First Marriage and Trial Love: The Doting Wife of Hundreds of Billion Lovers

For a while, Li Ling felt that City C was so big that people felt that there was no place to live. At the same time, he felt that City C was so small that he could see his ex-girlfriend so easily. And in the future, such a Communication is also indispensable. Thinking of this, Li Ling began to regret why he pursued Lin Xiaoxiao in the first place

"Xiaoxiao, you are really a good girl. I don't deserve everything you have done." Li Ling repeated these words many times in his heart.
Yes, Li Ling did not give Lin Xiaoxiao a formal or sincere apology. No matter who was at fault, he must give Lin Xiaoxiao an explanation. Li Ling suddenly had this thought in his mind,
Taking out the phone, Li Ling's standby screen and all application icons are already Xue Lan's photos.
In the past, Lin Xiaoxiao would never ask her boyfriend to put her own photo on it, she thought that would show that a man is not stable at all. If she really wanted to put a photo, it would be when the family of three was there.
Li Ling looked at the woman on the screen, and suddenly had the urge to throw the phone a hundred meters away. Li Ling could no longer accurately press Lin Xiaoxiao's phone number, and she was married now As a woman, it's too disturbing to be so real.
The intention was to apologize, otherwise Lin Xiaoxiao or Shen Juntuo would misunderstand, and if Xue Lan found out, he would be shooting himself in the foot.
But my current state of mind is the guilt for betraying Lin Xiaoxiao, and the fact that I have let down the training of my parents over the years. I just hope that my son can do something of his own one day, and now I want to live like a Useless people. There is no chance to express themselves.
I have no status in the Xue family now, I have been competitive and rigorous in doing things for many years, and I don't even have a friend who can tell the truth.
Who can accompany me for a drink? The old driver whose son is getting married just now? Or the owner of the noodle stall whose wife accompanied him? The people I met this night were just encounters by chance.
Your own happiness and sorrows are not important to other people at all.
There is a bar in front. This is the only way for Lin Xiaoxiao to go to work. When Lin Xiaoxiao came back from overtime work several times, he likes to stop at this door for a while with Li Ling for the music in the bar.
The two of them have never gone in for consumption. Even Lin Xiaoxiao doesn't want to know about the consumption inside. If the consumption is too high, Lin Xiaoxiao will definitely not agree to it. If the consumption is not high, Lin Xiaoxiao is afraid that he will become addicted, and he will always think about going there in the future. run here.
Although Lin Xiaoxiao is very frugal, she is really a girl with sentimentality. No matter what golden songs of that era are sung in the bar, even in English, Lin Xiaoxiao can accurately name the songs and sing Readers, even commented on this golden song.
This bar is not such a noisy place, but surprisingly quiet, except for the voice of the singer on the stage, probably everyone else is listening to the music quietly.
The streets are full of bad stories with hypocrisy, and no one picks them up. It seems that this is where these bad stories gather,
Li Ling asked the waiter at the door, when will the bar close.
Knowing that this bar is open 24 hours, Li Ling felt a little excited. During the day, would people come here to listen to music and drink for entertainment?
The people sitting in the bar are almost all empty bottles of foreign wine and some snacks that have not been touched by one person. Occasionally, there are two people at a few tables, and they all want to share the table. comminicate.,
This made Li Ling suddenly feel that the people sitting here are all dumb. No one can understand the emptiness in their hearts.

The current Li Ling seems to miss that time very much.No matter what the living conditions were, at that time, after all, he was his true self.

With slightly drunken eyes, Li Ling couldn't see the direction at all, and he couldn't even see the face that was only a few steps away from him!It has long been a common practice for Li Ling to act on every occasion!

When drunk, Li Ling would reflect on himself.At this time, it seemed that the former Li Ling had returned.There is no pressure from life, let alone the influence of interests.He is longing for a real life.Thinking about it, Li Ling is very tired of the current life!
But Li Ling has nothing to do!

"Hey! Is it easy for me!" No matter where he is now, Li Ling slammed the wine glass in his hand on the table.Shout out.But no one noticed Li Ling at all.

Those well-dressed nightclub girls didn't know how rich the drunken man in front of him was.At this time, Li Ling was left out in the cold!Without the brilliance of the day.

