love addiction

Gu Zhihuan is a very attentive listener, she can relieve Nan An's pain at the moment.

Nan An clenched the water glass that was still warm, and said slowly, "I'm pregnant."

"what!!"

Although Gu Zhihuan was well prepared, when she first heard this, she stood up in shock.

Nan'an's eyes were extremely calm, as if what she said just now was the same as today's weather.

"This is the first thing, don't be surprised, because the latter thing may surprise you even more." Nan An slightly raised his eyes to look at Gu Zhihuan.

Her face was full of consternation and worry.

"Ming Shaojing is the father of this child."

"This……"

Gu Zhihuan has experienced so many ups and downs, ups and downs in her life for more than 20 years, she thought she could deal with everything calmly, but at this moment, she was still too stunned to speak.

"he……"

Nan An said first, "He doesn't know."

"What's going on?" Gu Zhihuan was completely confused.

Nan'an, Ming Shaojing?

These two people can't fight together.

Thinking about these years, Gu Zhihuan's perception of the two of them, it seems that as long as the two of them are around, they will be noisy. How could it be... there is such a relationship?
Gu Zhihuan couldn't figure it out.

Nan An said extremely calmly, "This child is a test-tube baby made by me."

"An An, you are crazy!" Gu Zhihuan jumped up again.

She really didn't expect that Nan'an would be so deviant!
She is the Fifth Miss of the Nan family, so many responsibilities on her shoulders!
If the people of the Nan family know about this matter, let the old man know that such a bizarre thing happened to Nan'an, I'm afraid he will kill her directly!

Does Nan An know what he is doing?
Gu Zhihuan was going crazy, but the more anxious she became, the more speechless she became.

On the contrary, Nan'an, as the person involved, remained calm, "This matter is a decision I made after careful consideration, not impulsive behavior."

"What the hell are you going to do? An'an, do you know what kind of consequences you will bring?" Gu Zhihuan was going crazy.

Nan'an pulled her to sit down, Gu Zhihuan stood up abruptly, she couldn't calm down at all.

Nan'an continued to pull her to sit down, and said, "I'm a pregnant woman now, please be gentle with me."

"You...you really...how do you want me to say hello?" Gu Zhihuan was so helpless that she had to sit down.

Nan'an pulled her and said, "I know this matter is too arbitrary, so I didn't let anyone know, Huanhuan, only you know, you have to keep it secret for me, okay?"

"Paper can't contain fire." Gu Zhihuan was as embarrassed as he wanted.

"How long can it last?"

"An'an, can you calm down, let's go and finish the baby before it's too late." The more Gu Zhihuan thought about it, the more frightened she became, and she pulled Nan'an to get up.

But Nan'an pulled her back, and said with painful eyes, "This may be my only chance to be a mother..."

"What... mean?" Gu Zhihuan looked at her puzzled.

Nan An slowly took a breath, and then said slowly, "Do you still remember that year when you accompanied me to Suiyun?"

"Of course I remember. At that time, you were completely broken down like today."

"What I didn't tell you is... that time, I had a baby."

"what?!"

Today's Nan'an seems to be a completely different person, and everything he says is enough to make people panic.

Nan An seemed very calm, "Where should I start... I know you have many questions, but I don't know where to start..."

"You, speak slowly. I'm not in a hurry. Do you want some water? Let me pour you some hot water." Gu Zhihuan knew that she must be struggling in her heart, so she didn't dare to press her, and she didn't want to ask more.

When people are in such pain, they can't stand any trouble.

She has experienced it herself, so she knows it clearly.

Nan An silently nodded, and then Gu Zhihuan hurried to pour water for her.

Holding the warm water glass, Nan An felt as if she had gained a little strength.

Then she said slowly, "You keep asking me who is the boy who makes my heart flutter, but I never told you, in fact, that person is Ming Shaojing."

Gu Zhihuan had vaguely guessed it since she said she was pregnant with Ming Shaojing's child.

Nan'an smiled wryly, "Do you think I don't have any kind of man in Nan'an? Why should I like a man like Ming Shaojing? He is such a scumbag. Changing women is like changing clothes. I don't know what love is, but I I just like him, and I don’t know when it started... Probably... Probably that time I was almost kidnapped, and he fell for me when he appeared, and my heart fell at that time."

It's ridiculous to talk about yourself with others.

Nan An also felt that his feelings were ridiculous, but it really happened to him.

She didn't tell Gu Zhihuan before because of her face-saving temperament.

