my naughty female president

"Remember, of course I remember, it was because of this place that I fell into your hands!" I twitched the corner of my mouth in a helpless manner.

"That's also because you are so weird, who would have thought that there would be a weirdo like you sleeping on the side of the road when it was raining in the middle of the night!" Mu Xichun disagreed.

But think about it, who would have thought that someone would be lying in the shadow of the roadside when it was raining in the middle of the night.

"Even if my behavior is a bit weird, can't you get out of the driveway and apologize! If you got out of the car and said sorry to me, there would be nothing later!"

"I got off the car to apologize? Don't you know what kind of virtue you were at that time? If I get off the car, it is impossible to guarantee that you will not play your scum. How can I, a weak woman, protect myself in front of a drunken scum? "

Her words reminded me of the scene that night, but at that time I didn't know that there was a beautiful woman in the car. If I knew, I'm afraid I wouldn't be so unbridled in my anger.

Then again, if you think about it from her point of view, she really didn't dare to get out of the car at that time.

Even if she was only in the car and saw a vicious drunk outside, she was already terrified, how could she dare to open the car door and come down to apologize?

This can be seen from her accelerated escape.What's more, she didn't know at the time that the incident was caused by the drunken man on the side of the road getting wet while driving.

"Okay, what's the point of arguing about right and wrong now, anyway, I'm already in your hands now, you can play as you want!" I said with a wry smile.

She sneered for a while without speaking, and drove the car out again.After a while, she seemed to suddenly remember something and said, "Can you tell me something?" Her tone was a little tentative and cautious.

"what's up?"

"Why...why do you feel abnormal every time you mention your parents? Can you tell us?" Her tone was more cautious, lest I make any abnormal behavior again.

I was startled, I didn't expect her to ask this question suddenly.

I think she probably drew this conclusion from the association between my first conflict with her and my abnormal behavior tonight.

It seems that her logical thinking ability is really good, and she can easily grasp the key points.

It's just that this question was asked too suddenly, and I didn't know how to answer her.

After a long silence, I finally said, "Can you promise me one thing?"

"what's up?"

"Don't mention my parents in front of me again!"

"Okay, but can you tell me why?"

I was silent for a while, and finally spoke out.

"My mother has passed away...and my father, who passed away when I was two years old, has not returned for so many years."

"I didn't have any memory back then, so I didn't know what he looked like. So no matter how much I messed with myself, no one would worry about me. Do you understand?"

I looked up at her, and laughed to myself.

"..."

"I'm sorry, I didn't expect..." Her tone was a little timid.

"You don't need to say sorry, it's just like this... So the first time you said that my parents didn't raise me well, I lost control of my emotions, because although I don't have a father, my mother is very good to me... She was lonely all her life, I haven't enjoyed a good day, and I can't tolerate being blamed by others after her death..."

I don't know what's wrong with me, why I suddenly and easily leaked my secret words, and it's still in front of a woman I don't want her to see my weakness.

It seems that alcohol is really not a good thing. It can easily break the line of defense in people's hearts and make people vulnerable, or is it because of people's instinctive desire to confide?

But why do I clearly feel a sense of relief after release?Could it be that these memories of mine have unknowingly become the shackles in my life?Why are there signs of loosening at this moment?

I haven't found that person yet, I haven't asked clearly, and I haven't sought justice for my mother.

Shouldn't I engrave it deeper and deeper in my heart?Why do I feel so damn easy? ...My heart suddenly throbbed violently, and I was so drunk that I couldn't help but clutch my chest.

Mu Xichun handed a pack of tissues to my head, which was drooping in pain. It turned out that I shed tears in front of her again that same night.

I didn't take the tissue she handed over, and slapped hard to wipe away the uncontrollable damn tears.

The car soon arrived at the Rhine Community where I lived, and I got out of the car and waved goodbye to Mu Xichun, but Mu Xichun also turned off the car and got out of the car.

"What? I'll take you home, won't you invite me to sit down?" She looked at me with an unpredictable smile on her face.

I hesitated for a while, not knowing what kind of medicine she was selling in the gourd, and I was too embarrassed to say no, so I pretended to be indifferent and said: "You can go if you want, but the rooms of single dogs are very messy, you You better be mentally prepared!"

