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"Are you watching my show!" My head hurt all of a sudden, I pressed my forehead hard, and finally vented all my emotions, I yelled at him: "You all want me to restore my memory, you want me Change back to Yuyan from before. Is it what I think I am now? Have you ever considered my feelings!?"

It's not that I voluntarily become Yuyan, I also have my own life, my own family!Who can understand how I want to go back!Why does everyone want me to be Yuyan!
Countless thoughts whizzed through my head, but I couldn't say a word of those words. My heart beat faster and faster under the intense emotion. I gasped and stared at him firmly. In this quiet time, the lights couldn't shine I'm lost, darkness envelopes me, only the strong wind beats my thin figure.

"Forget it, you can't understand." The strong sense of powerlessness seized me, and even made me give up venting, because no one would understand my current situation. I tried to calm down and waved my hands casually: "You Come on, I'm fine by myself."

However, he suddenly took my hand and said softly, "You're wrong, it's not that we want you to recover your memory, it's only Ding Xiwen."

As if I was hit by something, my hand trembled and I fell silent, the hand held by him didn't struggle, maybe I was just waiting for someone to wake me up.

"Ding Xiwen is really that important to you? So important that you lose your sanity?" He grabbed my hand more and more tightly, and the eyes that stared at me became serious, reflecting strong emotions under the dark sky. eyes, and continued: "It would be best if Ding Xiwen left!"

I was speechless for a while, and looked at him silently. He pulled my hand hard and pulled me to him. The next moment, I was surrounded by him in his arms. He held my chin in one hand, deeply His gaze met my wide-open eyes, his breathing was close at hand, and it slid past my ears to form a loud sound. The masculine breath of cologne on his body almost made me dizzy.

"It's time for you to wake up and think carefully about who forced you to wear the image of the previous vase!"

I clenched my teeth, and my breathing became more chaotic with my emotions. I think my face has already expressed the pain in my heart. The fact that was exposed abruptly is just the truth that I least want to face. Xiwen will not fall in love with me The reason is not that I don't listen to him, but that even though I try my best to put on Yuyan's mask, I can't become the real Yuyan. What he wants is never me.

"So tell me, what should I do so that I don't feel sad?" I turned my head to the other side and said very quietly.

Xia Yujun let me go, and said directly: "Be yourself, you haven't recovered your memory anyway, let's go, go to the fitness center to vent."

I shook my head, this time turning back the way I wanted to go.

"I want to go to a place more than a fitness center."

After that, although Xia Yujun had doubts on his face, he still didn't refute, and obediently followed me forward.

Since I came to Yuyan's body that day, I have never been here again. During these days, I almost forgot about this place.

Carefully opening the heavy wooden door, the pungent smell of disinfectant flooded up, and the blank room was filled with the unique sense of silence of the hospital. I walked to the head of the bed and stared at my body sleeping on the bed.

Obviously, the face that I could see every day before now looks like another life. Looking at the unfamiliar face, I feel complicated as if I have knocked over the seasoning bottle.

"This is..." Xia Yujun asked in a low voice, I didn't want to answer, I just wanted to keep myself quiet and take a good look at myself.

The corners of my eyes drifted towards the beautiful flowers beside the bed. A bunch of beautiful red Bana flowers lay quietly in the vase. There was a folded white card next to the vase. I naturally stretched out my hand and slowly took the card in my hand.

Opening the card, familiar words jumped into my eyes, it was A Yong's handwriting, I covered my lips in disbelief, and excitedly looked at the card written by A Yong, every word and sentence was imprinted in the bottom of my heart with the warmth of hot stamping , From those ordinary words, I can feel his maturity and strength, "This time it's my turn to protect your sister, so sister also has to work hard, I will wait for you to wake up."

The hot feeling rose from my heart and awakened my heart again. I actually forgot the most important thing. My dear family is waiting for me and waiting for me to go back.

I caressed Ayong's handwriting, and thousands of words in my heart poured into my mind, and I suddenly realized how stupid I was in the past, and I almost gave up on myself for an illusory shadow that I could never catch up. Hate myself.

I closed the card, my eyes fell on the person sleeping on the bed, I stretched out my hand to hold the cold hand, and whispered to myself: "Shu Rou, you are such a fool, have you forgotten the decision at the beginning? If it’s not Yuyan, how could it be her, you should be the most clear about this, I will never be able to fulfill Xiwen’s desire, how can you be another person!”

In fact, I have vaguely known that this will be the case in the end. I broke the wound, and I said that I want to know the truth. Now I have the courage to expose everything, but I don’t have the courage to bear it. ?
I nodded to myself on the bed, stood up slowly, and let go of my hand.

"This lady... is your friend? I seem to have seen her there..." When Xia Yujun's voice came again, I realized that he was always behind me.

"You met her once." I turned my head and squinted at him, humming deliberately, "But, you must have forgotten."

He frowned at first, but soon loosened the space between his brows, pretending not to care, and said, "What's the matter? I've only seen it once, so of course I won't remember..."

I had expected him to answer like this, but I just lightly covered myself on the bed with the drape, turned around and walked out the door, responding chicly: "Since you can't remember, then forget it."

After walking out of the hospital, the sky became even darker. The usually bustling shops had already locked their iron doors, and there were not many pedestrians passing by in a hurry. I looked up at the moon shining quietly in the sky. The faint light of the street lamps made me feel very soft and comfortable. Although I was still a little uncomfortable, I felt much better, and the pain that was hard in my chest gradually dissipated.

"By the way, you should be very familiar with Xiwen, right?" I looked down at the shadow moving with us, recalled his hinting words before, and asked him curiously.

"No, but I know more or less about his condition." Xia Yujun's tone was very calm.

"Including his fiancee?" I couldn't help expressing my doubts.

He was quiet for a while, I looked up at his suddenly serious face, he didn't look back at me, his voice seemed to echo in the empty surroundings: "It's not just the fiancee."

"His own personality is selfish. He is a person who only thinks of himself and ignores other people's feelings. For him, politeness is just a useful mask." Finally he turned his head, and his faint eyes penetrated Come over, and lazily said: "Do you know the reason why he fell in love with Yuyan? Because Yuyan is obedient enough, will obediently change according to his request, will not resist him at will, and her identity and beauty are enough to take out to meet people .”

In this way, what Xiwen fell in love with was only Yuyan's appearance?He never cared what kind of person Yu Yan was?This way...is it still love?
He gave me a surprised look with a strange smile: "These are all what Yuyan told me herself when I asked why she didn't choose Xiwen."

I blinked my eyes, stared at him and asked, "In your eyes, what kind of person was Yuyan before?" Speaking of which, although the relationship was the closest on the surface, I had never heard anything about Yuyan from Xia Yujun's mouth. If you want to talk about it, obviously I just thought about the difference between me and Yuyan just now, but now I want to know his thoughts inexplicably, it is really contradictory.