love addiction

Probably because he was in a good mood, He Xijue slept very peacefully throughout the night.

This was the most solid night of sleep I've had in a while.

In the morning, I got up refreshed and went downstairs, and happily greeted my mother.

Even Yue's mother could see that she was in a good mood, and asked her curiously, "Miss, what is your happy event, so happy."

"No, it's probably because the breakfast made by Yue Ma is so delicious, so I'm in a good mood. The plan of the day lies in the morning. A good day starts with a delicious breakfast." He Xijue said with a smile.

Yue Ma knew it was a compliment as soon as she heard it, but she was still very happy, "Why hasn't Young Mistress come downstairs yet, I'll go up and have a look?"

"Isn't this here?" He Xijue pointed to the stairs and said.

Su Muyan had already gone downstairs, and came to have breakfast with He Xijue.

"Sister looks good today." Su Muyan said while eating breakfast.

"Well, Mother Yue said the same thing just now." He Xijue's smile and expressive eyes were very touching.

Su Muyan's heart was clear at once, and she was really happy for her.

Before the two had finished their breakfast, the old man went downstairs. On weekdays, he would get up late, mostly after He Xijue and Su Muyan went to work.

And today, the old man was wearing a go-out suit, and he looked like he was about to go out.

The butler also came in at this time, and said to the old man, "Master, the car is ready and can leave at any time."

"Okay." The old man nodded, and said to the two who were having breakfast, "I'm going out for a while, and I probably won't be able to make it back tonight."

"Where is grandpa going? Do you need me to accompany you?" He Xi asked decisively.

After all, he had only recovered not long ago, and he was getting old again. It was freezing cold, and no one would trust him to go out.

But the old man shook his head and said, "I'll go by myself, isn't there a housekeeper accompanying me? Don't worry, I'm going to visit a friend."

"...Okay, then you have to pay attention to safety." He Xijue specially urged.

Su Muyan was also worried, and suggested, "Grandpa, why don't you take another driver there, we can rest assured if two people are casual."

"Okay." The old man nodded, "Then I'll take another person with me, don't worry, I know it well."

The old man said so, and they couldn't say anything, so they personally sent him to the car before going to work together.

Because he had an appointment with Zhuo Ran in the afternoon, He Xijue went directly to Zhuo Ran's place after his morning shift.

Zhuo Ran had been waiting for her early and prepared some snacks for her.

He Xi was determined to eat contentedly, squinting his eyes contentedly, "Zhuo Ran, your place is simply heaven, I really want to stay here forever."

"That's fine, as long as you're willing to pay." Zhuo Ran said with a half-smile, his voice still clear and comfortable.

He Xijue thought that Zhuo Ran had a CD nicknamed Walking. Listening to him singing was simply a kind of enjoyment.

If Zhuo Ran were to participate in some singing competition, there would be no suspense at all.

It's just that he seldom sings, and few people have the honor to hear it.

He Xijue squinted his eyes at Zhuo Ran and asked him, "Zhuo Ran, speaking of which, we have known each other for so many years, so we are close friends, right?"

"Well, what do you want to ask?" Zhuo Ran asked her bluntly, "You know my principles, right?"

"Hey, talking about principles between friends hurts feelings too much." The routine failed, He Xijue smiled embarrassingly.

"You probably want to ask me about Pianran, right?" Zhuo Ran didn't hide anything, and still had that handsome smile, "Didn't I already tell you everything you want to know?"

"What you tell me is what I know. What's the use? You should know what I want to know." He Xijue begged him softly, "Please, for the sake of our friends for so many years, tell me Well, what did he tell you? Or what's on his mind?"

"This involves the issue of professional ethics. It's not that I won't tell you, but that I can't tell you." Zhuo Ran still insisted on his position, not wavering at all.

He Xijue lay discouraged on the sofa, with a look of despair on his face, "You make me so desperate, I really need you."

"How about this, let's change the way, don't ask about privacy, ask about other things." Zhuo Ran said with a smile.

He Xijue looked at him, seemingly not interested.

But after thinking about it, I couldn't let myself come here in vain, so I said, "Then I'll ask you a question, you just need to nod or shake your head."

"Look at the question and then decide, but you can only ask me ten questions. I can answer some marginal questions, but not too in-depth. As long as it involves privacy, I will refuse to answer." Zhuo Ran is really not routine at all. .

He Xijue blinked his eyes, thinking that some questions are better than none, and said, "Has Qin Pianran ever told you about me?"

"Yes." Zhuo Ran nodded.

