Yu Xingyue Hunts the Evil Me
Chapter 281
Those who live alone are either wild beasts or gods. Humans are social animals, and those who can escape from society and still exist without hindrance are already inhuman.
After all, people are fragile.
Too fragile to endure loneliness.
And loneliness is indeed like a poison that eats away at the flesh and bone marrow, causing people to sink into eternal cold death.
The girl has a very deep understanding of this.
Originally, a girl could not survive in this world on her own.
Fortunately, with Zhi's company, I can barely survive as a human being in this world.
However, due to the monk's conspiracy, the balance between the two was broken, and Zhi fell into nothingness alone to save her.
Although she has awakened from a long sleep, for the girl named Shiki, wandering in the human world is just a process of continuing to fall and inevitably reaching the void.
What is emptiness, what is nothingness, that is, everything around you is meaningless to yourself. If everything is meaningless to a person, then the person's existence is also meaningless.
But when did everything around me start to make sense?
The bright moon in the sky, the noisy evening wind, even in the severe cold, and the weeds stuck in the corners and cracks of the wall. When did things that are usually difficult to understand and appreciate begin to shine?
Yes, it's that guy.
When visiting Buzi City, we walked together countless times at night. From that guy's side, these things were gradually filled with color.
What was also filled in was the hole in his heart that was torn open.
As long as you are by my side, I can feel at ease even though I am emotionally unstable.
As long as you are by my side, even though the surrounding scene is so boring, I can feel a different brilliance from it.
As long as I'm by your side, even if I'm just walking side by side, even if I'm walking silently, I will feel happy.
In that void that can never be filled by oneself, in that dark void that one can never break out of on one's own.
It was the hand that held him.
That guy is his support.
When he came to this city, the guy disappeared for a long time and when he showed up, he once expressed his wish.
I want to know the other person better, I want to know the other person’s past.
Now that I think about it, I am really stupid.
The two rituals couldn't help but feel annoyed. This anger was not for anyone, but for themselves.
Why didn't I think of it earlier?
That guy is one of the few people who can truly understand himself, but understanding must come from empathy.
If he feels the same way as himself, it must mean that that guy's past has also been mired in a meaningless nothingness.
The two men learned about Feng Jianxi's past from Medea.
That was what the overseer of the Holy Church told Medea personally.
Son of God...
It was not the true offspring of the deity, but rather a vessel for the divinity of the deity.
Since it is a container, it does not need any self, only the purest blankness.
However, even as the Son of God, that guy is the most miserable.
The goodness of people can warm the soul, but the evil of people is a poison that corrodes the heart and soul.
Despair, anger, fear, sadness, these negative emotions that people want to abandon, the sins derived from these emotions were forcibly and extremely unreasonably imposed on that guy.
It's hard to imagine how that guy broke free from the heavy quagmire.
The two rituals were very angry, so angry that they wanted to chop to death all the guys who had committed crimes on Feng Jianxi.
I feel regretful that I only found out about this now. If I could meet Feng Jianxi now, I would definitely save him just like Feng Jianxi saved herself.
As for now...
The two men were walking quickly on the street at night, their steps were fast, as if they were looking for something.
She wanted to see Feng Jianxi very much, and she wanted to see Feng Jianxi now.
She also found out about Matou Sakura through Medea.
And Feng Jianxi will definitely protect that child, not to mention being an enemy of other servants in the Holy Grail War, even if he is an enemy of the world, that guy will definitely do it.
She wants to be by that guy's side, no matter what that guy has to face, she has to stand side by side with him
"Mode...."
Medea, who was following the girl, called out in concern.
Medea is very close to this Master. In addition to the girl taking her home on the rainy night when she betrayed her previous Master, there is also a reason why the girl is very similar to her in some ways.
The girl's innocence reminds the witch of her past, when she was a princess of Colchis and lived a carefree life on the island.
However, her fate changed drastically when the ship full of heroes arrived in Colchis.
Love is the most special thing in this world.
It is everything that comes out of nothing, heavy frivolity, serious arrogance, neat chaos, leaden feathers, bright smoke, cold fire, haggard health, ever-awakening sleep, negative existence.
That thing makes a pure girl go crazy and pursue it blindly, and even sacrifice everything for it.
For that man, I helped him obtain the treasure passed down from generation to generation in his country.
In order to be with that man, she did not hesitate to kill her own brother.
However, the result was to be feared and betrayed by the other party.
All that he has given may be nothing to that hero, it is just an insignificant contribution to that hero's journey of creating a legend.
In the end, Jason could easily abandon her, and for Jason, there was no loss.
But after giving everything he had, he couldn't even return to his hometown.
Love is a poison that blinds people. Even if you know it is poison, you will drink it desperately.
The girl is also drinking this potion now
"Shiki, are we going to help that girl? However, the relationship between that girl and Kazama-kun."
After drinking the poison called love, jealousy is the most violent catalyst, which can make people go crazy.
If the man is really willing to pay everything for the girl who committed the evil act, then this is the most powerful catalyst for the girl named Two Ritual. The girl was cruelly hurt.
After hearing Medea's words, the two rituals stopped and she looked at Medea who was speaking these words to her seriously.
"Medea, it turns out that you were hesitating and trying to say something but didn't say it for a long time. This is what you said...."
The two rituals gave Medea an answer she never expected:
"This doesn't matter...Indeed, I don’t want to share Xi with anyone. But what Xi wants to do is protect the child named Sakura. I'm not jealous."
"Because I know that if I were to fall into that child's situation, Xi would make the same choice without hesitation."
"That guy is like that..."
"He is not a hero, nor is he a god, he is just Xi, so he will do that."
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