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The answer is no, it's just that she tried her best to make herself look happy.

She doesn't want the people around her to worry about herself, so she has been facing it optimistically.

Lingling looked at her dazed for a moment, and immediately understood that as a woman, she is also a woman with a story, so she can naturally tell the truth from the false.

She sat aside and asked Shang Haojia to sit down as well. The child in Lingling's arms was sleeping, but there was still a fever-reducing patch on his forehead, and his little face was also flushed. It seems that the fever has not been relieved.

Shang Haojia touched it with her hand and asked worriedly, "Is the baby frozen?"

"No, it's teething." Lingling explained, "Children are most likely to get sick during the period before they are four years old. I often go to the hospital, and I am almost half a doctor myself. Jiajia, it's really hard to take care of children. An easy thing, have you thought about it?"

"What do you think?" Shang Haojia smiled helplessly, "He's already here, of course I have to welcome him."

"You." Lingling shook her head helplessly, "Anyway, let me tell you, raising a child is not easy, you have to be mentally prepared, if you want to go to work, you have to hire a nanny or something. You have to be careful, now there are so many news about nanny beating children, I am always worried."

The two started chatting. After all, they were sisters meeting each other, so naturally they had endless things to say.

But most of them were chatting around the children. Shang Haojia listened very carefully, because she was going to be a mother soon, and she had to learn from the scriptures. She usually read some books and online guides. Now she can It is natural to listen carefully after asking for advice in person.

Lingling said a lot of things to pay attention to, and explained the details clearly.

Shang Haojia looked at her with admiration, no wonder there is a saying that women are weak at heart, but mothers are strong.

Now she feels that this sentence is absolutely correct, especially when it is applied to single mothers like them.

Shang Haojia's cell phone rang, it was the appointment time, and the two finally stopped chatting.

Lingling told her, "You are due to give birth in more than a month now, but you must pay attention to your health. If there is anything you don't understand, please call me in time. My number has not been changed. I can get through at any time." , if it doesn’t work, you can go directly to the hospital, you know?”

"Okay." Shang Haojia remembered it firmly, and nodded seriously.

Only then did Lingling feel relieved, "Then let's go to the maternity check-up as soon as possible, I can't leave here, let's get together when we have time, and when you have a baby, we can still go out with the baby from time to time."

Thinking of that scene, Shang Haojia couldn't help laughing, "Liu Zi, what you said is very Lingling."

Saying goodbye to Lingling, Shang Haojia went on maternity leave, everything turned out well, Shang Haojia felt at ease, and on the way back, she went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, planning to go back and cook a meal for Ye Feiya Eat it, just treat it as an apology and apology.

In the past two days, she has also been working hard to find a house, but it is not easy to find a house, so it has not been finalized yet, but she still hopes to move out before giving birth to Shang Xiaojia.

She knew that Ye Feiya would definitely disagree, and she still had to persuade her.

She actually heard what Ye Feiya said that day, because she didn't know how to refuse, so she had to use another way to divert it. She did it, but she also knew that going on like this was not an option.

She would still be aware of Ye Feiya's thoughts to some extent. How many people can treat her unconditionally like Ye Feiya?

It was precisely because of this that she was unwilling to let Ye Feiya get hurt. She wanted to wake him up before Ye Feiya fell deeper.

Also, she doesn't deserve it.

***
Yang Li didn't know about Jun Lin's behavior towards Wei Xiaoya that night, but later the servant said that he had slipped the tongue, and she found out, so she lost her temper and called Jun Lin to come back.

Jun Lin didn't know what happened yet, and when he got home and saw Yang Lu's expression so ugly, he guessed a little bit.

Yang Li wiped her tears and cried, "Junlin, how could you deceive me like this? Since you were a child, you were an obedient child, that's why my mother has persisted for you until now. You have been wronged, but what about you? How did you treat your mother? You lied to me! Aren't you afraid that your mother will be sad if you do this? "

King's Landing just kept silent and didn't answer, or more, he didn't know how to answer.

In Jun's house, it was not easy for them to live in a side room. Others only saw the splendor of Jun's house, but they didn't know what kind of life they lived.

His mother took him to live outside for eight years. During those eight years, he lived very hard. He rarely even saw his father in a year. It was all because his mother worked so hard to bring him up.

He also clearly understood that the reason why his mother did not remarry or leave Ningcheng was also because of him.

Back then it was he who insisted on staying in Jun's house, that's why his mother refused the invitation of her first love to elope, and stayed in Jun's house, guarding a man who didn't love her for decades, that's how her whole life of youth was gone .

Yang Lu often taught Jun Lin to make him work hard to climb up and make her worth the effort.

Yang Li has always been proud of Junlin's efforts to get to the present step by step, so he can't accept his silence now.

