love addiction

The aftermath of my serious illness was that I became deaf in my left ear.

I was taken care of for a long time, and my mother also took care of me for a long time. Because of lack of money, our mother and son were kicked out of the rented house.

My mother had no choice but to take me to live in a deserted temple in the suburbs, where I ate wild vegetables and bark every day.

She didn't seem to have mentioned the matter of looking for my father again, and after I was completely recovered, she started looking for work again.

Because I can’t read, I can only do coolie work. At that time, some factories recruited female workers, and they had to be literate. My mother couldn’t get in, so she had to go to the dock to do coolie work, tied her hair up and put on a man’s hat. Like a man, he does the work on the pier.

Or, looking for work on the street with a load, some rich ladies and ladies come out to buy things, and when they can't handle it, they will find a porter. If they are lucky, they can get some consumption.

But this kind of work is not much, most of the time it is some heavy lifting work, and my mother has carried it one by one.

At that time, there was a famine, and everyone's life was difficult, and it was even more difficult to earn money.

I also learned to go out to find jobs, shine shoes for others, sell newspapers, etc., at least to share some of the pressure of life for my mother.

We struggled to survive in this city, but my father was different, he still lived a prosperous life.

But at that time, the movement to overthrow capitalism was spreading across the country, and when farmers turned themselves into masters, Jundahua had to restrain itself, closed all its factories, and people did not show up from time to time.

My mother also completely lost news of Jundahua.

And I found out my mother's treasured newspaper, read the people on it carefully, and remembered it in my heart. I only thought that one day I would meet on the street. Being able to recognize him, I can go home, no longer the kid who lives on the street without a father.

Maybe this kind of thinking worked. One day I was shining shoes for someone, and I met my father.

I was very surprised at the time, I could recognize my father at the first sight, even though he was blurred in the newspaper, but when I saw him, I recognized him at the first sight.

But he didn't recognize me. After I polished my shoes, he threw me a dime, and I took the money and called him, "Father."

He was very surprised, "Son, did you recognize the wrong person?"

I shook my head violently and said firmly, "You are my father."

At that time, I was 13 years old, my mother was almost forty, and Jundahua was only in her 30s, just in her prime.

He was dressed neatly, and it is impossible to associate with a ragged person like me. He just touched my head and said, "Son, don't take shortcuts, just work hard."

I didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence at the time, and I didn't understand it until many years later.

The so-called "don't take shortcuts" was because he was humiliating me. He thought that I only recognized him as a father because of his wealth.

Before I had time to say more, a six or seven-year-old boy trotted over with a candy figure and called him, "Daddy, I want that toy."

The father in his mouth is Jun Dahua.

He was wearing a small suit and overalls, very cute.

He holds Monkey King's sugar figure in his hand, and he is as airy as his expression.

What kind of comparison is that?I can't imagine it, but I always remember that scene, so that I can clearly remember my expression at that time when I dreamed back many times in the middle of the night.

Jun Dahua took Jun Lun away, leaving me standing there alone, in a daze with the Monkey King Sugar Man that Jun Lun left behind just now.

Later when I came back, I told my mother about it, and I said I saw my father.

My mother was very shocked, and asked me again and again. After she was sure that I really saw it, she took me to see my father again without giving up.

We waited for more than half a month at the intersection where we met Jun Dahua before we finally met him.

That time he was alone, and we approached him smoothly. He was very surprised when he saw me and my mother.

But he was afraid of being seen by others, so he took our mother and son to a small restaurant and ordered a drawer of Xiaolongbao for me.

That was the first time I ate Xiaolongbao when I grew up.

It turned out to be such a taste.

At that time, I thought I was happy!
Because I found my father!

I will be like Jun Lun, wearing a magical little suit, holding the most beautiful sugar figurine, and smiling happily, instead of being unable to eat and wear warmly like now, and my mother will not suffer anymore.

I think my mother felt the same way, so she was very emotional and cried several times.

Jundahua arranged a residence for us, saying that it was a house left by a relative after going abroad. It was a very beautiful wooden house.

At that time, there were not many concrete buildings, and most of them were built with wood.

My mother and I no longer have to live in a rented house with an iron cage as before. It is cold in winter and hot in summer. When it rains, even the only broken quilt can wring out water.

It's too beautiful here, and it's too big.

I even got my own room, my own bed!
I was so happy, hugged my mother and said, we don't have to live a hard life in the future. Seeing me so happy, my mother smiled for the first time and forgave everything Jundahua had done to her.

After all, this woman is too kind. In today's words, she just healed her scars and forgot about the pain.

