love addiction

Chapter Two Thousand 510

After Fu Yebai came back, it was the same as usual, and Lou Ruochun didn't find anything wrong, probably because he was overthinking.

They still treat each other with the same respect as before, but Lou Ruochun is a little worried, and always frowns when he is alone.

No, the doctor called her again, she hurriedly avoided the family members, and hid in the bathroom of the room to answer the phone.

"Doctor Meng, is the test result out?" Lou Ruochun deliberately lowered her voice, looking very cautious.

"Yes, the results have come out. Both of your kidneys have problems. You must be hospitalized for treatment and then find a suitable kidney source." Dr. Meng's tone was particularly serious.

Lou Ruochun stared blankly at her pale face in the mirror, "So, is there no other way?"

"This is the only feasible way at the moment." Dr. Meng persuaded her, "You are still young, and it is very suitable for you to have the operation now, and the success rate is also very high, and it should not be a problem for you to do such an operation in your current family. I'm afraid it's hard to find this kidney source, so I have to be hospitalized in advance for an examination and make arrangements for it."

"I see...I'll think about it, think about it again..." At the end, Lou Ruochun was already a little choked up.

Dr. Meng also knew that no one could accept such a big matter falling on one person.

But Lou Ruochun didn't let her tell her husband and family, so she was the only one left to support it.

Dr. Meng asked cautiously, "I suggest you discuss it with your husband."

"No... I don't want him to know."

"But how do you hide such a big matter? You could cover it up with physical pain the first two times, but it's not a good way to go on like this."

"I know, I know, Dr. Meng, thank you for telling me the truth, I'll think about it again."

Listening to the helpless voice on the phone, Dr. Meng could only sigh helplessly, "You really look like your sister, and she was like that back then, carrying it alone, without letting you and your mother know."

Speaking of her sister, Lou Ruochun's heart sank even more, "Back then, my sister had a chance to survive, and I raised enough money for her, but then she gave up..."

"It's been so long, don't think about it anymore, think about what matters now."

"……Um."

After hanging up the phone, Lou Ruochun sat down on the toilet with no strength, and was in a daze.

She didn't know why history happened to her again. Back then, her sister needed to have her heart replaced, but now she needed to replace her heart, but it was a very dangerous thing.

She was afraid, afraid of repeating the same mistakes.

When Fu Yebai entered the bedroom, it was dark inside. He stood at the door and paused before calling out, "Ruochun?"

"Ah? I'm here." Lou Ruochun said hastily.

In order not to make her face look too pale, she pinched her face a few times, and then she came out of the bathroom nervously, "What's wrong? What's the matter?"

Fu Yebai looked at her, always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong, so he could only ask, "Are you okay?"

"Why do you ask?"

"It's fine." Fu Yebai did not explain, looked at the time and said, "It's almost time to rest, go to bed earlier."

Lou Ruochun nodded hurriedly, "Okay, what about you? Where do you sleep tonight? The study? I think the quilt in the study is a little dirty, so I'll go and change it for you."

"No need." Fu Yebai interrupted her, "I'll sleep in the bedroom tonight."

After hearing this, Lou Ruochun still went to the cupboard, "The weather is getting warmer, and the heating at home has also been turned off, but it's still a bit cold at night. I'll bring you a thicker blanket."

Seeing her busy back, Fu Yebai wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Lou Ruochun neatly tidied up the sofa for him, looked at it again and again, and treated it carefully.

"Actually, you don't need to worry about these things." Fu Yebai said with a frown.

Lou Ruochun smiled slightly, "I don't have anything to do if I don't do these things, and I'm used to it, so just let me do it."

After Fu Yebai heard about it, he could only lower his eyes and say nothing.

At night, Lou Ruochun coughed a few times in discomfort, as if she was afraid of disturbing Fu Yebai, she suppressed her cough deliberately.

But Fu Yebai still heard it, he rarely got up and turned on the light to see the situation.

Lou Ruochun was a little frightened, and said repeatedly, "I'm fine, you can rest."

After a pause, he asked again, "Did I disturb you? How about I go to the study to sleep."

She lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, but was held down by Fu Yebai.

As soon as he touched her body, Fu Yebai felt something was wrong, frowned and said, "You have a fever."

Lou Ruochun stretched out his hand to touch his forehead but didn't feel it, and said apologetically, "I didn't pay attention, it's okay, I'll just take some antipyretics, you go to rest."

Seeing her like this, Fu Yebai couldn't help but sighed, "Sit down, I'll go get the medicine."

Before Lou Ruochun could speak, Fu Yebai turned around and left the room.

After a while, he took the medicine and water and handed it to her, "Take some antipyretics first, and then go to the hospital tomorrow, you have been sick lately."

"Sorry..." Lou Ruochun apologized softly in a voice like a mosquito.

"Don't be so polite with me, we are already married." Fu Yebai said helplessly.

Lou Ruochun was a little touched, but then he pressed the touch back by himself, just nodded silently, and then didn't speak.

It was still several hours before dawn, and they were all sleepy.

After taking the anti-fever medicine, Lou Ruochun's fever subsided, Fu Yebai put down the thermometer and looked at the time, "It's still early, you should sleep for a while."