"Often?" He Xijue asked.

"This is the second question, do you want me to answer it?" Zhuo Ran asked her with a smile.

He Xijue thought about it for a while, and nodded, not minding wasting an opportunity, "Yes."

"He often mentioned you to me. It should be said that he would talk about you every time he came to me."

"Then what did he say about me?" He Xijue asked immediately.

Zhuo Ran stretched out his index finger and shook it, "I can't answer this."

He Xijue glared at him, and changed the question, "Does Qin Pianran have a psychological problem?"

"Everyone has more or less psychological problems, it just depends on whether they are willing to face up to it." The implication is that this is not a serious matter.

Of course He Xijue knew, and she also asked Zhuoran to check her psychological problems, so she knew what he meant, "Then his psychological problems are more emotional, or life, or career?"

"The emotional aspect is a little bit bigger."

"Is it about me?"

"Mostly about you."

This answer made He Xi's determination a lot happier, "So, he has always had me in his heart, right?"

"I thought you could see it." Zhuo Ran gave a half-smile.

He Xijue was taken aback, "Why do you ask that?"

"Let me tell you this, over the years, how many women have Qin Pianran had by her side?"

He Xijue was stopped by the question, and then said honestly, "If the one in the United States is also counted, it should be barely counted as three, one is An Xiaozhu who just appeared recently, but the relationship between them doesn't seem to be very good. "

"Okay, An Xiaozhu ruled out that woman in America you mentioned? How long has it been around?" Zhuo Ran asked her back with a smile.

He Xijue coughed and said, "One night."

It was the night she ran into it, and after that night, she never saw it again.

If it wasn't for her heartache, she would have thought that the scene she encountered that night was just an illusion.

"Although I don't know what happened to you when you were in the United States, what is certain is that that woman should have stayed for a shorter time than An Xiaozhu, not even a passer-by, so after excluding it, he Who else is there?"

Now, He Xijue finally understood, and answered truthfully, "It's just me."

"Isn't that right? From the beginning to the end, in the past ten years, you are the only woman who has appeared by his side, and you are the only woman who has been by his side all the time. Don't you think there is something wrong with this?" Zhuo Ran said firmly asked.

In fact, the answer is already on the verge of coming out, but He Xijue feels a little unreal.

"But, he never said it, so I'm not sure." He Xijue said sullenly.

Zhuo Ran sighed invisibly, "Some things are not to be said with the mouth, but to be felt with the heart."

"But if he didn't tell me, how would I know?"

"Yeah, so he said it now?"

He Xijue blushed when asked, but still nodded, "Let's say it."

"It's rare." Zhuo Ran sighed, "I thought his elm head would not be sober, it seems that he has awakened recently, so why are you asking me?"

"But I don't quite understand. For so many years, the whole world knows my feelings for him, but why does he always treat me in such a vague state? Or does he have something to hide?"

This is the crux of the matter, and it is also what she cares most about.

If you don't know it, you may spend your whole life struggling with it.

Zhuo Ran thought for a while before saying, "About this part, I definitely can't reveal it, but I can tell you another thing."

"Huh? What?" He Xijue looked at him curiously.

"Whether a person loves you or not, there must be more or less signs and symptoms. Pianran is the kind of person who can only express it with actions instead of words, so you should discover more and understand His life, so there may be more discoveries."

"I've known him for more than ten years, don't I know enough?"

"Didn't you see his mind up to now? This is called understanding? Things like mind-to-heart communication have never been related to time."

He Xijue thought carefully about Zhuoran's words.

"If a person really loves you, no matter how much he hides, there will be clues. If you look for it more, you will find it." After Zhuo Ran finished speaking, he got up to boil water.

After cup after cup of tea, He Xijue seemed to understand something, picked up his bag, got up and said to Zhuo Ran, "I know what you mean, thank you, Zhuo Ran."

"We're all friends, so why are you being so polite? Besides, you paid for the consultation." Zhuo Ran smiled softly.

He Xijue rolled his eyes at him, "Money fan."

"My sense of security comes from money, just like your sense of security from Qin Pianran."

He Xijue rolled his eyes helplessly, "I give you full marks for your understanding of money, I'm not afraid of your pride."

"Go now, or it will take more time."

He Xijue left quickly, this man did what he said.

She drove all the way to Qin Pianran's residence. Anyway, if he doesn't come back today, the whole place belongs to her, so she has a lot of time to look for it.

What are you looking for?

In fact, she didn't know what to do, but she always felt that she would definitely find something.

For example, those clues like what Zhuo Ran said.