love addiction

It's a pity that it seems to be too late when she realizes that she already has a lover by her side, and she is, after all, the one who should disappear into the vast sea of ​​people.

So did he.

So he agreed to the engagement with Wei Xiaoya, and held the engagement ceremony in the shortest possible time.

But when he saw his mother's satisfied smile, Wei Xiaoya's shy expression, and heard the blessings of the guests, he found that he was not without a little bit of joy.

He left that night, trying to make himself forget in this way.

He also thought that he had done it, but when he really faced it, he realized that his defense line was so weak that he could not withstand a little blow and would be defeated.

This kind of grievance cannot be expressed.

Jun Lun didn't stop working because of Jun Lin's arrival. After finishing the pruning with concentration, and after taking a closer look, he put down the simplicity in satisfaction, washed his hands with the clean water beside him, and then looked at Jun Lin. "Make me some tea?"

"Okay." Junlin sat down on the chair obediently.

The table in front of him is a water-shaped tea table that Li Xinnian specially customized for Jun Luneng. It is antique and very beautiful.

There are also those tea sets, which were also carefully selected by Li Xinnian, and any one of them may be of great value.

Junlin knew some tea ceremony, so he concentrated on brewing a pot of tea. When the smell of tea lingered in the yard, Jun Lun said, "I heard from the servant that your mother is sick and hospitalized."

"Yeah." Jun Lin nodded, "Cancer, terminal."

After hearing this, Jun Lun didn't make too much noise, but told him, "Then spend more time with her, try your best to find a better doctor to treat her, and don't give up until the last moment."

These Junlin naturally knew, and there was no need for Junlun to explain anything.

It's just that Jun Lin was suppressing something else in his heart. He looked up at Jun Lun, hesitated for a few seconds before asking, "Can I ask you a question?"

"En." Jun Lun nodded calmly.

"How did you feel when you heard that my mother had terminal cancer?"

Jun Lun looked at him, his eyes were somewhat blurred in the twilight, and after a few seconds of silence, he said, "I don't feel it."

Although Jun Lun was telling the truth, it still made Jun Lin feel uncomfortable.

"I know you may not understand, but from the beginning to the end, the person I love in my heart is gentle, and I can't hold anyone else anymore, so I can't control other people's life, old age, sickness and death."

This is the most straightforward words.

It is the most affectionate and the most unfeeling.

Suddenly, Junlin felt a sense of Mu Mu's vicissitudes, and slowly leaned back on the chair, looking at his father's calm expression.

My heart was full of thoughts for a while, thinking about many, many things, and many, many pictures were also rushing through my mind.

Those pictures were like a silent movie, without sound, but made him feel the emotions inside.

Is mother's life worth it or not?
"Are you here just to ask these questions?" Jun Lun asked slowly as he poured a second cup of tea.

Jun Lin sighed softly, "Well, it's getting late, father should go to bed early."

"King's Landing."

Jun Lun called him after he got up, "I can see that you have something on your mind, maybe I can't help you, and I have never taught you anything, but I still want to say something, a person's life is very short, there are only a few Ten years, fleeting, don't miss what you love, and don't change yourself because of social rules, everyone is independent, you don't need to change for anyone, kindness is kindness, affection is affection, between the two There is no connection."

After Jun Lin came back, he thought about this conversation for a long time, but after all, it was probably because he didn't have enough life experience to understand it.

***
Maybe because of Yang Lu's hospitalization, Junlin and Wei Xiaoya met more often.

As soon as he arrived at the hospital in the morning, he saw Wei Xiaoya chatting with Yang Li. Seeing him coming, Yang Li greeted him very happily and said, "Xiaoya came here early in the morning and brought me her hand-made Stewed chicken soup, how caring is this kid."

"Mom, this is what I should do. Don't praise me. Remember to point out any deficiencies so that I can correct them." Wei Xiaoya said in a very leisurely manner.

Yang Li liked Wei Xiaoya's leisure time, so he couldn't help but wink at Junlin, "Junlin, today is Xiaoya's birthday, have you prepared your birthday present? You must use snacks."

"Mom, the gift is not important, as long as you want it." Wei Xiaoya glanced at Junlin several times while speaking.

It's a pity that Jun Lin didn't show much expression from the beginning to the end, but after asking about Yang Lu's needs, he went to the doctor again.

Yang Lu and Wei Xiaoya seemed to have endless things to talk about. When Jun Lin came back, they were still talking, but Yang Lu stopped in a timely manner, "It's almost noon in a blink of an eye, so don't waste time here with me, an old woman." It's time, go out and be romantic, I have caretakers here, you don't need to guard them all the time, and I'm fine, my body is exhausted."

Wei Xiaoya wanted to refuse, but was directly pushed by Yang Li, "Don't refuse, hurry up and go shopping with Junlin or something, if you like it, let him buy it for you, don't be shy, we are all a family Man, his money is your money."