"Yebai." Lou Ruochun stopped him, and said cautiously, "We have been married for several months, I want to hear you tell the truth."

Fu Yebai frowned slowly, and just about to say something, Lou Ruochun said first, "I've always been cautious because I wasn't sure about anything, just like you suddenly married me, I know You don't have me in your heart, but I still married you, I always feel that I made a wrong choice, if... If you really can't let go, I will quit. "

She lowered her head and her shoulders trembled slightly.

No one knows how much pressure she is under now. The decline of her body and the failure of her married life are all weighing on her, and she feels that she is dying.

Even if Fu Yebai stood in front of her, she still felt that he was out of reach.

"I'm willing to fulfill you, as long as you live a good life." She choked up the rest of her words.

Fu Yebai raised his hand, wanting to comfort him, but in the end that hand didn't drop.

He just stood there silently, looking at her in front of him, as if looking at a cloud of fog.

In fact, his life has long been full of fog.

In the morning, Fu Yebai said that he would accompany Lou Ruochun to the hospital for an examination, but she politely declined, she said she could do it.

It may be that what she said last night made the distance between them even further, and Fu Yebai did not follow.

When Lou Ruochun arrived at the hospital alone, Dr. Meng told her about her physical condition face to face, with a very serious expression on his face, "Ruochun, you have to think about it carefully, it's time for you to make a decision, this matter can't be done anymore. Procrastinating! Your body has already begun to weaken, and fever and so on are considered mild, and you may be... bedridden, and you will be emaciated, and you will use up the last bit of life..."

Lou Ruochun's hands trembled, holding the paper, but it was as heavy as a thousand pieces of gold.

She said with red eyes, "I want to go back and see my mother."

"It's okay." Dr. Meng sighed helplessly, "Come to the hospital as soon as you see it."

"……it is good."

When I got out of the hospital, it started raining again.

It has only cleared up for a few days, and it is the rainy season again.

Although the rainy season in Jiangcheng is not as frequent as that in the north, it is extremely wet and cold.

Even though she was wearing a thick coat, she was shivering from the cold.

While standing by the station waiting for the bus, she sent Fu Yebai a message.

The reason why she didn't choose to call was because she was afraid that she would miss something and make Fu Yebai sleepless, so she chose to send a message.

In the message, she simply said that she would go home and that her mother had something to look for her, and told Fu Yebai not to worry, she would come back as soon as she went, and asked him to talk to her parents-in-law.

As soon as she got in the car, Fu Yebai called, but she didn't answer it, she just watched the phone keep blinking.

The person beside her reminded her that the phone was ringing, but she just pressed the mute button and closed her eyes, leaning on the seat weakly and dazed.

The shuttle bus was not as fast as driving by herself, and it took almost five hours to get home after a rickety drive. She walked for a while holding an umbrella, and when she got home, her shoes and pants were soaked.

Yang Wenshu was sitting at the door eating, when she saw her suddenly appear, she was startled, and hurried over to pull her, "Why did you come back? You didn't say anything when you came back, I'll pick you up!"

"It's okay, didn't I come back?"

After entering the house, Yang Wenshu asked her to quickly change out of the rain-soaked clothes, while she went to fetch hot water for her to wash and warm her face.

After she sat down, Yang Wenshu asked with concern, "Why did you come back suddenly? Did you quarrel with Fu Yebai? When two people get along together, there will inevitably be some bumps and bumps. Bear with it and it will pass." , besides, what kind of family is the Qi family, you should make room for it, don't run home all the time, your parents-in-law will not like it."

"Mom, we didn't quarrel, I just came back to see you."

"See what I do? Besides, didn't you just come back to see me two days ago?" Yang Wenshu said angrily, "In the end, you married into the Qi family, married to Fu Yebai. What kind of girl does Yebai want? You have to be more virtuous, don't do it."

Lou Ruochun was used to mother often saying these things to her, and just listened numbly.

After Yang Wenshu finished talking, she got up and said, "Okay, I'll call Fu Yebai and talk about it. You will go back early tomorrow morning, you know?"

Lou Ruochun nodded her head vaguely, as if she was nodding mechanically rather than her original intention.

Yang Wenshu and Fu Yebai called and talked about Lou Ruochun's affairs. On the phone, she said apologetically, "Yebai, our Chun'er is not a petty person, I just talk about her. Don’t take it too seriously? She’ll be back tomorrow, so you know how to live or how to live?”

"Ah."

Fu Yebai just responded lightly.

Yang Wenshu felt a little uncomfortable hearing that, looked at Lou Ruochun outside, and said in a low voice, "I know, it's hard for you to marry Chun'er, but since you have already agreed, can you treat her well? She Didn’t know anything about it.”

"I know." It was because he didn't know that he never blamed Lou Ruochun.

Yang Wenshu felt depressed, "Perhaps this matter was wrong from the beginning..."

Fu Yebai was even more silent.

As for Yang Wenshu, she hung up the phone with red eyes, and she was smiling again when she came out.

After her husband passed away, she brought up her two children. She has seen so many ups and downs. She can still hold on to this.