love addiction

"I really want to know, you can answer me." Mu Mu didn't stop, and continued to ask, "If Junlin has no money and no status, will you still love him? Like you just said, without him Are you going to die?"

"...Yes." Wei Xiaoya's answer was obviously not firm.

Mu Mu laughed mockingly, "Actually not, because I know you very well, and the only person you love is yourself."

Wei Xiaoya wanted to refute, but she couldn't find anything to refute, and Mu Mu didn't give her a chance to refute, and went directly to the kitchen.

She sat there blankly, troubled by Mu Mu's words just now, she was too absorbed in her thoughts, and didn't hear the crying behind the sound of running water in the kitchen.

Since Lingling was promoted to the team leader, her work has also improved smoothly, and she can handle a difficult customer occasionally.

It was her turn to be on duty tonight, and she had just confirmed the situation in the store with her subordinates today, and was about to go back to the office to make a report, when she saw Jun Lin stumbled out of one of the private rooms.

Drunk people abound here, and Lingling noticed it because she had more or less friendship with Jun Lin, especially when she saw him about to fall, she hurried over to help him and asked, "Mr Jun, How are you?"

Jun Lin didn't even look at Lingling, he just pushed her away, stood up and continued walking.

Junlin has spent many times in Ye Shi Haomen, and drank a lot of wine, but this is the first time Lingling has seen Lingling in such a state of stumbling like this, so she is a little worried, guessing that he must have drunk too much.

Facts proved that her worry was correct, Jun Lin just took two steps, and fell forward again because of the staggering steps, this time he fell to the ground drunk and didn't react.

Lingling called the waiter to help her to help Junlin to his previous private room. During the process, he didn't wake up, but just fell asleep in a daze.

Lingling had no choice but to find a way to contact Junlin's family.

She groped to find Junlin's mobile phone, but she didn't know which one to use. It's not surprising that a person like Junlin has two phones, but Lingling didn't know which one was to contact his family, so she had to try. .

The unlocking is by fingerprint. Lingling pressed Junlin's hand to unlock it, and found that one of the mobile phones only stored a phone number, and the note on it was called Xindong.

She thought, this should belong to someone very important in King's Landing, so she tried to dial this number.

The call got through, but no one answered, which made Lingling anxious, and when she wanted to call again, another cell phone in Junlin rang.

The name on it is Shang Haojia, she picked it up hastily, "Jiajia?"

Hearing a woman's voice suddenly, Shang Haojia couldn't react for a moment, until the other party called her name, she said, "Lingling? Why are you? Isn't this the phone number from King's Landing?"

"That's right, Jun Lin was drunk at the Ye Se Mansion, and I was just about to contact his family to pick him up." Lingling explained.

"Family?" Shang Haojia hesitated and said, "I'll come over, I'll come and pick him up."

"Okay, then come here, and I will rest assured when I leave it to you."

Shang Haojia hung up the phone, untied her apron and walked out from the kitchen, took the car keys and went to the Yese Noble House to pick up King's Landing.

The reason why she made this call was that after she arrived at Yujingjiangshan, she cooked dinner and found that Junlin hadn't come back yet, so she wanted to ask him if he would come back tonight, but who knew that he actually went to the Yese rich family to drink.

It seems that he also came back last night after drinking too much alcohol from the rich family in the night, reeking of alcohol.

Shang Haojia's heart ached, and she rushed to the Yese Mansion as fast as she could, and went straight to the private room Lingling had mentioned.

Lingling went out to work for a while and came back again, and Shang Haojia also came, so she helped her put Jun Lin into the car, and said to Shang Haojia, "Mr. Jun seems to be in a bad mood these two days. , I heard from Lili that he also came to drink last night, did something happen?"

"His mother passed away." Shang Haojia said a little sadly.

Lingling sighed, and comforted Shang Haojia, "There is no other way, you are familiar with him, so please help to comfort him, I think he is very uncomfortable."

Why doesn't Shang Haojia know about it, that's why he squeezed his work time out and went to Yujingjiangshan to cook dinner for him in advance, and he didn't even need him to call him before he took the initiative to come here, in order to be able to eat at this time. do something for him.

But seeing him drunk like this, Shang Haojia was a little at a loss.

On the way back to Yujingjiang Mountain, it started to rain again, drenching the whole of Ningcheng, which caused a particularly depressed mood.

After arriving at Yujingjiangshan, Shang Haojia struggled to help him out of the car to the bedroom, and wanted to go downstairs to cook him a bowl of hangover soup, but Junlin hugged her directly.

It's a hug, not a handshake like last night.

Jun Lin buried his face in Shang Haojia's arms, his shoulders trembling slightly.

"Junlin..." Shang Haojia called him, but didn't know what to say.

