This apocalypse is a bit sour

Chapter 249 Leave
The thin cool paper was cold to his fingertips, and a hint of timidity flashed in Meng Youran's heart. He was both looking forward to and afraid of opening the paper.

If he didn't have this piece of paper, he could still lie to himself that Jinlan died of homicide, so it would be more meaningful for him to live in this world.

But once he opened this suicide note, he had to face the truth, the murderer who killed Jinlan was himself.

When you open this letter, I am already looking at you in another world.

Don't worry, I'm fine.

I have crushed the crystal nucleus, and Tangyuan will come to me. She promised me that as long as I crush the crystal nucleus, she will come and take me away.

But she might be disappointed in this trip. There is nothing to miss in this world. I can no longer find my former self, nor can I welcome the new self.

I don't want to live like any of the women in the Meng family, that's not cool at all.

I'm sorry, I have to leave you. I know you will be sad because your only relative is leaving.

Little Qiuqiu is very cute, Tangyuan will bring him to your side, and he will stay with you on my behalf.

I don’t regret choosing to leave back then, but if I was given another chance, I would not leave Base B with Tangyuan.

If I stayed, broke off the engagement according to my previous ideas, and found a good person to live with, maybe the situation would be different.

I can no longer choose again, see you in the next life.

There is not a word in the suicide note, which is reserved for himself.

After reading the last sentence, the paper slowly fell from the fingertips.

With a plop, Meng Youran knelt down.

"You are so cruel to me." Tears flowed like broken pearls, Meng Youran slowly raised her hand and touched the plaque in front of her.

"Your brother will be lonely, so what about me, won't I be lonely?" Meng Youran's tone seemed to be questioning and whispering. "It's cruel enough, Meng Qiu is my son, you think I will give him away just because of your words!"

Picking up the paper on the ground and throwing it towards the tombstone, his hands struggled slightly in the air, and in the next second, he grabbed the corner of the tombstone.

"I was wrong, I promised you everything, please come back." Meng Youran's tone was full of sadness, he was like a child who did something wrong, and he begged for forgiveness from another person, but that person would never wake up again Come.

"He really loves you." An Jinlan stood on the balcony, looking at the sad scene in the distance.

That kind of sadness can't be fake. How much a man loves a woman can he blame himself so much.

"Whether he loves or not loves is the past tense. If he really loves me, he should leave the child to you."

"But Meng Qiu is his only son after all. I don't think he will keep his own son." An Jinyan's tone was a little hesitant. He was just the child's uncle, so there was no reason for the biological father to give the child to his uncle.

"If he wants to take Meng Qiu away, I will let him take him away." An Jinlan sighed. "A child needs a mother and a father. In this troubled world, it would be better to stay by Meng Youran's side."

"Are you really willing to give up?" An Jinyan shook his head. He still knew how much his sister loved Meng Qiu.

"I can not let it go."

Meng Youran stood up slowly in the distance, closed her eyes slightly, hid all the sadness in her eyes, and snapped her fingers.

"What is the master's order?"

"Let An Jinyan bring the young master here." His palms slowly clenched into fists, and at a certain moment, he had already made a decision in his heart.

"What should I do?" An Jinyan looked sideways at his sister.

"Let me say a few words to Xiao Qiuqiu first." An Jinlan turned around slowly and watched the maid bring Xiao Qiuqiu over.

"Mom, are we going home?"

"No, it's you who want to go home." An Jinlan knelt down slowly, and gently touched his cheek with her hand.

"Mom, won't you come with me?" Meng Qiu hugged his mother, not wanting to let go.

"After you leave with dad, don't mention mom being here."

"Why." Meng Qiu opened his watery eyes wide.

"Because if you mention your mother, you will die. Qiuqiu doesn't want your mother to die, right?"

"But Qiuqiu also misses her mother. Qiuqiu doesn't want to leave her mother, nor does she want to leave her father." Little Qiuqiu cried out.

"As long as Xiao Qiuqiu doesn't tell Dad, Mom still exists, and Mom will visit you when Qiuqiu misses Mom." Meng Youran has changed again and again over the years, and An Jinlan has changed again.

Perhaps in a way, they are already the same people.

Meng Youran longed for power, An Jinlan longed for a new life, the five years of marriage, at first it was the joy of newlyweds, but later it was diluted by desire.

Love is something between them, there used to be, and there is now.It's just that they had only love at the beginning, but now they have more things in their hearts besides love.

An Jinlan watched Xiao Qiuqiu's back gradually go away, and her nails gradually sank into her flesh.

"Dad!" A familiar voice sounded from behind him.

Meng Youran slowly turned around and looked at her son's familiar face.

"Qiaoqiu, you have grown taller." Meng Youran stroked her son's head, her eyes full of warmth.

He knew that Jinlan wanted the child to stay here, firstly, he wanted the child to accompany An Jinyan, and secondly, he wanted Meng Qiu to be a protective barrier here, so that he would never touch base B when the child was here.

Your calculation is very good. Everyone has considered it, but you have not considered yourself. You have been guarding yourself from the beginning to the end.

But what can I do? Who told me to love you? Even if I see it clearly, I will still obediently fall into your trap.

"Meng Qiu, if you want to stay here, you should go with Dad."

"Can't dad stay here?" Meng Qiu blinked his big watery eyes and looked at his father.

Mom doesn't want to go with Dad, so can't Dad stay where there is Mom?

"No, if you want to stay here, Dad won't make things difficult for you." Meng Youran gently touched her child's cheek. "If you want to go with Dad, Dad can often come back with you to see uncle and mother."

Meng Youran turned her head slowly, looking at An Jinlan's grave.

"Why do you have to separate? Is it because Dad married a new mother?" Meng Qiu's face was full of anger.

"Father didn't marry a new mother." Meng Youran shook her head and hugged Meng Qiu into her arms.

"Then I'm going to go back with Dad to have a look. If you marry, then Qiuqiu, you don't want to see Dad anymore."

An Jinlan who was standing on the tall building slowly let go of her hand, a tear trickled down from the corner of her eye, she still ignored the relationship between father and son after all.

Qiuqiu finally chose his father, and slowly turned his back and walked towards his room.

Meng Youran raised her head, always feeling that someone was watching her, and when she looked up, she saw An Jinyan, who was a tall independent building, nodding slightly at her.

And in the desert about [-] kilometers away from base B, Tang Yuan sat in front of the monitor and watched everything on the screen.

(End of this chapter)