my naughty female president

"I know... I know I'm not as good as others, I deserve it for being beaten, I deserve it for being dumped, I'm a complete loser, don't you! Don't you just want to see my jokes! Now that you see it, are you satisfied?"

Although the insulting words I said to Meng Hao and Lin Wei in the hotel just now made me feel a little bit of revenge.

But in my heart, I knew very well that I was a complete loser, especially the moment I saw Meng Hao, I knew the gap between me and him.

If I have a property of tens of millions or hundreds of millions, a woman like Lin Wei still wants as much as she wants.

On the one hand, he wanted to get revenge on them by irritating him, but more or less he also wanted to regain a little sense of his humble existence.

Although I am not as successful in my career as he is, I am not as handsome as he is rich, but at least I once had the woman he has now. If Lin Wei is compared to a commodity, at least when it is in my hands, it will be more valuable. I don’t want it. That's why he took advantage of it.

As soon as I came out of the hotel, my mood began to slowly drop. I know that Mu Xichun didn't mean to laugh at me about this, but at this moment my nerves are already on the verge of extreme sensitivity. No matter what she says, I will It can be imagined that she is laughing at my failure.

Sure enough, Mu Xichun was stunned by my words, and kept silent.After a while, I tentatively whispered: "You know I didn't mean that, I was wrong, I apologize to you!"

I couldn't help seeing her cautious and cautious expression. After all, I knew she didn't mean it. I was just using her to force myself to admit that I was a failure. Besides, she did me a big favor at the hotel. Let me not lose face.

"It's okay, I just want to be quiet."

"Actually, I just want to say, parents who suffer from body hair and skin, don't you think about your own parents if you don't care about your body like this? They need to know how worried they should be when you drink and fight like this! Every child is a parent of……"

"Wait...don't say it!" I interrupted her words, and she inadvertently poked a certain pain in my heart, and I was involved in a series of sudden pains inexplicably.

I suddenly feel that this is really a terrible night. All the old and new wounds are torn apart on my fragile soul tonight.

"Stop!" I said to the hotel bellboy who was driving.

The car stopped on the side of the road.

"What are you going to do?" Mu Xichun asked hastily.

I ignored her and opened the door and got out of the car.

She followed me up and supported my shaky body and asked, "Why did you get out of the car? What do you want to do?"

"I want to be quiet, you go, I will go back by myself!" I gently pushed away her hand that was holding me, and walked forward on my own.

"Hey, I said something wrong, what's the matter with you?" Mu Xichun asked after a few steps.

I ignored her and continued to move forward. At this moment, I didn't even have the mood to talk. My heart was as desolate as a desert. I couldn't see anything I could call hope. I just wanted to find a place where no one was there, quietly Quietly integrate myself into this dead night.

Mu Xichun fed her a few times behind me, seeing that I had no intention of turning back and finally gave up, I heard her footsteps staying behind me without moving for a long time.It took a while for the car to pass by me, without stopping, and disappeared in a moment.

The world is finally quiet. It seems that I am the only one left in the world. Even the cars on the road are pitiful. Occasionally, a car drives by like a creature from another world, coming and going from unknown places to unknown places.

No one will stop for a short time for me, a lonely passer-by. I feel that I have been forgotten out of time, and I have to admit that I really like this feeling.

I took out a cigarette, but the lighter was gone again. I suddenly became irritable, crumpled up the cigarette abnormally and threw it fiercely into the sky. The shredded tobacco was blown in the air by the night wind for a while. Fall back to the ground.

I sat down on the curb decadently. What I can’t escape is inescapable after all. No matter how light things are, I can’t escape this small planet. Everything in the world seems to have its proper belonging, and my Where does it belong...

I think of my childhood, I think of that dilapidated small mountain village, I think of my mother...

But I have already lost all these pieces one by one, and I can never find them back, and I can never go back.

"Mom, I miss you so much!"

I looked at the flickering stars in the sky and said silently in my heart, the tears couldn't help but wanted to flow out and I swallowed them back, only feeling a bitterness in my throat.

I am not a person who likes to miss the past, but some things are destined to never be forgotten in this life, as if they are embedded in the depths of the soul, and this life will be entangled with them.

On this night, I once again couldn't help falling into the broken memory hidden behind the time.

