love addiction

Bei Fei almost ran away in the office, and finally went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water before calming himself down.

Looking at herself in the mirror, she smiled helplessly again.

During this period of time, she seemed to have been deceiving herself and others, but the drunk self was the truest self.

She has a feeling that she can't escape for the rest of her life, so... let's try to face it slowly.

After adjusting his mood, Bei Fei went back to the office and called Xu Si in.

Xu Si thought that there was something important to order, but Bei Fei asked her, "Do you have any cosmetics?"

"Yes, do you need it?"

"Lend it to me."

"Ok."

Xu Si went to get her cosmetics, and after Bei Fei opened it, she skillfully put on her makeup.

After a while, she put on a delicate makeup. After thanking Xu Si, Bei Fei left the office and went downstairs.

It's been half an hour since I just hung up the phone, and I don't know if Ye Xirong is getting impatient.

Bei Fei kept calm and glanced at the road outside, and saw Ye Xirong's car directly. She breathed a sigh of relief before walking over, opened the car door calmly and calmly and sat in it.

She remained calm throughout the whole process, and after sitting in the car, she simply greeted Ye Xirong, "Sorry for keeping you waiting."

"It's okay, I didn't delay much time, put on your seat belt." He explained.

Bei Fei put on his seat belt on his own, before Ye Xirong drove away from the Nanguo Group headquarters.

At first, Bei Fei didn't know where he was going to take her to eat, but she didn't know until later that it was a private restaurant.

The location of this restaurant is actually very hard to find, but the environment is nice and quiet. There is a picture of a fat woman on the door, with seven characters written on it.

Aunt Zhou's private restaurant.

Seeing Ye Xirong's proficient appearance, he should come here to eat often, which is beyond Bei Fei's cognition.

She thought that with Ye Xirong's status, he should go in and out of high-end restaurants, but she didn't expect him to be so easy-going in private.

Ye Xirong turned around and saw Bei Fei standing at the door, and asked, "What's wrong? Are you not used to this place?"

"No, I was just a little surprised." Bei Fei explained after following up.

"Accident what?"

Bei Fei paused, then whispered, "I thought you only ate state banquets."

Ye Xirong laughed when he heard this, "The state banquet is only held when the important guests are invited, and it is not held every day. Is it possible that I will be hungry on the days when I don't eat the state banquet?"

"I did not mean that……"

"The food here is delicious." Ye Xirong recommended it to her.

Before Bei Fei looked at the menu, a slightly fat middle-aged woman came out. Her image and smile were the same as the one on the signboard at the door. It could be said that she was very vivid.

She greeted them cheerfully, "President Xi, Mo Sheng, are you here? I've been waiting for you all this time. The crayfish are ready. You can eat them after washing your hands. I'll go get the old man to serve."

"Thank you, Aunt Zhou." Ye Xirong said casually.

It's not a polite word, but a sincere thank you, and it's a very natural kind of thank you.

Aunt Zhou returned with a cheerful smile.

It can be seen that the relationship between the two is good, and they are not restrained by Ye Xirong's identity, they should be people who are very familiar with Ye Xirong.

What made Bei Fei a little overwhelmed was that Aunt Zhou actually knew Mo Sheng this week.

And it's not hard to hear from her words that Ye Xirong used to bring Mo Sheng here for dinner, that's why Aunt Zhou called Mo Sheng by his name so kindly.

　Bei Fei suddenly felt a little sour... This feeling... seems to be jealous!
This thought frightened Bei Fei herself, she lowered her head in a panic, drank the boiled water in the cup, thought indiscriminately, and was also afraid to look into Ye Xirong's eyes.

Aunt Zhou's husband brought up a large plate of ready-made crayfish, as well as several side dishes, which were very tempting to eat together.

Ye Xirong handed her the apron and gloves and told her to tie them on so as not to stain her clothes when eating crayfish.

And he himself had already put it on, and his appearance was somewhat similar to that of him when he was cooking.

It is obvious that the back of the apron is a suit and leather shoes, but after the apron is tied on, it does not reduce his handsomeness at all, but adds another kind of charm, so that Bei Fei can't help but look at him.

After watching too much, Ye Xirong naturally noticed it, and asked her, "What's wrong? Is there anything wrong with me?"

"No……"

"Then why do you always look at me?"

"How do you know I'm looking at you if you don't look at me." Bei Fei deliberately refuted him.

Who knew that Ye Xirong directly admitted, "I was looking at you."

Bei Fei, "..."

She seemed... not an opponent, so she could only keep silent to stabilize herself.

Aunt Zhou also enthusiastically came over and asked the two of them if they were eating well, and if they had any other needs, etc., she was very kind.

Bei Fei just kept his head down and ate the crayfish, and when Aunt Zhou asked questions, she just nodded or shook her head, which made Aunt Zhou a little puzzled, "Why doesn't Mo Sheng like talking today?"

Bei Fei didn't know how to explain, Ye Xirong helped her out and said, "It's all because Uncle Zhou's crayfish is so delicious, she has no time to talk."

Aunt Zhou laughed all of a sudden, "I like to hear Mr. Xi's words, so you can concentrate on eating, and I won't bother you."

