love addiction

In the season of flooding in spring, just after it stopped for a while, it began to fall again.

Shang Haojia squatted at the gate of Yujing Jiangshan, didn't open the door to go in, just squatted there.

Some moisture drifted in and wet her coat, but she didn't seem to feel it, and kept a posture and waited.

I don't know how long it took, but finally a ray of light pierced through the dark silence and shone in. Shang Haojia slowly raised his head and looked in the direction of the gate.

It was Junlin's car, but the driver was not Junlin, and naturally not Wei Xiaoya.

After the driver got out of the car, he went around and opened the door to help Jun Lin get out of the car. He seemed to be drunk, so Shang Haojia got up and wanted to help him.

Maybe because I got up too fast and squatted for too long, my head was dizzy for a while, so I hurriedly supported the pillars beside me to prevent myself from falling down.

After the dizziness passed, she rushed into the rain and helped the driver to carry Junlin back to the house.

Jun Lin drank a lot of wine, but just holding on like this, he could smell the smell of wine.

After arriving at the house, the driver handed the key to Shang Haojia and said, "This is Mr. Jun's key, so I'm leaving first."

"Thank you." Shang Haojia thanked the substitute driver, and turned around to take care of Junlin.

She fetched hot water and a towel, and wanted to wash King's Landing, but just touching his face, he grabbed her hand painfully.

Shang Haojia didn't know if he recognized her, but he grabbed it very hard, and if he moved a little, he would hold it tighter, as if he was afraid that she would run away.

She had no choice but to scrub him with one hand, and took off his wet coat with great effort.

Jun Lin probably felt a little more comfortable, turned on his side, and continued to fall asleep, but still did not let go of his hand holding her.

Although the weather wasn't cold, it wasn't too warm either. Sleeping on the sofa would definitely catch a cold, so Shang Haojia still tried to wake up Junlin.

He opened his eyes dimly for a look, then closed them again and fell asleep.

Shang Haojia could only call him again, this time he reacted a bit, and got up with Shang Haojia's strength.

She half-supported him, and walked upstairs carefully little by little. The walk was slow and difficult, but she finally reached the bedroom safely.

After pulling him under the quilt, Shang Haojia was exhausted and out of breath. After resting for a while, he wanted to pour him a cup of hot water, but Jun Lin raised his hand and grabbed her.

Shang Haojia looked back at him, and Jun Lin squinted his eyes, expressing his meaning vaguely.

"I'll get you some water." Shang Haojia said patiently.

Only then did Jun Lin let go of her, and Shang Haojia poured water back for him to drink, and Jun Lin lay down again in a daze, without saying a word from the beginning to the end.

This was the first time Shang Haojia saw him like this, he was very quiet, and he was no longer as repulsive as before. He even stretched out his hand to hold her, for fear that she would leave.

Seeing her like this made Shang Haojia think of herself.

She also had this experience before, but at that time there was no one around her.

Junlin slept very restlessly, and would open his eyes every once in a while to take a look, and then continued to sleep after seeing that she was still there.

Shang Haojia simply took off her shoes and got on the bed, Jun Lin raised his hand and hugged her.

At that moment, Shang Haojia's eyes became moist.

He buried his face in Shang Haojia's chest, and his body trembled slightly. Every 2 minutes, Shang Haojia felt wet.

But he didn't make a sound, Shang Haojia suddenly felt distressed, and patted his shoulder lightly with his right hand.

In front of others, Jun Lin has never shown such fragility, and only now will he show it.

No matter how strong a person is, there will always be a vulnerable side. At this moment, Shang Haojia really felt it.

She just accompanied her silently, without gorgeous words, only silent companionship.

The rain outside the window has been pattering all night, and it didn't stop until dawn.

Shang Haojia got up gently, covered Junlin with a quilt, and then quietly left the room.

She went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, some mild ingredients, and ate a little of it herself, but she didn't wake up King's Landing, just left a note and left.

After leaving Yujing Jiangshan, she looked back at the house, and finally drove away.

In the direction of the turning intersection, she saw a familiar person, Wei Xiaoya.

He also drove a red Ferrari and went straight to Yujingjiangshan.

Shang Haojia looked away, stepped on the gas pedal again and left.

Back home, Shang Xiaojia had already woken up, and the confinement wife had just fed milk powder and was teasing him.

After hugging him for a while, Shang Haojia went back to the room, sat in front of the computer as usual, but his mind was blank.

It wasn't until Ye Feiya called that she woke up and picked it up in a daze.

"Shang Haojia, where did you go last night?! Why didn't you come home?! Are you going to heaven? How dare you stay out at night!" Ye Feiya cursed angrily, probably knowing from the servant that she didn't come home last night. Go home, that's why I called early in the morning to question.

Hearing this familiar voice, Shang Haojia finally broke down a bit, and burst into sobs.