"Tomorrow I'm going to marry you, tomorrow I'm going to marry you. If it weren't for the daily traffic that disturbs all my dreams." On the stage a girl in a white shirt was singing Faye Wong's Tomorrow I'm going to marry you.
She still has a childish look, but she has to pretend to be dusty. Li Ling thinks that this girl is very much like Lin Xiaoxiao in her school days.
It was quickly placed in front of Li Ling. The waiter just smiled and rarely communicated with customers. Probably this is the default rule here, and everyone comes here to listen to the music quietly.
Li Ling looked at the girl on the stage, already in a state of fascination. His mind was full of the scene when he and Lin Xiaoxiao first met. He remembered that the first piece of clothing he gave Lin Xiaoxiao was a white shirt. I bought it in a foreign trade store in Singapore. It is said to be exported, but it is actually just a fake.
Li Ling only saw Lin Xiaoxiao go through it once, that was the day when he went to Li Ling's house for the first time.
Recalling too many scenes of the two of them. The past is gone with the wind without a trace.
This is the first time that Li Ling felt very sad. This kind of sadness came from his own loneliness. Li Ling had never felt so lonely. Lin Xiaoxiao took care of him and even cared for him for many years, so that this big man's life can be seen everywhere. The shadow of a little woman. Lin Xiaoxiao even irons the luggage she needs to bring on business trips and the clothes she needs to wear every day. They match each piece well and put them in the suitcase. Li Ling probably hasn’t washed them for a long time Wash the socks by hand.
Li Ling raised his hand to signal the waiter, and ordered Teresa Teng's "Small Town Stories". Probably on the radio station of the taxi, Li Ling had already begun to fall deeply into the memories of himself and Lin Xiaoxiao and couldn't extricate himself.
After ordering, Li Ling regretted it. Maybe this little girl can't sing such old songs, or she doesn't like other songs. But Li Ling looked at the price list of [-] yuan for some songs,
"I have money, and I have the ability to spend. You can sing whatever you are asked to sing." Li Ling thought that he was different from before. Of course, he had to choose what he liked the most.
After all, it is a classic, and this girl still used her own style to perfectly interpret the story of a small town in a youthful era. Li Ling seemed to become more sober the more he drank, and many images appeared in his mind like a movie.
I was also touched by love back then, and it wasn't true that I completely relied on Lin Xiaoxiao's care. I also gave Lin Xiaoxiao too much romance. Although those things were all vain, but which girl I don't like roses, birthday surprises and holiday gifts.
In the past, Lin Xiaoxiao, who likes plain makeup, was always sitting in the back seat of Li Ling's bicycle. The two of them rode this bicycle through the fields and streets, and there were many places that I hadn't been to for a long time.
Li Ling liked the smell of the wind along the way. Every time Lin Xiaoxiao hugged Li Ling's waist with both hands, Li Ling felt that the gentleness warmed everything about him.
Li Ling drank one cup after another like drinking plain water. Probably all the alcohol flowed out of the bathroom with Li Ling several times, but Li Ling was indeed here to get drunk. If he wasn't as drunk as mud, Li Ling would definitely not comfort him. fell asleep.
That's right!That's true!I didn't expect that what I want to pursue most now is the sincerity in the past!
But now, everything is gone.Thinking about Xue Lan, Li Ling felt a little scary.But for money, Li Ling had to live on!Many times, even Li Ling himself wanted to laugh at himself.And that's only when drunk.

It's getting cold. The little girl on the stage seems a little tired from singing. The last song by Teresa Teng is also for Mr. No. [-] on the left.
Li Ling looked at the number one on his desk, took out five hundred yuan from his wallet, handed it to the waiter, said it was for this girl, and repeatedly emphasized that it was to encourage her to sing well , is really good. There is no other meaning.
"Are you alone, sir?" In the bar that was already halftime, the background|*background music has been replaced by tender saxophone music. The few residents probably also shift shifts during the day and night, and this time they are already sleepy.
Most of the customers in the bar have already left. Only Li Ling ordered a new bottle of wine.
"Alone,...everyone who comes here is alone." Li Ling's response was a bit cold, because he didn't dare to get close to this girl. He felt that even though she appeared in the bar, she was indeed so sacred and inviolable. Like Lin Xiaoxiao back then, even if the girl took the initiative to strike up a conversation, Li Ling felt that the girl might just be there to express her gratitude.
"Since we are all alone, let's have a drink together." The little girl's tone of voice can still feel the timidity. Maybe this is the first time for the little girl to strike up a conversation. Li Ling was disappointed in every aspect.
Otherwise, any man would feel that he had an affair tonight.
But this is also very numb to Li Ling.The little girl in front of her is very pure.No heavy makeup.But in this kind of place, what kind of good would a woman who took the initiative to strike up a conversation with him be!
Li Ling smiled secretly in his heart.People nowadays just like to pretend to be pure.

But Li Ling has never seen anything, what kind of woman has never had sex!
"Don't tell me you really think I'm a fool!" Although Li Ling was secretly laughing in his heart, he still pretended to be ignorant on the surface!