I wanted her to hear from my tone that I didn't want her to come into my house and leave, but she obviously didn't get my point.

Like a mindless child, she showed a happy expression and said, "It's okay, let's go!" It really made me wonder if she was very wise or stupid.

I smiled wryly to myself and walked ahead, while Mu Xichun followed me with a triumphant smile, but of course I didn't see her smile.

I staggered up a few flights of stairs and finally reached the floor where I lived, but before I reached the door, I was stunned, and I saw some messy things piled up on the aisle at the door of my room.

However, when I saw the pile of things clearly with the help of the dim light in the stairwell, I suddenly became angry.

Because I recognized that messy pile of things as my belongings, some household items as well as clothes and suitcases, a pair of shoes was thrown far away.

I suddenly remembered what the landlord told me a week ago, he limited me to pay the rent for one week, and today is the last day of the deadline, but I was busy with the flower shop and forgot about it the back of the head.

But even so, the landlord shouldn't be so heartless, at least he should wait for me to come back, I thought angrily.

Angrily, I took out the key and inserted it into the lock, but after twisting it for a long time, I still couldn't open it. After a closer look, I found that the landlord's chain had been replaced with a new one.

With trembling hands in anger, I took out my mobile phone and wanted to talk to the landlord about it. What he did was a little too unkind.

But when he took out the phone, he found that the phone had already run out of battery and had been turned off. In a panic, he couldn't control his emotions and dropped the phone to the ground with a bang.

I stood in front of the door panting heavily, a feeling of powerlessness slowly pervaded my whole body, I staggered a step and sat down on the stairs.

In fact, the landlord is not entirely to blame for this matter. It is indeed because I did not pay the rent on time that I fell to such a state. Even if this call gets through, what can I say, let him wait for a few more days?Then my skin is too thick.

I turned around and smiled bitterly and said to Mu Xichun who was standing by, "I probably can't invite you in for a sit down!"

"Did you ask me to advance my salary in the morning just to pay the rent?" Mu Xichun asked tentatively when he saw my situation.

I sat silently on the stairs and didn't answer her question, but the answer was obvious.

"Laugh if you want! Don't you really want to see my joke? Now you see it?" I lowered my head and said indifferently.

"In your eyes, am I such a person who makes trouble? If you tell me the truth, I might agree to your request!" Mu Xichun stared at me, with a tone of displeasure after being blamed for no reason.

"It doesn't matter, anyway, you have seen my most downcast appearance, so it doesn't matter to me what kind of person you are!"

"..." Mu Xichun wanted to say something more, but in the end she remained silent, probably because she felt that saying anything to an unreasonable person like me was a waste of words.

"You go!" I said after being silent for a while, I still hung my head in frustration and never looked at her.

"Do you... need me to do something?" She said hesitantly.

"No, save me some face at the end, you go, I will take care of my affairs myself!"

She didn't say anything anymore, she stayed where she was for a moment, turned around and went downstairs, and stopped for a while at the first corner of the stairs, and finally turned and went downstairs to leave.

The world fell into silence again. I sat on the stairs for a long time, looking at the pile of messy objects in front of me, my heart sank a little bit.

I know that this nest, which I have lived in for two years, no longer belongs to me from now on. To be precise, it has never belonged to me. It just took me in temporarily.

Like a lonely soul, it has never been able to find a place that can be called a belonging, and now it does not know where it will drift...

After a long time, I finally got up.From the pile of trivial things in front of him, he simply packed a few clothes and some daily necessities into suitcases and went downstairs.

Before going downstairs, I looked back at the pile of leftovers. They were lying quietly on the ground, like children waiting to be claimed, but I have no place to stand and can't take them anymore.

After leaving the community, I was a little at a loss standing in the empty night. A straight road in front of me extended infinitely to both sides, as if it had been extended to the end of the world.

A gust of wind blew by, rolled up a few dead leaves on the side of the road, drifted past my eyes, and landed on the other side of the road.The street lamps are sallow, and a few moths with broken cocoons fly around, as if they will never get tired.

Suddenly, there was a kind of loneliness that I had never felt before in my heart. The world is boundless and the sea is vast. I am like an ant that has lost its antennae. I don’t know where to go in this spring night.