After Jundahua arranged us here, he didn't live here, but came to visit us occasionally.

He told my mother that the situation is unstable now, and he is the one being watched, so he has to keep a low profile in everything, and when the limelight passes, he will take my mother and me home.

My mother believed it naively.

Then I obediently waited in that house for my father to pick us up, but then Jundahua came here less and less often, sometimes even not once a month.

My mother started to get nervous, and after seeing Jundahua again, the two had an argument.

My mother asked him to take the child home immediately, but he refused. My mother asked him if he never thought about taking us home, and Jun Dahua also acquiesced.

Heartbroken, my mother thought of me and wanted me to live a brighter life, so she asked him to take me home so that she could leave.

But this request was rejected by him. His mother got angry and provoked Jun Dahua with the past. He was defeated and agreed.

However, it was also such a threat that made him malicious.

What we waited for was not him to pick me up, but a big fire.

The scar on my face was caused by the fire.

My mother and I almost died in that fire.

After the incident, I almost died. It was my mother who carried me to every house to ask a doctor to see me. If I had no money, I knelt down and kowtowed...

Finally, I met a seemingly kind-hearted doctor who saved my life, but he was a beast in clothes and violent to my mother.

After being woken up, I saw this scene, took the saline bottle and smashed the doctor's head.

Then my mother took me and ran away from this place, fearing that I would be taken away because I had hurt someone.

We lived in exile for a long time, and our life became more and more difficult. After being taken in by a kind-hearted family, we managed to stabilize.

At this point, the story should probably end.

However, life does not stop, and the story will continue forever.

Because of Jundahua's ruthlessness, we never thought about going back to that home again.

We have lived here quietly for more than ten years. I am so old that I almost forget the fact that I still have a father. Only the hideous scar on my face reminds me of this cruel fact.

In the past ten years, many things have happened. After the big movement, the country's economy began to recover, and Ningcheng, a city in the south near the sea, was appointed by the higher authorities as an important city for economic development.

Riding on this wind, Jun Dahua developed rapidly, regained its position as the richest man in Ningcheng, and even became a textile giant for a time, and even ranked among the best in the whole country.

His business is getting bigger and bigger, and he is becoming more and more famous. Although I can block all these news, I often see my mother crying while staring at the TV...

The family that took us in moved to Ningcheng. Originally, my mother didn't want to go with her, but at that time I had other ideas, so I suggested that my mother go together.

It is this decision that makes our lives more turbulent.

When we arrived in Ningcheng, we saw the true power of Jun Dahua, he has grown to the point where we can't catch up.

The property of the Jun family can be seen everywhere, and even the clothes we wear may come from the property of the Jun family.

This kind of follow-up reminder made the hatred in my heart more and more clear.

I thought, I want to get back all the money Jun Dahua lost to our mother and son.

It's just that I'm alone and weak, and I can't compete with Jun Dahua at all, so I have to think of a more comprehensive way.

Jun Dahua's wife passed away for many years, and he never married another wife. He only had Jun Lun, his only son, so he valued him very much.

To destroy a person, the most ruthless thing is to destroy his hope.

For Jun Dahua, Jun Lun is all his hope, so I want to destroy Jun Lun.

I learned from the side that Jun Lun has a girl he likes very much, who is also the daughter of a rich family, named Wen Rou.

During my investigation, I found that this Wenrou is really a very attractive woman, and it's no wonder that a proud man like Jun Lun would like it.

I want to destroy this relationship, because in this way, Jun Lun will be hit hard.

Once a person is hit, it is easy to fall into a slump, which indirectly disrupts Jun Dahua's plan, and Jun Dahua also likes the Wen family very much.

Because of the Wen family, Jun Lun's position can be further consolidated in the career, and the Wen family only has Wen Rou, the only daughter!

So I must not let Jun Dahua's wishful thinking succeed.

But I don't have the capital to attract Wen Rou's attention, so naturally I can only start from Jun Lun.

At this time, I got to know Tan Sisi, she was a relative of the family of our helper.

Because they moved to Ningcheng, they started to move around. Tan Sisi has been here a few times, and because of her outstanding appearance, I attracted my attention.

I know that Tan Sisi is an ambitious woman. She wants to marry into a rich family, but she is restricted because her family is not rich.

I offered to help her, as long as she obeyed my arrangement.

Tan Sisi agreed, and under my arrangement, she got to know Jun Lun, but Jun Lun only had tenderness in his heart, so things didn't go well.

But this is definitely not a stumbling block preventing me from taking revenge!
I can't let my road to revenge die so soon!
So I started to plan more carefully, maybe God also gave me a chance, and finally I found a chance.