my naughty female president

It was already dark when I sent my mother to the station. There were not many passengers in the station, and the empty waiting hall was a bit lonely.

When I was about to get in the car, under the dim street lights, my mother turned her head and said to me: "God boy, you must study hard and be a promising person in the future so that you will not be bullied!"

Her tone was sad but firm, which made the listener feel an unquestionable sense of heaviness, as if this was her trust in me, the only trust in my life.

I nodded heavily, and the two tears were smashed to pieces on the marble floor.

After my mother finished speaking, she took out a small paper bag from her arms and stuffed it into my pocket, turned around and got on the car.

The car drove away, and I stood motionless for a long time, my heart was like a moss-covered stone, so cold that I could hardly beat, until the sweeper called me to go out, and I came back to my senses.

I took out the things that my mother stuffed into my pocket before she left, and opened it was a stack of loose money and a steamed bun that was thoroughly cooled.

I know that she brought this steamed bun from home and it is her daily ration, but she didn't have a chance to eat it for a day, so she gave it to me before leaving.

I grabbed a piece and put it in my mouth, tears streaming down again.

On the way back to school, I was in a trance, and my steps seemed to be stepping on the void, and everything seemed unreal.

When I was crossing the road, a car whizzed by in front of me, and the wind brought me back a step, and the people in the car poked their heads out and cursed: "Little bastard, you are looking for death!" I ignored it .

I saw an old man hunched over, holding a plastic bag, looking for something that could be exchanged for money next to the trash can. Pedestrians covered their noses as they walked by.

I saw a stray dog ​​peeking in from the door of a hot pot restaurant, and was hit by the boss unexpectedly with a stick on the leg, howling and limping away.

I looked at the street scene in the distance, where the neon lights were shining and the lights were hanging high, and a star that was flickering in the sky seemed to be crumbling.At that moment, I suddenly felt that this world was so strange, so strange that it made me feel timid...

The rain was still falling silently. I walked in the rain and felt the coolness, and my mood returned to that time when I saw my mother off.

I suddenly realized that my understanding of this world has always been strange. I have lived here for several years but I have never really understood it.

Sometimes I think I have seen through everything, but today’s experience made me understand that my so-called “seeing through everything” is just a superficial insight. I still cannot be indifferent to suffering and indifferent to injustice.

The taxi seems to have forgotten here, and no one has passed by for a long time.

Thinking about it, the taxis are so good at places where there are no people.I looked at the rain all over the sky and wanted to call for a taxi, but after thinking about it, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if I go back sooner or later.

Back at the company, the sky had already darkened, and the rain had been filling the sky and the earth like a thick fog.My clothes were already drenched, but fortunately, the temperature has turned warm and I don't feel that cold.

When I passed the office area, my colleagues talked about me, and Li Liang also ran over to ask, I ignored the colleagues who pointed and whispered to me, I just smiled at Li Liang reluctantly and said that I am fine, and went straight Go into your office.

I took off my wet coat and draped it over the back of the chair, slumped on the chair, feeling a sense of exhaustion all over my body.

His already groggy head also seemed to be aching because of the rain.I turned my back to the sky and closed my eyes, trying to relieve the exhaustion in my body and mind.

But at this moment, the door of the office inside opened, and I didn't look up, and I didn't even open my eyes.

The sound of high-heeled shoes stopped in front of my desk, and Mu Xichun's voice sounded: "How is the work going? Will the nail shop be willing to move?"

I still didn't move, and my eyes still didn't open. The three words "nail house" made me a little inexplicably irritated.

"Oh, looking at you like this, it must have failed. I didn't expect someone to make you a scumbag so miserable!"

It may be that my unreasonable attitude made her feel that she couldn't get off the stage, and her tone began to be sarcastic.

I was impatient and really didn't want to entangle her more on this issue.

He looked up and said, "That family has promised to move out as soon as possible, you can rest assured, can you let me be quiet for a while?"

I tried my best to suppress the unhappiness in my heart, and wanted to send her away as soon as possible. At this moment, I really need to be quiet for a while.

She gave me a look as if she was surprised that I was able to resolve this matter, but she had no intention of leaving.

I knew in my heart that in her eyes, I must have suffered a lot and now I am depressed. As I said before, how could she give up such a good opportunity to mock me?

"Oh?" Her tone rose.

"I didn't expect you to do what so many people failed to do. It seems that you, a scumbag, still have some advantages."

All I could feel was the buzzing in my head, like a volcano that was about to erupt at any moment, and a ball of fire shot up from my chest, but her words continued.

