my naughty female president

Chapter 16: The Past

She stopped talking, just kept wiping her tears with her hands, I didn't know what to say, I wanted to say a few words of comfort, but this kind of sadness can't be smoothed away by a few words of comfort.There was a moment of silence in the room.

After a long time, her mood gradually calmed down, she wiped her face with her sleeve and raised her head with a difficult smile, "I'm sorry, I made Mr. Wei laugh!"

I smiled wryly and shook my head, not knowing what to say.

She added: "I don't know what Mr. Wei is doing at my house today?"

"I..." I hesitated to speak, I really couldn't express my purpose at this time.

 My appearance made her a little puzzled, as if she realized something instantly.

"So you're here to persuade me to move!" She silently turned her head to look at me, with a sad tone.

I was stunned for a moment, but I didn't expect that she would guess my reason for coming after I hesitated a little.I knew it must be her experience during this period that made her extremely sensitive to all the visitors, and my heart ached a little.

"No, Mrs. Shi, I just came to find out about the situation. I didn't know beforehand that you were the one who didn't want to move out!"

I was so busy explaining that I ignored the difference between what I said and the few people before me.

"It's okay! In fact, I knew from the first day of the demolition that I couldn't keep this house. I just hate why some people can live as they please and treat the lives of the poor as grass, but they don't get what they want." Punishment. We just want to live the most simple and ordinary life. We just want our son to be able to study and have some knowledge, so that he won’t be bullied like us in the future, but we can’t even get these. Tell me, Mr. Wei, what we want Is there a lot?"

She looked at me with tears in her eyes, and her tone showed a trace of tiredness after giving up and persisting.

I dare not look into her eyes, her eyes are like a sharp sword that can go straight to the depths of my soul.

Say loudly in your heart: You don’t want much, you don’t want much at all, it’s not your fault, it’s the world that’s sorry for you!But I didn't even say a word.

They are right, the world is wrong, but who can be responsible for them, who can seek justice from the world?
"You don't have to make things difficult, you are a good person, I will move out as soon as possible!" She lowered her head slightly, and I could feel how powerless she was at the moment.

"Then what are your plans for the future?" I asked her
"What else can I plan? I came here just for Shitou to have books to read. I thought it would be fine no matter how hard and tired we are, as long as we can provide Shitou for college, but now it seems that there is no way to do it. His father I’m already dead, and now I don’t even have a home. The so-called city is a place that eats people. I can no longer support myself, so I can only go back to my hometown... Is this my destiny? No matter how hard I struggle, I will eventually come back place."

she said leisurely.

When I left, she sent me downstairs. After walking a long distance, I turned around and saw her standing there. The ruins around her made her thin figure look small and desolate.

I didn't expect what the result of this visit would be. Although Mama Shitou promised to move out as soon as possible, I unexpectedly completed the task assigned to me by Mu Xichun, and I didn't receive the treatment that the previous few people received.

But I didn't feel happy at all. I would rather be scolded or splashed with dirty water than know about this naked human tragedy.

We always think that some stories are far away from us, and we only treat them as stories when we hear others tell them. When the story suddenly breaks through the shackles of telling and appears in front of us, we realize that this is the truth of life. It is far away. Smarter than we imagined.

Walking in the ruins, I felt that my legs seemed to be a little erratic, and the surrounding scenery became unreal, just like a dream, a sad dream.

When I walked past the old transformer, there was a trace of coolness on my face. I looked up at the sky, and the rain that had been brewing for many days finally fell.Thin, slanting and dense rain fell from the sky, blurring everything around.

The world is quiet at this moment, as if receiving the baptism of the gods piously, and as if making the most sincere confession to the innocent...

I thought about what Shitou's mother said, every word was like a knife with a gap, slowly slashing across my heart, and my heart began to ache.

She said she wouldn't embarrass me, she said I was a good man; did she want me to tell her she wanted more?She said that she just hoped that Shi Shi could study and not be bullied like her in the future...

I suddenly thought of my mother. Many years ago, she said to me at the station in the county seat, under the sallow street lights, and in the crowded crowd: "God, you must study hard, and you will be a promising student in the future." Only those who are strong will not be bullied!"

At this moment, the mother's face and Shitou's mother's face overlapped again in my mind, and I finally understood that in fact, all mothers are the same, they just want their children not to be bullied.

That was when I was in high school. As the end of the period was approaching, the school had to make up classes, and the two-day holiday that was originally only available in a month was also cancelled.

Since the living expenses have been exhausted, I had to call my mother to ask her to send me the living expenses. My mother has always been very concerned about my study and said that it would be sent to me the next morning, but I waited the next day. I didn't see my mother's shadow for a day.

When school was over in the afternoon, the head teacher found me and said: "Your mother is in the Urban Management Bureau, go and see!"

I was taken aback and quickly asked: "Teacher, why is my mother at the Urban Management Bureau? What happened to her?"

The teacher looked at me for two seconds, his expression made me unpredictable, and he answered the wrong question and said: "You will know when you go, go quickly, if you have nothing to do, come back to self-study early, and I will tell the English teacher."

