fall in love with the best

Chapter 83 Nausea and Vomiting
However, carrying them with you will only make yourself more sad.

Finally, Xia Tian tightly closed his eyes and made a difficult decision. . .

restart.
Leave everything here and start over.
Thinking of this, Xia Tian quietly walked to the bed, and curled up in his own nest for the last time, with such reluctance, "Mom and Dad, trust me, I will be fine."

This night, Xia Tian hardly slept, she wanted to take another look.
This home that I have lived in for 20 years
This was once a home full of laughter and laughter.
The next day, Xia Tian got up early, walked out of the room, and looked at the tired appearance of the servants, and knew that they, too, hadn't slept all night. . .

My heart is full of emotions. . .

After sending off the others, only the housekeeper and Mrs. Chen were still standing by her side, refusing to leave.

"Uncle Wang, let's go, I've been busy for most of my life, and I should go home and have a good rest." Xia Tian smiled lightly.

"Oh, I'm still not used to being idle all of a sudden." The housekeeper shook his head helplessly.

"Then enjoy it,"

The butler didn't speak, but felt lonely.

"Okay, Uncle Wang, let's go quickly, have a good trip."

"Then, miss, you have to take care of yourself."

"Well," Xia Tian nodded heavily. . .

Looking at the back of the butler going away, Xia Tian turned around, "Sister-in-law Chen, go home."

"Miss!" Aunt Chen suddenly clenched Xia Tian's hand tightly, her eyes began to moisten.

"Okay, Mrs. Chen, when did you cry so much?" Xia Tian tried her best to control her tears, trying to calm herself down.

Gently wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Mrs. Chen said again, "Miss, what are your plans for the future?"

"This." Xia Tian raised his head, looking into the distance blankly.

Regarding the future, she doesn't seem to know what to do, but she is firm, that is, she no longer wants to stay in this city
"In such a big world, there will definitely be a place for me, and I will live well." Xia Tian smiled slightly, as if to comfort Mrs. Chen who was not at ease with her.

"Okay." Seeing the corners of Xia Tian's mouth slightly curled up, Mrs. Chen also felt a lot of comfort, showing a relieved smile, "It seems that it's time for me to go too."

"Then be careful on the road." Xia Tian warned.

"Well, if there's anything wrong, miss, remember to look for me, Mrs. Chen will definitely not stand idly by."

"Okay, Mrs. Chen, let's go quickly." Xia Tian smiled and urged, her heart was already sore.

Mrs. Chen didn't speak any more, stretched out her hand, and hugged the girl whom she had grown up with tightly, her eyes were full of distress and reluctance.

Then, she let go of her hand and turned to leave. She didn't dare to look back, because at this moment, she had already burst into tears. . .

Saying goodbye to Mrs. Chen, the next thing is to say goodbye to myself
Xia Tian stood outside the door blankly, turned around, and once again took a look at the warm harbor where he grew up since he was a child. This walk may be a lifetime.

Probably, never come back.
Even if you come back, everything will not be the same as before.
Tears welled up in the next second, and the hot tears slid down the cheeks. In the cold windy season, I felt a sharp pain, not only on the cheeks, but also on the heart.
Packing up his mood, Xia Tian took a deep breath, beckoned to stop the taxi, looked back at the empty villa again, turned around and left decisively, without any hesitation.

The car drove quickly to the cemetery of Xia Haining and his wife.

In the early morning of winter, there were not many grave-sweeping people, only people in twos and threes, wearing black coats, passing by with solemn expressions.

Wearing black sunglasses, Xia Tian slowly walked into the parents who were lying quietly there.

Gently took off the glasses, the people in the photo all smiled lovingly, quietly looking at Xia Tian who was staring blankly at them. . .

"Dad, Mom, I came to see you in Xia Tian, ​​and it's not long since we separated. I miss you so much, do you know how lonely it is to leave me alone in this city." Saying that, Xia Tian's tears never stopped Can't help but come out of my eyes.

"But, Dad, Mom, in order not to worry you, I will...live and live with a smile."

