shallow marriage deep love

Shi Xiaorui couldn't bear it any longer, and threw herself into her arms: "Sister Qinglan...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Lu Qinglan didn't interrupt her, she knew that Shi Xiaorui needed to vent.

Like coaxing a child, Lu Qinglan caressed her back gently, letting her cry out of breath in his arms.

She didn't help Shi Xiaorui until the crying gradually became quieter, took out a tissue and gently wiped away her tears: "Xiaorui, you didn't let me down."

Shi Xiaorui shook her head violently, her lips were trembling and she couldn't speak.

"Xiaorui," Lu Qinglan put his hands on her shoulders to let her look at him, and said seriously, "You don't have to feel guilty towards me, after all, you are not the one who did those things, you don't know, and neither do I. Why do you force yourself to make mistakes that don't belong to you? Does this make you feel better? Have you ever thought that you will make friends who care about you, me, Xiao Gu, and even... Qin Xin feel sad? ?”

"Sorry……"

Lu Qinglan sighed: "Stop saying sorry, it's not you who should say sorry."

Shi Xiaorui snapped her fingers, and thought of Miao Yiyang irresistibly.

Lu Qinglan glanced at her, restrained her distress, and said solemnly: "Maybe the truth is even crueler than what you know today, are you sure you want to listen?"

As soon as she finished speaking, she caught a glimpse of Shi Xiaorui's hand on her lap moving violently.

She didn't urge her, she knew what Shi Xiaorui was guilty of, and what she was sad about, sometimes the naked truth hurts people more than imagined, not to mention, the hurting person is a friend she has always trusted.

The office is as quiet as if a needle dropped on the ground can echo.

"Sister Qinglan..." After a long time, Shi Xiaorui finally said hoarsely, "Tell me, don't hide it from me, I want to know... everything."

Lu Qinglan held her hand tightly, without any further hesitation, and told her everything completely, without adding a single word, and without hiding a single word.

She figured it out, Shi Xiaorui has the right to know the truth.They kept hiding it from her before, because they didn't want her to be hurt, but they forgot, if they kept hiding it from her, how long would they be able to hide it?What if Miao Yiyang used Shi Xiaorui's trust to hurt her again?
Shi Xiaorui needs to grow up, although the price of this growth is betrayal.

"That's all you want to know."

After finishing the last word, Shi Xiaorui's breathing was stagnant, and she couldn't express what she felt in her heart.

It turned out that Yiyang's approach from the very beginning had a purpose.

It turned out that he was also being used by Yiyang.

It turned out that Yiyang had done so many unforgivable things behind Sister Qinglan's back and behind her own back.

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Shi Xiaorui suddenly couldn't think anymore, she couldn't help thinking, is it because she never knew Yiyang, or did the two years of separation change each other?
Yiyang, has she never felt guilty?Even just a little bit?How did you not feel guilty when facing sister Qinglan and yourself?
"Are you okay?" Lu Qinglan gently wiped away the tears that shed from the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, "If you are sad, don't think about it, there is no obstacle you can't get over. I chose not to tell you at the beginning because I didn't want you Facing cruel betrayal, but now, I hope you can face it with strength. Do you remember that I once told you that escape and weakness will never solve any problems, you have to face it, no matter what. Xiaorui, What I want to say is that much, I believe you can understand. Also, in this matter, you have not done anything to me, we have experienced so much together, you should know me. "

Shi Xiaorui raised her head fiercely, tears filled her eyes: "Sister Qinglan...I know..."

"Just understand." Lu Qinglan breathed a sigh of relief, "Will you wash your face?"

Shi Xiaorui shook her head: "Sister Qinglan, why didn't you ask me, how did you know today?"

Lu Qinglan also shook her head: "It's not important."

Because she knew that if Shi Xiaorui had to recall it again, wouldn't it be another stab at her heart now?

Shi Xiaorui couldn't hold it back, her heart was sore, she bit her lip hard, wiped away her tears, and said what she heard today.

Lu Qinglan was silent for a few seconds.

Selling the contents of the next issue of the magazine, is this the idea of ​​Miao Yiyang?
"Sister Qinglan, what are you going to do?" Seeing that she was silent, Shi Xiaorui was afraid that she might misunderstand, so she hurriedly explained, "I didn't mean that, I just think we should have a countermeasure."

"I understand, you don't need to say more." Lu Qinglan comforted her, pursed her lips, and did not intend to hide it anymore, "Actually, there are people following Miao Yiyang all the time, and even if she gets the content of the next issue, it will be it's useless."

She had already made plans, no matter what Miao Yiyang wanted to do, she would follow her plan.

"Then... then in the end, what will happen to her?" After all, she has been a friend for many years, even if she is betrayed now, she still can't do it if Shi Xiaorui abandons Miao Yiyang immediately.

