love addiction

When she returned to Jiangcheng, she was determined to let go of the past and be a Long Yaxi who could achieve results.

But she overestimated her strength.

During the time she came back, she kept forcing herself not to think about the existence of that person, and blocked any news about him, and she would avoid even the slightest disturbance.

She thought she had really done it, at least on the surface she did.

Until the night of Shen Ruohuan's adult ceremony, she saw his back.

He appeared at the banquet with his newly married wife and that woman, and Long Yaxi fled in embarrassment.

She didn't go home, she didn't want to shut herself up in the room and feel sad, and she didn't want her parents to worry about herself, so she went to drink.

Drunk, she hid in his former residence for a day and a night, and she was in darkness that day and night.

When the light gradually came out on the third day, it seemed that something faded away with the light.

She went home in the rain and was bumped into by her elder brother Long Chenyu, Long Yaxi heaved a sigh of relief.

Fortunately, it was her brother who found her. If her parents found out, there would definitely be a lot of trouble.

After a person has given up his heart to the extreme, no matter what, he can't add any new injuries, right?
After all, his body was covered in cuts and bruises, and it didn't make any difference if there was one more wound or one less wound.

She accepted her mother's arrangement to go on a blind date, but she didn't want Xie Yimin to be the first one she met.

How should I put it, she refused the first time they met, just like what Sasha said, it was too frivolous to say that she was moved at the first time.

Feelings are probably the most unstable relationship in this world.

For example, the friendship between her and Fu Yebai since they were young is not comparable to that of Lou Ruochun who suddenly appeared, or Xie Yimin's heartbeat when they first met.

During that time, Long Yaxi had been thinking about whether it was love after a long time or love at first sight.

But no matter how much you think about it, there is no clear answer.

Later, when Qingqing was ill, she had no time to think about it, but to her surprise, she ran into Xie Yimin again here.

During this period of getting along, Xie Yimin's performance is really remarkable.

If she didn't have the person she used to be in her heart, she would probably be moved by such warmth.

***
"I don't really know how to get along with girls, so I can do very little for you. If you want, I can be your tree hole." Xie Yimin's handsome smile made people feel at ease.

Long Yaxi thought for a while and asked him, "Doctor Xie, if you have liked someone for a long time, but he has a new life, how would you convince yourself to give up?"

Xie Yimin failed to give Long Yaxi an answer, and even showed a confused look on his gentle face, "I have never experienced such a thing, so I may not be able to give this answer."

Seeing his guilty look, Long Yaxi realized that he was being serious, and quickly shook his head and explained, "Don't be so nervous, Doctor Xie, I'm just asking casually."

"When I have the answer, I will definitely tell you." Xie Yimin said to her very seriously.

Originally, Long Yaxi was still in a low mood, but when he saw how serious he was, he couldn't help smiling, and his mood immediately improved a lot.

Even Xie Yimin said, "You look beautiful when you smile, you should smile more."

"……it is good."

At this time, the rain also stopped, the sun faintly peeked out from the clouds, and the temperature warmed up a lot.

Long Yaxi got up and returned the coat to Xie Yimin, "Thank you for the coat, but sorry, I lost the umbrella you gave me at Winsor University."

"It's just an umbrella, don't worry about it." Xie Yimin put the tire on his forearm casually, looked at the time and said, "I have to go back, my mother is still waiting for me to eat at home, how about you? I send you back?"

"No, I drove here by myself, and I'll go back too."

"Okay, see you next time." Xie Yimin said goodbye to her.

This time Xie Yimin left first, probably in a hurry.

This was also the first time Long Yaxi saw this man showing some eagerness, she smiled, and then went to pick up the car.

When I arrived at the parking lot, I realized that I had come out too eagerly and forgot my mobile phone, so I turned back to get it.

Long Qingqing was still sleeping, accompanied by her mother Tang Mianmian.

Because of Qingqing's illness, the family members were very depressed during this time, Tang Mianmian also lost a lot of weight, and probably didn't sleep well at night, and while Long Qingqing was asleep, she also dozed off beside her.

Long Yaxi took the phone lightly and left without disturbing them.

When she came out, she ran into a familiar nurse in the corridor. When she saw Long Yaxi, she greeted Long Yaxi with a smile, "Miss Long is home?"

"Yes, you have worked hard." Long Yaxi greeted her politely.

"Miss Long, you're welcome. We're just working normally. Dr. Xie always works overtime for your sister's sake. I remember that he didn't come to work on New Year's Eve, but he took the initiative to change shifts with Dr. Xu. Come on the night shift."

Long Yaxi remembered what happened on New Year's Eve. According to the duty schedule, he was indeed not on duty, but he came that night.

"He..." Long Yaxi didn't know what to say.

The nurse smiled and said, "I was there at the time, and Dr. Xu asked him why he changed shifts in surprise. After all, this was his first New Year's Eve after returning to China. He should spend it with his family. I have studied abroad and have never been back, so I finally made it to New Year's Eve, so why not spend time with my family?"

"Then what did he say?"

The nurse thought for a while and said, "Dr. Xie's original words seem to be that he has spent several New Year's Eve abroad over the years, and he understands the loneliness of spending New Year's Eve alone, so he wants to come to the hospital to accompany these patients."

