my naughty female president

Before I walked to Xiangdong's bar with a feeling of guilt, I saw him coming out of the bar from a distance. I just wanted to go and stop him, but I didn't expect that there was another person who walked out of the bar with him, and it was Mu Xichun!
My heart trembled violently, and I hurriedly dodged and hid in the shadow of the pillar next to me. I don’t know why, but I was a little afraid of seeing her. Maybe it was because I felt guilty for her, or maybe it was because I was afraid that seeing her would make her sad again. Or both, who knows!

I watched Mu Xichun and Xiang Dong in the shadows, they stood side by side at the door of the bar, Xiang Dong seemed to be talking to Mu Xichun, but Mu Xichun probably drank too much, his expression looked a little bit under the light of the street lamp Xiao Suo, she tilted her head slightly and looked at the road in front of her without moving.Holding her bag with both hands in front of her body, she looked very lonely.

When I saw her like this, I couldn't help feeling a twinge in my heart. I really wanted to rush over and hug her tightly, and never let go in this life. I really wanted to say to her: "Even if the sky falls and the earth falls, even if the end is coming, I will never part with you again! I love you!"

The two of them stood at the door of the bar for a while, and Mu Xichun's car drove over slowly and stopped beside them.Bartender Xiao Li got down from the cab and helped Mu Xichun open the car door.It was probably Xiang Dong's instruction that he send Mu Xichun home.

But Mu Xichun still stood there as if in a daze, motionless.Xiang Dong patted Mu Xichun on the shoulder, and said something to her, and she got into the car silently.

The car passed by me, and I saw her silhouette from the car window. Her head was slightly lowered against the car window, and her hair was spread all over her face, but she didn't fix it, letting her hair cover her face. She was probably really drunk...

The car drove for a long time, and I finally walked out of the shadows slowly. Xiang Dong, who was about to go in, suddenly stopped, as if he sensed someone walking towards him hesitantly. He turned his head to my side and found that it was me. Then I turned around and saw that he didn't want to talk to me at all.

I know I'm guilty, and I'm here to apologize.I hurried a few steps and stopped Xiangdong before he entered the bar: "Dongzi!"

Xiang Dong stopped in his tracks and turned his head, looked at me indifferently and did not speak.

"Can I say a few words?" I muttered.

"Speak!" Xiang Dong said in a cold tone.

"What happened the day before yesterday... I'm sorry! I know we shouldn't say that between brothers, I... I'm here to apologize to you!" I finally expressed my original intention without confidence.

Xiangdong's expression softened a little after I said this, he glanced at me and said, "Actually, you should apologize to Miss Xichun! As for me, our friend for many years, I still don't know your urinating nature, do you think Would I care about the nonsense you said to me? Since you have this attitude, I don't bother to play tricks on you anymore. I'm just angry with your attitude towards Miss Xichun! Brother, listen to my advice, as a man, we can't Do it like this!" Xiang Dong frowned and sighed, with a look of bitterness and hatred on his face, as if he was rather melancholy at my behavior.

I was a little relieved and a little sad in my heart. What was gratifying was that he didn't pay too much attention to the unkind words I said to him. I thought my words would make him completely disappointed in me, but he let me down with just a few words. I am relieved.

What makes me sad is the second half of his sentence. I know that my attitude towards Mu Xichun makes him look down on him from the perspective of a man. I also know that I am not as open-minded as he is in certain things. and informality.But if I tell him what I really think, will he understand me?
"I'm sorry for her!" I said faintly, "I made a mistake with her in the beginning, do you really think that we can get together!"

"Then why did you go there so early? Why didn't you think of this before you decided to love her?" Xiang Dong stared and said, obviously not satisfied with my explanation.

I couldn't help but smile wryly, how can there be absolute rationality in love, before I decide to love her?Hehe, I don't even know when I fell in love with her, how can I talk about before I decide to love her?

But I didn't say these words out of my mouth, even if I said it, I expected Xiangdong, a big bastard, to be unable to figure out the twists and turns.

Xiang Dong lit a cigarette and handed it to me, and lit one himself.The two of us sat on the steps in silence, smoking a cigarette.

"Then what are you going to do now?" Xiang Dong asked after a long time.

"I've already broken up with her..."

"Do you really think so?"

I nodded.

"But have you worked hard? I know that I am not optimistic about your relationship, but since you are determined to get together, why don't you work hard to fight for it? Have you really worked hard? Do you think Miss Xichun is really A woman who will obey her parents' words?" Xiang Dong said with some enthusiasm.

I took a deep puff of the cigarette, feeling the damage of nicotine on my lungs, and then let out a long breath into the air.

It seems that Xiang Dong still misunderstood, he only understood the second meaning, he didn't think that I broke up because I was stimulated by Mu Xichun's muddy words, but thought that I couldn't stand the relationship between the two of us. The surprise of my identity and the pressure her parents put on me was not easy for him.

