love addiction

Ye Xirong only told Zhuo Ran one thing, and that was that Bei Fei was back.

Zhuo Ran is a smart person, he immediately understood what was going on, and when Bei Fei came, he was already prepared.

Bei Fei arrived at Zhuo Ran's office according to the address given by Zhuo Ran. The environment was quite good, with many flowers and plants, and it could be seen that Zhuo Ran was a very particular person, and every detail was handled very well.

There was a wind chime hanging on the door, which seemed to be used for knocking on the door. Bei Fei shook the wind chime, and the door opened.

"Is that Mo Sheng?" Zhuo Ran asked with a warm smile.

Bei Fei nodded, "Well, Dr. Zhuo?"

"Come in, but maybe you have to wait for a while, I still have a friend here." Zhuo Ran invited Bei Fei in and explained his current situation.

Bei Fei shook his head indifferently, "It's okay, I'll wait."

Zhuo Ran smiled slightly, and went to talk to his friend.

Zhuoran's voice is very pleasant, with an indescribable penetrating power, as if it can penetrate into people's hearts.

Bei Fei doesn't know if other psychiatrists are like this, anyway, Zhuo Ran's voice is nice, it's definitely a healing feeling for those who have voice control.

Bei Fei casually looked at Zhuo Ran's office. The inside and outside are a little different. The outside is full of trees, but although there are green plants inside, it is full of sunlight and does not make people feel depressed.

And there are also cute succulents here, Mo Sheng reached out and touched the chubby succulent, and couldn't help but think of the pot of Raul at home.

Raul seems to be blooming recently, with long flowering branches stretching out.

According to the information, the flowering branches can actually be cut off, so as not to consume Raul's nutrition and make it grow stronger.

But Bei Fei couldn't get rid of it, so he just watched the foil grow longer and longer day by day, and gradually several foils grew out...

Over there, Zhuo Ran finished talking with his friend, and the friend came over.

Bei Fei raised his eyes and had a face-to-face meeting with the other party. When he saw this, he couldn't help shaking his heart again.

For a moment, she thought she had fallen into the starry sky, but after she realized that it was the other person's eyes.

For some reason, Bei Fei felt very familiar, as if he had seen these eyes somewhere before.

She subconsciously said, "We... Have we met somewhere?"

Wearing neat clothes, Yan Yijing stepped back slightly, keeping a proper distance from Bei Fei, with white gloves on both hands, narrowed his eyes slightly and said, "Miss Bei Fei."

"you know me?"

"I met you at Mr. Quan's banquet before, but I don't know you well, I just know your name." Yan Yijing said calmly.

"So that's the case." Bei Fei hastily stepped aside.

Yan Yijing slightly raised his chin and bid farewell to Zhuo Ran, "Doctor Zhuo, then I will leave first, I hope you have already thought of a solution when you come next time."

"I hope too." Zhuo Ran smiled back.

Yan Yijing left. As soon as he left, the air in the room seemed to become much lighter.

Bei Fei turned around and was relieved to see Zhuo Ran.

Seeing her looking at him, Zhuo Ran said with a helpless smile, "This is probably the most difficult patient I have ever met, with a very weird temper."

"It can be seen." Bei Fei expressed deep sympathy.

"This way please." Zhuo Ran invited her to take a seat.

After she sat down, he brought over the scented scented tea. Bei Fei thought it was good just by smelling it. He thanked Zhuo. .

Zhuo Ran was not surprised at all and said, "As expected of Miss Bei, these rare things are not surprising to you at all."

"No, it's just that I learned a lot about the tea ceremony with my father before, and I just understand a little bit." Bei Fei explained modestly.

After finishing speaking, I felt something was wrong, and hurriedly raised my eyes to look at Zhuo Ran, "Do you know my identity?"

"Yeah." Zhuo Ran admitted generously, "I had a lot of interactions with Mo Sheng before, so I know a little bit about it."

"You mean...you have treated Mo Sheng?" Bei Fei was astonished.

Zhuo Ran didn't admit it, but he didn't deny it either, "Miss Mo and Miss Bei are still different, she actually refused to see a psychiatrist at that time."

It turned out that the person who knew his story, Bei Fei felt that he had nothing to worry about, so he asked directly, "Then tell me, what should I do in this situation? I always worry that one day I will disappear by myself."

"Are you afraid of disappearing, or what?" Zhuo Ran has officially entered the work mode.

Bei Fei thought for a while before saying, "Sometimes I am afraid. But sometimes, I have hope that I can disappear."

"Because of what?" Zhuo Ran raised his eyebrows.

Bei Fei bit her lip, a little hesitant to say the answer.

Zhuo Ran showed a professional level and said, "Miss Bei can rest assured that a psychiatrist has the professional ethics of a psychiatrist, and it is impossible to tell others what you want to hide."

Of course Bei Fei also knew this, otherwise he wouldn't have seen a psychiatrist by himself.

After struggling for a while, she still chose to confess, "What I'm confused about now is that I'm clearly another person, but I seem to like the person that the person living in my body likes."

What she said was a bit complicated, but Zhuo Ran understood it.

It means that Bei Fei fell in love with Ye Xirong, and she felt that Ye Xirong was related to Mo Sheng, so she subconsciously felt that she was like a third party, so she was entangled and struggling.

