Ye Chan

"To put it simply, I think you have lost the memory of those three years." Doctor Yang and Ye Can explained: "Because when I hypnotized you just now, no other personality appeared, but you answered by yourself. It's me."

"You simply told me who you were, and then you got lost in memory and didn't answer my question again."

Ye Can's face was still at a loss: "I told you, what is my identity?"

Dr. Yang replied very sincerely: "You seem to think that you are the king of the country called Yan. After you died as a faint king, you reincarnated in this world with your memory. You have memories of your childhood, but your memories of the past are vague. Unclear..."

Ye Can looked at Doctor Yang blankly, waiting for her next sentence: "So? Is this the key message?"

Doctor Yang smiled and replied: "About eight years ago, I gave you hypnosis and psychotherapy. At that time, you didn't think you had this status, but you would talk about things from your childhood. Things from your childhood, It’s similar to what you are talking about now."

In the light of the light, Ye Can's face looked very pale: "So you mean, I now have more memories or settings?"

Doctor Yang smiled and replied, "That's not the case. Why don't you think that you acquired all the memories three years ago and then hid some of them?"

Ye Can felt that he was a mystery. After hearing the doctor's words, he muttered to himself: "If so, what am I now?"

Doctor Yang smiled: "It's Ye Can. Although memory can affect a person's temperament, and may even make you feel a sense of division, you are indeed yourself now."

"Because... you didn't arrange another name and identity for yourself, right?"

The hypnosis did not remind Ye Can of anything. But Dr. Yang believed that it was her subconscious memory, so she was willing to help Ye Can recover that part of the memory.

Dr. Yang said, "Let's try it and see if we can wake up some of your sleeping memories."

Ye Can was very entangled, and asked: "Even if I fall asleep, I will answer you, but how do you know which answers are true or false, rather than the setting I imposed?"

Doctor Yang smiled and replied, "Because I have the secret key."

Ye Can puzzled: "Secret key?"

Doctor Yang replied, "Yes, it's the Miss Lin Zixi that you are thinking of."

Ye Can was startled, and Dr. Yang continued to smile and said, "The settings you just gave are very interesting. You said that you came to this world to wait for someone, and that person's name is..."

Ye Can rushed to answer: "Lin Zixi?"

Doctor Yang nodded: "That's it. And since six years ago, Miss Lin has sent me almost a thousand e-mails, recording your daily life."

"You didn't cooperate with treatment at that time, and I can only monitor your condition in this way."

Ye Can's eyes widened, his eyes gleaming with hope. Doctor Yang turned the chair, turned his back to Ye Can and said lightly: "Don't look at me like that. This is the privacy of the patient. I won't show it to you."

Doctor Yang thought for a while and added: "At least, when we come to a conclusion, I won't show it to you."

Ye Chan, who had found nothing, sat slumped on a chair, like a salted fish that had been drained of all the water and could only be spread out. Doctor Yang smiled and said, "Don't be so depressed, you are like a puppy soaked in the rain."

Some key switches seemed to have been triggered, and Ye Can flashed a familiar scene in his mind. She glanced at Doctor Yang, "Do you think I might not be depressed?"

Doctor Yang smiled: "But it will pass. As long as you stay alive and don't give up chasing happiness, everything will be better."

Her tone was very gentle, looking at Ye Can full of encouragement: "Happiness will always knock on the door."

Ye Can, who was filled with a bucket of chicken soup, got up, sighed and said, "I hope."

She bid farewell to Dr. Yang and made an appointment for the next treatment. Ye Can felt that with his current mental state, he really needed the active encouragement and enlightenment of the doctor.

In the next few days, Ye Can often ran to Dr. Yang when he was at work. Ye Can was stimulated intermittently with a lot of immediate sense of sight, but still couldn't think of a complete plot.

But I don't know if hypnosis has played a role, Dr. Yang increasingly believes that Ye Can just lost his memory. This diagnosis inexplicably made Ye Can raise some ambitions: Maybe the person who has always loved Lin Zixi may actually be himself.

Otherwise, it would be too frivolous to think of marriage at the first sight of the other person.

After all, she herself is not such a frivolous person.

With such a thought, Ye Can has been unable to hold his eager heart to try to contact Lin Zixi. But couldn't find a good excuse, so he gave up.

Occasionally, when he heard Ye Can's troubles, Dr. Yang would encourage Ye Can to be more active, brave, and chase what she wants.