I want to say it now, because... this love is probably going to disappear completely.

"Before your Gu family came to Jiangzhou, when I was six years old, I ran out of Nan's house to play mischievously, and was almost kidnapped. It was Ming Shaojing who saved me desperately. He was still a child at that time. That's all, but the way he protects me in front of me is so memorable, but you know how slutty Ming Shaojing is on weekdays. When I was young, I didn't understand feelings, but habitually relied on this once The person who protected me grew up gradually, and seeing the relationship between you and third brother, I was thinking, when will Ming Shaojing be able to treat me like third brother treats you?"

"But he didn't. He's very promiscuous. He hangs around the flowers every day and has countless women around him. I can't bear it. I admit that I'm jealous, so I scold him. You know my temperament. If you don't like it, I will scold him. Ming Shaojing Said that I was rude, and called me deliberately, said that I was so proud that no man would dare to have a woman like me... He didn't know how sad I was when I heard this. "

"Because... the person I love is him."

"Later, the two of us sneaked out to play, and we were almost raped, you still remember, I think you should also remember clearly, because that time was too scary for me, in fact, everyone I don’t know, I was drugged that time, I was very scared, because I saw the third brother was really angry, I have never seen the third brother like that, it seems to be a completely changed person, I was so scared and wanted to hide , Ming Shaojing was also there at the time, he was the only one who knew that I had been drugged, he took me away without saying a word..."

"The medicine is too strong for me, I can't bear it, and the person around me is Ming Shaojing, so I..."

Nan'an covered his face, a little embarrassed to speak.

But Gu Zhihuan understood, she didn't laugh at her, but hugged her distressedly.

What happened that time was too confusing, Gu Zhihuan couldn't remember so many details, only knew that he was almost violated.

At that time, Nan Shijian appeared like crazy, and almost killed him.

Later, she was taken away by Nan Shijian. At that time, she was too scared and completely forgot about Nan'an who was taken away with her, so she didn't know what happened to her afterwards.

Nan'an said, "Ming Shaojing refused at the time, but I pestered him. After all, he was a man, but he couldn't control it later, and had sex with me. That night was painful and sweet to me Well, it is the only place between me and him that can be regarded as a memory, although after so many years, I always want to forget."

People always force themselves to forget those unforgettable memories, but such persecution often backfires.

So Nan'an deeply remembered every temperature and every lingering touch of that night.

It was precisely because of this memory that tormented her repeatedly and made it difficult for her to extricate herself.

"You know how proud I am. I am afraid of being ridiculed when I wake up, afraid of being known by my family, and even more afraid that I will not be able to gain a foothold in Jiangzhou in the future. I told Ming Shaojing, forget this night, nothing happened between us. He also threatened him that if he dared to speak out, I would kill him. You know that I am good at speaking harshly. Ming Shaojing hesitated to speak at that time, but I didn't give him any chance. I was afraid that he would laugh at me, I was afraid that he would Think I'm conquered by him..."

Regarding this point, Gu Zhihuan was particularly able to understand Nan'an's psychological activities at that time.

If you really want to blame, then blame Ming Shaojing.

Ming Shaojing, who has just grown up, is particularly promiscuous, always enjoys conquering women, and loves to show off.

Nan'an didn't know how many times he had satirized him, and the two had had many unpleasant moments.

So after what happened that night, Nan'an was afraid that Ming Shaojing would think she was no different from the other women, so she had to take the first step. She didn't want to be the one who lost, and she wanted Ming Shaojing to feel that it was her. Put him to sleep instead of him conquering her.

This kind of subtle thought can only be done by those who are naive at that age.

It might be different now.

But this incident happened when they were all young.

An impulse, a recklessness, so there is this wrong story.

Everything should pay attention to the right time, place and people, and both are indispensable, just like Nan'an and Ming Shaojing, and also like Gu Zhihuan and Nan Shijian.

At the wrong time, things can go irreparably wrong.

This is why it is fate to meet the right person at the right time.

There are many such examples in this world.

Nan'an also once thought that she and Ming Shaojing had a deep relationship in this world, and they couldn't love each other.

Of course, it is also possible that her love is deep and shallow, and she cannot love her.

"Ming Shaojing was very angry at the time, and left after saying "Nan'an, you are really good". Speak out..., but it turns out that I was thinking too much, Ming Shaojing fulfilled my request, and this matter is completely rotten in our stomachs, no third person knows, we seem to have nothing The same happened, one continued to wander, and the other continued to be arrogant."