love addiction

When Lou Ruochun got up in the morning, Yang Wenshu had already gone out to work.

It feels like going back to when I was a child, my mother went out early and returned late to run around for a living, and she was mostly brought up by her sister.

My sister didn't go to school, and after her father passed away, she helped her mother with things at home.

The things at home are basically done by my elder sister. She will get up very early to cook her breakfast, dress her, comb her hair and send her to school.

At that time, she was only a child in her teens, but she had to support these.

Lou Ruochun has always been very grateful for Sister Yu.

After graduating from high school, she was admitted to a very good university. My sister was very happy when she found out, and went to Jiangcheng to see her.

At that time, she was working as a summer job in a restaurant, and she just wanted to earn a little more money to supplement her tuition.

That day, she happened to be embarrassed by a customer and was severely scolded.

My sister came in angrily and argued with the man, and then the two sisters were kicked out of the restaurant.

My sister said angrily, "You are the hope of our family. I don't allow you to be wronged like this outside. You study hard and I will earn money. I will definitely earn enough for your tuition before you start school."

At that time, Lou Ruochun didn't know how her sister made money, but only knew that she was getting thinner and thinner, and her face was getting paler and paler.

In the first semester of freshman year, my sister often came to school to see me, and gave her living expenses every time she came.

Although those living expenses are much lower than those of the classmates, Lou Ruochun is already very grateful.

She thought that when she graduated, she must repay her sister well.

But before she could wait for this day, a catastrophe was imminent.

When the hospital called her, she knew that her sister had fallen ill. She asked the teacher for leave and hurried to the hospital, but she was lying lifeless on the hospital bed.

At that moment Lou Ruochun was really frightened, vaguely felt that she was going to lose her, she held her sister's hand in fear, unwilling to let go for a moment.

When my sister woke up and saw her, she told her to go to school with a cold face and leave her alone.

Lou Ruochun was driven away that day, she walked while crying, and turned her head while walking.

In fact, at that time, my sister already knew that she was terminally ill, and unless there was a heart transplant at a high cost, she would never be alive.

That's a huge fee!

After Lou Ruochun learned about it from the doctor, he felt that the sky was falling.

Where would she find such a large sum of money?

Yang Wenshu also came to the hospital to take care of her sister. Hearing that the medical expenses required so much, she also had a sad face all day long.

Many times Lou Ruochun heard her sister tell them to give up treatment and not to waste money.

Lou Ruochun insisted that she be hospitalized, and also insisted that she wait for a donor.

And she resolutely studied and started working part-time. She only sleeps for two or three hours a day, and she is working as soon as she opens her eyes.

But the money earned in this way was far less than what the hospital needed. At that moment, Lou Ruochun really felt that she had nowhere to go. She stood by the street and cried bitterly.

It rained heavily that day, and she drenched numbly as if she had no feeling.

I don't know how long it took before she slowly put away her tears, and planned to change into a new outfit and go on to the next job.

It was wearing thick doll clothes and standing on the side of the street to hand out advertising bills. There were few people in the rainy day, and the bills had not been handed out for a long time. If they were not finished, they would not be paid. She could only continue to wait on the street.

A motorcycle drove over indiscriminately, and a small figure walked from the front. Lou Ruochun rushed over, caught the motorcycle with his body, and saved the little girl.

The little girl was frightened and burst into tears, Lou Ruochun also fell to the ground and passed out.

It was only after she woke up that she realized that the child she saved was Qi Qingmo, and she also met Fu Yebai at that time.

Fu Yebai thanked her very much, and helped her pay the medical expenses, and offered to compensate her.

At that time, her arm was injured and broken, and she couldn't work to earn money at all. Thinking of her sister who was still waiting for treatment in the hospital, she burst into tears.

It was only later that Fu Yebai found out about her sister and told her that she was willing to help her pay for her sister's surgery.

At that moment Lou Ruochun was very grateful to this man, no, he was just a boy at that time.

But he is very mature and stable, including the money for his sister's treatment, he paid for it himself, without asking his family for it.

It was also at that time that Lou Ruochun knew about his family background.

Yang Wenshu was very enthusiastic about Yebai and asked a lot of questions, and her sister took all of this into consideration.

Lou Ruochun didn't know if they felt that Fu Yebai was a good match for him at that time, so they didn't match them easily.

But Lou Ruochun knew in his heart that Fu Yebai took good care of them only out of gratitude.

She felt very embarrassed, and never had that kind of thought before, and told Fu Yebai that she had borrowed the money, and she would return it to him when she earned money in the future.

Fu Yebai just laughed it off and didn't take it to heart.

At that time, there was so much good news. The hospital informed her that a suitable donor had been found. She happily hugged her sister and cried for a long time.

On the day of my sister's operation, she was also in the hospital, but she had to remove the plaster at that time, and she couldn't pass.

When she removed the plaster cast, looked at the recovered hand, and went to find her sister with joy, Yang Wenshu told her that her sister had... gone.

Lou Ruochun burst into tears, knelt in front of her sister's body, and passed out from crying.

Afterwards, for a long time, she hid at home, watching everything her sister had done, thinking that she would come back.

Seeing her like this, Yang Wenshu always sighed.

Lou Ruochun endured for a long time before slowly getting out of the shadow of her mourning sister. After returning to society, she found that she seemed to have left this world.