And I really broke up with her because of this, but after talking with Sister Hong, I think I have figured it out. I understand my feelings for her, and I know that I don’t love her enough, but I still love her. The reason for deciding to end this relationship is that I have already said that my choice is my last care for her.

After ending the catastrophe caused by this bad relationship, after she gradually becomes numb to the pain I caused her, she will usher in a better tomorrow, she will marry Ah Wei who is more suitable for her, She will be happy in the envious eyes of the world, and she will take over Hongji Group as a matter of course after a long time, and her life will be radiant.

As for me, she will understand that I am just a passer-by in her life, only staying briefly in a certain stage of her life, and she probably won't think of me often.

And I may not forget this woman I loved deeply for the first time, but I will only silently bless her in a place where she cannot see. I may marry an ordinary woman and work hard to live a good life for myself Maybe I will not have much time and energy to miss her because I am busy changing my life, maybe I will forget her eventually...

Isn't that a happy ending too?
"Miss Xichun came to the bar early tonight and ignored no one. She just drank alone. Although she didn't say anything, I knew she was waiting for you. I can see that you made her very sad by breaking up... Hey!" Xiangdong let out another long sigh!
"Sin!"

My heart twitched, although I knew Mu Xichun's intention for coming here the moment I saw Mu Xichun, but my heart still trembled involuntarily when I heard what Xiang Dong said.

I bowed my head in silence, a voice sounded in my heart: she will get better, her pain is only temporary, after a while she will slowly forget this memory, she will get better...

"Actually, I can see that Miss Xichun has a deep affection for you. I dare not say how deep your affection for her is, but at least no woman has ever made you become this kind of virtue before! Are you really You don't want to talk to Miss Xichun again?" Xiang Dong probably felt that my decision was too hasty, so he asked tentatively.

I shook my head: "I've already made up my mind, and you said that even you don't like this relationship, so why should I hold on until the end without a happy ending? I'm afraid it will cause far more harm to her than It's much bigger now."

Xiang Dong secretly shook his head, not knowing whether he was feeling sorry for me or was too disappointed in me.

"Since you've made up your mind, I won't persuade you anymore. As a friend, although I don't agree with your approach, I will always stand by your side. If Miss Xichun comes again, I will help you persuade her She, I hope you don't regret it!" said Xiang Dong quietly after another long silence.

"..." I was silent for a while, then nodded silently.

"Poor girl Xichun, I'm afraid she is not as free and easy as you. I don't know when she will be able to get out of the haze you brought her! Hey..."

The time passed while we were talking in silence for most of the time, the sparse stars in the sky were gradually covered by the moon rising in the sky, and there were guests who came out of the bar drunk or awake from time to time.

To make those who seek solace in the dark night feel that it is time to leave, it seems that the time is really late.

I got up and said goodbye to Xiang Dong.

"Where do you live now?" Xiang Dong asked me.

"Don't worry, I've found a place to live!"

"Don't lie to me, what good place can you find? A few days ago, you couldn't even pay a fine of 5000 yuan. Where do you have money to rent a house?"

As he said that, he took out the key to the warehouse from his waist and handed it to me: "I can't help you with your emotional matters, but in other respects, I'm still a friend worthy of your friendship!" He said half-seriously and half-teasingly .I knew he was mocking what I said to him that night.

I couldn't help but my face was slightly hot.

"If you need money, you can ask, but I understand your piss, you won't open this mouth until the end of the mountain! You have the key to the warehouse at the back. If there is no place to live, you can come back and live. I won't say anything else. Now, let's go!" Xiang Dong put the key into my hand without waiting for me to speak, and turned around to enter the bar.

"Hey...that...uh, Dongzi!" I stopped him.

Xiangdong stared back at me, waiting for my next words.

"Uh, take care of Xichun, if she comes to you again, try not to let her drink too much, she sucks at drinking, I'm afraid she..."

I stopped talking while I was talking, because I saw Xiang Dongzhen looking at me with a playful smile on his face, which made me unable to continue.

"You're still pretending to me, you are clearly worried about Miss Xichun, but you dare not face your heart, hey, you can do something wrong! But I will remember what you said, but I can't guarantee whether I can persuade her!" After Xiang Dong finished speaking, he ignored me, pushed the door open and entered the bar.

I sighed secretly, turned around and walked towards the hotel where I was staying.

Although I didn't refuse the key that Xiangdong gave me, it was his kindness, if I refused again, it would be somewhat hypocritical.

But I don't think I will come back to live here again, because based on what I know about Xiangdong, once I move in, he will definitely tell Mu Xichun my whereabouts as soon as possible.

Although I have already proposed to break up with Mu Xichun, I really can't guarantee whether I will maintain my current rationality when I face Mu Xichun again.