"What are you doing? Pretending to be pitiful? Don't act for me, I'm not so easy to deceive! Don't try to fool me! How dare you stay out at night, don't you have a lot of guts?" Ye Feiya thought she was acting , and kept cursing.

Knowing that he heard that Shang Haojia was really crying, he realized something was wrong, and hurriedly asked, "Shang Haojia, aren't you? Such a glass-hearted? I just said a few words and you were wronged and cried?"

It was okay if he didn't say anything, but when he said Shang Haojia, he cried even harder, and there was no way to deal with it.

Now Ye Feiya panicked, and quickly coaxed her with nice words, "Grandma, I was wrong, I shouldn't scold you, don't cry! At worst, you don't have to go home every night, I will never Can you tell me? I was wrong!"

"Ye Feiya..." Shang Haojia cried out sobbing.

"I'm here, what's your order?" Ye Feiya had a flattering face.

"What should I do?" Shang Haojia murmured, "What should I do?"

Now Ye Feiya was confused, "What should I do? What happened? Is it serious? I'll be right back."

"No..." Shang Haojia didn't know where to start.

This made Ye Feiya very anxious, "What the hell is that? You can tell me, grandma, I'm almost worried to death here."

"I..." Shang Haojia choked for a moment, then said in a low voice, "I still love him, I found that I still love him... what should I do?"

Ye Feiya, "..."

After the phone fell silent for a few seconds, Ye Feiya finally cursed, "That's all you need to do!"

It’s not about other things, Ye Feiya felt relieved and said, “Shang Haojia, in fact, I have always known that you are a person who doesn’t talk too much.”

This made Shang Haojia unable to answer, and also unable to answer.

Ye Feiya chuckled, as if mocking but more like explaining, "So don't think so grandiosely of yourself, just do what you want, don't always find a reason for yourself to refuse, if you refuse, I still need you Looking for a reason?"

After finishing the call with Ye Feiya, Shang Haojia kept thinking about what he said.

In the end, it's all about the bystanders.

After deceiving herself for such a long time, it was only last night that she truly understood how ridiculous her behavior was.

Reason is important, but when it comes to feelings, reason is really not worth mentioning.

When she saw Jun Lin so helpless and sad, there was only one thought in her mind, to be with him, and only him.

She didn't close her eyes much throughout the night, just looking at his face, her mind was full of the past that happened between them, and it played out in front of her eyes like a silent movie.

In the end, all that is left is reluctance.

She was reluctant to part with King's Landing, the past, and even more reluctant to live without him in the years to come.

But there was an extremely sad sobriety in her heart. She and King's Landing were two worlds.

The one who can match him is Wei Xiaoya, not her.

***
I don't know how many times I have called Junlin, but I still can't get through, Wei Xiaoya is very frustrated.

Mu Mu brought the snacks she had just made to her, but she swept them away irritably.

The dim sum was fragile, and it made an ugly appearance on the carpet, very much like Mu Mu's heart at this time, she looked at Wei Xiaoya, and asked a little dissatisfied, "Just for a King's Landing, are you going to die or live like this? "

"You don't understand." Wei Xiaoya shook her head.

Mu Mu sneered, "I don't understand, because in my opinion, your current behavior is no different from that of an idiot."

"Yes, I admit that I look like a fool now, but Mu Mu, I just love him, even if it makes me a fool, I am willing."

Mu Mu was a little cold, she didn't speak, but just lowered her head to clean up the snacks that she had thrown on the ground.

She made it after a busy afternoon, and she just hoped that she could have a bite.

Because of the matter of King's Landing, she hasn't eaten properly for two days, and when she is bored, she keeps smoking and drinking, as if the sky is about to collapse.

Seeing Mu Mu like this, Wei Xiaoya felt a little guilty, and said, "I'm sorry Mu Mu, I'm a little impulsive, I'm in a bad mood, so leave me alone."

"I don't want to worry about you either." Mu Mu said mockingly.

Wei Xiaoya lay down on the sofa uncomfortably, and murmured, "Yang Li is dead, Junlin must be very sad now, because he has a deep affection for her mother, I want to be with him, but he avoids me I don’t see you, I don’t answer the phone, I’m so scared, I’m afraid of losing him, Mu Mu, if I don’t have him, I will definitely die.”

"You won't die." Mu Mu suddenly turned her head and said to her.

But Wei Xiaoya was very sure, "I will, without him I will die."

Mu Mu bit her lip, and finally looked away, and continued to tidy up, but still repeated, "You will not die."

Wei Xiaoya didn't argue, but said desperately, "The Wei family has a problem now. If Junlin doesn't help, the Wei family may not be safe. My dad calls me every day and asks me to go to Junlin to borrow money, but he Now it’s all like this, how can I ask him for money?”

"Wei Xiaoya, let me ask you, if Junlin doesn't help the Wei family, would you still love him?" Mu Mu threw away the things in her hand and turned around and asked sharply.

Wei Xiaoya was taken aback, looked at Mu Mu, and didn't understand why she suddenly questioned herself like this.