She couldn't go back to school because she found she couldn't fit in.

In order to cheer up as soon as possible, she went to find a job again, and in order to thank Fu Yebai, she would give Fu Yebai something from time to time.

Sometimes it's the soup she made herself, and sometimes it's a hand-woven scarf.

Although she knew that Fu Yebai didn't lack these things, she always sat there as much as she could.

It was also at that time that she knew the girl named Long Yaxi.

She was a little younger than her, and she was very beautiful, the kind of vigorous beauty, which was a completely different type from her.

Long Yaxi spoke straight to the point. Seeing her appearing beside Fu Yebai, he naturally hated her and said some impulsive words.

To be honest, Lou Ruochun didn't feel embarrassed. As a woman, she understood why Long Yaxi hated herself.

She originally planned to draw a clear line with Fu Yebai, and she would call Fu Yebai regularly for the money she owed.

But that day Fu Yebai suddenly pulled her and told Long Yaxi that she was his girlfriend...

Lou Ruochun was so frightened that he forgot to react, and just stared blankly at Fu Yebai.

Long Yaxi finally ran away crying bitterly, but Fu Yebai squeezed her hand more and more tightly, until she screamed in pain, he let go of his hand.

The connection between them probably started at that time.

She never asked, and he never explained anything.

He is also making all the decisions, including going abroad and getting married after returning from abroad.

In fact, what they lack is communication. If Lou Ruochun doesn't ask, he won't say anything.

Over time, many problems have gradually become difficult to bridge the gap.

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Yang Wenshu didn't come back until noon. Seeing that she was still at home, she kept driving her away.

Lou Ruochun had no choice but to obey and leave the house.

But she didn't get in the car and leave immediately, but bought some flowers to see her sister.

The cemeteries in the small village are not as concentrated as those in big cities. My sister was buried in a ravine near my home, which was desolate and cold even during the day.

Lou Ruochun was covered in muddy water, finally got there, but saw Yang Wenshu.

She hid in a hurry, and the music heard her talking to her sister.

"Shuang'er, it's been five years since you left, and Chun'er is already married. Fu Yebai kept the agreement and married Chun'er. You and I thought it was good, but recently I always feel that Chun'er's depression, she came back suddenly this time, there must be a problem with Fu Yebai, I can't say anything, I don't know what to do, the original intention of you and I was just to hope that Chun'er has a good home , don't end up in such a miserable situation like you and me, but now I'm a little worried, whether the original decision was good or not..."

Lou Ruochun's whole body was icy when he heard it, the already cold and humid weather became even colder because of the fog in the mountains.

She stumbled all the way down the mountain, and took the last bus back to Jiangcheng.

When they got home, Fu Yebai was the only one in the house. When he came out and saw her embarrassed appearance, he asked worriedly, "What's going on?"

"It rained a little on the road...it's okay, I'll go clean it up." Lou Ruochun didn't dare to say more to Fu Yebai, and entered the house in a panic.

Fortunately, Fu Yebai didn't chase after her to ask. She took a hot bath and felt that she was alive again. After changing her clothes, Fu Yebai was not upstairs. There was some movement downstairs, so she went down the stairs. go upstairs.

The voice came from the kitchen, and Fu Yebai's figure appeared in the direction of the door from time to time.

Lou Ruochun stood at the stairs for a long time and then walked over slowly.

Seeing her, Fu Yebai pointed to the hot milk that was brewed beside him, "Drink some milk to warm your stomach first, I made something to eat, you can eat some."

"How do you know I haven't eaten?" Lou Ruochun asked softly, picking up the milk.

"It's been a day in the car, where are you going to eat?"

Lou Ruochun was startled, and finally said thank you softly.

The noodles cooked by Fu Yebai are very suitable for the current weather. After eating the steaming noodles, she also feels much warmer.

She asked with concern, "Where are your parents and sister? Why didn't you see them?"

"I went to Qi's house and said there was something important to inform." Fu Yebai said lightly.

"Then why didn't you go?" Lou Ruochun was a little surprised.

Although Qi Yunmo has been separated from the Qi family, the Qi family still pays attention to him.

In recent years, the Qi family has not been as good as each year. Now that Qi Yunmo's room has achieved outstanding results in the outside world, Mr. Qi has the intention of letting him go back and take over.

It's just that other members of the Qi family have some opinions, and it's a big fight.

"Aren't you coming back today? I didn't go." Fu Yebai explained.

Lou Ruochun was taken aback again.

In the next moment, my heart began to warm up, as if what I received today was not important, but his words and deeds were enough to heal.

Lou Ruochun rarely reached out to hold his hand.

If it was in the past, Fu Yebai would have pulled away his hand without a trace, but this time he did not let go, but looked deeply at her.

Lou Ruochun said, "Let me hold it, just one touch."

"Did something happen?" Fu Yebai asked worriedly.

Lou Ruochun just shook his head, "No, I just can't remember what it felt like to hold your hand last time, and I want to remember this feeling well."

Fu Yebai felt a little guilty in his heart, he pulled her back and said, "Stop thinking about it, since I chose to marry you, I never thought about turning back."

"Really." Lou Ruochun just smiled, his eyes were clear and cold, like the rain in the middle of the night.