"There's a saying... everything in the world comes down to something, and the wicked will be punished by the wicked. I'm afraid this nail shop didn't think that we still have talents like you. If he had known earlier, he would definitely not wait until now to agree. move away..."

"Enough..." The fire I had been suppressing in my heart burst out uncontrollably when she said this.

I stood up and yelled at her angrily: "What do you know, you just sit here and show off your power, what do you think you are, you don't know anything, why do you comment on someone like this here, do you know When you live in a high-end villa, some people are crowded in the shed to sleep on the door panels. When you drink tens of thousands of yuan a bottle of wine, do you know that some people are still begging for a living in the garbage dump! You come from such a rich nest The princess knows what life is, if you take off this princess dress, if you don’t have a rich father, you know what you are, I tell you, you will be nothing like them!”

The more I spoke, the more angry I felt, as if my chest was about to explode. I still couldn't fully release my anger after yelling, and I felt blood rushing to my head.

Seeing the office supplies piled up on the desk, I waved my arm and hurled them all to the ground. The computer screen was smashed to pieces, and the wires inside were sparking.

I didn't even look at Mu Xichun who was stunned in place, turned around and slammed the door out, and walked away amidst the dumbfounded expressions of the company's employees.

I don’t know when the rain stopped. I was drenched and walked aimlessly on the street. Passers-by cast curious eyes on me, as if they were looking at a fool.

Unknowingly, I came to the lakeside park again. It seems that this place has a kind of magic power, which pulls me with a force that I can't detect, so that it can give me a kind of guidance when I have no direction, and let me approach it unconsciously. it.

The green lawn in the park is still light, but the pear trees planted on the lawn are full of pear blossoms, and the pear trees have not yet produced leaves. The pale white pear blossoms are naked and ostentatious as if stuck to bare branches. The breeze blows and blows off a few petals, bringing a scent of fragrance. It turns out that spring has arrived.

When I came to the pavilion by the lake, the old man selling musical instruments was also there, but he didn’t put out any musical instruments today, he only brought an erhu.He was carefully wiping the erhu with a handkerchief at the moment, probably because it was wet from the rain just now.

I sat down on the other side of the pavilion. I knew he didn't like to talk, and I wasn't in the mood to talk, so I didn't talk to him. I just sat and watched his movements.

I don't know if I will be lucky enough to hear him play a piece later, I think.

"The young man has something on his mind?" the old man asked suddenly, and the movement of his hands didn't stop when he asked.

There was no one else here, so he must be talking to me.I was a little surprised that this old man who was not good at talking would take the initiative to talk to me, and what surprised me even more was that he knew that I had something on my mind.

"Master, do you know that I have something on my mind?" I asked suspiciously.

"Your footsteps have told me!" said the old man.

I was a little shocked that he could hear other people's moods from the sound of footsteps. I'm afraid no one would believe him when he said it.

"You are amazing!" I admired from the bottom of my heart.

"It's nothing serious, but it's something you bright-eyed people can't comprehend. Only a blind man like me can hear it, ha ha!" He seemed to be pleased with himself for having this ability.

I have also heard that the ears of blind people are very sensitive, but I am afraid that not every blind person can understand people's thoughts from the sound of footsteps, but I don't know the secret.

The old man put away his handkerchief and stopped talking, picked up the bowstring and tried the sound before pulling it up.

I sat on the bench opposite him and listened to the music while thinking about what happened today. It seemed that my mood was not so bad, but thinking of Shitou and his mother made me depressed again.

I never thought of myself as a nice person, but this time I wanted to help the mother and son.I know that they have no relatives here, and if no one is willing to help them, they have no choice but to go back to their hometown in the countryside.

I just feel that their experience is exactly the same as that of my mother and me. If people can really change fate, I think I should try it.

My mother was poor all her life, she had no education, and she forced me to go to college with only a few acres of land. Although she died before I graduated from college, and although she never let me live a prosperous life, in my heart She is an incomparably great mother, the only person in this world that I can protect with my life.

History is always strikingly similar. Seeing Shitou and her mother is simply the epitome of me and my mother. The difference is that if they really return to their hometown in the countryside this time, Shitou's fate will be different from mine.

Although I still can't figure out my life at this age, and I don't know how to face the road of life, but I think that if Shitou returns to his hometown, he may have to deal with a few acres of land and a few livestock in his life, and an ordinary woman. Spend the four seasons of cooking smoke together, live a life where the sun rises and the sun sets, and a life is not much different from a day.

I can never tolerate such a thing to happen, although I know my ability is limited, but I think I should work hard once.