"No matter what happens, even if I am the only one left, I will be strong."

"Because I have grown up, and I am no longer that little girl who is tired of acting like a baby in your arms, so I will not let you bother me,"

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Xia Tian spoke quietly, even though tears were streaming down her cheeks, she still held her head up stubbornly, without any sign of decadence, as if she was reassuring her parents.

"By the way, Mom and Dad, there is one more thing I want to tell you." After hesitating for a long time, Xia Tian opened his mouth, "I have already sold our house, and I will distribute the money I got to the servants at home , the rest, I take with me, because... I have to go"

"Mom and Dad, you will support my decision, right?"

"No matter what the decision is, you will always support me, right?"

"But, don't blame me for leaving. I have too many memories of you in this city. I really can't stay here. I want to go out for a break,"

"I know, I will remember to be careful when I go out, and I will come back to see you often,"

Xia Tian muttered to himself, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he was talking to his parents in real life, and their endless exhortations were in his ears, very trivial but very happy. . .

"Okay, Mom and Dad, then I'm leaving, remember to miss me..." Xia Tian stood up, and said softly and naughtily, as if saying goodbye to Mom and Dad.

After finishing speaking, Xia Tian stood up straight against the wind, and wiped away the remaining tears on his cheeks.

This time, she will be strong, even if she is alone, she can still live seriously with the never-fading love of her parents. . .

The howling wind was blowing, she couldn't help but reached out and pulled the collar of her woolen coat, put on her sunglasses, and disappeared into the long and narrow aisle.

Just walked out of the cemetery, Xia Tian only felt an inexplicable nausea, walked to the side of the road quickly, and began to retch.

After a burst of strong vomiting, Xia Tian felt a little more comfortable, stood up straight, without thinking too much, reached out to stop a taxi, and drove towards the airport.

After so much happened, she still stubbornly believed in him, the man he had loved for so long.

After so many years of relationship, she still believed in him unconditionally after experiencing so much.

However, she dared not face him again. She dared not ask him face to face.
She was afraid of hearing things from him that she would never be able to accept.

She doesn't want to hate him. . .

Even if they can't be together, she still loves him.

One look from him is enough to make him fall.

how could you hate
So, just leave.
Never see you again, you can still keep that pure love. . .

Suddenly, there was another strong feeling of vomiting, "Master, please stop the car, I'm a little sick" Xia Tian said aloud, resisting the surging pain.

"Zhi..." the car hadn't come to a complete stop, Xia Tian opened the car door and rushed out, her little face flushed from vomiting, and her clear eyes were full of tears.

After a while, the pantothenic acid feeling slowly subsided, and Xia Tian walked back to the taxi a little tired.

"I'm sorry to trouble you, master," Xia Tian said politely with an embarrassed smile.

"It's okay, girl." The driver was a middle-aged man in his early forties, and the honesty between his brows made people feel at ease.

"Miss motion sickness," the driver asked with concern when he saw Xia Tian's pale face from vomiting in the car mirror.

"If you get motion sickness, you should take motion sickness medicine before going out, so you won't feel so uncomfortable." Before Xia Tian could answer, the driver said on his own.

Xia Tian raised his head, doubts were written on his pale face, "Master, you misunderstood, I don't get motion sickness."

Since she was a child in summer, she never knew what motion sickness felt like. Her favorite thing was to go for a drive in a car. That feeling made people feel extremely comfortable.

"Then why did you suddenly vomit so badly?" The driver also felt puzzled and couldn't help asking.

"I..." Xia Tian looked at the driver in the front row blankly, "I don't know, I just felt sick suddenly in the morning, and I vomited once before I got in the car." Xia Tian said truthfully.

"The girl must be pregnant," the middle-aged man cheerfully guessed.

"Actually, to tell you the truth, girl, you are about the same age as my girl. When she was pregnant, she also retched for no reason at all times. Every time she vomited, she was about to collapse. I think the girl's symptoms are similar to those of my daughter's." Almost, it should be happy." The driver seemed to be very talkative, and said to Xia Tian in detail.

(End of this chapter)