The two of them were kicked out of the hospital by Yang Li. Today, Wei Xiaoya wore a beautiful red dress and put on a very delicate makeup. She looked very beautiful.

She thought so too, but Jun Lin didn't seem to take a serious look at it, just because she was going to a shopping mall and drove there.

Jun Lin was not in the mood to go shopping with Wei Xiaoya, but just took a card and handed it to her and said, "If you want to buy something, just swipe the card. I have some things to attend to, and I will pick you up for dinner in the evening."

"Aren't you going shopping with me?" Wei Xiaoya looked at him very disappointed.

Jun Lin didn't change his mind because of her disappointment, "I just came back, and many business matters have not been dealt with, I have to deal with it, see you tonight."

Wei Xiaoya took the card and watched Junlin leave helplessly. Although she was very reluctant, she could only accept it.

The most important thing is that Jun Lin gave her the card, does this mean... he regards her as his girlfriend?

Thinking of this possibility, Wei Xiaoya felt happy again, and went shopping in the mall with the card.

In order to show her virtuousness and frugality, she didn't buy anything very expensive. After buying something casually, she passed by the men's clothing store, hesitated for a while, and went in, intending to buy something for Junlin.

I once chatted with my best friend to discuss what kind of gift is more suitable for my boyfriend.

The last things listed are ties, belts, or scarves.

Because they are all things that can tie men, Wei Xiaoya feels that she needs them especially now, because she really wants to tie King's Landing firmly by her side.

It was already seven o'clock in the evening when Jun Lin finished his business, and it was time to meet Wei Xiaoya for dinner. He took his coat and went out, intending to drive there, but these arrangements were interrupted by a phone call.

The caller, which Jun Lin did not expect, was Shang De, Shang Haojia's father.

Shang De explained the reason why he called him on the phone, because he fell while working on the mountain, and he didn't pay attention at first, but after he came back, he found that his leg was very painful and needed to be sent to the hospital for treatment. The hospital needs money, and all their money was used to buy a house for the second child, so there is no extra money, and I hope Junlin can give some money.

Shang De also said that he did not contact Shang Haojia because her phone could not be reached for the time being, because she would turn off her phone at night to prevent radiation.

Junlin was worried about the seriousness of the matter, and finally decided to go directly there.

Wei Xiaoya waited and waited at the place agreed with Junlin, but she couldn't wait, and finally had to call Junlin, but the phone was turned off directly.

At that moment, Wei Xiaoya was stunned and hurried to the hospital, but there was no one from King's Landing in Yang Lu's ward.

Yang Li also contacted Junlin after knowing the situation, and got the same answer, Junlin's phone was turned off.

He didn't go to Manor No. [-], nor did he go to Li Xinnian's side. The company also said that he had left.

Yang Lu's entire expression changed, but Wei Xiaoya remained silent.

She could only comfort Wei Xiaoya non-stop, "Xiaoya, don't be sad, Junlin must have something important to deal with, when he comes back, I will make him apologize to you, and make up this birthday for you. "

Wei Xiaoya shook her head, and smiled forcedly, "Mom, you should rest first, it's getting late, so I'll go back first, and I'll come to see you tomorrow."

"Xiaoya..." Yang Lu wanted to say something, but in the end Wei Xiaoya left.

Looking at her back, Yang Li felt very uncomfortable.

It's like seeing my former self, looking forward to Jun Lun coming to find me at home every day, but I waited and waited, after waiting for so many years, I finally got nothing.

So she has a special feeling for Wei Xiaoya, and because of this she blames her son.

After leaving the hospital, Wei Xiaoya was in a very broken mood. She threw the scarf she bought for Junlin on the ground and stomped on it, but she couldn't vent her resentment. Finally, she called her best friend and asked her to drink with her.

This is actually Wei Xiaoya's normal state. Whenever she gets frustrated at King's Landing, she will drink to numb herself.

I also often go to clubs like Ye Se Hao Men to drink.

In the private room, Wei Xiaoya cursed in pain, "I turned down all the invitations today, just to have a meal with him, and I even bought him a gift, you know? I bought the most expensive scarf, I I was not willing to buy such an expensive one, so I gave it to him what I wanted to play, but the result? He disappeared, couldn’t be contacted, and avoided me like before. What’s wrong with me? Hmm? What do you think is wrong with me? It's not good?"

The best friend comforted her, "Xiaoya, you are the best, it's Junlin who is not good, he let you down!"

"Hahaha, Mumu, do you know? He doesn't touch me! He doesn't touch me even if I take off my clothes in front of him! He doesn't even look at me! We're both engaged, but we haven't even signed a contract until now. , Don’t you think it’s ridiculous? Am I, Wei Xiaoya, so unbearable?” Wei Xiaoya drank while crying, and finally picked up the bottle and drank.