love addiction

"I don't know how I survived these years. I almost couldn't hold on many times, but thinking of him still playing around in the world, I can grit my teeth and continue."

Gu Zhihuan was really distressed, she didn't know that Nan'an was hiding so many thoughts.

In the end, she is just a girl, so many things, how much grievance she has to endure before she can digest it?
"What scares me the most is that not long after that night, I found out that I was pregnant. Do you know how flustered I was? At that time... I was underage. If I let my family know, I might really be killed. I was beaten to death alive, and I dare not tell anyone, every minute and every second is a torment for me, I shut myself in the room, thinking hard to find a solution..."

Even if Nan An thinks about it now, he will tremble with fear.

After all, Gu Zhihuan couldn't hold back, tears blurred.

How much she wished that she could go back in time, that she could appear in Nan'an when she was most helpless, give her a hug, and give her a comfort.

Nan'an said, "I was so scared, I didn't dare to sleep, I couldn't hold on and fell asleep, and I would wake up in a nightmare. I dreamed that my belly was big. My family knew that I was beaten alive by my grandpa. Dying in the yard, no one can understand the pain of bruises all over my body, and I dare not let people know that I am pregnant, and the only way to solve this problem is to get rid of this child, but I am too young I can't even go to the hospital..."

"In the end, I secretly went to the pharmacy to buy medicine for abortion. I was afraid of being discovered, so I wrapped myself up tightly, but you know? The clerk who sold the medicine used that kind of irony at the time." Talking to me in a tone of voice, as if I was the kind of ignorant little girl who got pregnant unexpectedly after having sex with someone, and only then did I know that I came to buy medicine, my speech was ugly, my eyes were very disdainful, I was particularly hurt, if it was me in the past , I will definitely slap back, but I can't do anything, I can only endure, I have never endured anyone like this..."

"I took the medicine secretly. After a few hours, my stomach started to hurt, but I didn't dare to let anyone know. I even locked the door, you know? If... I mean if, I was If something goes wrong, I'm afraid no one will find me..."

"I was afraid that I would cry out in pain, so I turned on the TV very loudly, then stuffed my own mouth with a towel, sat naked in the bathtub, and watched the blood stain the whole bathtub, it hurt, really hurt ..."

"An'an..." Gu Zhihuan was already crying bitterly.

She cried, and Nan An also shed tears.

The two just hugged each other and cried, Nan'an choked up and said, "Huanhuan, do you know how painful it is? I thought I was going to die. The water in the bathtub was stained red. I felt like I was about to drown." Similarly, breathing became difficult, and then I passed out directly. When I woke up, it was already dark outside, and the water in the bathtub was completely cold. I fell down on the floor, and the distance from the bathroom to the bed was obviously only a few steps away, and it took me a long, long time to climb back."

"When I was wrapped in the quilt, I told myself, Nan'an, don't be afraid, you've made it through..."

She grasped Gu Zhihuan's hand tightly, tears falling down, "I rested for a week, and then I eased up a bit, but the trauma in my heart couldn't heal no matter what, in front of my family, I still have to pretend , but no one knows that I shut myself in the toilet and cry every night, the kind of crying that bites the towel and screams hoarse..."

"I was afraid that I would be found out if this went on, so I wanted to find you. I needed to vent some emotions, so I asked you out. It happened that the third brother was dealing with that incident at that time, so you could spend time with me. That's why I was that week."

"An'an, why did you tell me now? If you told me at that time, I would have hugged you tightly!"

Gu Zhihuan was really distressed and blamed herself.

She hated why she didn't ask and understand more at that time, she only thought that Nan An was broken in love.

She doesn't know she's been through this...

"At that time, I just wanted to let this matter rot in my stomach, so how could I tell you, but thank you very much for staying with me for a week, I slowly recovered, and when I came back, I was that dragger again It's too late for Nan'an, and I can hate Ming Shaojing again, no one sees anything unusual about me, right, you don't see anything, right?" Nan'an repeatedly asked Gu Zhihuan .

Gu Zhihuan felt really terrible about this fact.

She always thought that she and Nan An were best friends, but in the end she had experienced so much, but she didn't know it at all.

"I have survived in this way all these years. I feel that I am no different from before. I am still the omnipotent Nan'an..." Nan'an covered his face, and began to break a little bit, "If... If it wasn't for me If you find a problem."

"Found... what?"

