love addiction

He is not good at words, the only thing he can do at this moment is to stand there silently to cover some wetness for her.

Maybe this kind of company had a soothing effect, Long Yaxi gradually felt better, and felt a little embarrassed.

Xie Yimin saw her thoughts and comforted her gently, "Don't feel embarrassed, after all, this is not the first time I saw you cry."

Speaking of this matter, Long Yaxi himself was taken aback, quite embarrassed.

"It was also raining that day, you gave me the umbrella, and today you gave me the coat." Long Yaxi looked at him with misty eyes, "Doctor Xie, are you so nice to everyone?"

Xie Yimin smiled slightly, "Do you think I am like this?"

"I don't know." Long Yaxi murmured.

Xie Yimin sat down beside her, with his legs slightly open, and his hands and elbows resting on them, in a relaxed posture.

There is still the usual gentle smile on his face, clear and shallow, which makes people feel at ease, "Maybe it has something to do with my profession. I always treat patients with patience, because this is part of professionalism. Patience and warmth can Bringing patients a better feeling will also have a certain effect on the recovery of the disease, although it may be negligible, but this kind of easy work, why not do it?"

Long Yaxi froze for a moment, "But I'm not your patient, including the time at Winsor University, we didn't even know each other before."

The smile on the corner of Xie Yimin's mouth gradually became thicker, "I don't know about this, I just saw you that day and felt that you need such comfort from me."

"Yeah, I do need that comfort."

That day was the most desperate day in her life. She desperately ran to Wenser University to find Fu Yebai, hoping to stop him from marrying Lou Ruochun.

But he still did that, in front of Lou Ruochun, he rejected him without hesitation.

Thinking about those hurtful words now hurts my heart.

Why did the man she liked since she was a child become so strange?Long Yaxi couldn't figure it out.

When she was young, she always ran after Fu Yebai, and he would always refuse and treat her coldly. Long Yaxi didn't care, after all, his personality was just like that.

The young Fu Yebai and his mother were displaced, and he was found by his father Qi Yunmo when he was almost seven years old. But at that time, his character had already formed.

But at that time, he was not only indifferent to her, but to everyone.

Long Yaxi has worked hard for so many years, and he has gradually accepted her. She thinks this is a kind of progress, as long as she keeps working hard, she can always warm his heart.

In high school, she wrote too many love letters to him, and witnessed his countless admirers.

But Long Yaxi has always been so firm, he will always be his own.

Just like Tang Mianmian will always be with Long Yejue, just like Long Chenyu will wait for Shen Ruohuan to grow up, just like the tortuous love between Chu Linxiang and Shen Shaogong.

She firmly believed that there would be a result between herself and Fu Yebai.

But five years ago, he suddenly changed his temper.

It all started when he met Lou Ruochun...

That woman appeared too suddenly, shattering all her beliefs and her future.

As the daughter of the Long family, Long Yaxi, the proud daughter of heaven, tasted failure for the first time.

The reason why the memory is so deep-rooted is because it has hurt the heart heavily.

Long Yaxi will never forget that afternoon, she hurried to find Fu Yebai with some snacks.

It was Fu Yebai's favorite dessert. She especially learned how to make it from her servant. After many failures, she finally got a good look, so she came to Fu Yebai happily.

But what she saw was Fu Yebai with another girl.

Long Yaxi knew that girl, she met him once outside Fu Yebai's residence.

Only that time she was outside, not in the house.

The appearance of Long Yaxi seemed very abrupt, which made the two people in the room startled.

The next moment, Lou Ruochun hurriedly took off the apron and said, "Since you have a friend here, I'll go first, you guys talk."

A woman's sixth sense is always so sensitive, Long Yaxi felt the difference in this woman all at once, and quickly grabbed her hand when she left, but looked at Fu Yebai with both eyes. With a questioning tone, "Who is she? Why is she here with you? What did you do?"

Lou Ruochun tried to explain, but before she opened her mouth, she was reprimanded by Long Yaxi, "Shut up! There is no room for you to speak here!"

Fu Yebai frowned, looked at Long Yaxi, walked over without paying attention, pulled Lou Ruochun over and put his arms around her shoulders, and looked at Long Yaxi provocatively, "She is My girlfriend."

The snack box in Long Yaxi's hand fell heavily on the ground!

It wasn't that she was hit, but she fell to the ground angrily.

She broke her mind severely, and then looked at Fu Yebai angrily, "Say what you just said again!"

"She is my girlfriend." Fu Yebai repeated without any hesitation.

Those words, like sharp knives, pierced her heart fiercely.

Lou Ruochun said worriedly, "Miss Long, don't get me wrong, things are actually not what you think, I can explain..."

"Shut up!" Long Yaxi covered her ears angrily, she didn't want to see this woman, let alone hear her voice, "Get lost! What right do you have to speak here? Get lost !"

Long Yaxi's hysterical appearance really frightened Lou Ruochun, she struggled to leave, but Fu Yebai grabbed her even tighter.