Long Yaxi's heart trembled, and he couldn't express his feelings.

But the nurse said with a smile, "But I see, Dr. Xie is not here to accompany the patient, most of the time it is to accompany Miss Long. Doctor Xie is really kind to Miss Long. Those little nurses in our department are very kind. It's all shattered."

Being teased by the nurse, Long Yaxi blushed inexplicably, and could only say embarrassingly, "Dr. Xie and I... are not what you think."

"We didn't think about anything." The nurse looked knowing.

In the end, Long Yaxi could only say goodbye in a panic and hurried away, fearing that if she continued to chat with the nurse, she would peep into her mind.

She hurried back to the parking lot, opened the car door and was about to get in the car, when suddenly a figure came out from behind, stretched out her hand and grabbed her!
Long Yaxi thought it was someone who was planning to do something wrong, so he raised his hand and slammed into the man's abdomen.

She is the daughter of the Long family, so she will naturally become the target of those who plot evil, so their father let them learn the art of self-defense since they were young.

Several brothers and sisters in the family have received such professional training, except for Long Qingqing, after all, her body does not allow it.

So she still has some self-defense skills.

The other party was hit hard by her and made a muffled sound, but the sound made Long Yaxi froze suddenly.

She stood there not daring to turn her head, just panting non-stop.

"Are you and that man... in a relationship?"

It was Fu Yebai who spoke, his voice was very low, it didn't seem like he was deliberately lowering it, but it was like he was being pressed hard by something.

Long Yaxi thought he heard it wrong, so he didn't answer in a daze.

Fu Yebai looked impatient, and continued to ask, "Are you dating that man?"

Time seemed to stop at this moment, and Long Yaxi's reason slowly returned.

After she calmed down, she asked, "Is my matter related to you?"

Probably this question caught Fu Yebai, and he slowly let go of her hand.

Long Yaxi closed her eyes, telling herself to keep calm.

There was no sound behind her, and when she opened her eyes, he had already turned and left, as if he had never appeared before.

At that moment, her tears poured out, and she could no longer control herself from crying bitterly.

After leaving Winsor University, they haven't seen each other for more than two months, let alone talk like today.

There is an indescribable feeling in my heart...

His behavior made it difficult for Long Yaxi to understand.

Just like her question just now, is there any relationship between them?

From what standpoint did he ask himself this question!

If she heard correctly just now, there was a bit of urgency and anger in his tone.

After crying, Long Yaxi giggled again, as if he was laughing at something, how could he care about himself?

It never was, and it's even less likely now.

It's all an illusion.

***
Fu Yebai smoked several cigarettes, his phone kept ringing, but he didn't intend to pick it up.

He knew that Lou Ruochun was calling, and he also knew that she would be very anxious if she couldn't find him.

But he didn't want to pick it up, he just wanted to be alone.

After the last cigarette in the cigarette case was smoked, he threw away the cigarette case, picked up the phone that rang again and answered it, his voice was so cold that he said, "I'll be right there."

Fu Yebai didn't wait for Lou Ruochun to speak, then hung up the phone, turned and walked back from the rooftop.

In the stairs, Lou Ruochun hurriedly avoided Fu Yebai, and took the elevator down first.

In fact, she saw it all.

She saw him go to look for Long Yaxi, and she also saw him escape on the roof of the hospital after he fled in embarrassment.

She followed him because she was worried that he would do something stupid.

As long as he smoked on the rooftop, she watched from behind, calling over and over again to try to wake him up.

Before Fu Yebai found him, Lou Ruochun wiped away his tears first, making himself look the same as usual.

She also looked in the mirror, and her eyes in the mirror were red, as if she had cried.

Fu Yebai also came at this time, she could only slightly lower her eyes to cover the redness in her eyes.

"Have you been waiting for a long time? I have something to delay." Fu Yebai was explaining, but the explanation was very calm.

Even though he knew the truth, Lou Ruochun was not together, he just nodded, "It's been a while, that's why I keep calling you."

"Let's go, go back." Fu Yebai twisted up the documents she brought with her and told her.

"Okay." Lou Ruochun obediently followed him.

It's always been like this between them, even together, he walks in front most of the time.

He rarely looked back, even if she walked slowly sometimes, he would not notice it.

The man's steps are already very long, and it is very difficult for her to follow each time.

The most memorable time was in a foreign country. He walked faster and faster, and he followed with difficulty, but in the end he lost it.

At that time, she had just gone abroad, and she could not understand the language. Standing alone on the street in a foreign country was very sad.

Fortunately, she met someone who could speak Chinese, and the person sent her back in person, so she was able to go home.

When he saw him at home, he asked her a question.

That question made Lou Ruochun sad for a long time.

He asked, "Where did you go? Why didn't I see you when I came back."

Lou Ruochun didn't even know why she was able to answer his question so calmly at that time, she said, "Walking around."

Fu Yebai didn't think much about it, she went to the kitchen to make dinner, but her heart was as cold as the snow outside.

He was the one who took her out to buy groceries that day...

Whether you care or not, it's clear at a glance.