When she reached the door, she paused again and turned her head and said, "By the way, Mr. Xi, I'm going to make Siwutang in two days. Do you want to save a copy for you?"

"No, no, no." Ye Xirong quickly refused.

Aunt Zhou smiled ambiguously, "Don't be embarrassed, the raw materials are better this time, I'll make you a copy and send it over. If you don't need to come over, I'll just send it over."

"It's really unnecessary..."

Before Ye Xirong finished speaking, Aunt Zhou walked away.

Bei Fei breathed a sigh of relief and at the same time kissed him curiously, "What Siwu soup?"

"It's nothing." Ye Xirong's eyes flickered.

Bei Fei could see it. Although she was very curious, she didn't ask any further questions, and just continued to eat shrimp.

The taste is indeed delicious, but it's just a bit troublesome to peel it off.

After Bei Fei peeled a few, she didn't really want to peel it anymore, although she still wanted to eat it.

Ye Xirong probably saw what she meant, so he put the peeled shrimp in front of her.

This move made Bei Fei stunned for a moment, subconsciously wanting to refuse.

Ye Xirong said casually, "I just ate a lot for dinner, and I'm not hungry now, you can eat, don't waste it."

"……thanks."

Although this thank you was a polite phrase, it made the atmosphere slightly cooler.

They didn't talk to each other anymore, one concentrated on eating, and the other concentrated on peeling shrimp.

After the two of them were full, Ye Xirong personally took her home.

At this time, it was already the beginning of the lights, and when the twilight came around, the street scene outside became very dreamy.

The atmosphere is also quite romantic. If they are lovers, this atmosphere is really suitable for a relationship or something...

But their current relationship is really embarrassing.

The two were silent the entire time. After arriving at Bei Fei's house, she opened the car door and got out of the car. She said thank you and goodbye before parting.

Every time she took a step, she had a strong urge to turn back.

But she held it back, and there was no voice behind her to hold back. She didn't relax until she returned to the room and couldn't feel the sight anymore, and she lifted her head and sighed on the door.

A strong sense of powerlessness spread from her heart and surrounded her, causing her to gradually slide down against the door, then hugged herself and buried her head...

But there was a strong sense of loss in my heart.

All of this was because of Ye Xirong.

She has never been so hypocritical. In the past, Bei Fei, if she loved it, she loved it, and if she didn't love her, she didn't love her.

If you love, you will work hard to fight for it. If you don't love, no matter what the other party does, it will be useless.

At that time, she never lacked pursuers around her, but she never caught sight of anyone, and she would always use embarrassing methods to make others dare not do it again.

But all of these were useless when facing Ye Xirong.

She couldn't simply refuse...nor could she turn around decisively.

There are even lingering thoughts in the subconscious mind...

This made Bei Fei fall into struggle and entanglement...

This night, she probably won't be able to sleep.

Because she has insomnia!

It is true to say that insomnia wastes a day. Bei Fei went to work the next day, and his whole body collapsed.

Even when Xu Si was teaching her, she was distracted and yawned, and finally Xu Si had to ask, "Mr. Mo, did you not sleep well last night?"

"I didn't sleep well, I was insomnia." Bei Fei said helplessly.

"Then don't study today, and in your current state, it's meaningless to force study." Xu Si said very understandingly.

Bei Fei asked her, "Is there any good way to adjust my current state? I always feel that I still have insomnia at night."

"Don't you always have thoughts?" Xu Si asked curiously.

Beifei nodded in agreement.

"In this situation, you have to adjust yourself, or you can only see a psychiatrist." Xu Si gave her pertinent advice, "Nowadays, many people have regular arrangements to see a psychiatrist, because people are under too much pressure now. If you deliberately suppress yourself, it will be counterproductive, see a psychiatrist, the psychiatrist will help you break down and digest these things, so that you can gradually adjust yourself."

Bei Fei's heart moved slightly, and he told Xu Si, "Then help me see if there is a better psychiatrist."

"I'll go check it out."

Xu Si was very efficient, and gave Bei Fei a reply in a short while, "I checked, and among the top ten most authoritative top psychiatrists in the world, there is one who is very suitable for Mr. Mo. His name is Zhuo Ran, and he often appeared in L country, it should be easier to find.”

"Then contact me immediately."

"Okay, but this kind of doctor usually needs to make an appointment."

"It's okay, I can wait."

Xu Si did as she asked, and she also contacted Zhuo Ran.

Originally, Xu Si was worried about queuing up or something, but when the other party heard Mo Sheng's name, he immediately agreed and gave her an address to go directly to.

When Xu Si reported to Bei Fei in this way, Bei Fei was a little surprised, "Didn't you say it was difficult to make an appointment? You can't be a liar, right?"

"These information are all valid information found, there should be no possibility of a liar, but if Mr. Mo is worried, I can accompany you there."

"It's okay, I'll just say it casually, there shouldn't be any problem." Bei Fei also felt that he was thinking too much.

Even so, Xu Si went with Bei Fei the next day.

Before Zhuo Ran met Bei Fei, he had already met Ye Xirong.

Of course, Bei Fei didn't know about this, Zhuo Ran wanted to ask Ye Xirong what was going on.