here to sing and make ends meet." If the girl in front of her is a girl who likes to run away from home, let her parents worry about her, and likes to squander her youth, Li Ling really wants to put those five hundred-dollar bills together. Take it back, and tear it to shreds.
Li Ling believed it. He believed that the reason why this girl was so materialistic and ignorant was because she was poor since she was a child. Maybe one day, the little girl could rely on her, whether it was spiritually or materially. A good day will make this girl feel happy.
"I learned the guitar by myself. Singing is not what I like. But I can only rely on it for food. Such a life of upside-down black and white makes me feel very bored. My classmates will come to see me after school, but they I can only stay for a short while, just for a short while." The girl's loneliness at this time is probably the same as Li Ling's, and the days of enduring humiliation are overwhelming.
It can't be changed, and it can't be separated.
"Aren't you also realizing your dream?" Li Ling had already smoked almost a whole pack of cigarettes after he came out of the house. The scene where Xue Lan reprimanded Li Ling with his legs crossed at home made Li Ling always think that he must enjoy every day. The feeling that a cigarette brings to him. I dare not raise my hand to take a cigarette in front of Xue Lan, dare not talk back, dare not reason with Xue Lan, speak fairness, and even dare not fart when Xue Lan says anything.
"Dreams, haha, dreams are really a luxury. I once dreamed that I would have new household appliances at home, and no longer watch that old black and white TV. You know, those stars on TV, in my eyes, they It’s all black and white. It wasn’t until I went to a classmate’s house for the first time that I realized that the TV was in color.” Li Ling must not understand her feeling, but that kind of poverty really so apt.
Li Ling immediately remembered that he had left home. In just a few days, his mother quickly changed the house completely from top to bottom.
Those memories that have accompanied me for many years have probably been thrown into the warehouse by my mother, or have been thrown on the street. My mother is a person with strong vanity. Let the waste collectors come to your door, or transfer to others.
Such carefulness is all because of the word vanity. In order to support myself to study in Singapore, the family naturally saves as much as possible in life. The furniture has not been updated for a long time, so almost no relatives and friends are invited to the house. , Mother would rather spend money to go to a big hotel.
For a long time, Li Ling's parents wore the imitation A that Li Ling bought from a foreign trade store. If the girl in front of him hadn't revealed all this so frankly, Li Ling himself might have been directed by his mother The illusion is believed to be true. It seems that my home is really such a superior condition. Parents are exquisite families from eating, dressing, traveling, and even entertainment.
"Dreams are out of reach. In fact, my childhood was not much better than yours." Li Ling really didn't say this to comfort the girl. Every day with various homework and various special classes, Li Ling didn't go to Singapore to study. , It seems that things like going to KFC can be counted with your fingers.
"Is it true? Will there be someone like me? Probably not. Grandma is getting old, and my expenses with her are not only some subsidies, but also my bonus. My uncle will occasionally subsidize a little behind my aunt's back." The girl said Report the situation at home to Li Ling in detail.
"That's it, is there no other source of income?" It seems that several sources of income are unknown except for the subsidy, and even this subsidy is pitifully small..
Grandma sells insoles downstairs in the community and helps people mend some clothes. You also know that City C is a rainy place. The heavy rain always comes suddenly, and there is nowhere for people to hide." The girl's empty eyes seemed to feel that she It was sitting in front of Li Ling alive, but Ke Xin had already flown to grandma's side, to accompany her.