Unfortunately, Ye Can still felt that he was unworthy.

"She is not worthy", "She can't give it", "She is an unwelcome person", etc. These thoughts seem to be innate. It occupies Ye Can's mind and is deeply rooted.

Such people are not uncommon, but this kind of phenomenon appears in Ye Can's body, and it is especially pitiful, and the people onlookers are not easy to urge, so let it be.

After a week of this, Ye Shen's expected delivery date was soon reached. On May 1, Ye Shen gave birth to a baby girl in the hospital.

Ye Can didn't feel much about this newly arrived family member. But when she stood at the door of the hospital ward, looking at Ye Shen holding the baby in her arms, showing a gentle smile, she sincerely thanked the child for coming.

Ye Shen lying on the bed quickly found Ye Can. She held the baby and waved to Ye Can. Ye Can came to the bed with a stern face and looked at her condescendingly.

Ye Shen looked up at Ye Can while teasing the child and asked, "Do you want to hug her?"

Ye She took a chair and sat next to her, shook her head and said, "No, I'm afraid I can't hold it. She is too young, and I am a little worried that I can't do it well."

Ye Shen didn't have the difficulty of being a strong man. He just advised him: "It's okay, as long as the posture is right, there will be no big problems."

Ye Can nodded, but still did nothing. She just stretched out her hand, gently touched the baby's wrinkled puff face, and asked, "Do you think about a name for her?"

Ye Shen smiled and replied, "I didn't think about it, what would she think she should be called better?"

Ye Can blinked: "The name is very important to a person. You, as a mother, should do this kind of thing, so I don't want to participate in this thing."

Ye Shen looked down, looked at the child in his arms and chuckled: "But I took your name."

Ye Can was stunned suddenly. She looked at Ye Shen, and saw that she looked at the baby in her arms and said word by word: "I remember the day you were born, and my mother held you like this now and let me sit next to her."

"The day you were born, the sun was very bright. Although it was a very cold winter, the bright morning sun still spilled in through the window."

Ye Shen looked up, looked at Ye Can and said, "At that time, I looked at you, and I felt like I could continue." For a girl of 17 or 18, being sick at such a brilliant age is quite Terrible. The torment of the disease almost made her want to give up her life for a while.

But at this moment, Ye Shen had his own sister. A younger sister who was born because of her, and a person who came to this world for her.

Ye Shen felt that no matter how bad the world is, and there are so many people who love him, he can still stick to it.

Ye Can didn't have this part of memory, but at this moment, he subtly sensed Ye Shen's mood. She paused, and said to Ye Shen, "So, you gave me a char word?"

Ye Shen smiled and said, "Yes, because I hope your future life is brilliant and beautiful."

Ye Hui pursed his lips, not knowing what to think for a while. She felt a little complicated, after all, her childhood and adolescence were terrible.

Ye Shen seemed to understand the harm he caused with one hand: "But I'm sorry, I don't seem to be a good sister, and even make your life full of haze."

Ye Can raised his eyes and glanced at her in surprise. Ye Shen looked into her eyes and said, "I'm sorry, although I owe you many years for this sentence, I still have to apologize to you."

Ye Can lowered his eyes and put his hands on the baby's face. The baby who hadn't opened his eyes firmly grasped her fingers by instinct. She looked at the little child who was holding her tightly, and after a long time, she nodded and said yes.

She accepted Ye Shen's apology, but did not say whether to forgive or not.

But at this moment, it doesn't matter whether you forgive or not.

Ye Shen breathed a sigh of relief. She looked at the baby in her arms, smiled and said, "I am going to name this child Ye Xin."

Facing Ye Can’s puzzled eyes, Ye Shen said: “New life is new. I hope that in the future, no matter what she does wrong, no matter what choice she makes, she will think that she has the right to be born again.”

Ye Shen raised his eyes and looked at Ye Can and said, "Can Can, I think I have experienced a new life, so what about you? You are the same eight years ago, or the person who fled three years ago. ?"

"Are you happy? Are you happy? Do you have something you yearn for?"

Ye Shen paused, meaning to point out: "You have been born a new life, and you have been brilliant, but I don't think you are very happy now."

"As your sister, no matter what you decide, I hope you can be truly happy and happy."

Hearing this kind of persuasion, Ye Can looked at the newborn who was holding his hand tightly and made a decision. She nodded and replied, "Don't worry, I will."

After all, the purpose of most people's life is to make themselves happy, right?