He looked at Long Yaxi's hysteria with cold eyes, "Long Yaxi, put away your temper as the eldest lady of the Long family, not everyone can let you trample on it, and this is not your Long family, please leave!"

"Why..." Long Yaxi really couldn't accept this answer.

But Fu Yebai didn't give her any explanation, and closed the door directly in front of her.

At that moment, Long Yaxi only felt that his world had collapsed.

She has liked someone for so many years, how can she change her heart when she changes her mind?

Later, she locked herself at home for a long time, and her family and friends came to comfort her, but Fu Yebai was not the only one.

Later, she was reprimanded by her mother. She no longer hid, went out with various friends every day, and also made friends of the opposite sex, and even refused to come.

But she found that no one can be like Fu Yebai, no one can compare with Fu Yebai.

After realizing this, she began to feel very sad again, and even thought of going back to him.

This idea is like a wildly growing seed, taking root and sprouting in her heart, clamoring to blossom and bear fruit.

In the final analysis, that heart was not hurt enough, or maybe it was the obsession after liking for many years, Long Yaxi ran to find Fu Yebai again without giving up.

Only this day, she got even worse news.

Fu Yebai is going abroad.

Even if she knew that he might go abroad, after all, he had already completed his studies at Chenyu College.

In the past, she had imagined that one day, she would go abroad to study with him. In a foreign country, they were the closest people. They could keep each other warm and cuddle up, and thus their relationship could be enhanced.

But the fact is so cruel, he was going abroad, but it wasn't her who took him away, but that woman.

Long Yaxi watched them leave Jiangcheng together, and that scene deeply burned her eyes.

She was devastated again and hid at home, unwilling to see anyone.

Tang Mianmian was worried about her, and it was rare for her father, Long Yejue, to have a long talk with her all night long.

That was a really long talk all night.

During that time, she was living like a walking dead, and all she was thinking about was Fu Yebai.

After holding on for a while, she still went to find him.

Before going, Tang Mianmian talked to her for a long time, the key point was to let her have dignity in love.

If you love someone, once you lose your dignity, then this love is meaningless.

But once a person is lost in love, how can he distinguish between right and wrong and dignity?

During those years abroad, she did not have a good life.

The Long family can give her everything materially, but they can't give her anything emotionally.

She was busy with her studies, afraid that she would fall behind and not be good enough for him.

She was busy changing her domineering temperament, but she just didn't want to be hated by him.

She was also busy inquiring about everything about him, wondering if he was doing well in a foreign country.

Looking at the investigation emails, Long Yaxi felt like a fool.

Without himself, he obviously had a good life.

Long Yaxi went to look for him, but he was very indifferent to her, not even as good as a friend, and even embraced Lou Ruochun intimately.

That kind of feeling is really frustrating, Long Yaxi has never failed like this, but lost to him again.

When she heard about his marriage, she chased him like crazy to Winsor University, trying to prevent them from getting married.

But Fu Yebai once again clearly rejected her, and rejected her without any hesitation.

It rained heavily that day, and the rain was very cold.

She ran out crying, standing in the rain but felt that her heart was colder than her body, as if she couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain that flowed on her face.

She cried for a long time in the rain...

Xie Yimin must have appeared at that time.

Long Yaxi didn't look at who was holding the umbrella for her, she just lowered her head and cried.

She cried for a long time, and the umbrella was held up for a long time.

Probably because someone was there, she could barely put away the overwhelming sadness after all.

And Xie Yimin was probably afraid that she would be embarrassed, so he took the initiative to hand her the umbrella in his hand, then turned and left.

He didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and all he left was the umbrella.

Long Yaxi was seriously ill. After all, how could he not get sick after being drenched in that icy rain?

She stayed in the hospital for half a month, had repeated fevers, and even contracted pneumonia. She didn't dare to tell her family, fearing that her parents would worry, so she just carried it by herself.

On the day she was discharged from the hospital, the weather cleared up, but the sun was glaring. When she returned to her residence, the servant told her that Fu Yebai had already returned to the country with that woman, and there was going to be a wedding.

Long Yaxi originally thought that she was numb, after all, when the servant told her these things, she didn't show any expression.

But when she was alone in the room, the mountain-like sadness made her breathless.

She got drunk every day, thinking that she could escape everything by doing so.

On his wedding day, she was so drunk that she passed out.

It was brother Long Chenyu who fished her out of the bar, and he stayed with her all night.

Long Yaxi knew that he was worried that he would be overwhelmed.

Long Yaxi told Long Chenyu, "Brother, you don't have to worry about me. If you can't think about it, you can't think about it long ago. Why wait until now, I just want to see how far my heart can die."

And how much can she bear...

Falling in love was a mistake, one wrong step, one step at a time, and in the final analysis, she reaped the consequences.

No matter how unpalatable this fruit is, no matter how bitter it is, she has to eat it.

(It's five o'clock, good night, continue tomorrow, let's write about the small theater tomorrow, that's it)