Lu Qinglan's eyelids moved, and she met Master Xiaorui's gaze. Seriously, she said word by word: "Xiaorui, I gave her a chance. If she still chooses to sell the magazine in the end, I will not be soft. And , even if she stops in the end, she still has to take responsibility for the few things she did before."

After a pause, she said the last sentence indifferently: "Xiao Rui, the most truthful sentence, I will not forgive Miao Yiyang."

Shi Xiaorui stared at her blankly, and finally twitched the corners of her mouth in an ugly way: "I see, Sister Qinglan..."

At this moment, her heart is peaceful.

Sister Qinglan is right, everyone should be responsible for their own choices.

Lu Qinglan patted her head, and softened her voice: "Is it okay? Do you want to change to someone else on a business trip? If you want to adjust your time, I can give you a vacation."

With so many things happening today, she was actually a little worried that Shi Xiaorui would not be able to accept it. She couldn't say she felt the same way, but she could still understand it.

"No need." Shi Xiaorui pursed her lips, forced a smile, and said seriously to Shang Lu Qinglan's eyes, "Sister Qinglan, if you tell me so much, I'm still devastated , I'll feel like I've failed your expectations. I'm fine, I'm fine, and I know what to do."

Lu Qinglan was very pleased: "I believe in you."

Shi Xiaorui let out a long sigh of relief: "En! Thank you, Sister Qinglan."

"You're welcome." Lu Qinglan still smiled, patted her head, thought for a while, and finally made a decision, "If, you think it's necessary for you to talk to her, I won't stop you."

Shi Xiaorui froze, her lips moved.

Lu Qinglan smiled, and stopped what she wanted to say: "Okay, needless to say, go wash your face. I think Qin Xin is still outside, go and talk to him, at least, don't make him worry .”

"Okay..." Shi Xiaorui stood up and walked slowly towards the door. The moment she put her hand on the doorknob, she stopped, without turning her head, and said in a firm voice, "Sister Qinglan, thank you..."

Outside the office, Qin Xin has been sitting at the place closest to the door, staring at the door without blinking.

When Shi Xiaorui's thin figure appeared in sight, he almost rushed to her at the speed of a rocket: "Xiaorui, you... are you okay?"

Subconsciously, he wanted to hold her hand and touch her eyes, but he resisted it.

"I'm fine..." His eyes were too hot, even if Shi Xiaorui turned his head away, he couldn't resist it.

It's not like she couldn't see his worry and annoyance.

Thinking of sister Qinglan's words, she took a deep breath, turned her head to look at him, her lips were slightly parted and wanted to speak, but she froze when she touched his bottomless eyes.

A word appeared in my mind without warning.

Inside, there is myself, only... myself.

Her lips opened and opened, and suddenly, she seemed to lose her voice, unable to make any sound, she stared blankly at Qin Xin's anxious face.

"Xiaorui? Xiaorui?" Qin Xin had been waiting for her to speak, but she couldn't help but get anxious.

Xiao Gu who came from the tea room saw Shi Xiaorui's appearance, thought something was wrong with her, and immediately ran over: "Xiaorui?"

Shi Xiaorui suddenly woke up!
Facing the two pairs of worried eyes, she finally recovered her voice: "I'm fine, I'm worrying you."

Xiao Gu looked into the office, and looked Shi Xiaorui from head to toe, and then let go of his hanging heart: "It's fine."

Shi Xiaorui smiled gratefully at her: "Xiao Gu, can you move the business trip to tomorrow morning? I think, I think..."

Xiao Gu understood, patted her on the shoulder, and said only one word: "Okay."

Contains all the trust and heart-warming care.

Qin Xin, who was ignored by the side, frowned: "Are you going on a business trip again? How many days?"

Shi Xiaorui looked away and said perfunctorily, "Yes."

Qin Xin still wanted to ask, but her unwillingness to say more successfully made him shut up.

Forget it, it will be the same when I ask Xiao Gu.He comforted himself like this.

Shi Xiaorui didn't stay long at the magazine office, she prepared the materials for the business trip and went back.

Qin Xin insisted on giving it away, but couldn't refuse, so she finally compromised.

The moment she stepped into the house where she lived with Miao Yiyang, Shi Xiaorui twitched her lips mockingly, looked at the time, she went back to the room first to pack the business trip clothes.

The reason why she asked to leave tomorrow morning was to have a talk with Miao Yiyang today.

No, maybe, not even talking about it.

At most, it can be regarded as wearing masks and speaking false words to each other?

After all, she didn't even know what mentality she should use to face Miao Yiyang, she was afraid of being deceived again and again.

Bitterness spread in my heart.

After packing up her things, she went downstairs to the nearby supermarket to buy vegetables. She remembered all Miao Yiyang's favorite dishes, but every time she bought one, her heart felt a little colder.

Washing vegetables, cooking, cleaning.

In a flash, it was seven o'clock in the evening.

"Crack!"

The sound of a doorknob turning.

Miao Yiyang is back...