She questioned, "I don't have to force you to be with anyone, as long as you like, mom can accept it, but this is only limited to innocent girls."

Hearing this, Jun Lin's face sank, and there was a storm surging in his eyes.

But Yang Li didn't intend to stop, and continued, "I don't know what's so good about that woman to make you miss her so desperately, but she really isn't worth it. What is she and what are you? You When will you understand this truth? Are you trying to piss off your mother?"

Yang Li clutched his chest with a look of difficulty breathing, and finally said with difficulty, "I just hope that my son will live an upright life in the future, and not be talked about by people pointing at his spine. King's Landing, can you understand my painstaking efforts?" ?”

After she finished speaking, she collapsed into the chair and coughed with difficulty breathing.

It was the servant who hurried over to help her pat her back, and it took a while to calm down.

In fact, King's Landing understands the truth, really understands it all.

But... there is something in my heart, like a thorn pierced in, but I can't get it out, it hurts, and I remember it.

Speaking of it, Yang Lu's request is really not too much, the only fault is that this fate came at an untimely time.

Before the dispute ended, Yang Li was hospitalized.

When Jun Lin knew the situation and hurried over, he found out about Yang Lu's physical condition from the doctor.

Uterine cancer, advanced stage.

Looking at the few words in the diagnosis book, Jun Lin lost his strength and leaned aside, feeling a little out of breath.

Wei Xiaoya also came, and hurriedly found the ward. Seeing Junlin, she hurried over to ask, "Junlin, what's wrong with mom? I heard from the servant that she fainted suddenly. What's going on?"

Jun Lin just put away the diagnosis book, and shook his head lightly, "It's okay, just take a good rest and you'll be fine."

"That's good, that's good, I'm scared to death." Wei Xiaoya breathed a sigh of relief, and took Jun Lin to visit Yang Lu in the ward.

Yang Li was naturally happy to see Wei Xiaoya, and pulled her to talk a lot, but Jun Lin stayed silent and didn't say much.

When Wei Xiaoya was about to leave, she called Junlin to take Wei Xiaoya home.

On the way back, Wei Xiaoya seemed to be in a good mood, and kept talking to Jun Lin, which was the most common way of getting along between them.

Wei Xiaoya is also used to it, so she always talks to herself about the interesting things that happened to her recently, and occasionally laughs happily.

Jun Lin's mood was very heavy, he couldn't laugh at all, and was about to leave after delivering her.

Wei Xiaoya pulled the car window and bent down and asked, "Junlin, are you free tomorrow night? Let's have dinner together."

Junlin wanted to shake his head subconsciously, but Wei Xiaoya said again, "Tomorrow is my birthday. I just told my aunt that he promised to lend you to me."

Junlin didn't listen to their chat just now, so he didn't know that tomorrow was her birthday, but he knew that with Wei Xiaoya's temperament, she must have told Yang Lu before she would speak to him. If he refused, it would make his mother unhappy. Happy, finally just nodded, "Okay."

Wei Xiaoya immediately became happy, "Then...see you tomorrow night, remember to pick me up."

"Ah."

Wei Xiaoya finally let go of his car, and as soon as Junlin stepped on the accelerator, he left without stopping for a moment.

Wei Xiaoya looked at the direction in which the car disappeared, feeling extremely disappointed, "Junlin, I must win your heart."

This is her oath!

When I drove back to the hospital in recent years, the nurse said that Yang Lu had fallen asleep after taking the medicine, so he had to leave.

Back at Manor No. [-], I stood in front of the hall for a long time but didn't go in, and finally walked towards the ancestral hall.

Since he came back, he hasn't visited his father Jun Lun in the ancestral hall, because his father told them not to go there casually to disturb his Qingxiu.

But at this moment, Junlin realized that there were too many things that he couldn't figure out in his mind. When he wanted to find someone to talk to, he found that there was no one suitable to listen to. In the end, he could only think of his father.

Because of Jun Lun's move-in, the ancestral hall looks much neater and more alive. He has planted flowers and plants in a large area of ​​the yard. Although it is winter, it is still full of vitality. After all, this is the south.

When he went, Jun Lun was holding scissors and was trimming the pot of evergreens that grew more markedly. He was very focused, and every time he cut it, he was carving and guarding it with his heart.

This reminded Jun Lin of the time when his father was unconscious, he couldn't remember everything, but he could recognize Wannianqing, and would often stare at him all day long, as if he was looking at his beloved.

That look, Jun Lin will never forget in his whole life.

At that time, he was thinking, what kind of power is love that can make his father become like this, and he can't forget it, still remember it in his heart?

Later, after he traveled to so many places, saw so many people, and witnessed so many loves, he seemed to understand this truth.

(Good morning, the Spring Festival is getting closer and closer, are you all ready for the New Year?)