I think of my melancholy childhood, I think of my mother’s equally sad face in different scenes, I think of her telling me to live a good life and be a good person before she dies, I think of those two lines that she still hangs on her face until she dies clear tears...

I don't know how long it took, I was caught in the past and forgot the existence of time for a while, until a pair of feet appeared in front of me.

"Are you crying?"

A woman's voice came, and this woman's voice was no longer familiar to me.

Who else could there be besides Mu Xichun, but why did she go and come back when she had already left?Did she forget something?Or did she come back to find me on purpose?

Her words reminded me all of a sudden, and then I felt the warmth on my face. It turned out that tears flowed all over my face unconsciously.I slapped my face carelessly.

The tone pretended to be strong and said: "Who... Who is crying, what are you talking about, didn't you see that the wind is so strong, can't you blind your eyes?"

"Okay, okay, you didn't cry, so can you leave now?" She said in a tone that saw through everything, and I couldn't help but make me blush.

"Didn't you leave? What are you doing when you come back? I won't tell you that I went back by myself. Do you want to be so annoying!" I complained.

"You go back by yourself? Then why don't you go back and just sit on the side of the road and cry..."

"Oh, you... I didn't say that I wasn't crying, but..."

"Okay, okay, I see, you're not crying, you're blind! Then go back now?" Her tone seemed to be coaxing a child.

"..."

"Just go, come, come, get up, alas, you are so heavy..." Without waiting for me to speak, she reached out and grabbed my arm to pull me up from the curb.

I looked at her struggling and shook my head angrily and stood up.

When I stood up, I saw her car was parked about 30 meters away, the lights in the car were still on, and the driver of the hotel had disappeared.

"You drove it yourself?" I asked suspiciously.

"Yes!"

"Didn't you drink too much? Can you still drive?"

"Don't you look at what time it is now. Although I was a little drunk at the time, I actually didn't drink much. In addition, I drank two bowls of hangover soup in the hotel, so the alcohol was strong. My son comes and goes quickly. I'm sober now!"

I stared at her face for a few seconds, and I really didn't see the slightest drunken look. I briefly recalled the scene at night, and the situation was indeed as she said.

Looking at my current slovenly appearance with the smell of alcohol and vomit all over my body, I suddenly felt like I was plotted by them.

"I hope you don't get caught by the traffic police, they don't care if you're sober or not!" I teased.

"Okay, it's not so unlucky, you are my blessing!" She pushed me into the passenger seat while laughing.

"Come on, I don't want to be used by you to be taken advantage of again. You knew that tonight would be like this and you deliberately asked me to use it as a shield. In the future, you should not ask me for such things! Are you together? Good thing!"

"Hey, I didn't take advantage of you. You took the initiative to take the matter on yourself tonight, but it has nothing to do with me!" She said nonchalantly as she started the car, as if this matter really had something to do with her It doesn't matter.

I couldn't help being a little angry: "Do you have any conscience at all? I helped you so much and you actually said that it has nothing to do with you? Can't you see who they are? If I had known you were so heartless, I wouldn't have bothered to care about it." You, just let those two pigs get you drunk and take advantage of you!"

"It turns out that you are afraid that I will be taken advantage of by them. It seems that you are concerned about me!" Mu Xichun kept smiling when I said this, and then turned his face to look at me with a half-smile after I finished speaking. said to me.

Mu Xichun's question made me startled, the anger just now vanished, and he said somewhat conclusively: "I...I don't have the heart to care about you, I just can't understand the wretched faces of those two pigs. Knowing that you are so heartless, I will not care about you."

Mu Xichun didn't say anything, just drove the car with a smile on his face, seemed to be in a good mood, and turned on the music.

Cai Qin's thick mezzo-soprano immediately filled this small space: "Who is knocking on my window, who is shaking the strings, that forgotten time, gradually rising out of my heart..."

Listening to this melodious singing and watching the passing street scene outside the window, I felt my heart soften little by little.

"Where do you live?" she asked after driving for a while.

"Lhein District, Lakeside Road." I said.

She stopped talking, and the car fell into silence again.Until she suddenly parked the car on the side of the road.

"Remember this place?" she asked suddenly.

I was a little baffled, so I lowered the car window and used the street lights to identify it carefully, but after looking for a long time, I didn't think there was anything worth seeing here.

When I turned around and wanted to ask her what she meant, I suddenly saw the bus stop sign outside from her car window, and I immediately understood what she meant.