The teacher's appearance made me feel faintly uneasy, and I rushed directly to the Urban Management Bureau without eating.When I arrived at the Urban Management Bureau, it was already dark and it was just in time for get off work.

I saw the staff coming out of the Urban Management Bureau talking and laughing, and each of them was carrying a plastic bag with a bag full of eggs in their hands.

I asked the old man in the gate that I was Li Zhen's son and came to see my mother.The uncle pointed to the inside and said: "Your mother is in the duty room inside, you can go by yourself."

So I followed the direction he pointed and ran inside again. The uneasiness in my heart became more and more intense, and I said to myself: Mom, you must be fine.

My premonition was quickly confirmed. The moment I saw my mother, my body froze.The mother sat on the chair inside, with her head bowed and her hands clenched tightly together.

When I approached slowly, I saw a fuzzy slap on her face. Although the slap had faded a little, I was still sure that it must be a slap.

In addition, the mother's sleeve was also torn in a big hole, and a few strands of her hair, which had never been messy, were scattered, as if she had been torn by someone.

It was as if a needle had been pricked in my heart, and a piercing pain spread from my heart.I rushed to my mother and squatted beside her legs, only then did I realize that there were still two streams of tears hanging on her face.I asked my mother eagerly: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Seeing me coming, my mother shed tears again. She touched my head before I could speak. The man sitting behind the desk spoke first: "What's the matter?" He asked back, "Your mother is prohibiting stalls The place is sold at will, and we confiscate it according to the law, but your mother actually interferes with law enforcement and pesters our law enforcement officers in the street. What do you think is wrong?"

His tone was arrogant, as if they were the ones who were wronged.There was a fire in my heart.

My mother wiped her tears and said: "I brought a basket of eggs to the county town. I thought it would be more expensive in the city and I could buy you a little more money for your living expenses. As soon as I put the eggs down by the vegetable market, they came up to grab my eggs." egg……"

My mother was still talking, but I couldn't hear it anymore, and the fire in my heart burst out.

I can guess the scene without my mother telling me how the living expenses she prepared for her son could be taken away by others, and she begged them to return the eggs to her.

They refused, and then they had a dispute. The mother grabbed one person's clothes in a hurry, and naturally there was no need to talk about the following things.

I stood up and went to the man and grabbed his collar. If I could see my eyes, they must be blood red.

I stared at him with my blood-red eyes and said, "How can you do this to a woman? Do you still have a conscience?" I was about 1.7 meters tall at the time, and although I was a little thin, I was obviously shocked by this. Man, a trace of panic flashed in his eyes, but he quickly calmed down.

"What are you doing, little brat, do you know where this is?" he yelled loudly.I knew he was a little guilty, and he yelled loudly just to ask for help.I ignored him and still grabbed his collar and shook vigorously, I almost lost my mind.

Sure enough, his yelling attracted two people. After seeing the situation, they probably understood the reason, and they pushed me away without saying a word.

The man whom I grabbed by the collar suddenly became agitated when he saw the helper, and he kicked me in the stomach.

I was kicked and fell to the ground by him, my lower abdomen twitched, I was burning with anger, I held back the pain and just wanted to get up, when I was kicked on the back again, followed by bursts of pain in my thighs, chest, arms and all over my body The pain, I can no longer stand up from the ground.

In fact, it only happened in a few seconds. My mother finally realized that she threw herself on me to protect my body, so the three men kicked her together.

My mother said in a crying voice: "Don't hit me, I beg you don't hit me!" Her tone was pleading, which made my angry mood a little sad.

They kicked a few more times and stopped. The man I grabbed by the collar said, "Little bastard turned against you, dare to act wild here?"

"Get out of here!" said another man.

"There is a kid like I am, and the whole family is unreasonable!" said the third person.

I helped my mother up, and she held my arm for fear that I would do something beyond my control. Looking at her tearful eyes, I endured and endured and finally gave up.

I supported my mother and walked out the door. When I passed the desk at the door, I saw a bag of eggs on the desk, and I suddenly hated it.

How did the world become like this?Why do poor people do everything wrong?
After walking out of the Urban Management Bureau, the tears I had kept in my eyes still flowed out. I looked at the palm prints on my mother’s face, and finally said what I was holding back in my heart: “Mom, I’m not going to school anymore! I’m with you. Let's go home together! From now on, my son will take care of you, and no one will bully you anymore!"

My voice trembled a little, she worked too hard, I really couldn't let her go on working like this.

My mother was supported by me and walked with her head bowed. As soon as I spoke, her thin body trembled violently. I could clearly feel the trembling of her body with the arm that held her shoulder.

She turned around and slapped me on the face fiercely: "What do I do all this for? You tell me why?"

My mother's tone became stern, and she looked at me with disappointment and sadness.

My mother's disapproval was expected, but I didn't expect her attitude to be so intense.I know my words hurt her heart.

"Mom, I was wrong, don't be angry, I will never say such a thing again! I go to school, I must study hard!" I was a little scared, I was afraid to see my mother even a little bit sad, every time she was sad It makes me feel like a knife is piercing.

I know that her heart has been broken by another person, and I can't hurt it anymore. What I bear is that person's disappointment to her, and I am the evidence.

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