love addiction

Li Xinnian has heard many stories about tenderness, and Yang Li praised her, saying that she is the best woman in her opinion.

Uncle Mo often misses her even more, saying that she is a daughter of a famous and serious family, but she has a gentle personality and considerate servants, and she has a very important position in the Jun family.

Even Jun Lun, who is not very conscious, still can't forget her.

Now I heard from Jun Che that even his grandfather, who is...a person who can't describe it in words, respects and is gentle.

She couldn't help but wonder, what kind of magical power did her mother-in-law have that made these people respect her so much?

"Jun Che, you should know something about what happened today. Jun Anbai, they were born to grandpa's original spouse Liao Xiuyun. It's just that their identities have never been recognized by grandpa. That's why they have been living outside for so many years. There is one more thing, I I didn't tell you, but once when I went to No. [-] manor, I found a plaque with Liao Xiuyun's name engraved on it. Later, Anbai came to find me, that is, the day you found out that I was with King's Landing. My I made a guess at that time, and probably guessed his identity, I think Tan Sisi and Jun Yao should have known about it early on."

After Jun Che heard it, there was not much ups and downs, "I basically know what you said."

Li Xinnian looked at him puzzled.

Jun Che smiled at her, "Because I have to make sure that the living environment of my wife and children is safe enough."

However, he was negligent, and let Lala be poisoned.

Li Xinnian knew that he was guilty, and hurriedly comforted him, "Jun Che, you have worked very hard, don't blame yourself."

In the end, she still didn't tell Jun Che about his grandfather's past, probably because she had some selfish intentions.

She wanted to leave Jun Che with the last dream.

Just let him always think that his grandpa is a good man.

Because it is always difficult for people to accept that the object they have been worshiping has fallen from the altar.

***
Maybe it's because Anbai returned to Jun's house, or maybe it's because Jun Yao has taken back what he wanted, or it's because Jun Che's body is getting worse day by day and it's not worthy of their attention. Ning Cheng is quiet, and Jun's house has stopped .

Jun Che is recuperating in the hospital with peace of mind, and Li Xinnian can take care of Jun Che wholeheartedly.

Although his situation didn't improve much, at least in these two days, Li Xinnian saw a Jun Che who was completely relaxed.

Doctors said that maintaining such a state of mind is helpful to his condition.

But where is the hope?
Anbai said that Jun Dahua used a special blood to treat this strange disease, but Anbai did not say, what kind of person would carry this blood that restrains this virus?
After all, Li Xinnian was not at ease, so while Jun Che was resting, he called the dark guard and asked him to investigate the matter thoroughly.

This task is very difficult, after all, the time is too long, and Jun Dahua deliberately concealed it, so the possibility of finding out is really very small.

Besides... Anbai couldn't find a way to cure his mother, which meant that he couldn't find someone who could cure this strange disease.

But she has to try, even if there is only one ten thousandth hope, she has to try.

It's just that the hidden guards haven't found any news yet, and something happened to the Jun family again.

Although this matter had nothing to do with Jun Che, Liao Xiuyun passed away on the third night after returning to Jun's house.

Although her situation has not been optimistic, it is embarrassing to leave just after returning to Jun's house.

Junlin called Li Xinnian to tell about this matter, saying that the funeral was kept simple according to Jun Anbai's request, and he was in a hurry. The memorial service was on the fourth day, and only the members of Jun's family were notified, and it was not announced to the public.

So Li Xinnian had to go to this memorial service. She asked Jun Che for his opinion, and Jun Che suggested that she go, which was what she meant, so she went home and changed into suitable clothes to express her condolences.

　Li Xinnian arrived at Manor No. [-] on the day of the memorial service, and it seemed more depressed and lonely than last time.

Black cloth and white silk are hung on the gate, and a photo of Liao Xiuyun when he was young is placed on it.

It can be seen that Liao Xiuyun was very beautiful when she was young, and Li Xinnian was completely unable to connect the person in the photo with the person she saw.

It also further proves how tormenting and debilitating this strange disease is.

Kneeling in front of the coffin in black and white, he didn't say a word, still wearing a black mask, only showing a pair of eyes that couldn't see clearly.

The mourning hall was covered with white flowers. As soon as Li Xinnian arrived, Yang Li sent her a white head flower for her to wear.

She didn't refuse, she put white flowers on her head, and then went to salute and kowtow.

There was no earth-shattering crying or howling, everything was done in silence.

Only Tan Sisi reluctantly shed a few tears, but her expression was still sad.

After the condolences were over, Anbai went back upstairs first, but called Li Xinnian to go.