"After that miscarriage, my menstruation was not right at all, and every time I had it, it would hurt like hell. At first I thought it was fake, and it would be better if I kept it for a few more years, but it has become more and more serious recently. I went for a checkup, and the doctor told me that because of the medical abortion, the chance of my pregnancy is only 5.00%, that is to say, I can't get pregnant normally, and the only hope is to do test tube... "

"I was devastated, because of the mistakes I made when I was young, which led to irreparable consequences now. I blamed myself. I was really afraid that I would not be able to be a mother in this life, so I kept begging the doctor to help me recuperate my body..."

"Then you just said you were pregnant..." Gu Zhihuan looked at her belly.

Nan An nodded, "I begged him to do it for me, and I also managed to get Ming Shaojing's JZ. I didn't expect to succeed. The doctor told me that this might be my only chance to be a mother. I want to cherish it."

"I probably understand." Gu Zhihuan understood, "You want to keep this child."

"Well, but I can't let the Nan family know."

"It's difficult." Gu Zhihuan told her clearly.

But Nan'an still insisted, "No matter how difficult it is, I want to keep it."

"Maybe... Maybe I can help you." Gu Zhihuan hesitated and opened his mouth.

Nan'an was somewhat surprised. She looked at Gu Zhihuan, a little unconfident, "You know how powerful the Nan family's network is. It is almost impossible to hide the truth."

"Yes, of course I know." It was precisely because of understanding that she was able to try to say that maybe she had a way.

But there was another doubt in front of her. Gu Zhihuan asked her, "Nan'an, if you want to secretly give birth to this child, I might be able to help you, but you have to think about it, what does the birth of this child mean."

"I know, of course I know."

"You don't intend to let Ming Shaojing know, do you?"

"How could I let him know." Nan'an smiled bitterly, "He's about to get engaged."

Gu Zhihuan just felt suffocated and felt sad for Nan'an, "Then don't think about it, since you are pregnant, why did you drink alcohol last night?"

"Actually, I didn't drink. I just put on a show so that I can ask you out."

Gu Zhihuan understood, and hugged her, "Now you have to listen to my arrangement. First of all, you need to take care of your body and adjust your mood, because you are directly related to the child in your belly. You can't be overjoyed or sad, it will affect her, you know?"

"How do you know so much? It seems that you have given birth to a child." Nan'an smiled helplessly.

Gu Zhihuan's smile froze for a second, and then fell down, "In short, you just listen to my arrangement."

"Then you remember, don't tell anyone, my third brother can't say that!" Nan'an didn't forget to tell this matter, "Even if my third brother blows the pillow, you can't tell! Otherwise we will break up our friendship! "

"I know, I know." Gu Zhihuan had to assure her, "I won't tell her, can I?"

Nan'an looked at her, then nodded, "Then let me trust you for a while."

Maybe it was because she had some support, which made Nan'an feel less uncomfortable, and Gu Zhihuan was really helping her arrange it, so she could feel a little more at ease.

Later, Nan Shijian came, saw that both of them had red and swollen eyes, and asked a few questions.

Gu Zhihuan said perfunctorily, "We watched a movie and it was too tearful, so that's it."

Nan Shijian was dubious.

Gu Zhihuan had no choice but to use the dim sum machine, leaned over and pulled him to act coquettishly, "Brother Shi, I want to eat chicken soup today, let's go buy some food and come back to stew chicken soup."

"Can't we just go to the restaurant to eat?" Nan Shijian didn't want her to work in the kitchen.

"How can the ones you buy from outside be as nutritious as the ones you cook yourself, and you haven't tasted my cooking skills yet. My cooking skills have improved a lot over the years!" Gu Zhihuan said confidently.

Nan Shijian frowned slightly.

When Gu Zhihuan saw it, he reached out to smooth his forehead and said, "Don't think that I learned cooking because I worked so hard all these years, I just like to cook, because I want to cook for the person I love the most. Eat, I want to grab your stomach so I can grab your heart."

"My heart is already yours."

"Is it just the heart?"

"My whole body, even my hair is yours!"

Nan An couldn't stand listening to it anymore, and directly protested, "Ugh...you two get out of here!"

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Gu Zhihuan said that she wanted to buy vegetables in person, so...Nan Shi saw this man who was busy with everything, earning hundreds of millions every minute, so he went to the vegetable market with her to buy vegetables.

What kind of combination is this...

In short, the two of them appearing in the vegetable market are enough to attract sperm.

The point is, Nan Shijian even drove his luxury car there.

Not long after the two entered, a group of people gathered around the entrance of the vegetable market, all admiring the sports car.

Someone curiously took a video and posted it on social software with text.

Which domineering CEO is this and accompanied his lovely wife to the vegetable market to buy vegetables?