"I killed her." Jun Lin's voice sounded coolly in the room.

Shang Haojia's original comforting movements suddenly stopped, as if he couldn't believe what he heard.

And Jun Lin repeated in a low voice, "I killed her."

"Jun Lin, don't think about it." Shang Haojia nervously tried to comfort her.

But Jun Lin let go of her, and lay on the bed without looking at him, closed his eyes and said in a deep voice, "It would be great if I wasn't so impulsive, I should let things be more natural before telling her, as a doctor After telling me that she was driving in a trance and caused the accident, I realized how sinful I was."

Shang Haojia was too shocked to speak.

That day Zhou Yue did say that Yang Li's car accident was caused by driving in a bad state of mind, but she didn't expect that Jun Lin would take this kind of conscience debt on her.

"Three months ago, she was diagnosed with cancer, which was at an advanced stage and could no longer be cured. The doctor told me that I had to undergo chemotherapy or conservative treatment, but this could only delay the treatment. I didn't tell her because I was afraid that she would not be able to bear it. So I have kept it a secret, and tried my best to make her live a little happier in the few days left."

When Jun Lin said these things, his whole body was fragile. Although this vulnerability was invisible, Shang Haojia felt it, as if he felt how helpless he was at this moment.

"Because of me, she has never lived a single day of happiness in her whole life. She used to be dependent on others, and she couldn't lift her head at all. She had to laugh with everyone she saw, and swallowed all the suffering by herself. I don't know how many times I have seen her. The appearance of crying secretly, so I kept telling myself that I must let her spit out all the grievances she had swallowed in the future, so that she could live a happier life in her later years, so I worked very hard and made money. Getting better soon..."

"I could have made her proud of me..."

Jun Lin held her head, her face was full of pain, "But she is suffering from cancer. When the doctor told me that she didn't have many days left, I was afraid of this day coming, but I didn't expect this day to come. It came so fast, and I caused it myself! If I was not so strong, would she not be so dazed? If I gave her a little more time to accept, would she not leave with regret like this gone?"

These questions are really difficult.

Shang Haojia couldn't answer, and could only watch him suffer, but she was so helpless.

If possible, she really wanted to bear this for him.

What people fear most in their life is to owe a debt of conscience. She Shang Haojia has been paying off a debt of conscience all her life, and the same is true for Junlin.

So she can understand why Jun Lin thinks of these things on her own head...

Shang Haojia reached out to hug him, and held him in his arms, "Junlin, I believe your mother won't blame you, because you are his son, so don't think so, okay?"

"It's because I know she won't blame me that I suffer so much."

"But it's useless for you to suffer."

"That's why I hate my powerlessness!"

Shang Haojia didn't know what to say anymore, he sighed a long time, and hugged him even tighter.

I don't know how long it took, Junlin fell asleep because he was too tired, but Shang Haojia couldn't sleep all night, and kept letting him sleep on his lap.

Looking at Jun Lin's haggard side face, Shang Haojia felt very distressed.

As soon as it was dawn, Shang Haojia gently pulled away and went to the kitchen to get him something to eat.

He ate the breakfast left over from yesterday, but Shang Haojia knew that he probably didn't eat anything else except that breakfast.

He finished the breakfast lightly, and when he was about to call King's Landing, someone opened the door and came in.

It's only seven o'clock in the morning, who would come here so early?Shang Haojia looked out from the kitchen and saw Wei Xiaoya who had just entered.

Seeing her, Wei Xiaoya's expression immediately turned ferocious, and she rushed over and said, "You bastard! You still have the face to stay here! Do you know that the reason for the car accident in King's Landing is because of you? You actually have the nerve to show up it's here!"

Shang Haojia stood there blankly, unable to realize what Wei Xiaoya meant by this sentence.

Wei Xiaoya rushed over and slapped her directly, causing her to lean to one side.

Wei Xiaoya said, "That night we came here to look for Junlin and found out that you were still in touch with him. Auntie was very angry and quarreled with Junlin, but the next day because of this incident, she drove into a car accident and died. Good business. , why do you still have the face to stand here?"

Shang Haojia shook his head, a little unacceptable, "How could this happen?"

"It was you, you killed Junlin's mother, get out of here! Stay away from Junlin, stay away from him, and don't show up again!" Wei Xiaoya shouted hoarsely.

Shang Haojia was so frightened that she forgot to react, she was kicked out of Yujingjiangshan by Wei Xiaoya, and it was still raining outside.

One night's mud is enough to plunge the whole city into a cold, but no matter how cold it is, it can't compare to Shang Haojia's cold heart at this time.

If she hadn't heard what Jun Lin said last night, she probably wouldn't have believed Wei Xiaoya's words...

It turned out that everything was caused by me!

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