Li Xinnian guessed that Anbai wanted to finish the rest of the story, so he agreed, and took the initiative to ask someone to prepare tea and bring it up.

It was the same room as last time, Anbai was still sitting in the previous position, the only difference was that this time, there were only the two of them left in the room.

In Anbai's hands is the notebook that records the time when Liao Xiuyun fell asleep and woke up. It is a thick book, and it is a bit heavy to hold in his hand.

He slowly stroked the handwriting, and after Li Xinnian sat down for a long time, he said, "Actually, I have been waiting for this day for a long time, because every day she lives, she suffers one more day."

Indeed, if one lived in pain like Liao Xiuyun, perhaps death would be a relief.

Jun Anbai put down his notebook, looked at Li Xinnian, "Miss Li, do you think Jun Che can accept this way of living?"

She doesn't answer.

Jun Anbai continued, "He won't accept it! Do you know how many times I want to end my mother's life? Countless, I want to help her countless times, help her end her painful life Life, but in the end I stopped, because her long-standing wish has not been fulfilled, so I have to find ways to help her continue her life."

"But this is painful and hopeless for me." Anbai raised her eyes to look at her, "And you will soon have to live this kind of life."

Li Xinnian couldn't help trembling, his hands tightened involuntarily, his heart was in severe pain, and he felt suffocated, as if he was about to be out of breath.

Anbai watched her expression change and revealed a smile. Although she couldn't see the smile clearly through the mask, her eyes were filled with a vicious smile.

He said, "You will watch the person you care about the most become inhuman in front of you. You can only lie in bed every day, need help from others even to eat, and even turn into incontinence in the later stage. You Have you ever thought about such a day? Jun Che is lying on the hospital bed, so thin that only a bone is left, you will see him change a little bit but can't do anything, even if you want to die for him, you can't change anything, you There are, just despair."

He spoke very plainly, but so terrifying!
Li Xinnian shook his head in fear.

This is not the result she wants, she doesn't want such a result!

He is not as strong as Anbai but accepts these in his heart.

Anbai looked at her shaking her head in fear, and smiled with satisfaction, "No one can accept it, and so do I, so I have died, and even thought about dying with my mother, if possible."

***
The cruelty of this society often comes from the cruelty of the human heart.

Just like a sentence once said in a novel, what is more terrifying than ghosts and gods is the human heart.

My mother worked so hard to raise me and experienced hardships that ordinary people can't imagine, just to find my father and let me recognize my ancestors.

However, Xu Jienan changed his name and surname. He completely lost the past and started a new life. The number one rich man in Ningcheng.

It took my mother several years to get the news.

That's what she saw in the newspaper by accident. A person's name, background and experience can be changed by writing, but his appearance cannot be changed.

There was no such thing as plastic surgery back then, so my mother recognized it.

After all, it was the man who had shared the same bed for so many years, so how could he not recognize him?
Strange newspapers, familiar men, made my mother happy. She left her job, went back to her rental cabin, and pulled me out of the locked house.

Even for the first time, she was willing to spend money to buy me a new suit, and she herself found a decent looking dress to put on, and then took me to find Xu Jienan, no, Jun Dahua, my Father.

At that time, the Jun Family Financial Group was not as large as it is now, but because of its status and status, it is not just for casual people to enter, and Jun Dahua is busy with business, so if you want to see him, you must make an appointment in advance .

My mother didn't know about this rule. She stood outside the door for a long time, but she couldn't see Jun Dahua, and she didn't wait from dawn to dark.

I deeply remember that night, it snowed in Ningcheng.

Southern cities like Ningcheng rarely snow, but that night, I really saw snowflakes falling from the sky, which should have been a beautiful picture, but in my memory , but only cold.

My feet were so cold that I couldn't feel them, I just stood there numb.

The neck and hands, as long as they were exposed, were discolored by the cold wind, turning blue and purple.

There was no blood on his face, and the whole person was blind.

I was trembling, I don't know how many times I asked my mother, "Mom, when can I see Daddy?"

"...Come on, wait a little longer."

Mommy's answer is only this sentence, and I have been numb to hearing it.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and the last light of the company was also extinguished. Except for the dim street lights on the street, the whole world became dark.

The picture in front of me also began to rotate rapidly, I couldn't see anything clearly, I tried to reach out, trying to grab my mother, but my body didn't have the strength, after a while, I fell into the mud On the ground, I heard my mother's pain.

After this night, I got sick.

It was a very serious illness, and I almost died. In my mother's words, I was the one who was forcibly pulled back from the gate of hell by her.