Sometimes he was afraid that when Mo Sheng woke up, he would disappear with him.

Sometimes she felt that she disappeared, and Mo Sheng's return meant that she would be with Ye Xirong forever.

Things about relationships are always complicated.

Zhuo Ran analyzed them one by one for her, "Actually, don't separate yourself from your other personality deliberately, because you are one, and your other personality is also a part of you. She is just another One side of you."

Bei Fei couldn't understand this kind of coexistence at all, so she was so entangled.

Zhuo Ran tried to comfort her. "Let me tell you this, there are many situations where a person has a dual personality and separate personalities, but they must be complementary. For example, you are what she wants, and she is what you want You are completely different in appearance, but you will always complement each other, there is no doubt about that.”

"For example, if you are afraid of the dark, you subconsciously hope that you will become stronger and not afraid of the dark, so your other personality is not afraid of the dark. Each of us has multiple personalities in our bodies. It's just that they don't show it as strongly."

"Isn't there a saying that there is an angel and a demon living in everyone's body? In fact, in our psychological terms, it is the manifestation of multiple personalities. What is special about you is that you are separated, so you have this This illusion, in fact, these are just your illusions, you are already one, so why do you have to separate them so strongly?"

"It's part of your character in itself, nothing more."

Bei Fei repeated this sentence in his heart many times.

Zhuo Ran was not in a hurry when he arrived, and after making another cup of tea for her, he said slowly, "Actually, the separation of personalities is not an unsolvable problem. Their main body is one. As long as they prefer one, then the other personality will also be separated." will gradually disappear.”

"Disappear?" Bei Fei was stunned, looking at Zhuo Ran in confusion.

"That is to say, one of your two personalities is the master personality, and the master personality will be the last personality, while the other will gradually merge."

Bei Fei felt that her head was starting to hurt, which was completely beyond her comprehension.

Zhuo Ran let her relax, and comforted her, "Although you are not sure who your main personality is now, then you have to try to have a cognition, you are the same person, why bother to distinguish? You, Bei Fei, she, Mo Sheng, you are one person, there is no need to distinguish them, you just have different names."

They... just have different names...

"Or you're just a Bei Fei who lost Mo Sheng's memory."

Bei Fei kept chanting Zhuoran's words in his heart, as if there was something to be seen clearly, and it seemed to be getting more and more chaotic.

When Zhuo Ran handed her the third cup of tea, after she drank it, the whole person became quiet.

Zhuo Ran said, "After leaving this door, you don't have to think about anything, just do what you are doing now, and like the person you like now."

On the way back, Bei Fei was much quieter. Xu Si asked worriedly at first, but she didn't feel relieved until Bei Fei said that she was fine, and she took Bei Fei to her home before leaving.

Back in the house, Bei Fei opened the refrigerator and took a bottle of ice water to drink, and his heart seemed to be much calmer.

But the more peaceful you are, the clearer your heart is when you miss someone.

She was sitting on the window sill, looking at Raul, ha those several flourishing foils.

After staring at it for an unknown amount of time, she suddenly jumped off the window sill, went to the kitchen to get the scissors, returned to the window, and cut off a few foil swords.

Looking at the flower sword in her hand, her heart seemed to suddenly lift up.

Bei Fei found a vase, and inserted the foil sword into it. She didn't put any water in the fleshy body and didn't like water. She just put it in the transparent vase, but it felt extra special.

Looking at the flower, she couldn't help taking a photo and sending it to someone.

Night Xirong.

In fact, it was quite late. When she sent it, she thought Ye Xirong would see it tomorrow, but he replied almost immediately.

"Finally willing to cut it off?"

"Yeah." Bei Fei replied to him.

"Why did you suddenly decide to cut it off?" Ye Xirong asked curiously.

"Because...their best look is what they are now. Cutting them off now will make Raul grow better."

Ye Xirong looked at the words on the screen, paused for a while, and then replied, "By this time next year, more foils will grow, and they have always existed."

Bei Fei stared at the screen and laughed, then put down the phone, looked at the foil swords intently, and reached out to poke them from time to time.

Under the illumination of the lights, the foil sword looked exquisite and translucent, and it was extraordinarily beautiful.

Bei Fei suddenly became temperamental, and ran back to the room to get a pen and paper. While looking at the foil, he smoothly drew the design on the drawing paper.

After more than ten minutes, Ye Xirong didn't wait for a reply. During this period, he tried to put down his phone and continue to read the file, but he couldn't see a line, and couldn't help picking up his phone to see if she had replied to the message.

This back and forth, in just ten minutes, he checked his phone many times, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, and sent another message to Mo Sheng.

Asked a very special...silly question.

"Um... do you have a stomach?"

Bei Fei tapped the phone with the hand holding the paintbrush, couldn't help but raised his lips and smiled when he saw these words, and then replied, "I'm hungry."

"What do you want to eat?" He replied in seconds, as if the sentence had already been typed in the input box.

"Emmmm... hot pot?"

"You only ate hot pot two days ago, change to another one."

"Ma La Tang."

"What's the difference between that and hot pot?"

"Then... the pasta, the pasta you made is delicious."